Chasing

God, it's all those familiar places, the Forbidden City, *** or something.Speaking of which, when we went to the Forbidden City, it was snowing just in time for God, my God, that scene was so beautiful.I couldn't help but secretly took a few photos of him. He said that he wanted to choose photos from my phone and send them to Moments, so he found out that I secretly took photos of him. It was really embarrassing at the time!Fortunately, he didn't realize what it was, and he said he asked me to pat him generously, why did he pat his back, I felt like I was blushing like a big apple, hey.But I thought, if he can really realize that I like him, I won't have to work so hard later.

To get close to him, not only must start with him, but his family is also a very important part.In fact, I am the type that is easy to be liked by elders. When I go to his house for dinner, his parents also like me very much.Relying on my good English, I started tutoring his son. Of course, I took him to my house and let my mother watch him.

My mother already knew that I liked him at that time, because I came out in high school, so when my mother knew that there was someone she liked, she asked me to take him to the house to see.My mother just thinks he is a bit old, and he is not the same kind of person as me. She is worried that I will work hard.But she didn't put forward any clear objection. She said that as long as I like it, it's fine, because my mother also thinks he is a good person.

Chapter [-] What kind of experience is it like to fall in love with someone ten years older than you? (Zhihu body)

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The last time I wrote it in a hurry and sent it out, it was because Stark bit the data cable of my mobile phone and was beaten up by me.

Everyone said they wanted to hear about my coming out, and they also said they wanted to see my soldiers.

Well, let me show you my soldiers first, I took two photos.

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During the decoration, I specially made a cabinet to store them. Now I have made more money and bought them more recklessly.You ask me what is my object's attitude towards this?He doesn’t care, he doesn’t care how I spend my money, I earn more than him, and sometimes he doesn’t even want to give him money, but I say I can’t save money by myself and ask him to save it for me, and he obediently helps me Saving money, he will not move any wrong thoughts, he is such a person.The only thing he won't refuse is when I buy him clothes, because I said he has bad eyesight, but he doesn't allow me to buy too good brands, he is afraid that Ji will check him, so he is very cautious.

My house is in my name, his house is in his name, he pays his son’s school fees, he gives pocket money, I secretly give money to his son, his son asked me why I gave him money with a naive face, I I don't even know how to explain it.He earns a dead salary, and his son spends money very economically. He said that he is used to such an ordinary life, and too much money is easy to go astray.

My cabinet soldier, his son likes it very much, I even teased him, when I die, these will all be yours, the little guy asked me: Then you are not afraid that I will poison you?I said that I still want to continue to buy it. It’s not worthwhile for you to poison me to death now. I’ll talk about it when I’m old and can’t walk.

Alright, let's briefly talk about coming out.

My mother is an art student, and she is very open-minded, so I like to talk to her about my troubles.When I realized that my preferences were not right, I told her directly, and she accepted it easily, but she felt sorry for my future road will not be too easy.The only miscalculation is that this secret was discovered by my old and stubborn father. He imprisoned me in confinement for no reason. Come and see me.In fact, if she hadn't been seriously ill, I might have been working and living outside.

In a blink of an eye, she has passed away for many years. I miss her very much, but my partner always comforts me and says: She will feel happy when she sees that you are living well now.I think so.

Confessing love to my partner was the most impulsive thing I did. Afterwards, I scolded myself more than once for being a big fool, but everything was done, what else could I do?I am also very desperate.

It happened to be his birthday that day, so I ordered a cake in advance and carefully took it to the unit in the morning. We were on duty that day, so I thought about celebrating his birthday at night. Unable to get along and has been hesitating.

That night, he went to the office to write materials, and he came up very late. I heard footsteps in the corridor, so I quickly lit the candles, and I could blow them directly when he came in.

When he came in, my heart rate reached 200, almost to the point of my throat, but I still had to pretend to be calm.When he saw the cake I prepared for him, he looked very surprised and asked me: How do you know my birthday?

I bought our tickets to Beijing before, and I also have his identity information, so I specially remembered it.

Before that, I was looking forward to this day every day, thinking about how to celebrate his birthday every day.I know that although he may not be interested in me, but in my situation, I have unilaterally treated him as an object, just wishful thinking and deep affection.My state of being blinded by lard almost made me lose my way, so I did such a stupid thing, so that it was almost irreversible later.

