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After the tired New Year's Eve dinner, Zhang Tayu returned to her room. Zhang Tayu took out her mobile phone and looked through it, but she didn't know what to do. She unconsciously opened the photo album. Yao Xiaobing's.The photos in the folder are not only Yao Xiaobing's sleeping face, but also Yao Xiaobing squatting on the ground teasing Ah Jiang and Xiao Xiao, cooking in the kitchen, and even injured.

"...Yao Xiaobing." Zhang Tayu flipped through the photo album and smiled while recalling the days when they lived together. Finally, he turned to the first photo and shouted unconsciously.

Such a voice sounded in the empty room. Zhang Tayu hadn't realized the meaning of the name he had uttered without thinking, when someone knocked on the door and interrupted him.

"Little brother, are you asleep?" Outside the door was the elder sister of the Zhang family.

"Not yet, what's the matter?" Zhang Tayu got up and opened the door.

"I see, you are too old, and you don't even have a girlfriend. I will help you arrange a few blind dates, and you will also participate in a few banquets to see if there is any girl you like." The elder sister of the Zhang family looked at Zhang Tayu smiled amiably, and said with a little emotion: "Xiaoyu is so tall, time flies so fast." The elder sister of the Zhang family reached out and touched Zhang Tayu's head.

"En." Zhang Tayu didn't resist and let Zhang's elder sister speak, and let her do anything.

"There is a banquet in the third year of junior high school, remember it, don't go out to play and forget it."...

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After dealing with her sister, Zhang Tayu returned to the bed, picked up the phone to unlock the screen, and what caught his eye was Yao Xiaobing's sleeping face in the infusion hall.After a while, Zhang Tayu threw the phone into the drawer and sighed...

After a series of blind dates and banquets, Zhang Tayu embarked on the journey back to Le Zuocheng after being devastated.Back in Le Zuo City, Zhang Tayu looked at Yao's house, which had not changed much, and felt a little strange, but he couldn't explain why or what kind of strangeness. He dragged his suitcase into the bedroom he shared with Yao Xiaobing, and it was a mess. Yes, but it didn't look too bad, Zhang Tayu found old plastic bags from the old place in his memory, some of them contained things he would no longer use, and some of them contained things he wanted to take home.

During this period, Ah Jiang ran out and circled around Zhang Tayu, then ran to the corner and fell asleep.Zhang Tayu had almost cleaned up, touched Ah Jiang's head, went to the kitchen to look at the little stupid rabbit, and then left Yao's house with his own things and returned to the apartment he hadn't lived in for a long time. .

Yao Xiaobing was taken aback by the inexplicable lack of things at home. When he checked what was missing, he found that all the things that were lost were Zhang Tayu's things, so he called to ask if Zhang Tayu took the things away.

"Well, the landlord came back, and I asked the landlord to reissue a key." Zhang Tayu dismantled all the cloth products, put them into the washing machine, and prepared for a big cleaning.

"Really, you took my bottle of perfume away too?" Yao Xiaobing felt that his perfume was missing, so he asked.

"...I don't like to wear perfume. You put your perfume in the bathroom. I might throw it away when I throw away the toiletries." Zhang Tayu's heart skipped a beat when he was asked, and then he said nonchalantly, " Which brand is your perfume? You tell me now, and I will buy you a new bottle when the time comes. "

"Ah, no need." Yao Xiaobing quickly refused, after all, he was unintentional, and it's not a big deal, "I don't think you can cook, I guess you can't, if you don't know what to eat at home or have enough frozen food Just give me a call and I'll do it for you." Yao Xiaobing thought of another thing, so he said this to Zhang Tayu.

"...Hmm." Zhang Tayu felt a little blocked in his heart, and he didn't know whether it was moved or lost.

"I just got off work and I'm going to prepare dinner. Are you coming to my house for dinner today?" Yao Xiaobing asked casually.

"No, I'm tidying up the house." Zhang Tayu glanced at the dirty sheets that were doused with laundry detergent.

"That's fine, just tell me next time you want to eat, and you should rest early when you come back today, bye."

"Okay, goodbye." Zhang Tayu took the phone from his ear, put it in his palm, and watched the black connection screen change back to the desktop.

Zhang Tayu opened his mouth, then closed it tightly, turned around and put the phone next to the half bottle of perfume that came back from Yao Xiaobing's house, and continued to do his own thing.

The two met again after catching the thief who stole Zhang Tayu, Zhang Tayu came to get back the lost and withdrawn cash, Zhang Tayu signed according to the procedure, and was stopped by Yao Xiaobing before he went out .

"Long time no see, my parents still missed you when they came to see me last time." Yao Xiaobing pulled Zhang Tayu to the chair to rest and chatted.

"Well, are uncles and aunts okay?" Zhang Tayu also let Yao Xiaobing pull him to sit down, and asked along the topic.

"It's pretty good, it's still the same, how are you doing?" Yao Xiaobing stared at Zhang Tayu's white face, as if he wanted to see something from the middle.

"Same as before." Zhang Tayu didn't avoid Yao Xiaobing's gaze.

