Yep

It was April when Xu Jianian went back to school again.

In June in the south, as long as the weather changes, it often rains heavily, but today it is rare. The thin rain is continuous and the sky is gloomy. The students and teachers who enter and leave the school are wearing raincoats and rain gear. The corridors are wet and there are people coming and going The rush doesn't stop.

Xu Jianian walked all the way from the school gate to the grade office, but no one noticed him.When he came outside the office, there was a student in the office with a familiar back and a familiar voice:

"Teacher, did you ask me to come over?"

"Sheng Xunshu, your recent grades are very good, but you should also pay attention to the balance between work and rest in your studies. You should rest when you should rest, and exercise when you should exercise. The body is the capital of revolution."

Xu Jianian paused.

Hearing what the teacher said, did you study too hard?

He was curious, looked left and right to see if there was no one there, and stood guard at the door to listen to the corners.

Sheng Xunshu's voice came: "Teacher, I want to go to Peking University."

Xu Jianian was taken aback.

The teacher smiled and said: "Sheng Xunshu, it's good that we have goals, but we still have to move forward step by step. Peking University's goals are too high. 985, including ordinary 211 colleges, you can seriously study what you are Which one do you prefer..."

Wrong...you still want to go to the same school as me.

When Xu Jianian heard the word Peking University, he figured it out. He thought that maybe he should talk to Sheng Xunshu.

He quietly left the office, went to Sheng Xunshu's class, and asked Sheng Xunshu's classmates to help with the message, saying that he was back and was in the library.

He knew that Sheng Xunshu would definitely come to the library to find him.

The rain outside the window fell like a broken thread, hitting the green leaves protruding to the window sill, washing the leaves like jasper, and gathering pearls on the leaves, falling down, exquisite and translucent.

Xu Jianian didn't wait long in the library.

About 10 minutes later, eager footsteps came from outside, he followed the sound, and Sheng Xunshu's eager and surprised face hit his eyes and heart.

Sometimes you look at it, it's really cute.

Who would have thought that when we met for the first time as a child, I would hate each other?

He didn't realize that the corners of his mouth were turned up like Sheng Xunshu's, nor did he realize that his pupils were shining like the green leaves outside the window, as if they had been washed by rain.He watched with a smile as Sheng Xunshu ran to the opposite side of him, pulled out a chair and sat down, and then gave a "hush", reminding the excited people, and also reminding himself that the two of them still need to keep a quiet library.

Sheng Xunshu calmed down a little, and when he spoke again, his voice was so low that it would not affect others: "When did you come back?"

Xu Jianian: "Two or ten minutes ago, I came to see you as soon as I came back."

Sheng Xunshu kept the corners of his mouth from curling up too obviously: "Why don't you go to the teacher first?"

Xu Jianian thought for a while: "Finding a teacher is not as important as finding you."

The angels cheered, the hymn was played, and Sheng Xunshu could hear the voice of praise: "You finally went back to school, and I will treat you to a big meal tonight! Then shall we study together at night or something? Wait, or don't Well, anyway, you are working hard to solve the problems and study hard outside, and finally come back, let’s take a rest for a day, let’s skip class and go out to play? But I’m a little out of fashion recently, and I don’t know what’s particularly interesting for the time being…”

Xu Jianian supported the table with his elbows, clasped his hands, rested his chin on his palms, and listened quietly to Sheng Xunshu's words.

It's strange, the sound of the rain outside seems to be pulling a famous tune, ding ding dong dong, pattering, and the heart also goes up and down, and swims forward.

But at the same time, he noticed the bruises under Sheng Xunshu's eye sockets. The bruises on them were really serious, almost like panda makeup.It's really interesting. Who would have thought that three or four years ago, Wrong Wrong would fight with me in order to avoid studying?

Then he spoke in a very soft voice, afraid of spoiling the gentleness that was flowing: "Sheng Xunshu, have you ever thought about what university you want to go to?"

Sheng Xunshu was taken aback.

Xu Jianian said slowly: "I want to go to Peking University because I know Peking University well. I went there to meet the dormitory in the teaching building, tasted the food in the cafeteria, and found a favorite professor for myself. I also specially looked at the physics of Peking University in recent years. Departmental research project. I like physics and want to further study in this field, and Peking University can give me everything I need.”

Sheng Xunshu felt that Xu Jianian wanted to say more things.

Xu Jianian continued, he said little by little what he wanted to say: "Wrong, what about you? What school do you want to go to? What are you interested in? What kind of person do you want to be in the future? Do you remember Is it? Our junior high school class teacher once said, 'Many people say that learning starts from a young age, and I say that aspirations start from a young age...what kind of person do you want to be, and what kind of effort will you make to become that kind of person.' At that time Everyone has forgotten the homework that lasted for three years, and I forgot to write it. But sometimes I still remember what he said——Aspire to be as early as possible, what kind of person do I want to be? Not because of others, but because of myself wishes and expectations."

"Wrong, wrong." Xu Jianian finally said.

The dark clouds outside the window dissipated, and the sky suddenly came out, entering Xu Jianian's eyes, and it was as light and bright as the sky.

"Others have a lot of expectations for you. But there are some things, you can listen to other people's opinions, and you can only make your own decisions for yourself. This is your life."

