Canary pretends to be good and runs away wearing books

The two were speechless all the way.

Even Uncle Liu, who was driving, felt the strange aura of the two young masters in the back seat. He didn't dare to make a sound, and even stepped on the brakes carefully, so as not to let the tires make any noise.

The road to Gong Ci's medical treatment is not long, but in Ji Luo's heart, it seems that a long time has passed.

……

There is a strange yet familiar depression in the carriage.

It seemed to be the same as the dark and rainy day ten years ago.

A breath of suffocation was held in Ji Luo's chest, and he couldn't let it out for a long time.

He couldn't help fantasizing about frightening possibilities.

What if the person is seriously ill again.

What if... two people have to face a farewell that they don't know when will come.

The peach-blossom eyes, which were always agile and always shining brightly, stared out the window blankly at this moment.

Thinking back to those moments before wearing a book, those moments when we pretended not to care about each other in Linxi Mountain, pretended not to care about each other's feelings, but actually buried all kinds of deep fears in the bottom of my heart...

The eyes are red and red.

Ji Luo took a shallow breath, trying to suppress the soreness in her eyes.

He didn't know...how to talk to a man.

What are you saying, this time, you want to treat your illness well...?

I knew you were seriously ill before, but I didn't care?

I... don't want you to die this time?

The more I think about it, the heavier it gets.

Ji Luo only raised his hand, spread his thumb and index finger, and pressed his forehead to rest for a while.

But his other hand did not let go of Jian Ling.

From beginning to end, has been holding him.

As if, they could comfort each other.

And those words that have never been spoken, along with the blood flow, are passed on to each other through the temperature of the fingertips.

Talking about unspoken worries.

……

After arriving at Gong Ci's medical treatment, Ji Luo pulled Jian Ling and rushed directly into Gong Qiyan's office.

Unlike the high-end office buildings that Ji Luo frequented, the style of medical enterprises was not too commercialized, nor was it cold and alienated.

On the contrary, the interior of the hospital is mostly warm tones, spacious and bright, which feels reassuring.

Gong Qiyan, who was wearing a white coat, looked very gentle.

He raised his eyes and saw the two friends who had suddenly visited, and asked in a warm voice: "Good afternoon. Ji Luo, what's the matter, send me a message, and you're here in such a hurry?"

I sent a message saying that I want to come to talk about things, and I arrived at the office ten minutes later.

Ji Luo's handsome brows were tightly furrowed, and his eyes swept back and forth between Jian Ling and Gong Qiyan.

"Give him a full-body examination." Ji Luo didn't wait for Jian Ling to speak, so he could only speak by himself, "Now."

Gong Qiyan looked at the two of them thoughtfully for a while, but didn't make any moves.

Then he met Jian Ling's gaze across the air.

As if asking, 'Don't you want Ji Luo to know what's going on now? '

……

Jian Ling was silent for a moment. Seeing Ji Luo's firm and worried eyes, his shoulders relaxed after a while, and he said to Gong Qi, "Forget it."

Ji Luo's brows tightened a little more, "What—"

"Let's show him." Jian Ling continued calmly, "Anyway, he needs to know."

Ji Luo was stunned.

I thought to myself, what, you may have been sick this time, you already knew about it, but you didn’t tell me?

Sure enough, Gong Qiyan's next actions confirmed Ji Luo's words.

The handsome doctor in professional attire took out a well-organized folder from the cabinet next to him.

His fingers are beautiful, Ji Luo glanced over, and could see a mark in the middle of his index finger from his long-term use of scalpels and sutures.

Young, elite, professional.

It seems that the report made from him must be the most accurate and convincing.

"Since this is the case, then I don't shy away from anything." Gong Qiyan smiled, and handed the compiled reports to the two of them, one for each, and the other for himself in his hand, "The report has 70 pages in total. , the first three pages are the summary. Ji Luo, I feel that you have some medical foundation, so you can read it yourself first."

Ji Luo nodded his head lightly, his eyes drooping quickly.

...The more he looked down, the more he felt that his breathing was gradually stopping.

The feeling of suffocation hit like a tide.

Blood routine, biochemistry, immunity, tumor markers, petct, and various inspections are listed in great detail.

The inspection date in the corner of the file shows that my brother has a certain degree of foresight about his physical condition.

Ji Luo continued to look down in silence, but he couldn't help wondering why his brother didn't tell himself this matter - I am studying medicine, but you don't ask me, what are you doing?

Jian Ling had read the inspection report, but he personally didn't understand the summary and detailed analysis, so he didn't read any more. He just sat on the sofa with his legs crossed and watched silently. people around me.

The three-page summary is not long. According to Ji Luo's previous level of ten lines at a glance, it doesn't take half a minute to scan it.

But this time, he read it word by word, back and forth, for more than five minutes.

Among them, the petct report analyzed a sentence, which made him stare at it for a long time.

Diffuse increased metabolism in the lung lobes.

and also……

High density shadow.

Pulmonary nodules 1/1 (1*1cm).

The possibility of malignancy cannot be ruled out.

…Bronchoscopic or needle biopsy is recommended, and immunohistochemical further typing is recommended.

The boy's chest rose and fell, and occasionally he took a deep breath, and occasionally he took a few shallow panting.

Ji Luo closed his eyes, and his fingertips turned white while pinching the report card.

He turned his head slowly and looked at Jian Ling.

"You..." Ji Luo opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word for a long time.

Don't know where to start.

Only a trembling "you" character is left, disappearing into the air.

Seeing that the child's expression was not good, Jian Ling also had some bad premonitions in his heart.

