Early spring

From that day on, I still went to school with Li Chun as usual, and no one around me noticed any difference between us, not even Li Chun, but only I knew it, as long as I thought of myself If I have that kind of thought about Li Chun, I can't look at him directly, which really bothers me.

One day during the break between classes, I asked Shangguan Baobao: "At the same table, do you have any good-looking girls? Recommend them to me."

Baby Shangguan looked at me in surprise, "Girl? Are you looking for a girlfriend? No way! Are you sure?"

Her answer made me a little uneasy, does she know what I think about Li Chun?No way, I haven't told anyone, it must be because she was too surprised. "Well, what's the matter? Is it wrong for me to find a girlfriend?"

"No, I'm just too surprised."

"Tell me, do you know any nice girls!"

"Yes, besides, with your face, even if I don't introduce you, if you go out and stop casually, there will be girls pounced on you immediately."

"That's right, it's up to you to say, I'm here to find someone who knows everything and has a good personality."

Shangguan Baobao then introduced me to a girl named Baiyun, who was very beautiful and had a gentle personality. Since then, there have been rumors in school that I have fallen in love and have a very beautiful girlfriend.

On the weekend, I went out on a date with Bai Yun, took him to the movies, had a meal, and bought some gifts for her. She was obviously very happy, and finally sent her home.

It was still early, and I didn't want to go home so quickly, so I gave up my plan to take the subway and walked home.

When I walked to a park, I suddenly heard a quarrel in front of me. The street lights were not very bright, and I couldn't see who was arguing in front of me, but the sound was very familiar. I couldn't help being curious, and walked lightly. He took a few steps forward, intending to listen carefully to whose voice it was.

As soon as I approached, I heard the tall boy say: "Come on, come back with me, if parents know, they won't want you to do this."

The short boy said: "Don't mention my parents to me. If it wasn't for you, my parents wouldn't find out. If they didn't find out, they wouldn't... they wouldn't..." He cried stand up.

"Then do you regret it now? Regret falling in love with me at the beginning, regret not having me as a brother, don't you?"

The short boy paused and didn't speak.

"Okay, I see." After finishing speaking, he left without looking back.

Now I recognized whose voice it was, it belonged to Lin Shen and Lin Lie, I felt so embarrassed, I became depressed, and walked out.

Seeing someone coming out, Lin Shen quickly wiped away tears, raised his head and saw it was me, and was stunned for a moment, "Why are you here? Did you see everything just now?"

I nodded and said, "I'm walking home and passing by here. Teacher, are you and Lin Lie... lovers?"

"It used to be, why, did you feel surprised?"

"No, I'm not surprised, but you are brothers, isn't that..." I couldn't say those two words.

"Is it incest?" He said it for me, "But so what, falling in love is falling in love, and no one can control it. Actually, do you know that because my parents found out about the two of us back then, In a moment of panic, I passed away. In fact, I regret it very much, regretting why I was so ignorant back then, and it would be great if everything could never happen."

I didn't know what to say, so I just stood there silently.

"By the way, I heard that you have been living well recently, not bad!"

I knew what he was talking about, but I didn't expect it to reach the teacher's ears. I felt embarrassed immediately, "Teacher, please stop teasing me. I don't know why I can't feel any happiness when I'm with her."

"Hehe, why? Is there someone you like in your heart?"

"I don't know if this counts as liking. I have always regarded him as a good friend before, but one day I found that I no longer just want to be friends with him, but hope to go further with him. How should I put it, I like to be with him. He is together, as long as I am together, I will be very happy, seeing him with other girls, I will feel very uncomfortable, I really want to take him home and lock it up for me to watch alone."

"Is it Li Chun?"

"Well, teacher, how do you know?"

"It's not hard to guess. Go after it if you like it. Don't let yourself regret it. It's just once in a lifetime. If you miss it, you will regret it for the rest of your life in the future."

After thinking about it all night last night, I finally figured it out. Since I like him, I have to be brave enough to pursue him.

The next day, I asked Baiyun out, and in the cafe, "Baiyun, I asked you out, I want to tell you one thing. That is, let's break up. I feel that I don't love you. If this goes on, it will be bad for you." It's not fair, I don't love you, I can't continue to delay you, you deserve better and love you more."

Bai Yun was silent for a few seconds, "Although we are lovers, I can feel that your heart is not on me, so you have thought clearly now that you love her, don't you?"

