My old enemy looks at me strangely

Shen Chen's hand was gently placed on his caesarean section wound.

He closed his eyes gently, and the past was vivid in his memory.

He said, don't want this child anymore.

At the beginning, although he was persuaded to keep the child, he still hesitated in his heart.

Although he doesn't know much about girls, he is not ignorant. He has seen a lot of news and knows how dangerous childbirth is.

It's not that I haven't been afraid.

What's more, my mother also said that as a boy, whether the child can be born smoothly is a matter of two opinions.

He even knew that having a child meant a narrow escape for him.

So when his elder brother came to persuade him to abort the child in his stomach, it was not that he hadn't been moved.

Even paid for action...

He didn't sleep in the middle of the night, ran out secretly, wanted to go to the hospital, and beat the child directly when the doctor came to work the next day.

The hospital was empty, and he even thought that when he was sick before, it was here, hanging on the water alone, and watching the medicine in the trickle flow into his body little by little.

Shen Chen felt his body was a little cold.

He thought that if he had an abortion at dawn tomorrow, it would not be the medicine that entered his body, but a little life that disappeared from his body.

Although the child may not have formed yet, has no heart, no facial features, and everything is unknown, but as long as he thinks about losing it, Shen Chen feels like his heart is being pinched by someone, and it hurts. It hurts.

The pain is so bad that I can't breathe, the eye circles are red because of the pain...

Like a dying fish, it is so uncomfortable that it wishes to lose consciousness immediately, wishing to be able to perceive the world.

It hurts too much.

So, he went home.

I checked a lot of information, but I didn’t understand anything, so I checked everything, and I experienced things I never thought I would experience with the company of my family, morning sickness, edema...

At nine months, he stood in front of the mirror and could hardly recognize himself in the mirror.

Gained three rounds of fat.

The double chins on the round face came out, the eyes were squeezed in half, the edges and corners of the face disappeared, and the whole person was round.

But he still can't give up nutritional supplements, because the information says, it's good for children.

He has always been like this, once a matter is decided, it must be done to the end and to the best.

As with basketball, so with childbirth.

Although I have been studying, looking up information, and doing ideological construction for myself, when I gave birth, it was still difficult to give birth.

And he felt like he was in so much pain that he could barely get over it....

Shen Chen touched the scar through the hospital gown, it was a little rough, an invisible scar that would never heal in a lifetime.

Press hard, as if you can still feel a slight pain.

This scar saved his life and Xiaoqiu's life.

Although he was in pain after the anesthesia, but seeing the little guy lying healthy beside him, he didn't feel much.It's just that I can't exercise vigorously in the future, but I can't touch basketball anymore. How can that little guy be important?Shen Chen raised his head slightly, and looked at him with eyes that Jian Qiuming couldn't understand.

"This scar is left by a serious illness I once had."

Got a disease called love.

Got a disease called unrequited love...

"Now, there's nothing wrong with it, and it won't hurt, it's just a little ugly."

Those pasts, for him, are in the past after all.

Although the scar will be ugly, it is also a commemoration of the past.

Shen Chen hugged the little ball in his arms, and said softly to Jian Kengming, "You guessed right, I dropped out of school because of this illness.

My privacy, Mr. Jian, please don't get to the bottom of it. "

Jian Kengming stared at Shen Chen's eyes, and he couldn't figure out the emotions contained in those eyes.

He looked at the little ball sleeping soundly in Shen Chen's arms, and he felt intuitively that Shen Chen was not lying to himself when he said that he dropped out of school because he went to a foreign country to accompany his girlfriend to have a child. Today, he said that he dropped out of school because he had a serious illness. lie to myself.....

But the two don't really match up, do they?

Could it be that Shen Chen was bedridden and accompanied his girlfriend to have a baby at the same time?

Jian Kengming couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure out how the two could be connected together, and he couldn't figure out which sentence of Shen Chen was true and which sentence was false.

He stared at the man on the bed and turned away from his head at some point, falling into deep contemplation.

Tom didn't know what they had been through, so he didn't interrupt. Looking at Shen Chen as if he was tired at the moment, he quickly stood up, walked to Jian Che Yuming, pulled his sleeves, and left the ward.

"What?" Jian Che Yuming frowned slightly.

Tom looked at him with pale face and black eye circles. He originally wanted to say don't bother Shen Chen anymore, but swallowed it back, opened his mouth, and finally just said one by one

"Let's go ask them if they can put two makeshift beds in there."

