The Courteous Man [Rebirth]

On a well-known pure love website, there is an instant message under the sad serial article "A Long Farewell":

Exploding chrysanthemums without changing in a day: Author, open the door, here I come.

Ten thousand trees make a forest: ...

Sunlight Deep Forest: Remember to check the lawyer's letter.

The chrysanthemum will burst if you don't change it for a day: the author, if you don't accept lawyer's letter, we won't accept it.

Exploding chrysanthemums without changing in a day: Damn, I misread, where did the little loyal dog come from.

Huang Bao Xiaoqing: Why hasn’t the author updated these days? Could it be that the truth is that there is a little loyal dog and he has no energy to update.

The author's passer-by A: What the upstairs said makes sense.The name of a certain building has a good connotation, so there must be something tricky.

The author's passer-by B: The upstairs is so dirty, I wouldn't have thought of it if you didn't tell me, give me a little freshness.

Lin Jianhuan: Who wants to rob Mumu from me, Mumu, you can find you after I grow up, don't be hooked up by some cat or dog goblin.

Passerby A of the author: please stay away from the battlefield if you are underage.

Sunlight Deep Forest: Respect the author and read the text in a civilized manner.

Lin Sen watched the replies getting worse and worse, sprayed water on the table, and wiped the keyboard frantically.

Wanmu Chenglin: Ahhhhhhhhhh...

Exploding chrysanthemums without changing in a day: Nani, the author, what scene do you want to describe to us.There are minors here, please be careful, you open the door, how about we have a private chat~~~~

Lin Sen simply unplugged the power. Sure enough, he is not suitable for writing this kind of serial article, commenting or something, he is too frantic.

"A Sen." The mother outside the door heard the movement and knocked on the door.

"Well, it's okay, the water spilled." Lin Sen finally wiped the table and walked out of the room.

"The doctor told you to pay attention to rest, why go to write again."

"I feel much better." Lin Sen walked into the kitchen and started preparing dinner.

"How do you feel today?" Lin Sen asked. She has been in an activity center for the disabled and the elderly recently. In order not to trouble Lin Sen, she refused to let Lin Sen pick her up.

When Lin Sen came back today, he just went out to take out the trash. He saw a man escorting her to the corner of the house.

"It's good, but you've lost weight recently."

"Well, I also feel that my physical fitness has deteriorated recently. Why don't I send you to the activity center every day in the future, just to exercise by the way."

"No, I can do it myself. You should spend more time with your young friends. By the way, Yang Fan called before."

"Well, he said he decided to go abroad. He may not come back in the future, and asked if he wanted to meet."

"It's good to see each other."

"I refused." Lin Sen put the seasoning into the pot.

"That guy is so willful every time, and I decided to be willful again." Lin Sen brought the food to the table.

"Doesn't his family know?"

"Well, he's planning to run away. But I've notified the bride-to-be."

"Will they be happy together?" The question of happiness has become a problem for her.

An unhappy marriage is torture for two people.

"If you try, you may be happy, but if you don't try, you will have nothing."

"When you look at other people, there are always so many great reasons. What about you and Jiang Ye? Why did you suddenly cut off contact with him?"

"We don't have to be together." Lin Sen said with the chopsticks in his hands, his expression unchanged.

"Xu Yitian told me about a dream that he had grown up since he was a child. He said that in the dream, I blocked Jiang Ye's gun to death, and he killed Jiang Ye. So, I don't have to care about it, and take precautions before it happens. I think fine,"

"How can dreams count?"

"When I was young, you always told me that my dreams would come true." Lin Sen looked up at his mother with silver hair.

"My child, dreams don't come true without a reason. Whether it's a nightmare or a good dream, everything has a cause. Without the cause, there will be no evil effect." After all, Lin Sen's mother still wanted him to be happy.

At first, she thought it would be good if Lin Sen broke contact with Jiang Ye.If possible, she still selfishly hopes that Lin Sen can have a warm home, a gentle and virtuous wife, and a lovely child to accompany him.

