Canary pretends to be good and runs away wearing books

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There was a sudden silence on the phone.

Ji Luo was stunned at first, and then he didn't hold the phone, fell off the bed with a thud, and rolled onto the carpet.

"...Ah." He snorted, then quickly grabbed the edge of the bed and poked his head out, stretching out his arms to fish for the phone.

However, because my excited fingers were trembling, I couldn't grasp the slippery screen. Inadvertently, the phone rolled under the bed again.

"...Woo." Ji Luo covered his eyes, feeling that he was so stupid, "Oh shit!"

And Jian Ling heard a crackling sound over there, and didn't know what Ji Luozai was doing, just about to ask him what happened, when he heard a moaning voice from over there.

"Brother, brother, I was wrong, I was too happy to throw my brother!"

Jian Ling: "?"

"Cough, cough, cough." Another burst of clattering sound came through the microphone, and Ji Luo's voice came from far to near, "But that just means I'm too happy...Brother, you don't mind! You just said no It means, there is no one who doesn’t like me, right!”

"..." Is this kid crazy?

"say!"

"..." Jian Ling felt his head hurt again, and he didn't know why he let go of his mouth suddenly just now, but what he said was like splashed water, so he could only say, "No."

"Aww!" Ji Luo jumped three feet high excitedly, "Then you say you like me!"

"..."

"elder brother!"

But the expected answer did not come.

Jian Ling paused for a moment, then slowly answered him: "...This, not at all."

Ji Luo was dumbfounded again.

Mood ups and downs like a roller coaster.

The last second was ecstatic.

Pain in the next second.

"Nothing?" He asked confusedly.

"...literally." Jian Ling lowered his head, staring at his empty palm.

There is no dislike.

also……

no likes.

"How is it possible." Ji Luo felt his heart being tightened by an invisible rope, paralyzed, and almost deformed, "How can you not like me—how is it possible! You said that you never disliked me, didn't you just like it?" Do I mean?"

Jian Ling held the phone and listened quietly to him.

Ji Luo didn't get a reply, and started to worry again: "You, you...why?"

But Jian Ling couldn't give him an answer.

If he were asked to say that he likes and loves Ji Luo now, he would not be able to say it at all.

In the past years, the feelings for Ji Luo were too hot, too strong, and too irresistible.

He loved him desperately, consumed all his feelings, and burned all his life until the day he died, everything disappeared.

It's not that simple to rekindle the love again.

When I fell in love with someone for the first time, I didn't even think about failure at all, I just remembered the various joys of being with the other person, every little bit of happiness can dilute the pain of a lot.

But they finished the first time.

Even the second, third time...

His love for Ji Luo over and over again was exhausted.

Lost too much.

The pain infiltrates the bone marrow, and the memory knows who to hate.

Even a while ago, the various thoughts in Jian Ling's mind had become extreme... In the future arrangement of a long life, Ji Luo will no longer exist at all.

He didn't want to have anything to do with Ji Luo anymore.

I don't want to say any unnecessary words to Ji Luo.

It is best to never meet again after completing the group task.

But now...

The habitual pain in my heart caused by Ji Luo's grievances, and the anger caused by others bullying him, coupled with the long-lost throbbing caused by hearing, seeing, and feeling Ji Luo's heart, Jian Ling There is no way to ignore it.

In the end how to do.

Jian Ling really wanted to copy a standard answer about his relationship with Ji Luo from where he could use it.

He was thinking, but Ji Luo became more and more anxious.

There was no way, Ji Luo couldn't get an answer that Jian Ling didn't understand, so he could only take a step back in panic and asked in a low voice, "Do you hate me?"

Regarding this question, Jian Ling did not hesitate: "No."

"... Woo." Ji Luo breathed a sigh of relief, thought for a while, and said, "That's good... That means, my recent performance is very good, doesn't it?"

"why?"

"Because you ignored me a while ago, I think you hate me." Ji Luo said, "Isn't it?"

"..."

"You don't speak, but I know it all." The young master's voice became softer and softer, "Because every time you don't look at me, every time you ignore me, I feel that you hate me."

Jian Ling sighed silently.

"But now you say you don't hate me anymore." Ji Luo tried to make himself happy, "You don't dislike me either. Doesn't it prove that my efforts are effective? Do you think so?"

Jian Ling thought for a while, and then said a deep 'hmm'.

"So look, brother, it's true what I told you before that I would behave well." Ji Luo lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling of the starry sky that kept flickering and breathing, "Just give me a little more time, and I'll be able to show my respect to you." You proved it... Well, thank you brother for helping me and coaxing me today."

"..."

Jian Ling pointed at the table, wondering why Ji Luo could speak so well.

If you are rejected, you can still speak up on your own.

You can come back and find a reason for yourself.

Even thank myself for rejecting him?

Ji Luo continued: "Wen Xuejiao said such nasty things today, and pointed at my nose and said that you don't like me. I'm very sad... very sad. I couldn't understand the feeling that the person I like doesn't like me before. I get it. It’s that feeling of a fresh, hot, beating heart being stepped into the sand, crushed, and blood flowing like a river.”

"..." Probably like this.

So there is no way to piece together the broken love, Jian Ling thought.

"But after you talked to me, I feel better, brother." Ji Luo said, "That is... no matter what others say about me and you, as long as you are willing to coax me, I can become a little girl again. Alive and jumping."

