can you not tease me

After hearing this, Song Jinyang smiled helplessly in his heart. It seems that the nostalgia for his former life that he inadvertently revealed was noticed by the sensitive Xiaobei.

But... this is a bit of a big misunderstanding...

But before explaining clearly to Beisong, Song Jinyang was still more or less curious about what Beisong was thinking, so with a slight smile, Song Jinyang stretched out his hand to wrap Beisong with such a hurt expression into his arms, and said softly: " Why do you think so?"

When planning to reveal this topic, Beisong thought about many kinds of Song Jinyang's attitudes when facing such a topic.

There are guesses that he will get angry because of this, guesses that he will deny, guesses that he will be silent, and guesses that he will casually not want to mention this matter and change the subject...

Beisong Dudu didn't expect Song Jinyang to be so gentle and calm towards him after a brief absence.

But the more gentle Song Jinyang was at the moment, the more unhappy Beisong felt.

He couldn't pretend he didn't know these things, let alone be a substitute for others with peace of mind.

Bei Song bit his lip, and made up his mind to break free from Song Jinyang's embrace.Bei Song looked at Song Jinyang firmly, and said word by word:

"From the first time you saw me, your attitude towards me was very different from that of other people. When you looked at me, you often showed a look of nostalgia and nostalgia for the past... I see these In my eyes, but I can't stop thinking about it... Sometimes I even think, is the person you like really me? In your eyes, is the person you are watching really me? So, professor... I really want to ask, am I a substitute for another person, a substitute for the one you lost? Otherwise, it's really hard for me to explain. You and Mr. Shen have a good talk When I was in love, why did I suddenly fall in love with me, I don't want to be a third party inexplicably..."

As he talked, Beisong's eye sockets also began to moisten, but he couldn't vomit some words here, so Beisong went on to say: "Song Jinyang, when you look at me now, are you thinking of others? Can you please tell me? I don't want to be loved so vaguely like this. I love you, I really want to be with you, I don't care who lived in your heart in the past, but I am me Ah, it’s not someone else, whether it’s now or in the future, the person who is by your side is me, and the person who loves you is also me, I know you love me, but I hope you can only love me, I don't want this relationship to be mixed with other people's shadows, can't I?"

After holding back the words in my heart for so many days, I finally said it, no matter what the answer after that was or what the result was, at this moment, Beisong's heart that was tightly gripped suddenly relaxed.

And Song Jinyang didn't expect Beisong to be bored with such thoughts during this period of time.

And Beisong's uneasiness was indeed brought about by himself. Although it was a misunderstanding, Song Jinyang still felt very guilty.

At the same time, he was also very pleased that Beisong told him frankly.

In the past, when Beisong had something on his mind, he always pondered in his mind or got sullen.

At this time, he confessed with a bit of anger like this, and Song Jinyang felt a lot more relieved.

People only have this emotional need when facing the closest person, hoping that the other person can love themselves more.This is not greed, let alone selfishness, but caring about the other party.

Facing Beisong's doubts about him, Song Jinyang was a little happy from the bottom of his heart, Beisong had such a change.Instead of shrinking by my side, keeping any unhappy things in my heart and not talking about it, I feel wronged.

Having told Song's mother about those miraculous experiences before, now Song Jinyang didn't feel that there was anything wrong with such a weird life situation and told Beisong frankly.

Song Jinyang straightened Beisong's body and sat face to face with Beisong. He leaned over and kissed away the wet marks on the corners of Beisong's eyes, and said to Beisong with apologies:

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for making you uneasy, but Xiaobei, the only person I like in my heart has always been you and no one else."

Although Bei Song is simple, he is not stupid.Song Jinyang looked at him with deep eyes, especially when he occasionally called his brother unintentionally.

Whenever this happens, Song Jinyang's eyes will always become a little different, and these differences are like looking at another person through him, a person who has known Song Jinyang for a long time.

At first once or twice, Beisong only thought these were his own illusions, but the more times he did, no matter how slow he was, he would not fail to feel them, but he kept them in his heart, and repeated them in his heart as if he had avoided them before. I said to myself, it is rare to be confused in life, some things should not be too thorough, it might be better to pretend that you don’t know, if you want to live together, some things have to be opened and closed, see too clearly, Knowing too much will only add to your troubles.

But after all, Beisong couldn't be with Song Jinyang with peace of mind while being surrounded by other people's shadows, so this time he didn't pretend to be confused, and directly stated these doubts in his heart to Song Jinyang.

It's just that Beisong didn't expect that Song Jinyang would not admit that he had made it so clear.

So Beisong's face suddenly darkened, and he said directly to Song Jinyang, "Really? But I don't believe it."

Song Jinyang smiled bitterly, and said to Beisong: "Don't deny me in a hurry, I didn't deceive you."

Bei Song also laughed, and replied, "Professor, do you think I'm stupid?"

Song Jinyang shook his head helplessly, and then explained to Beisong: "My Xiaobei has always been very smart, how could I think you are stupid. Indeed, just like you feel, I often miss the past when I look at you But...the person in my heart is not someone else but you, and the person I have been with for many years is not someone else but you. Xiaobei...I didn't lie to you. "

Song Jinyang's gaze was deep and sincere, without any falsehood.Seeing Song Jinyang's serious expression, Beisong was completely stunned.

That person is yourself?What's going on here?

"What do you mean?" Beisong was completely dumbfounded.

Song Jinyang smiled softly, and asked Beisong warmly, "Would you like to hear me tell you a little bizarre story?"

Bei Song froze for a moment, then nodded slightly.