give me a good card

Soon, five or six days passed, and Xie Mian felt that the confession was almost over.

Although Lu Feizhi seems a bit weird, for example, he has been staring at him very closely recently, and the expression pack is much richer than before. Recently, his eyes can often express doubt, shock, hesitation, etc. at the same time mixed emotions.

Anyway, Lu Feizhi never mentioned anything related to the confession, so Xie Mian pretended to be stupid and pretended that he didn't understand.

When a big stone that weighed on her heart almost fell to the ground, Xie Mian began to think about another matter.

He's always been restless lately, especially at night when he's alone in the house.

It's a weird feeling that something is wrong with your life, but you can't figure out what the problem is anyway.In fact, most of the time, this inexplicable feeling may just be your own illusion.

But Xie Mian is a very keen person who believes in his intuition.

In addition to the illusory thing like the sixth sense, another thing in life also confirmed the recent unusualness.

Xie Mian found that in the past few days, she often lost her mind.

Nothing serious.Often when he was talking with other people, it seemed that he suddenly thought of something important, and he was slightly stunned for a moment.This slight daze often ends very quickly, and the person talking to him can't detect it, and only he himself can perceive the subtlety of that moment.

But when Xie Mian calmed down and recalled why he was distracted at that moment, he had no memory at all.

This kind of thing happens once or twice, Xie Mian won't notice, but it happens five or six times a day, it's hard not to let him care.

He is indeed muddling along on weekdays and lazy, but there is still a certain distance from dementia.

What is the problem?

It seems that all the truth is close at hand, but it is always surrounded by fog and cannot be touched.This feeling of being vaguely kept in the dark and being difficult to control made Xie Mian feel unspeakably frustrated and uncomfortable.

It was okay when he was with Feizhi during the day, maybe he had to spend energy to deal with the embarrassing consequences of the confession, and he didn't care about his wild thoughts.But when you are free at night, this feeling will be infinitely magnified.

Xie Mian sat by the bed, looking at everything familiar in the room, almost for a moment, felt that it was all fake.

But all of this is very real, so real that every detail is exactly the same as in Xie Mian's memory.Xie Mian leaned over and brushed lightly inch by inch from the head of the bed, and sure enough, he felt a knife mark in a familiar place.

This is the "Chu River Han Boundary" that he painted for Lu Feizhi once when he was pressed down by Lu Feizhi and slept all night.You can sleep together, and no one is allowed to cross this line.

Well, of course no one has complied.

Xie Mian likes to be plain, there are no luxurious decorations in the room, except for an expensive and extraordinary white jade lamp on the table.

It was a crown gift from Lu Lan to Xie Mian back then.

In fact, Xie Mian knew that this was not the original one.The original one was accidentally broken by Lu Feizhi.But Lu Feizhi didn't dare to tell him, and spent a lot of money to bribe Lu Ying, asking Lu Ying to borrow it to play for a few days, and then carved a new one with great pains.The two lamps are almost identical, except that at the second "leaf" from the bottom, one of Lu Fei's knife carvings is off, and the veins of the leaves are different from the previous one.

Xie Mian pretended not to know and didn't expose him.

Xie Mian walked to the table and touched the texture of the second "leaf".What kind of falsehood can even describe such details properly.

But the details that were confirmed one by one did not make Xie Mian feel better.

He stood by the table, looking at this bright and warm lamp.

This lamp burns lamp oil made by moon-eating whales. It is said that as long as it is lit on a moonlit night, the lamp oil will never decrease;

Xie Mian suddenly stretched out her hand and directly touched the silvery white flame.

……

Lu Feizhi felt more anxious every day.

He followed Xie Mian closely all the time, for fear that a wrong eye would lead to some irreversible tragedy.

And the observations he got were not optimistic.

Xie Mian's appetite has decreased significantly compared to the past; to Xie Mian getting up earlier and earlier in the past few days; to Xie Mian not going to the library for three consecutive days; to Xie Mian's more and more time in a daze recently ...All of this proves that Xie Mian's superficial calm is indeed the result of desperately suppressing his true heart!