When Lin Sen was a teenager, she and Lin Sen's father hardly took care of Lin Sen because of the busy work of teachers.

The lack of family warmth has made Lin Sen no longer have expectations for warmth, which is what hurts her the most now.

When you want to get, you have to ask yourself whether you can afford to lose.This is a sentence on the title page of a notebook she found when she was sorting things out.

She recognized the handwriting, it was Lin Sen's.

After Lin Sen broke contact with Jiang Ye, his whole body lost a bit of vitality, his eyes had long lost the brilliance, and his whole body became more at ease, no matter what kind of life he lived, he became indifferent.

Lin Sen's dreamland of wanting to be a writer should be when he was in junior high school. Lin Sen's Chinese teacher praised Lin Sen for his good composition.

She still remembered Lin Sen's bright eyes when she relayed the story.

Lin Sen's academic performance has always been at the same level, and the schools he was admitted to later were also more than the top and the bottom.

She always felt that Lin Sen was a child with a strong backbone and almost never interfered with his choices, but now she suddenly realized that she had been influencing Lin Sen's choices all along.

"Asen, is there anything you want? I really want it."

The atmosphere suddenly became serious, and Lin Sen felt the pressure from the air.

"……No."

Lin Sen thought about it, and it seemed that there was really nothing he had to get.

In the past, when he wrote a book, he had a slight delusion that it could be passed on to the world, but now he writes an article under a pseudonym on the website, that is to pretend as much as he can, and it is all to relieve his mood.

Of course he would miss Jiang Ye, he would turn around to find that familiar embrace in the dead of night, and would stare at the ceiling alone imagining all the possible scenes between him and Jiang Ye.

But so what?

Between him and Jiang Ye, the beginning was unclear, and the end was also unclear.

He wanted to know a clear cause and effect, the reason why Jiang Ye wanted to be with him.But I also know that once something is said, it becomes hypocritical.

The problem between him and Jiang Ye was not just about Xu Yitian's dream.

Jiang Ye's strong liking is like building a beautiful garden in the sky, which makes people uneasy.

He couldn't face his dishonesty, he wanted to go to Jiang Ye in his heart, but he didn't want to love someone or be crazy about someone.

He can't accept himself like that.

He knew the crux of the problem, but he was powerless. He could only restrain himself when he was not completely crazy.

In the end, Lin Sen made himself sick. He had a low-grade fever and was depressed. The doctor said that it was caused by irregular sleep and excessive internal heat.

He hasn't been drinking recently, and Lin Sen thinks this is the root cause of his illness.

He needs a hangover to relieve the spiritual emptiness with physical exhaustion.He began to miss yesterday's bar.

At the same time, the elderly center where Lin Sen's mother works is organizing a trip to a neighboring city.

"You have to take your medicine on time, eat on time, and remember to pack your clothes." Lin Sen's mother couldn't help telling Lin Sen as she watched Lin Sen pack her things while he was tired.

"Okay, I see, you pay attention to your health outside, and call me in time if you need anything." Lin Sen also told her.

"it is good."

After seeing off people, Lin Sen lay on the bed in a dazed state, a rainstorm came without warning.

He remembered that there were shoes he got up early to dry in the yard, and got up from the bed. Lin Sen searched around but couldn't find an umbrella.

He was carrying a piece of clothing over his head, and when he was about to rush out, he bumped into someone's arms.

It was the temperature he was familiar with.

"I have never lost to anyone except you." Jiang Ye threw away the shoes in his hand, wrapped the person in his arms, and put his forehead against his forehead, whispering.

"I also lost to myself." Lin Sen hugged Jiang Ye with both hands, and gave him a kiss that was just tasted.

"Let's talk." Lin Sen pushed Jiang Ye away, restraining himself because Jiang Ye became an uncontrollable self.

"Take the medicine before we talk." Lin Sen watched as Jiang Ye skillfully found the cabinet where the medicine was placed, and then went to the kitchen to pour hot water.

After preparing everything, he pressed Lin Sen to sit on the sofa, staring at him like a torch, making him feel dizzy all over.