He has just made up his mind to compete fairly with this person for Ricky, so he shouldn't restrict the relationship between Jian Kengming and Shen Chen, and get two beds, one is what the doctor said just now, asking Jian Sheming to rest more, and the other is that he wants to Sleeping next to Shen Chen, so close, everything is convenient.

Jian Kengming glanced at him.

"I don't need a bed, I just sit on a stool."

He just wanted to look at him at the place closest to Shen Chen, and he had no intention of going to bed and lying down at all.

So, no need for a bed.

But this time, Tom, who used to be more talkative, was very persistent.

"Don't think I didn't hear it outside just now. The doctor said that your health is very poor and you need to rest more. If you keep tossing your body like this now, you will fall ill."

Jian Sheming remained expressionless.

"It doesn't matter if you fall ill, but I have a relationship with Ricky. At that time, Ricky will take care of you while sick. What if you fall ill again? I will feel very distressed..."

"doctor."

Before Tom finished speaking, Jian Sheming who was beside him reached out and stopped a doctor.

The other party was a girl, and she was very annoyed at being blocked, but when she looked up and saw such a handsome guy blocking her, she immediately blushed.

"Why, what's the matter, sir?"

"How can I apply for a bed?"

Tom was on the side, watching in amazement how the little doctor gave Jian Wei Yuming directions in detail, and explained the procedures that needed to be done to Jian and Yuming in great detail.

Jian Zhuming listened carefully, and finally said to the little girl, "Thank you."

The little girl held the form in her hand, lowered her head and ran away.

It's just the red at the tip of her ears that makes her look very cute.

Tom was on the sidelines, almost applauding Jian Jiming.

"Why don't girls like me?" He blinked his big eyes, a little sad.

Then, as if thinking of something again, he smiled.

"It doesn't matter, anyway, as long as Ricky likes me, that's enough."

Jian Jiming beside him glanced at him very quickly.

"It seems that I have to work harder." Tom said to himself.

"What was the bet you mentioned just now?" Jian and Yuming asked suddenly.

In fact, compared to Tom's lack of confidence, Jian Jiming feels that he is also not confident.

And it is almost a rare place in life that is not confident.

After getting out of the control of the orphanage, he rarely felt like this.

From childhood to adulthood, he took the first place in all subjects, because he knew what he wanted to do and what he wanted, and he knew that he had to get it.

If he wants to get out of control and have his own rights from a child with nothing, he must rely on knowledge.

Knowledge can change destiny, some people may dismiss it, but for him, that is the truth when he was a child.

He unswervingly develops towards the world he wants, he gradually takes everything into his own hands, he knows that he is boring and old-fashioned, many people don't like him, but he has enough ability to accomplish what others don't way to do things.

Therefore, he has always been confident, confident that he is stronger than others, confident that the plans he makes are no worse than those of big companies

But at this moment, when facing Shen Chen, he didn't know what was wrong with him, that kind of self-confidence was constantly losing and disappearing.

He saw that Shen Chen was smiling happily at this person, and was always facing the cold that he refused to enter thousands of miles away.

He didn't understand, what happened to him that made Shen Chen unhappy?

When Tom heard him ask this, he looked at Jian Qiuming in surprise, and astonishment climbed into his eyes.

"You won't, you didn't know anything just now, so you accepted my bet?"

Jian Sheming pinched the bridge of his nose with some headaches.

"I was thinking about things just now, and I didn't pay attention to what you said."

Tom opened his mouth, a little speechless in his eyes.

It seems that I don't know how to speak anymore.

"Or, forget it, if you didn't hear clearly, forget it." Tom waved his hand, "Let's talk about it next time you hear clearly."

He looked at Jian Sheming's pale face, with a bit of pity in his eyes, "Just take good care of your wounds, make a bet or something, and talk about it when you have a chance."

"No, since I have already agreed, no matter whether you hear it clearly or not, you must keep your promise."

Jian Sheming stared firmly into Tom's eyes and said word by word.

In fact, he already had some guesses in his heart, but he couldn't be sure.

Tom didn't seem to expect him to be so persistent, and his face became serious when he heard this.

"The bet I just said is that we will compete within a month, whoever catches Ricky first and makes Ricky move, the other will let go."

Jian and Yuming's eyes were slightly dark.

"He is not an object, don't bet on him."

Tom met Jian and Yuming's eyes fearlessly.

"I'm not robbing him as something. I just have one month left and I'm going home to get married."

"If I catch up with Rciky within this month, I will take him home and get married. At the same time, I hope that Mr. Jane will stop pestering him."