"...Really." Jian Ling's voice was inaudible.

Ji Luo gave a low 'hmm'.

After a while, another topic suddenly changed: "So I really hate my former self. When my elder brother took care of me, liked me, and loved me, why did I never seriously and sincerely coax you once, even once? "

Jian Ling: "...Huh?"

Ji Luo's fingers tightened: "I remember that Wen Xuejiao said similar things to you when I was in Japan. She told you that I just want to use you, not really like you... Do you remember?"

"..."

Of course Jian Ling remembered.

Although my self-esteem told me at the time, don't take Wen Xuejiao's words seriously, what she said was only the plot of the original book, but why the plot of the original book has nothing to do with him and Ji Luo?

Afterwards, he was not influenced by her words.

Began to suspect Ji Luo.

Doubt yourself too.

Ji Luo: "Now when I look back, I realize that I was just blindly relying on your love for me at that time. I always took what I wanted and didn't think about what to pay...Brother. Later, you never After the lake center villa moves out..."

The boy's voice slowly choked up.

"After moving out, in Boyue Huajing, the time we quarreled... You were influenced by her and repeated her words. You said, I just want to use you, except for work, and the matter of going to bed, You are of no use to me, I don't need you at all... Do you remember?"

"..."

Jian Ling lowered his eyelids, and his eyes fell on the dark foot under the desk.

Of course he remembers.

How could he forget the sharp pain that pierced his heart one after another.

"It's not what she said." Ji Luo said slowly, "I'll make up for it now, please coax you. If I coax you well, you can't be influenced by her words anymore, thinking that I'm just using you."

The sky was completely dark, and the luxurious conference room in S City was completely plunged into darkness at this moment.

Only the phone screen was still on.

It seems that the only light source in the dark night is at hand.

"... Tell me." Jian Ling looked at the screen.

Ji Luo nodded himself, held the phone to the side of his cheek, and rubbed it.

Across a distance of thousands of kilometers, accompanied by a special voice electronic sound, Ji Luo narrated words that he had never spoken sentence by sentence.

"I want to be with you, I especially want to be with you."

"..."

"If you think about it carefully, the order of our being together is reversed. It is not from strangers to being tempted, to temptation, to confession, to falling in love, to conflicts, to making | love, and then to being together forever. This order. Instead. Completely reversed..."

"..."

"We first had a prerequisite of 'together forever, always family', and then we had a big conflict, and we had sex before it was resolved, and we didn't have time to give you and me any chance to think about our hearts."

"Yes."

"But brother, I want you to know that I always think in my heart that you and I are family."

"..." Jian Ling's breath stopped.

"Even though you completed the severing adoption statement, I didn't..."

When it comes to severance, Ji Luo doesn't want to talk anymore.

Jian Ling also understood his irritability, so she gave a soft "hmm".

Ji Luo took a shallow breath, "Well. Over the years, although I have quarreled with you on many things, I have never mistrusted you. At work, I am also willing to entrust everything to you."

Jian Ling nodded in the dark.

He also knew.

Even in the later stage, Ji Luo has completely regained the final decision-making power of the group's affairs, but in terms of real affairs management and control, he has not used any power to suppress him once.

Moreover, the two cooperated tacitly, no matter how fierce the quarrel was, no outsiders could see any contradiction.

"Because I trust you completely." Ji Luo said, "I am willing to trust you forever. I don't want to think about the consequences, trust regardless of the cost."

"……Um."

"I seem to have been very dull. Only I cried to you when I came home that night. After that, even at my father's funeral, I didn't cry, and it didn't matter if I even paralyzed my father. But until I came home one day, I saw that his cutlery was no longer placed on the dining table, and the servants put away all his shoes in the shoe cabinet at the door, and when I sent him messages and got no reply, I really realized that he had disappeared. But I didn't really break down at that point either."

"..."

"I didn't want any of you to celebrate my birthday until I was 14. But that day, no one knew that I sneaked into a cake shop and bought a piece of cake to eat by myself. But before I got it, the cake fell from the The plate slipped and fell to the floor... It sounds like a small thing, but I was crying in that cake shop because I dropped a piece of cake."

As Jian Ling listened, his eyes suddenly became sore.

... He didn't know about this matter.

He thought he knew Ji Luo's every move, but why, he didn't know?

"I was still young at that time, and I didn't realize many things. Now I understand...all the violent outbreaks of pain stem from long-term accumulation, and then form despair. Brother, you and I have so many misunderstandings, and at the same time you still You have endured so much right and wrong. Before you really broke down and really decided not to want me, how much sadness did you swallow... I even thought about it, but I didn’t dare to think about it. Because my heart hurts as long as I try to think, but really What about you who endured all that?"

Ji Luo spoke very slowly, every word struck into Jian Ling's heart like a bell at midnight.

"Does your heart hurt, is it hard, is it hard?" Ji Luo whispered, "I'll rub it for you... woo woo. Why do I want to cry while I'm talking? woo, I wasn't like this before Yeah... I found my father and lost my brother. Am I useless..."

Jian Ling took a deep breath, trying to suppress the soreness in his eye sockets.

However, the wet touch on his cheek clearly showed his loss of control.

"Don't cry." The man's voice was a little hoarse, "...Luoluo, don't cry."