He blew out the candles and made a perfunctory wish. While eating the cake, I told him: I want to say something, I hope he won't be angry.

At this time, the words like him almost blurted out.Because the atmosphere was so good, he didn't seem to be on guard, so he said what he said.

He looked at me seriously, and he also became serious.But at this time I was discouraged, and I sold the lawsuit, but he couldn't stand my half-spoken words, and threatened and lured me to speak out.

In fact, I have always known that after getting along for so long, he just treats me as a younger brother. Even if there is a little bit of intimacy, it is just a relationship between ordinary men in his eyes accumulated over this period of time. It's just friendship.It was because I thought too much and couldn't control the thoughts in my heart.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, he put me in his arms to tickle me. I really can't stand this. I'm someone who has thoughts about him. I can't hold back such inadvertent intimate contact, so I have to beg for mercy. .He let me go, I kissed him, he looked confused, and I told him I liked him.

I knew right away that there would be no good fruit to eat like this, and when I finished speaking, I knew everything would be ruined.He is straight, how could he accept me, it would be nice not to treat me as a pervert.

He locked himself in the office to calm down, smoked a room full of cigarettes, and when I knocked on the door, he let me go back first.

I have also said that he is the kind of person who is very good. While rejecting me, he can't control himself from caring about me.I talked to him a lot that night, including when I came out.Because of the help of the night, it seemed that everything was easy to talk about, and I knew that he listened.

It’s just that I was scared the next day. I used to take other cars to and from get off work, so I ran to take the commuter car from my work unit.I listened to my co-workers gossip about this and that in the commuter car, and I was preoccupied with him.

So I went out and had drinks with my friend and told him all the stupid things I did.He scolded me, but he also seriously drank with me.In the evening, I called him with the strength of drinking, and cried and said that I regretted it, and begged him not to ignore me. I knew that when I cried, he would lose his pulse. He agreed to everything I said, and said His sons are more promising than me.

Being too honest with people is his fatal injury, and he can't bear to refuse others.

I've always been thinking, his personality should be easily caught by women, how could he be so cheap to me?Maybe I'm more of a stalker.Ha ha ha ha.

After this setback, I realized his shortcomings and decided to retreat. Of course I will not give up on him. I finally met someone I like, and he is so good. How could I give up lightly?

My mother also knew about this, she scolded me, called me stupid, and didn't inherit her advantages at all, she also talked about how she pursued my father, and introduced me a lot of experience.I said: How did you fall in love with such an incomprehensible person.She told me: Your dad was handsome when he was young.

... Well, I can't understand you who study art.

Although the Chinese New Year is approaching, our unit still has a lot of things to do, and because of some very urgent work that year, there is not much holiday for the Chinese New Year.But we always have to rest on New Year's Eve. It's a coincidence that I was on duty with him on New Year's Eve, and he, a good man, didn't let me go, because he said that my mother was sick, and he wanted to spend the New Year with her at home with peace of mind.

So I went to the supermarket, maxed out my dad's welfare card, bought a shopping cart of things, and took them all for him, so that he could eat them when he was on duty.On the night of the Chinese New Year, my mother specially made her best dumplings, and I drove my dad's car to deliver them to his work unit in the dark.

The way he ate the dumplings is still in my mind, and I know he was touched by what I did.At that time, I was not very proficient in driving. After driving for half an hour on the dark road, I had to drive the car back just to give him a lunch box of dumplings.If it were someone else, he might have married me at that time, but he wouldn't, he would only focus on alienating me.

Before leaving, I hugged him and said to myself: let him pass the past, and in the new year, there should be a new beginning.

He didn't reject me, and he wouldn't, I know.

Afterwards, I went to his house to pay New Year's greetings, just in time for him to come home after going out to play with his blind date. To anger me, he said that he hit it off with that woman and made his parents very happy.He is the biggest problem in the eyes of his parents, because he always finds excuses not to remarry. As I said before, his son is one of the obstacles. Sister, I can understand the insecurity of children from single-parent families, but I think he will have less resistance to my playmate-type friend-like father’s partner, and I can’t give him younger siblings .

Later, it was his son who exposed the truth that he lied to me.

The next day, I asked him out to watch a movie and roller-skate, because I was thinking, why can that woman ask him out, but I can't?After the loss, I was a more and more valiant warrior to conquer his fortress.