"She called you." Lin Sen bent his back, nestled on the sofa and resisted the medicine in front of him very much.

Now that he drank plain water, he felt that he had skipped the medicine, so why would he want to take the medicine again.

It's just a low-grade fever, and Lin Sen thinks it will gradually get better.

"Well, she said he has a disobedient son, and entrusted me to help discipline him." Jiang Ye didn't stop himself, and the ending sound couldn't stop rising.

"...Her son is already an adult, and he doesn't need anyone to discipline him."

"Adults also have adult housekeeping methods. Lin Sen, you are so self-willed with yourself, have I agreed?"

Jiang Ye approached suddenly, and a huge shadow enveloped him.

"I'm not..." Lin Sen's words were blocked, Jiang Ye kissed him until he couldn't breathe, then let him go and kept a distance from him.

Jiang Ye looked at Lin Sen's panting appearance, his eyes were dark, but his face was expressionless.

"It's not rude to come and go." Lin Sen got up from the sofa, pulled Lin Sen's collar, pushed him to sit on the sofa, and then sat on his lap.

"Take the medicine first." Looking at Lin Sen who was about to gnaw a hole in his body, Jiang Ye said through gritted teeth.

"Don't eat." Lin Sen raised his head, Jiang Ye's restrained expression was reflected in a pair of watery eyes.

Jiang Ye had no choice but to put the medicine in his mouth, took a sip of water, and gave it to Lin Sen who had a face of resistance.

"Do you want to kill me?"

Lin Sen was sobbing because of the pain. He was held tightly in Jiang Ye's arms, and he couldn't even turn around and vomit unless he vomited on Jiang Ye's body.

"I really wish that in the last life, I died for you, so you will be the one to fall in love first." Jiang Ye tasted the bitterness left in his mouth, his voice hoarse.

"It's so bitter, Jiang Ye can't do it, I'm going to vomit." Lin Sen suddenly increased his struggling strength, and he couldn't suppress the bitterness in his stomach.

A sweet breath passed from Jiang Ye's mouth to his lungs, and the surging bitterness suddenly quieted down.

Seeing that Lin Sen had calmed down, Jiang Ye backed away a little. He came this time to clarify with Lin Sen about his rebirth.

Lin Sen's mother called him and said that Lin Sen was uneasy because of Xu Yitian's dream, more because of his uncertainty about Jiang Ye.

"I..." As soon as Jiang Ye opened his mouth, a sweet smell rushed towards Lin Sen's face. Lin Sen, who was still entangled in bitterness in his soul, immediately continued to search for the sweetness.

Forget it, Lin Sen is essentially a free-spirited person, and when he gets sexual, he will hardly force himself to stop.

He didn't restrain himself in this regard, anyway, he just did it, as long as he wanted to make himself comfortable.

His body suddenly flew into the air, Lin Sen finally stopped obsessing about biting the strong and powerful body in front of him, but hugged his neck tightly like a timid child, buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder, his body was tight Very tense.

Because his mother was unable to move around, Lin Sen pressed a fixed seat in the bathroom. The bathroom was not that big, and there was still room for one person to move around.

Jiang Ye hugged Lin Sen, put him on the back of the chair, and freeed up a pair of hands to scrub him.

"How long will it take to get back so thin?" Jiang Ye sighed when he carried the limp person out of the bathroom.

"It's good to lose weight. I can see my heartbeat while lying on the bed." Lin Sen lay in Jiang Ye's arms a little tiredly, neither of them wanted to separate a bit.

"Let me see if your heart is still beating." Jiang Ye lifted him out of his arms and laid him flat on the bed.

Jiang Ye's breath hit the sensitive skin. Lin Sen raised his waist and was supported by Jiang Ye's big hands. The two of them were in full contact with each other without leaving any gaps.

"Itches, don't look."

"Then listen to me."

As Jiang Ye continued to advance and develop in Lin Sen's body, Lin Sen's ears were filled with the sound of his heartbeat besides panting.

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