That's right, Ah Mian likes her so much, she has been silent for so many years, she finally mustered up the courage to confess, but she was ruthlessly rejected by herself, she is not as hard-pressed as the pair of good friends who whispered, and she is still willing to be friends with herself. Not bad.

At least, Xie Mian will not easily harm himself because of feelings.Enough already!

Couldn't have asked for more.

Although he already believed that Xie Mian would not be overwhelmed, Lu Feizhi would still turn into a prototype at night and go to guard Xie Mian's window.

The sadness and lowness caused by emotional frustration cannot be comforted by thin words.

Lu Feizhi couldn't give Xie Mian more comfort because of avoiding suspicion. The only thing she could do was to silently stand outside the window and watch the sky full of stars, so that Xie Mian would not be alone in this cold summer day. single person.

That night, Lu Feizhi turned into a prototype as usual, squatting outside the window to accompany Xie Mian to digest the "emotional sadness", and suddenly found something wrong.

Usually at this time, Xie Mian is almost going to sleep.

But today, Xie Mian had already taken off his robe and made the bed, but he didn't turn off the lights.

Could it be that Ah Mian tossed and turned because she was so sad tonight, so it was difficult to fall asleep?

Suddenly, a figure flashed across the white window paper, which caught Lu Feizhi's attention.

He stood on tiptoe, tilted his head, and looked in through the small hole he poked with his beak two days ago.

Xie Mian was wearing a thin coat, barefoot, standing by the table, looking at the white jade lamp with ecstasy.Then, Xie Mian stretched out her hand and touched the second "leaf" of the lamp, with a gentle and indescribably melancholy look on her face.

Lu Fei's breathing stagnates.Of course he himself knew the difference between that lamp and the original lamp!

Xie Mian is very careful, he can remember clearly who he met on the street more than ten days ago and what they were wearing.At that time, Lu Fei's knife was crooked, and he knew it was over.It's a pity that it was difficult to find white jade of the same quality and size for a while, so I had to bite the bullet and put it back.Unexpectedly, Xie Mian didn't find out, Lu Feizhi was lucky for a long time.

Seeing Xie Mian stroking that leaf now, what else does Lu Feizhi not understand?

So, did Ah Mian already know about this?

Lu Feizhi looked at Xie Mian's gentle eyebrows and eyes under the light, and felt sour for a moment: Ah Mian, is this, thinking of me?

But in the next second, he saw Xie Mian stretching out her white fingers, looking towards the light!

……

When Lu Feizhi suddenly pushed the door and barged in, Xie Mian was taken aback.

He withdrew his hand reflexively, and before he could figure out what was going on, Lu Feizhi rushed to him, grabbed his arm, and dragged him off the table.

Then, Lu Feizhi pulled out both of his hands, checked carefully, left, right, right, back and forth several times, and he was slightly relieved when he didn't see any traces of burns.

Did not have time to run into.

The flame ignited by the moon swallowing whale oil is no joke.

He didn't breathe a sigh of relief, and then remembered Xie Mian's way of reaching out his hand without hesitation just now, and wondered if there was such a thing that he didn't notice, Lu Feizhi's anger was like a volcano that just erupted, gushing from the bottom of his heart out.

He first pushed Xie Mian's two sleeves to the top, and since there was nothing on his arm, he began to unbutton Xie Mian's shirt.

Xie Mian was speechless, she waved his hand away, and frantically fastened back the buttons that were often torn apart: "Why are you so crazy if you don't sleep in the middle of the night?!"

Although there were not many times when the two "meet each other honestly" in the past, after all, today is different, and the relationship between the two is still embarrassing. Don't you feel like a pervert when you pick up your clothes? !

Lu Feizhi sneered: "Am I crazy? Which one of us is crazy? Who knows! No way! You have to take off all your clothes today and show me!"

Xie Mian had never seen Lu Feizhi talk to him like this except when he was 11 years old and was ignorant. It was a novelty for a while: "I stay in my room, but you rush in and take off my clothes, who do you think is crazy? "

Seeing that he was still unrepentant, Lu Feizhi immediately said angrily: "Are you staying in the room?! You are staying in the room, where are you stretching your hand!"