Chapter [-] What kind of experience is it like to fall in love with someone ten years older than you? (Zhihu body)

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I think my writing is too long-winded, but my writing can only be written like this, and our story is a bit long, and a lot of things happened later, I don’t know how long it will take to finish writing. When it comes to art processing, it is actually a straightforward journal, and it is thanks to you that you don’t feel disgusted after reading it.

Speaking of which, I showed my partner what I wrote. As a young expert in writing materials in the unit and the first pen, he actually pointed out a lot of problems to me frankly.I asked him: Don't you see that what I wrote is not moving?He asked me: Where is the moving point?I said how hard it was for me to chase you, and when I think about it, I have a runny nose and tears.He actually replied: I had a hard time hiding from you back then, and I would cry every now and then, like a brown candy, and I couldn't get rid of it no matter what.You also said that your two brothers are easy to support.

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Blame me?Forget what I say about the good part of you!angry!

His son came back this weekend, and the two of us slept in separate rooms again, which is normal.For this reason, I specially bought three rooms in my current house. In fact, I always pretend to be like this every time. His acting skills are not good, and as time goes by, more and more flaws appear. I am really worried that I can’t hide it from his son. Let's talk, and worry about affecting the little guy's college entrance examination results.

A few interesting things happened this week.

One is that he, a thousand-year-old smoker, decided to quit smoking.Because one of his units is younger than him and has lung cancer, which is still at an advanced stage. Most of the lung cancer is caused by smoking. He smokes fiercely. It's useless to say it, it always prevaricates me.This time it was fine, someone around him was sick, so he was so frightened that he hurriedly organized all the people in the unit to go for a physical examination. The medical examination report hadn't come out yet, but the doctor said that his chest X-ray was fine, and it was not too late to quit smoking, so he Decided to quit smoking, he said to me shyly: How nice it is to be with you, it is not worthwhile to die too early.Oh oh oh, now I realize I'm good.I have the right to regard this as a love story, and it is quite touching when I think about it carefully, but I can only get the touching part of it.

The second is that his son seems to be in love.When I went to pick up the child, I saw him coming out of school with a little girl with a ponytail. Don’t mention it, this youthful look is quite suitable. After the child got in the car, I asked him: Girlfriend ?What is your name?The little guy didn't even refute, but just said: Her name is Zhang Haijiao, don't tell my dad.I said: Don't let your grades drop, I won't say anything, it's time for the college entrance examination soon.The child immediately straightened his back and said: We are making progress together, there is no such thing as learning backwards, look how good I got in the last mock test.Indeed, the child is very good at controlling himself, and then we looked at each other and smiled tacitly, and no one brought up this topic again.

Another thing is neither big nor small. I am going to change his car. His old car has been driving since the two of us met. It has been repaired several times in the factory. I have mentioned it more than once. In this matter, he was always afraid that I would spend money and say nothing, but this person couldn't help persuading him, and I always sent him some new car styles from time to time, which finally moved him.We took a look at it on the weekend. He himself likes commercial vehicles, because people of his age don't like to drive petty cars, but he is afraid that it will be too high-profile to drive to the work unit.I said what happened to you driving a better new car as soon as you are in charge?He said: It is precisely because he is a leader that he cannot drive a very good car. You see, your father has a much higher official title than mine, and he does not drive such an expensive car.Well, things got stuck here again, I decided not to ask his opinion, nor back down, so I bought that business car that he couldn't put it down. After being together for so many years, I can finally hit him with money, hahahaha, If he dares to return the money to me, I will marry him. (Actually, I can't bear it.

In addition, I'm quite sorry for the topic owner. It's not polite to write your own things under your question. This is what my partner proposed, and I think so.But seeing that you have been paying attention, I feel a little less sorry. Thank you for providing such a platform for me to write these things.

Ok, let's continue writing.

The work after the next year is really too busy, one wave after another, and I have to get up early, I won’t talk about the specifics, I followed behind him, and because of his blessing and help, I grew up very fast. Soon, it was said that the leaders were also full of praise for me.

In fact, he is very strict with me at work. Once I made a big or small mistake, and he reprimanded me. The seriousness is clearly stated, and it will not make people feel uncomfortable.He has been at the grassroots level for a long time, and he is especially good at doing ideological work. After he was transferred to a new unit, he also accepted him submissively. First, his character is good and worthy of convincing, and the other is that he is emotional. Knowing the truth, he is really a very good boss.