"Well, sorry, we can still be friends in the future!"

"No, you didn't apologize to me, it's just that you haven't found out who you love. I think it's better not to be friends, so as not to be embarrassed when we meet in the future."

I thought about it, and it was right, so I nodded and said: "Well, it's good if you can think so. I still have something to do, so I'll go first. I'll treat you this time."

Everything is back to normal, but I know that I am no longer confused.

On this day, I asked Li Chun to go out for a walk again, and Li Chun agreed without thinking about it.

As soon as they walked to the street, they met Shangguan Baobao and Lin Yu.

Apparently they saw us first, Baby Shangguan said, "Two handsome guys, where are you going?"

I replied: "Bored, come out for a walk, how about you?"

"Oh, isn't today my best friend Lin Yu's birthday, let's celebrate her birthday with her!"

After hearing this, Li Chun said to Lin Yu: Lin Yu, you are not mean enough, you didn't notify me of your birthday! "

"I'm planning to invite you here, but I met you before I knew it."

Baby Shangguan continued: "Then let's go, you're fine anyway, let's go play together."

"No problem, let's go."

So the four of them went to play together. The handsome men and the beautiful women were very eye-catching when walking on the street.

Going to ktv at night, there are already people waiting, there are quite a few, there are men and women.

Ktv took a very stylish name called "Chat".Pushing open the door and entering, I found that the interior is also very stylish, the decoration is also very pleasing to the eye, and it is also decorated with green plants, which makes people feel more comfortable.

I saw Lin Yu chatting so happily with Li Chun, and I felt very uncomfortable. Others would not refuse a toast, so they just kept drinking.

After the end, because there was no holiday yet, everyone didn't dare to drink too much. Most of them just drank a little casually, and then went home.

As for me, because I was in a bad mood, I drank a little too much. When I went home, Li Chun helped me walk.

As I was walking, I suddenly hugged Li Chun and whispered his name, Li Chun asked me what was wrong.

"Tell you, you don't know, I, I suddenly found that I like you, do you like me?"

"In fact, when I first found out that I might like you, I was scared, and I hypnotized myself that you are my good brother, and it is impossible to like you. For this reason, I went to ask my deskmate to give me Introduced a girlfriend, I want to use this to dispel my thoughts about you."

"However, I still can't forget you. After enlightening me, I figured it out. I like you and you are mine."

"Seeing you talking and laughing with Lin Yu today, I'm not feeling well. I really want to snatch you back, but I'm afraid you'll hate me."

"Li Chun, do you like me? I really like you, do you like me? Do you like me?"

After speaking, no matter what Li Chun's reaction was, he fell asleep.

After Li Chun returned home, he was still in shock. He didn't know what to do, so he called Lin Yu to ask her opinion.

"Hey, Lin Yu, what are you doing? Are you busy?"

"Not busy, what's wrong?"

"I want to ask you something."

"Well, tell me, what's the matter?"

"What do you think of homosexuality?"

"Why, did Xia Chu confess to you?"

"......how do you know."

"Isn't this simple? You know my girlfriend, Shangguan, she is a real rotten girl. She has long seen that the two of you have a romantic relationship. As expected, and, you Didn't you notice that he kept looking at me tonight, full of jealousy, almost killed me with his eyes, only you are so dull to not notice."

"..."

"Why? Can't you accept it? If you can't accept it, just refuse it. Love is what you like, and no one can force you. If you like it, you just like it. If you don't like it, you just don't like it. There is nothing to tangle with. Or do you like him? ?"

"I do not know."

"Then think about it carefully, are you happy with him, and you can't help but think of him from time to time, as long as you see him getting very close to other girls, you will feel very uncomfortable?"

"......Um."

"Then congratulations, you fell in love with him. Now that you like him, then agree. In this society, many people are no longer as rigid about homosexuality as they used to be. Many people still support him after the meeting. Don't be afraid .”

"Well, thank you, Lin Yu."

The next day, I woke up with a headache. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I would think of what I said after finishing it, and suddenly my head hurt even more. Make it clear.

So I made an appointment with Li Chun at a cold drink shop.

I said, "Li Chun, what I said last night was serious, what do you think?"

"..."

"I really like you. It's definitely not for fun. You can date me."

"Ok!"

I laughed!Li Chun laughed too!The time is right!