Number one, please cooperate with my position

Yu Zhe noticed Yan Ran because he often topped the Asian server, occasionally saw him on the foreign server, and happened to not belong to any team.

Thinking about it carefully, Yu Zhe really doesn't have many people in the circle.Yu Zhe is a good-looking dog. When looking at a person, he first looks at his appearance. If he is good-looking, he can talk to him. If he is not good-looking but has good skills, he can force it.

There are countless good-looking people in the e-sports circle, and even more crazy bees and butterflies, but the only one who has an appetite for Yu Zhe is Yan Ran.

It wasn't just a whim, but he knew right away that the other party was the person he was looking for.

As for what happened a long time ago, Yu Zhe doesn't want to recall it yet.

The wound should scab over.

Although Yanran could probably be found in that memory, Yu Zhe couldn't recall it, so he couldn't taste it.

Since there was a competition the next day, Lao Chi didn't let the first team spend too long in the Internet cafe, and returned to the hotel between [-] and [-] in the afternoon.

The takeaway would arrive in a while, Yu Zhe got a lighter from the waiter at the front desk, and went straight back to the room.

Half a minute ago, that stepmother took the initiative to call Yu Zhe for the first time.

The floor-to-ceiling windows of the room cast a shadow, and Yu Zhe leaned on it, with a cigarette in his mouth, half of his face buried in the smoke.

Yu Zhe couldn't remember the last time he talked to her, maybe it was after joining the team, or before joining the team.

too long.

"Mother." Yu Zhe bit the cigarette butt, remembering that Yan Ran didn't seem to like the smell of cigarettes very much, so he threw the cigarette into the trash can again, "Stop talking, I forgot about it."

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment, and his tone was a little overwhelmed: "Xiao Zhe, I have no other intentions. It will be your father's death day in a few days."

Yu Zhe paused, answered in a low voice, and hung up the phone directly.

He seldom recalled that time.

After Yu Zhe joined the team, he kept his feet on the ground every day. When he was on vacation, he would be dragged to play friendly matches by people in the circle. Especially when he was so popular, the endorsement contracts were waiting for him to sign. He had no time to struggle with the past. , and have no time to remember the people left from the past.

But as long as Yu Zhe forgets a little bit, there will always be someone to remind him, did you forget?

First it was Gold, now it's the one who dragged him out of the mire.

It's not that Yu Zhe can't remember the past, but as long as he doesn't want to remember, no one can make him remember.

That was when Yu Zhe was 15 years old.

The room was in a mess, the volume of the TV was turned up to the maximum, accompanied by the noise of his father and younger brother, Yu Zhe huddled in the room.

The man came to him again and asked for money.

"Father..." Yu Zhe was a little afraid of men, "That's my tuition fee."

The man was instantly annoyed, and without warning, he pulled Yu Zhe's hair: "You think I don't know that you have awarded a scholarship?"

This is the fifth time that Yu Zhe has been threatened by men, and he has demanded more than 3000 yuan in total.

In a trance, Yu Zhe seemed to be burned by a cigarette butt again, and he woke up from his sleep directly. The man's slaps hit the sky and cover the sky, and Yu Zhe was stunned for a while.

Men always treat Yu Zhe differently from his younger brother.

Even though they are the same gender, they are treated very differently.

Yu Zhe has been paying tuition fees by himself since junior high school. Sometimes he earned money from a part-time job, and sometimes he got a scholarship from the No.1 school. Without exception, he would be taken away by men.

Yu Zhe can only save money, and pray that the next time a man looks for him, he can get together the tuition fees.

Yu Zhe doesn't have a mother, he hasn't even seen a picture of her, and she was handed over to a man when he was born.

Similarly, there is another younger brother who hasn't been together for long.

The younger brother can't get back the money he saved, and the man will not give him food.

The younger brother spat at him, and he couldn't hit him back. The man would grab his head and knock on the door.

The younger brother tore up his homework and asked people to isolate him at school. He could not resist because men would not want him.

Most of Yu Zhe's memories related to that family are on his younger brother.

At the age when Yu Zhe was busy making money, he always revolved around his younger brother.

Yu Zhe never resisted.

This change happened in junior high school, when his peers were still in the rebellious stage, Yu Zhe chose to keep silent about everything. If you take his clothes off and look at them, there are marks of sticks all over his body.

Yu Zhe didn't snort.

Therefore, Yu Zhe later encountered people who plotted against him, but none of them could compare to the harm caused by men in his youth.

"How much is the scholarship this time?" The man leaned on the threshold, with Yu Zhe's younger brother beside him, "Be smart, don't play tricks with me, I know your head teacher."

15-year-old Yu Zhe trembled his eyes, his nose was a little sore for no reason, and said softly, "Five thousand."

It was Yu Zhesheng's No. 1 prize in mathematics competition and his tuition fee.

The man bared his teeth, spat, kicked the crumbling desk, and said coldly, "What the hell are you doing in a daze? Bring it. Damn it's really bad luck to have you."

Yu Zhe didn't seem to hear it, and his voice was still faint, with no emotion: "It's in the drawer, take it yourself."