During this period of time, I silently hid my love for him in my heart. Although it would not be particularly obvious, I never gave up chasing him. We are in a very ambiguous atmosphere, let him adapt to me, and let him know that I have not given up on him, but it will not make him hate it.In fact, this scale is difficult to grasp, I also tried to come, if it is too much, he will remind me like a threat, but so what, he dare not leave me.

I know in my heart that he is very straight, and if he is straight, he will not bend easily for me. Without my presence, he would not choose this crappy road. Sometimes I feel guilty, so I can only Treat him as well as I can.

I felt that there was really no one around him who cared about him, so I silently did what I could do, anyway, I was the best at pretending to be stupid, and he had nothing to do with me.I also got a police uniform jacket from him. Although it smelled like cigarettes, I felt warm even after wearing it all the time.I will hang this padded jacket in the closet when I move to a new home, and I will still wear it when it is coldest when there is no heating at home.He asked me why I still kept it, and I said it wasn't broken.

During this time, his ex-wife came out to be a demon again, and sued him, wanting to get back the custody of his son.After his ex-wife cheated, she left the child and went abroad with that third party. She ignored the child for more than ten years, and then came back to ask him to remarry and ask him to have a child. This is the first time I have seen such a superb .He was in a low mood at that time, but for some reason, the woman withdrew the complaint. I wrote this, and I remembered that they talked calmly once, and I hid in the corner next to me. , I am afraid that he will be uncomfortable, and I want to be with him.But that time I didn't see what that woman looked like, so far, her impression in my mind is just an outline.His son looks a lot like him, I told him, the nose is a bit like his mother.

But you know what?Sometimes, I like someone for a long time, I have paid a lot, but I still don’t get a response, and I feel very depressed, especially during that time, my mother was hospitalized first, and then passed away, and my whole body collapsed.

He comforted me and cared about me, but it was just the tip of the iceberg. My father's indifference made me realize that my mother's dedication to him for so many years was in vain. I hated my father very much at the time, because my mother went to the hospital and he was on a business trip. After his death, he also has official duties.I don't even know, I chase him so hard, even if I catch him, will I still be lonely like my mother before she died.

My mother had a private conversation with my father while my father was in the hospital because of my sexual orientation.This is a knot in my father's heart. He still can't accept the fact that his only son likes the same sex. However, my mother's death has somehow brought him to understand, but he never thought that the person I like is him. The person who put down the airs of leadership and asked to take care of me.So I made a decision, even though this decision will make me very hard in the future, but I am really tired and want to escape.

After finishing the funeral, I forced myself to go to work, and my depression was always with me.Before that, my dad wanted to go to the city where I am now because of activities. After my mother passed away, he seemed to have no ties, and the relationship was soon implemented. I was very disappointed in him, and I didn’t want to communicate with him. He didn't even pay much attention to his overtures.I also started to avoid my partner, I think I can make him feel more relaxed by doing so, but he has been worried about me, but he started to care about me.He is really stupid. I gave him a chance to stay away from me, but he didn't cherish it.

We were on duty that day, and I cried for a long time in his arms. One was to vent my sadness, and the other was thinking that I was about to leave him. I should also take this as a farewell.Afterwards, I held his hand and fell asleep. This was the best sleep I had during this time, because I vented all the depression in my heart, and he took me up the mountain to see flowers, and took me to relax during the holidays. , I feel much better.In fact, the father and son went out with me that time. I wanted to tell him several times about resigning and going to work in Beijing, but seeing the happy faces of him and his son, I never said it.

Chapter [-] What kind of experience is it like to fall in love with someone ten years older than you? (Zhihu body)

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After the last update, many people said that they wanted to see me write about some daily things. Let’s talk about the fact that I picked up his car a few days ago.

When I was free, I went to the 4S store to buy the car, and I also put a plate on it, with his name on it.After picking up the car, I drove it for two days, and then I thought about pulling the highway by the way, so I didn't let him come over this weekend, but I drove this car directly to find him on Friday afternoon.

I parked the car at the gate of their unit and waited for him for a while before he came out from get off work.Because I told him that I was at the door, he searched stupidly for a long time after he came out, and didn't notice that the person sitting in the new car in front of him was me.Later, I really couldn't see it anymore, so I rolled down the car window and called out to him before he noticed me. This person is real, but he didn't know how to call me. He later explained that he was afraid that I would drive. Get distracted by the phone.