Sheng Xunshu looked at Xu Jianian fixedly.

Using moved to describe the feeling at this time seems to be too shallow.

He suddenly made a decision, stood up suddenly, and said to Xu Jianian: "Are you still in school tomorrow? I will give you something tomorrow, you must remember to be there!"

He ran so fast that he forgot what was in his hand.

Xu Jianian didn't have time to call someone, so he had to pick up the notebook Sheng Xunshu brought.

It was an ordinary cowhide book, but it was extra thick, and it seemed that there were a lot of things stuffed inside.

Xu Jianian flipped through it casually and was stunned.

I saw that inside the thick book, every page was covered with photos.Most of them are school landscape photos, and they are different from the photos he usually sees. The ordinary leaves are shining with light, and the gray sparrows are fighting with cats. They all seem to have a different kind of vitality and strength!

Xu Jianian was extremely surprised.

At the same time, he suddenly remembered something: I once saw a book in that room, the title of the book seems to be "The Collection of Solo Exhibition of Modern Famous Photographer Sheng Xunshu"...

Is this the time when you started to like photography?Will he become a well-known photographer in the future?

The waiting time is always a bit tough.Early the next morning, in order to talk to Sheng Xunshu earlier, Xu Jianian deliberately stepped into the classroom 10 minutes earlier than usual, but saw a scene that was quite unexpected: Sheng Xunshu was desperately fighting for something with a classmate in his class. Holding half of the letter in his hand, he was obviously overwhelmed by Sheng Xun's book, and even stretched his neck, blushing and ear piercing, he wanted to shout loudly: "Look at what Sheng Xun wrote, a love letter! He Although I tore off the name part and snatched it away, but I saw it, it said, Xu—”

Xu Jianian was startled, but before he could react, the classmate continued to shout: "Xu Qingqing, I have liked you for a long time! I want to go to the same school as you! Hahaha, Sheng Xunshu likes our class flower Xu Qingqing!"

Xu Jianian: "..."

Sheng Xunshu: "..."

A false alarm!

Sheng Xun had a premonition in his heart, turned his head and saw Xu Jianian, his anger suddenly turned into embarrassment.He slowly clenched his fist, his five fingers crackled a few times, and then he punched the strange-looking classmate jumping up and down on the podium, knocked him to the ground, snatched back his love letter, turned around and rushed out of the classroom, blowing by like the wind Beside Xu Jianian, run away!

Xu Jianian actually wanted to laugh, but he was more worried about Sheng Xunshu, seeing Sheng Xunshu running away, he hurriedly chased him out.But Sheng Xunshu's footsteps have always been faster than him. When he ran to the school gate, he had disappeared.

Where will the wrong go?

Xu Jianian stood at the school gate pondering for a moment, then came to Sheng Xun's home and knocked on the door, but no one answered.He opened the door again with his spare key, and walked around inside, but there was no one there.When he stepped into the door of Sheng Xunshu's room, the time and date were not the time and date of the transformation of time and space in the past.

But at this moment, his feet lost weight, his eyes changed, and he came to the time point of 2013 again, and saw Sheng Xunshu walking anxiously indoors!

The two meet.

Xu Jianian was stunned at first: No, the time and date are not the past time and date, why can I come here again?

It was at the same moment that he realized: the connection point of time and space is unstable!Maybe after this time, he will no longer see the mistakes in the future.

He felt a little regretful, but he didn't have too many other thoughts. He just asked the first question that came to his mind at the first moment of meeting: "Sheng Xunshu, what university will you go to in the future? Have you figured out what you really want?" Do you like something?"

It's eight o'clock in the morning the next day.Since meeting Xu Jianian yesterday, Sheng Xunshu has been restless.He took out his phone several times and wanted to call Xu Jianian who was far away in the United States, but he still couldn't make up his mind.

Should I call at this time?

Will I disturb Xu Jianian if I call?

Is it time for me to call Xu Jianian?

I—what am I going to say?

Will he find me strange?Do you think I'm boring?

Then all of Sheng Xunshu's anxiety was calmed down by the words of Xu Jianian and Xu Jianian who came suddenly.

The past reappeared again. During his senior year of high school, where he was frequently separated and met frequently, he single-mindedly pursued Xu Jianian and wanted to go to Peking University together.Until one day when it was raining lightly, Xu Jianian put his hands on the table and talked to him with a smile, his eyes were more gentle than water.

"Others have a lot of expectations for you. But there are some things, you can listen to other people's opinions, and you can only make your own decisions for yourself. This is your life."

The memory of the two overlapped.

Xu Jianian who spoke, Xu Jianian who left.

What they want to express is the same thing from beginning to end.

The fear is gone, the wandering is gone.

He pounced on him, grabbed Xu Jianian forcefully, kissed him roughly, pried his teeth open, and stuck his tongue in to absorb the warmth he had missed for a long time.

Xu Jianian, thank you, really thank you.

I love you, how can I not love you?

You love me as you love yourself!

After parting with a kiss, Sheng Xunshu said in a loud voice: "Xu Jianian, I want to tell you one thing, in the future you will go to Peking University, my father—"

He couldn't finish speaking, the time was still early, far less than 15 minutes, but the space had already been turbulent, like an invisible knife crossed between the two and separated them.