"I gave you a face?" The man took out the money in the drawer, kicked the chair on the floor, and waited for Yu Zhe, "Who are you showing your face? Who the hell owes you?"

The man quickly closed the door, led the little boy and walked away.

Yu Zhe fell asleep on the sofa.

When he woke up again, Yu Zhe saw a policewoman looking at him kindly.

Yu Zhe backed away, living in the space of depression for a long time, Yu Zhe has become quiet, and even the police asked him questions, he would answer them in a simple way.

"What?" Yu Zhe asked softly, "You said..."

The policewoman repeated it again, with a gentle tone: "Is Yu Weiguo your father?"

When Yu Zhe first heard this name, his lips turned pale: "Well, it's my father."

"It's like this," the policewoman explained patiently, "Your father was driving drunk and had a car accident half an hour ago. The police found 3000 yuan in cash in the car. They followed the ID card to find here."

The policewoman confirmed: "Yu Weiguo is your father? That's right?"

Yu Zhe nodded, and pulled himself out of the huge sense of unreality.

Yu Weiguo is dead.

His brother also died.

The person who tortured him throughout his youth suddenly died in a car accident while driving drunk.

It seemed that everything before was just a dream of Yu Zhe, and it was over as soon as it said it was over, and he didn't even have time to see how the man died with his own eyes.

Yu Zhe didn't try to remember what happened later, he only remembered that in a blur, the policewoman grabbed his hand and asked him if he wanted to leave.

Yu Zhe was a little tired. He opened his eyes and moved his lips. He couldn't tell who the person in front of him was, so he said indiscriminately, "Mother, take me away."

Yu Zhe regained consciousness suddenly, turned on the light in the hotel room, his eyes were a little sore.

Yu Zhe has never been to the man's cemetery, from the funeral to now.

It can't be said that it was hatred, but Yu Zhe wanted to thank the man instead. If it wasn't for him, he might not have entered the e-sports industry, and he would never meet Yan Ran.

Yu Zhe spent the previous 15 years of luck in exchange for Yan Ran.

After Yu Weiguo's funeral, someone approached Yu Zhe, saying that he was an old friend of his father's life, and asked Yu Zhe straight to the point if he wanted to play e-sports.

Yu Zhe had no scruples at that time, let alone time to think about it, and nodded almost subconsciously: "Yes."

Who knows, not long after Yu Zhe entered the circle, he became a hit, and now he has Yu Shen.

In fact, Yu Zhe has considered taking the so-called mother to his side, not for any reason, but just to thank her.

She pulled Yu Zhe out of the shadows without hesitation.

Yu Zhe always remembers favors.

But the policewoman refused.

She believes that no matter what industry Yu Zhe is in, he will be the top one, even without her.

Yu Zhe didn't intend to think about it.

It's been too long, so long that every time Yu Zhe dreams, it takes a few minutes to realize, oh, that person is his father.

Sometimes time is a wonderful thing, it can heal the years that Yu Zhe felt unfair in the past, even thinking about it now is nothing.

The person who influenced Yu Zhe's entire youth, just flicked his fingers and disappeared without a trace.

The sky gradually became darker, Yu Zhe's throat was so dry that he drank a saliva.

The phone vibrated a few times, it was a message from Lao Chi.

Yu Zhe frowned and clicked.

-[Old Chi]: Calculate the time, how many days will it be his death day?

-[Old Chi]: I really didn’t say that on purpose.

-[Old Chi]: Your mother called me just now.

-[kneel down and sing courage]:?

-[Old Chi]: Did she call you too?

-[Old Chi]: After all, we haven't contacted her for so many years, and you haven't met her before, so it's still a bit unfamiliar.

-[Old Chi]: How did you plan?

Yu Zhe nestled on the sofa, typing: I don't plan to go.

-[Old Chi]: Don’t want to take your little Moon to meet him?

-[Old Chi]: It's been a long time.

-[Old Chi]: Your mother didn't call to tell you about this, did she?

Lao Chi is the only one in the team who knows these things, and usually has to find a place where there is no one to talk about anything.

Yu Zhe lowered his eyes: Ask me if I like men.

Ever since Yanran joined the team, CP fans have become more and more. So far, Yu Yanchao has occupied the first place in the list for two consecutive weeks. Even when he is on Weibo, there will be content recommendations, so he doesn't want to draw people's attention are difficult.

Of course she didn't call to talk about the anniversary of the death. Yu Zhe hasn't been there for many years. Remember, but don't let go.

-[Old Chi]: Do you know what happened between you and Yanran?

-[Old Chi]: What did you say?

-[Kneel down and sing courage]: To be honest, what else can I do.

-[Old Chi]: Just enough.

-[Old Chi]: How did she react?

-[Kneel down and sing courage]: Tell me to take Yanran to see him another day.

It's been a long time since I didn't reply to the message.

No one knows what the next day will be.

Yu Zhe couldn't remember what he was thinking at the time, even if he was asked to face a tombstone, he couldn't say anything, maybe he could make a man angry with one sentence.