Xie Mian was startled, contacted the timing of Lu Feizhi rushing in, and immediately narrowed his eyes: "How do you know I'm going to reach out to the fire?"

Lu Fei choked, and for a moment didn't know how to answer this question.

If he usually uses his spiritual sense to detect the situation here, Xie Mian will definitely find out; if he doesn't use his divine sense...

Xie Mian tidied up his clothes slowly, showed a kind smile, and tapped the table with his index finger: "Come on, tell me first, you don't sleep most of the night, why are you squatting behind my window?"

Lu Feizhi felt that he was justified this time, and his anger had not faded away. Hearing the words, he said, "If I don't squat you! How do I know you are going to do such a thing!"

Mentioning this, Lu Feizhi was really sad and scared. Thinking about him rushing in a second later, or not looking up at that time, Xie Mian might have been burned: "Why did you do such a thing?"

Now it was Xie Mian's turn to be speechless.

He really couldn't speak.say what?Said he suspected that everything was false?Let's not talk about whether this idea is ridiculous, but if it is false, this Lu Feizhi is true or false, can you believe it?

Lu Feizhi only thought that he was guilty, and said loudly: "Say it!"

Xie Mian couldn't help falling into the vicious circle of doubts before: If everything is fake, then why do the bricks and tiles around him, especially Lu Feizhi, look so real?

Xie Mian was caught in the "true and false" life mystery when she suddenly heard a word from someone around her.

Lu Feizhi looked at Xie Mian and said in a low voice, "I promise to be with you, don't do such stupid things again."

Xie Mian's thoughts were interrupted.He didn't react at first, until his brain automatically finished the meaning of this sentence, he realized it later, and raised his head extremely slowly: "Ah, ah?"

Lu Feizhi felt irritable when he thought about the scene where Xie Mian went to touch the fire just now. He pressed Xie Mian's shoulder, looked into Xie Mian's eyes, and said desperately, "I promised to be a Taoist companion with you! You are not allowed to do it again. This kind of thing that hurts oneself! Don’t eat and drink! Don’t toss and turn! Don’t have trouble falling asleep! Don’t lose your mind!”

"Did you hear that?!"

Xie Mian felt that there seemed to be something strange mixed into the studio. After thinking for a while, she said speechlessly, "When did I hurt myself! I don't think about eating and drinking! Tossing and turning! It's hard to fall asleep! Lost?!"

Lu Feizhi turned away from looking at him, sniffed her nose, and said in a muffled voice, "I found out. You haven't been going to the Library Pavilion recently, you can't eat at night, and you can't sleep in the morning. Ah Mian, I won't laugh at you of."

Xie Mian: "..."

I don't go to Zangshu Pavilion recently, isn't it because you force me to go to the martial arts field every day?Every day I was dying of sun exposure and had to chat with my juniors and younger sisters, so I drank tea so much that my appetite decreased; as for sleeping, because I would not be disturbed by Lu Feizhi's bad sleeping posture at night, I did get up a lot earlier in the morning...

But Xie Mian complained countless times in his heart, and met Lu Feizhi's sincere and decisive eyes.

If he yells out the above paragraph now, it seems, isn't it a bit, inappropriate?

Lu Feizhi felt that Xie Mian's silence was because of what he said.He suddenly felt that his efforts and sacrifices were all worthwhile, and his voice was heavy and firm: "Amian, didn't you say you loved me before? I've made up my mind now, and I'm willing to promise you!"

Xie Mian: "..."

Xie Mian is now thinking about a very heavy and urgent problem.

Is it better to say "I was just temporarily cerebral palsy, but now I have changed my mind"; or is it more euphemistic to say "No, no, true love is giving rather than taking, and I will never allow you to force yourself for me"?

Forget it.

How many thoughts thunder and lightning!Only at this moment!

Xie Mian rushed forward, covered Lu Feizhi's forehead with one hand, and said anxiously and sincerely: "What's wrong with you? You've been talking nonsense all night! Did you have some strange dream?!"

The author has something to say: Cough, although I'm not particularly fat, I wrote the plot you want to see!Come and praise me!Haven't you understood yet?I'm dying of anxiety!Now they are still in the illusion!