When he saw me sitting in the new car, he stood there in a daze and didn't say a word for a long time. I hooked my fingers and let him get in the car. I felt that I was a proud sponsor of a female college student. The college students looked a bit old, but at that moment I was really magnificent.

I asked him if he liked the car, and I could tell from his eyes that he really liked it, but he didn't speak, and asked me if I bought it for him.

When I nodded, he got a little angry and said: Didn't I stop you from buying such a nice car?

I asked him: I spent money to buy you a car, why are you angry?

He turned his head away, extremely awkward, with mixed expressions of liking and reluctance, hey, that's how he is.

I was also on fire, so I pulled the car on the high speed again, and when I got back to my side, he sat next to him without saying a word, and when he was almost there, he said: "The car is good, but it's different. It makes no sound when running at high speed."

I said: nonsense!

His old car, sitting in it and driving at high speed, we both had to shout when we talked.The new car is well enclosed and naturally there is no noise.

When he got home, he was afraid that I would get angry with him, so he started to do ideological work for me. This is what he is best at. He said that it is not suitable for him to drive this car. Thank you for buying him such a nice car, but he wants to keep a low profile.I understand him, but I'm also angry, after all, kindness is treated as a donkey's liver and lungs.

I just wanted him to coax me and say a few nice words, but he refused. I was so angry that I bit him on the shoulder to relieve my hatred, but he spanked my ass and said I was disobedient.Later, he finally realized his incomprehensible style, and in the end, we had no choice but to have sex, which was considered a reconciliation.Hey, is there any conflict that can't be resolved in one bed?If so, do it one more time.Knock on the blackboard!Physical communication is still necessary!

He drove away my Guangben today and let me drive this new car.As for the old car, he said he was going to ask a friend to sell it, and he didn't know how much it would be worth.

Leaders like them like to care about what they have and what they don't have. They always feel like they are dragging two to five to eighty thousand. My dad is the same. There are a lot of rules and regulations, which is annoying to death.

But having said that, the new car is really comfortable to drive, spacious and has a good view. After he left, I sent a WeChat message to anger him. He has ignored me until now.I have to go to my dad's place at night, and I guess the old man will say that I wasted money again.

I deserved it too, and found myself a father again.

Also, this week is the first week for him to quit smoking. I guess it has something to do with quitting smoking when he gets angry with me.

Okay, let’s continue to update, this is probably the last time we write our story, because his son is about to take the college entrance examination, I am more nervous than that little guy, my father and I have to accompany him all the way, and we have to give him a reference report Volunteer, it is estimated that there is no time to update.After everything was done, he also said that his father and I would accompany him to go abroad to play, but his father had handed in his passport, and it was very difficult to apply for it. I guess I would take him out to play by then.

Oh, by the way, I said in the last update that I decided to go to Beijing. Someone asked me, were you willing to go?

The answer is definitely not willing, but if I don’t leave, he won’t agree to me. After chasing him for so long, I almost lost my confidence, and I don’t want to work with him like this. We have always been so ambiguous when we get along day and night. What’s the point? If you can't get it, it's better to sink the boat and retreat to advance.

When we came back from the mountain that day, I was in a much better mood, but I had to tell him about it, so at night, I said I wanted to talk to him, but he said my son was not at home, so he asked me to go to his house to find him. He, he must not be so defensive. If he knew my purpose, he would never let me go.Before I went, I went to the supermarket and bought wine. I deliberately bought the kind of wine with strong stamina. Then I passed by family planning supplies. I took a box of covers. Whatever happens to him.

I told him that I was going to resign and go to Beijing, he was stunned first, I told him my arrangement, and then he said that he supported my decision, I think he must want to get rid of me in this way, so I drank too much and went crazy with him, saying that there is no him in Beijing. At this time, he usually has nothing to do with me.Later, I wanted to leave with the help of alcohol, but he kept me, and fell asleep at his house without doing anything. I even forgot the purpose of coming here.

When I got up in the middle of the night, he went to pour water for me. I looked at his back and couldn't help but hug him. I kissed and touched him, and found that he actually reacted to me. I knew that I had succeeded.

Going to bed with him is a very natural thing. Although I realized my sexuality very early, he was my first love, and it was my first time. I am very happy to have sex with him.Although I will still leave in the future, this is already the biggest reward for me during this period of time.