"That's good, Ah Jiang misses you a lot, and so does Xiao Xiao." Yao Xiaobing looked a little guilty under Zhang Tayu's scrutinizing eyes, but he didn't dare to speak his mind, and then changed the subject: "Today You probably don't have any plans for the weekend, let's have dinner and drink together to catch up on the old days."

"..." Zhang Tayu stared at Yao Xiaobing's unremarkable face for a long time, until passers-by wondered what they were doing, so he nodded, "Okay."

This case was solved by Yao Xiaobing and his team, so Yao Xiaobing didn’t go out to work today, and stayed in the office to write a report. The time was almost up, and when Yao Xiaobing came out, he saw Zhang Tayu still sitting where he was, playing with his mobile phone , reached out and shook between Zhang Tayu and the phone.

"Get off work?" Zhang Tayu glanced at the time, put away his phone and looked up.

"Well, I'll take you to eat skewers today."

"Okay." In fact, most of the dishes they ate together were Yao Xiaobing's dishes, and this was the first time they ate barbecue.

Yao Xiaobing ordered a few skewers of the messy dishes, Zhang Tayu was not familiar with them, so he was going to try them all.The shop was overcrowded, but there was still room for the two of them. They came quite early. While waiting for the skewers, Yao Xiaobing ordered a few more bottles of beer and poured more than half of the disposable cups in front of the two of them. cup.

"I guess it will take a while, let's have a drink first." Yao Xiaobing greeted.

"En." Zhang Tayu didn't dislike it, and obediently picked up the cup and took a sip.

The two chatted after drinking some wine. Yao Xiaobing began to talk about the bear boy he met during the Chinese New Year, about the last time he was stabbed and almost got stabbed, and about his hatred for the group of thieves. Not into steel.The food was on the table, and the two of them ate and drank. Seeing Zhang Tayu's gentle look, Yao Xiaobing said with a smile:

"You really look like a young master."

The movements of Zhang Tayu's hands paused, then he glanced at Yao Xiaobing and continued to eat. After eating the skewer in his hand, he said to Yao Xiaobing in a very disgusted tone: "You are bold and unrestrained, your face is like a cat, Ah Jiang Maybe they recognize you as the same kind.”

"This is informality." Yao Xiaobing ate another bunch as he spoke.

The two of them bickered, drank wine, and ate skewers. Gradually, the atmosphere became more relaxed. It was no longer just Yao Xiaobing talking there, but Zhang Tayu also started talking.Yao Xiaobing said how brave he was, Zhang Tayu said how witty he was; Yao Xiaobing said how helpful he was to this case, Zhang Tayu said how painful it was for him to change the case; Yao Xiaobing said that his team leader took the initiative to pursue his lover After being transferred away, Zhang Tayu just... said how painful it was for him to like someone alone.

As if they were comparing something, Zhang Tayu started to drink too much, but Zhang Tayu became groggy, and Yao Xiaobing felt that he had drunk enough, so he paid the bill, and the two of them supported each other and went back to Yao Xiaobing's old house.

On the way, Zhang Tayu tossed and tossed like the last time he was drunk, and entered the house. This time, Zhang Tayu didn't cry, but just hugged Yao Xiaobing and didn't let go. Kind of cheating.Back in the bedroom, the two of them didn't wash up. Yao Xiaobing suppressed Zhang Tayu and became confused. After a while, he felt that someone was picking his clothes.As soon as he opened his eyes, he found that Zhang Tayu was undressing two people in a half-dream and half-awake state.

"What are you doing?" Yao Xiaobing was a little confused, he didn't even know what the situation was.

"I like you." Zhang Tayu said the second half of the sentence with a kiss on Yao Xiaobing's mouth.

"Huh?" Yao Xiaobing hadn't reacted yet, but he didn't reject Zhang Tayu's mouth either.

"Xiao Bing, Xiao Bing, Xiao Bing..." Zhang Tayu murmured Yao Xiaobing's name, as if he wanted to get some response.

"Xiaoyu." Yao Xiaobing hugged Zhang Tayu, and pressed Zhang Tayu's head on his neck. Zhang Tayu took off his coat, and got rid of the smell of barbecue all over his body, leaving only a faint smell of perfume ——This is the perfume Yao Xiaobing is most familiar with.

"Why can't we be together?" Zhang Tayu started to cry, holding Yao Xiaobing on his back, crying from small to loud, and finally bit Yao Xiaobing hard.

"We can be together, trust me." Yao Xiaobing didn't feel any pain, and comforted Zhang Tayu.

Zhang Tayu fell asleep while crying, and seemed to vent out the pressure that had been suppressed in his heart. Yao Xiaobing put Zhang Tayu on his body beside him. He was very resigned to things like feelings and never considered his own. Sexuality, now I understand a little after Zhang Tayu's confession and crying.In fact, liking Zhang Tayu is also very good. Yao Xiaobing thought about his growing loneliness and longing since Zhang Tayu left. Maybe he had felt it a long time ago. It was only after Zhang Tayu's confession that he really realized it. arrive.

I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, for making you suffer in secret love alone, but I actually like you too.Yao Xiaobing moved Zhang Tayu out of his neck, traced the fair and delicate face in front of him with his eyes, and then unconsciously approached Zhang Tayu's ear:

"Xiao Yu, I like you too."