He turned his gaze to Gong Qiyan: "What's the situation?"

Gong Qiyan thought for a while: "After the consultation with the oncology and respiratory specialists in the hospital, I think you need further examination."

"..." Ji Luo stopped breathing again.

"What is further inspection?" Jian Ling felt Ji Luo's change, and the corners of his mouth straightened, "I've done so many inspections, isn't it enough?"

"Take a sample from your lungs for typing." Gong Qiyan still said softly, "Don't be nervous."

"I'm not nervous."

Rao's heartbeat was already accelerating, and Jian Ling restrained her anxiety.

From the corner of his eye, he saw that the fingers of the kid beside him were shaking, so he raised his hand and gently pinched Ji Luo's head.

Although he had something to do, but... when Ji Luo was present, he didn't want Ji Luo to worry.

Jian Ling lowered her eyes slightly, and said in a low voice, "Check... just check. What time? Let me know after you arrange it. Luoluo... Otherwise, you go back first."

Ji Luo raised his head abruptly.

go back?

I'm going back? !

The rage that had been endured for a long time spewed out.

"Why do you want me to go back first? How long do you want to hide from me! These reports clearly show that you have already started to check your body and have doubts about these diseases, but you have never told me!"

Jian Ling: "..."

Ji Luo didn't care that there was Gong Qiyan standing in the room, and said, "You don't even want to avoid me again, take the biopsy today and do immunohistochemistry!"

Gong Qiyan nodded after hearing the sound, feeling the subtle atmosphere between the two, and said, "Then I'll make arrangements first, and I'll call you when I'm ready. You can talk first."

Afterwards, he retreated quietly, and helped Ji Luo and Jian Ling close the door by the way.

Jian Ling sighed.

"Luoluo, why are you angry... There are others here."

"Why am I not angry, you keep everything from me, am I not angry!"

Ji Luo couldn't bear it.

Once faced with the fear of losing a loved one, it was deeply implanted in his heart.

As well as the awkward relationship with Jian Ling during this period, the unacceptable love turned into anger, igniting the infinitely complicated panic in his heart.

The peach blossom eyes gradually turned red, Ji Luo stood up abruptly, her voice became hoarse:

"Others, what are others? Do I care about others? Do I care about them! You go to the hospital by yourself, go for an examination, and ask Gong Qiyan for a doctor's consultation! You don't tell me anything about these things, just avoid me, You don’t want me to know—who do you take me for!!!”

Jian Ling's Adam's apple rolled.

Don't know how to answer.

... He just didn't want Ji Luo to worry.

Ji Luo couldn't get the feedback he wanted, so he took a step back in pain, and continued: "So, recently you have...not been angry with me anymore, and you are essentially willing to reconcile with me and be with me, but you Just don’t admit it, don’t accept it, isn’t it because of this matter?”

"..." Jian Ling tightened her fingers hanging on the side of her trousers.

indeed so.

"Ji Ling." Ji Luo's voice suddenly dropped, "...brother."

"……Um."

A tear fell from the end of Ji Luo's peachy eyes, which had always been provoked by arrogance.

With a bang, it hit the ground.

He stepped forward, opened his arms, and embraced the stern young man.

The upturned chin rubbed and rubbed against the man's neck.

"This time, everything is different. Didn't you say that?" Ji Luo muffled, "You have me, you have father, you have...family, brother."

Jian Ling raised and lowered his arms, wondering if he should embrace Ji Luo or not.

Ji Luo: "Aren't we family members? When something happens... Let's face it together, okay? The previous things made you get used to taking care of everything by yourself, but now, we can... face it together."

"To face together?"

But in this way, if something happens, Ji Luo will be sad.

Ji Luo exhaled lightly.

They understand each other and know each other's concerns.

Ji Luo hugged him tighter, as if his whole body melted into the man's chest.

"Before, you kept a cold face. We never communicated and couldn't get along. You managed everything in an orderly manner... You don't seem to need me at all."

"..."

"But I want to be needed by you, brother." Ji Luo sniffed, "What do you think of me? A heartless person who only needs your care? I also... know a lot of things."

"..."

"Although you always bully me, you are more soft-hearted towards me... You don't want to tell me these things because you don't want to make me worry, and you want to take care of my emotions more... You want to be with me, but you are afraid of what will happen There is no way to be with me for a long time, so you simply eliminate this possibility from the very beginning... You want to give me all the good things you can, but you hide those things you have, and don't let me know ……Yes or no?"

"..." Jian Ling's heart trembled, and he hugged him back.

"But brother, I love you."

Ji Luo shook his head, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, tried to force a smile, put his hands on the man's shoulders, and looked at him closely.

"I love you means I love everything about you - your good and your bad, your joys, your pains and your sorrows."

The glaciers are melting, and the summer wind is warm and fragrant.

The unfeeling confession of a loved one is enough to fill all the ditch of fear.

Jian Ling's lips moved, and only Ji Luo's face was reflected in his deep eyes.

"...Luoluo."

It's his baby.

Ji Luo gave a soft 'hmm'.

"Brother, don't be afraid, no matter what happens, I will always be with you...I love you, love you very much."

The corners of the boy's eyes glowed with moisture, his neck outlined a beautiful arc, and he looked up at the man.

"...I'm not afraid." Jian Ling whispered, "As long as you love me, I have nothing to fear."

The smile on the corners of Ji Luo's lips and the ocean breath emanating from his body attracted Jian Ling's consciousness and body.

He gently rubbed Ji Luo's hair, and kissed it hard.

fall down.

I love you too.