Fengjing Notes

Sun Shujing

My name is Sun Shujing, a very ordinary woman.I have a husband who loves me very much and he treats me very well.We fell in love at first sight and decided to spend the rest of our lives together, but after we got married and had no children, I was very distressed about it, and I felt that I was not a good wife.

Yan Jun kept comforting me, but he was still stubborn, so I accompanied me to the examination.The result of the inspection was like a bolt from the blue. When I saw the result, I was stunned and at a loss.

During that time, I was depressed, and Yan Jun kept comforting me, saying that I could adopt one in the future.At that time, IVF was not as common as it is now, and our family conditions were not enough to afford such high medical expenses.

I washed my face with tears every day and began to pray to God and Buddha.

Even though I know it's useless, I'm happy with it, just for psychological comfort.

Yan Jun is really nice. My family is not well-off, because I have to go out to offer incense from time to time. He doesn't complain, but comforts me all the time.

until that day.

As usual, I heard that a small temple not far from the city is very effective for conceiving a child. Even though the hospital examination said that there is no possibility of pregnancy, I still want to try again.

Try again, maybe it will work.

Same as ever, but a little different.

After burning incense, Yan Jun saw that my face was not good, and offered to take me for a walk in the back.This is my habit, every time I finish incense, I will walk around to relax.Even though I'm not in the mood for a walk today, I don't want him to worry.

I forced myself to smile and followed him to the backyard.The temple is not big and there are not many people.The few people were still in the front yard, and there was a large peach grove in the back yard. Yan Jun strolled casually in it with his arms around me.

Then we met the girl.

She is an angel and a devil.

She walked up to us, and with one mouthful I couldn't refuse. "Do you want a child, a healthy child. Join us and I will grant your wish."

I was like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw and pounced on that girl regardless of Yan Jun's obstruction.

"I join, as long as you give me a child, I can do anything."I knew that my expression must have been ferocious at that time, like a fanatical believer.

The girl dodges my hand.Turned around and left.

I rushed over to grab her. "Aren't you going to give me a child! Don't go."I knelt on the ground and cried hoarsely.

The man left very simply, as mysteriously as when he came.

I don't know how I got home, I just want a child, Yan Jun comforted me and said she was lying, the girl looked like 17.8 years old, how could she have a child.

The expressionless and cold look of that girl appeared in my head, and I still refused to give up this glimmer of hope.

In this way, I spent a week in a daze, and when I was about to forget about it, there was a knock on the door.

The girl, with a baby in her arms, knocked on my door.

It was a little girl, very beautiful.I am ecstatic.

That girl has become a god in my heart, and I am her most faithful believer.

My god to me she.This girl was called Sheng Xiru from then on, and she asked me to go to the Public Security Bureau with Yan Jun to register, and she took care of everything.

She also left a card with a lot of money in it, let us start a small business, the request is quiet, the less people the better.No third person is allowed inside.

I agreed.Even if she wants me to die, I will.

Yan Jun and I thought about it for a long time, and decided to open a small teahouse with a quiet environment and no need to ask for help.

In the beginning, the girl would occasionally come to the teahouse, sometimes alone, sometimes several people, Yan Jun and I pretended not to see it.

Xiru grows up little by little, becoming more and more intelligent and cute.I treat her like my own child.She is God's gift to me.

Time passed quickly, and I don't know what they were talking about in the teahouse.

Until one day, a man entered the teahouse and wanted to kill us.There is a lesson to be learned, during this period of time, all the people who come and go are faces we have seen, so we have been paying attention to a new face who came in this time.

When he took out his knife and rushed towards me, he was killed by Yan Jun who heard me scream.We were terrified and didn't know what to do, so we dragged the man to the basement.

this basement.It was also the girl who asked us to call.We were panicked, and after taking Xiru back to discuss in the bedroom all night, differences of opinion arose.

I think it's accidental, but Yan Jun doesn't think so.He also secretly went to school to bring back Xiru, whom I had just sent there.Help her drop out of school.

Yan Jun's mental state was particularly poor during that time, and he often woke up at night.Our family of three went in and out together, afraid of accidents.It's been a month of panic like this, and nothing happened.

The door was knocked again, and I asked Yan Jun to go out and have a look.Then he never came back.

I curiously poked my head out of the bedroom, and saw him lying in a pool of blood in the living room.

I hurriedly shoved Xiru into the cabinet and told her to keep quiet no matter what happened.

Then a man entered the bedroom, dressed as a courier.I look into her face.

is my god.

These six years are the happiest days I have spent, even if she wants my life, I am willing to give it.

She is an angel and a devil.I just ask her to take good care of Xiru, this is the only thing I can't let go of.