I pretended to be very calm and told him, it’s fine as if nothing happened, and you don’t have to be responsible to me, but I know that with his character, I won’t let it go, at least I will stay in his heart. left an indelible mark.

I resigned and said goodbye to my colleagues. During that time, we hardly communicated. He seemed to have a lot to say to me, and in the end he only said that he wanted to send me off before I left, but I also refused.

The chopping continues, and the reasoning is still chaotic.If you really want to get him, you can't care about the momentary obsession.

I arrived in Beijing, rented a house, worked, and started a new life. Everything seemed to be very good, but my heart was very empty.Although I don't have much contact with him, his son wants to chat with me from time to time. I know a lot about him through the little spy.I asked the child if he wanted to come out to play during the summer vacation, and he asked me where to go. I said Xi'an, because I knew that the best route from our place to Xi'an was to go from Beijing.

So we conspired together and successfully let their father and son embark on a journey to Xi'an.I want to see him, but I can't say it directly, I can only save the country in such a curve.He was tricked by me, knowing that it was all my idea, but there was nothing he could do about it.I went to the station to pick him up and send him off, and I still cared about him like I used to. He accepted my show of weakness and flattered me, and looked at me with gentler eyes than before. In fact, this was enough. I told myself that I had to be braver. He should be fighting mentally.

After all, that bed time more or less played a role.

He just went back, and there was a heavy rainstorm at our place. He stared at the disaster all night and barely slept. I couldn't sleep, and I called him during the day, and he lost his temper at me, hum, this man is really disgusting.But I am also shameless. I took the train back after get off work the next day and called him. Fortunately, he was at home. I rushed upstairs. After opening the door, the first thing I did was to throw myself into his arms, looking haggard He is really distressed.

He seemed to be moved by me, and he didn't expect me to run all the way back from Beijing just because I was worried about him for a very small reason.He didn't push me away, nor did he drive me away. Instead, he frantically cooked for me and boiled water for me to take a bath.He said he was tired and wanted to go to bed, and I got into his bed naked after taking a shower. We had slept before, and he didn't have the energy to drive me away, so we fell asleep on the same bed naturally. , but does nothing.

He woke up very early the next morning, and I went to court, and I said: Do it again, anyway, the first time you go to bed is also sex, and the second time you go to bed is also sex, if you can’t be a couple, just be friends with benefits, if you need me Come back, you won't suffer.

Maybe it's because I put my stance too low, you know?He actually promised me!Without warning, he said he could promise me to be with me.Thinking about it now, I feel so sweet that I want to fly.

This is the happiest moment of my life, it seems that all the sacrifices are worth it, he often said that I behaved like a fool that day.Hey, he is the same person, why did he agree to me without any defense?If I had a heart attack, I might have died happily without enjoying his love.This is probably what Jin Cheng came to, and the stones are open, and then we did very happy things, you know.

Later, he said that I did everything for him, and he knew how I felt about him, but he had never been able to break through the psychological hurdle.Yes, a person who was originally straight had to endure a lot of psychological tests because I was bent. He still has the concerns of his parents and son, and he doesn’t want to work so hard. I understand all these, and I said we can hide it, I I won't come back either. I just live in a different place. It doesn't affect my daily life. I just need his approval so that I can feel safe.

He gradually learned to express his feelings while getting along with me. Later, when he said he loved me, I felt like fireworks exploded in the sky.

I really love him, I kept my original promise, and I didn't reveal anything in front of his parents and son. Although it was hard work for us two to live in different places, we also gained a lot.I love him more and more, respect him, and support him. Although everyone may think that I have paid more, it is his persistence and invariance that are the foundation for us to keep going.

This is probably the end of our past story. Although it is not so romantic, it is worth recalling for a lifetime.

Moreover, he loves me too, although he is not good at expressing it.

There will be small frictions, quarrels and quarrels, and different views on things due to the generation gap, but these are all a kind of emotional adjustment.I am the kind of person who speaks up when I have something to say. I will vent my dissatisfaction without holding it in my heart. As for him, he coaxes me and lets me in, but he is not unprincipled. If I am wrong, he will point it out directly. Come.We are honest with each other and have the same heart, which is probably the basis for us to go all the way to the present.

Thank you everyone who has been waiting for me to update slowly for more than a month, let's see you again.

Let’s put a photo of me and my partner’s hands together, hehehe, he bought the ring for my birthday last year, this person finally knows how to give gifts, and he won my heart.

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