nurturing relationship

"I liked him before, so it's normal to talk to him...you understand?"

"Well, I understand..." Qin Bao slowly woke up from the wine, sat calmly, listened patiently, and frowned slightly.

"I used to be very rebellious, disobedient, and uncomfortable if I didn't cause trouble. Before, my grandma would teach me a lesson, but after college, no one could hold me down anymore. Later, I figured it out. I probably wanted to Being cared about, I want to be scolded by my dad once, so that my rebellious emotions can be appeased. But no matter how I am in college, my dad never shows up. He has been like this since I was a child. Guess where my college is, He didn't even know it. At that time, there were fights three or four times a day, and he was injured. He would go to the infirmary."

"Hmm..." Qin Bao lowered his eyes, probably understanding that someone is about to appear...

"I was scolded. Song Minhyuk scolded me severely." Wang Yao's voice was flat, but it seemed that he sounded very gentle and warm because he remembered Song Minhyuk.

Qin Bao endured some indescribable pain in his heart, did not speak, and began to have difficulty breathing.

Wang Yao, who was caught in the memory, couldn't notice it, and continued to say, "I became more addicted to fighting. In order to attract his attention, I must fight that kind of big fight. I didn't stop until my head was broken. He used to just He scolded me while bandaging me, and then came to stop me directly. I was beaten by him once, and I didn’t fight back, so I kept getting beaten. I was beaten badly. But I was very happy in my heart.”

"He later seemed to realize that I liked him...he told me that if I fight again, he will ignore me. I won't fight anymore."

"He likes me to be quiet, so I will be quiet. He likes cultured and self-cultivated people, so I started studying. His family is actually much richer than mine. I will learn what he looks like. Whatever he eats, drinks, and wears, I eat, drink, and wear as well."

Wang Yao found that Qin Bao had been silent, so he called him softly.

"Well... I'm here." Qin Bao hoarse, he was taken aback, but still pretended to be okay, coughed, and asked Wang Yao to continue.

There is a little smile on the corner of Wang Yao's mouth. Secret love also has its sweetness and bitterness, but everything will not be erased. "I want to get closer to him and let him accept me slowly. I thought it was just It was a matter of time, really, I thought as long as I was around him all the time, he would fall in love with me one day."

"What happened later..." Qin Bao was so uncomfortable that he didn't want to listen anymore, his brows were particularly tight, he gritted his teeth slightly, and took a deep breath, hoping that his chest tightness could be relieved.

"Probably to prove how much I like him. Before I confessed, I came out with my family, so that he wouldn't have to go through this with me in the future. Maybe, I still want to be scolded by my dad after all. I told my dad about it.

"Sure enough, there was a quarrel, and it lasted for half a month, but he still didn't say anything to me, he just expressed his attitude with a straight face. After the quarrel, I also found it boring. My dad and I never talked to each other again. Song Minhyuk I seem to know, he came to persuade me, my dad didn’t scold me, but he scolded me.” Speaking of this, Wang Yao smiled again, “I was really obsessed with him at that time. Especially when he was angry with me , I feel that in this world, only he really cares about me..."

After saying this, Wang Yao laughed for a while, but found that the other end of the phone was very quiet, "Leopard?"

Qin Bao didn't know what expression he used to face the situation at this moment, he breathed slowly, looked at this room, and didn't know what position he should take.

still not talking...

Wang Yao called him again, "Sleepy?"

Qin Bao said feebly, "No..."

Listening to the voice, Wang Yao felt as if he had caught something, and he had an intuition to justify something, so he hurriedly added, "But...it doesn't matter anymore. Between me and him... I confessed, but I also failed. It's all over. gone."

But so what...

You like him so much.

Qin Bao felt it was hard to breathe again, so he just asked, "If there is a chance, you still want to be with him. If he doesn't refuse, you will rush over... right?"

There is no need for Wang Yao to say the answer, Qin Bao has already decided in his heart.

"No, I don't intend to continue chasing him anymore. Really, I give up." Wang Yao said, but Qin Bao didn't believe it. He didn't want to call again, and said impatiently, "I'm going to sleep."

Wang Yao also heard that his tone was not very good, and vaguely felt that the atmosphere was not right, and he still missed him, so he asked in a good voice, "Qin Bao... that... I'll go pick you up."

Qin Bao directly refused, "No need."

He took a deep breath.

Wang Yao panicked even more, what's wrong, Qin Bao seems to be unhappy again?

Not knowing how to coax people, Wang Yao could only come up with the best trick he had used before, pretending to be wronged: "If you don't come back all day, I'll be hungry all day..."

But Qin Bao didn't like this anymore, he just wished he could starve to death.

Not wanting to talk anymore, he hung up the phone directly, "I'm really going to sleep. If I'm hungry, I'll find something to eat by myself."

Only Wang Yao was left looking at the phone blankly, feeling extremely lost.But I don't know what to do, so I can only sleep with my pillow tonight.

Neither of them actually slept well.

tossing and turning on the bed.

Wang Yao kept recalling all the memories of himself and Qin Bao in this room, thinking over and over again.

But Qin Bao thought of every time Wang Yao was angry, remembering that he seemed to mention Song Minhyuk so many times, and Wang Yao was always so angry, and he took all his anger on himself.

Looking back now, the anger that made me feel inexplicable back then had nothing to do with me.It's just that I accidentally mentioned Song Minhyuk.

Qin Bao felt uncomfortable and very irritable. After thinking about it, he began to feel sad again.

What Wang Yao said repeatedly in his mind was, "I used to be really infatuated with him."

He felt that he was going crazy, so he didn't want to think about it anymore, he wanted to sleep, but he couldn't sleep no matter what.

And Wang Yao also stood up directly from the bed, sat by the window and smoked a cigarette.

Because the first time he confessed his feelings for Song Min Hyuk to others, it also made his whole mind messed up. He thought of Song Min Hyuk for a while, and Qin Bao for a while.

Did you really let go of Song Min Hyuk?He is examining his feelings.

What happened to me to Qin Bao?He also suddenly couldn't figure it out.

Feeling melancholy, he kept smoking. The only thing that was certain was that Qin Bao had really become important.

Let him pay special attention and cannot ignore it.

He sighed deeply and admitted to himself, I really miss him.

Is it a habit?He suddenly thought of this.

But this habit is too exaggerated, it seems that if you don't see him for a moment, you can't let go of your whole heart.