King of People

Zhu Yilin threw away the phone after sending the WeChat message, turned on the light, got out of bed, and went to the living room to look around.

—No smoke.

The night outside the window was dark, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze for a few seconds, why did he always forget that he had quit smoking?

Zhu Yilin turned back to the bedroom, tried to clear his mind, and looked at his phone with a peaceful mind.

Lu Jiachuan replied to him with a short symbol: "?"

Zhu Yilin: "..."

Who invented the question mark?

Should be pulled out and beheaded.

Zhu Yilin sighed quietly, he suddenly felt that his current appearance was very funny, like a nervous high school student, childish to death.

Lu Jiachuan replied again: "I don't mind!"

Before Zhu Yilin could type, he quickly sent a third message: "I don't mind at all! I'm very happy!"

Zhu Yilin treats his own body with his own way: "?"

Lu Jiachuan: "...I am very glad that you are willing to talk to me and tell me your secret, there is no other meaning."

Zhu Yilin paused: "No other meaning?"

Lu Jiachuan: "You, do you want me to have it?"

"..."

I hope you have, will you?

Zhu Yilin is numb, why is his relationship so difficult?Obviously others are quite simple.

He has seen a lot of people around him who are in love, the entertainment industry is very open, men and women, regardless of identity and gender, changing partners is like changing clothes, some people have a favorite object, throw a wink at them, and they can go to bed that night .

Over the years, it's not that no one has shown favor to him. Although he is busy, he won't be able to find time for dating and going to bed.

But he is a restrained person, and the relationship with no desire but only desire has no meaning to him, and it is easy to affect the image and involve a bunch of unnecessary scandals.

Of course, the main reason is that he always has a locked door in his heart.

Now that Lu Jiachuan is standing in front of the door, Zhu Yilin doesn't know if he wants to knock.

Zhu Yilin felt that the hint was obvious enough, Lu Jiachuan should understand what he meant, right?

If you still don't understand, you are either stupid or pretending to be stupid.

Having said that, Lu Jiachuan was originally a fool.

At the beginning, he foolishly crawled into his bed and thought there was nothing wrong with it, which meant that he was a family member that Lu Jiachuan didn't need to shy away from. Now that fool is probably thinking: even if my brother is gay, I wouldn't discriminate against him.

Zhu Yilin frowned and typed: "I hope you are smarter."

Lu Jiachuan replied quickly: "You mean...?"

Zhu Yilin: "..."

It's too difficult to talk about.

Is it too difficult to talk?

It must be Lu Jiachuan who is playing dumb.

Zhu Yilin hesitated whether to continue to reveal, or to follow Lu Jiachuan's intention, forget it, let's leave some leeway for each other, so as to avoid embarrassment in the future.

At this moment, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Lu Jiachuan called directly.

"Brother." In the silent night, the voice on the other end of the phone was a little trembling, and asked him, "Why did you say this to me suddenly? I was frightened by you... No, no, I didn't mean that, I was just very... surprise."

"Are you that surprised?"

"Of course, I always thought you were a straight man."

"Then you know now, I'm not."

"..."

Hearing Lu Jiachuan's voice, Zhu Yilin calmed down instead. He suddenly realized that he might be a bit perverted. He suddenly fell in love with Lu Jiachuan's careful look in front of him, as if he was afraid of saying the wrong thing, losing him, and didn't dare to venture forward. , Even breathing is considering.

He was so valued that he could even use it to pinpoint Lu Jiachuan, although it was a bit shameful.

Zhu Yilin's nervousness disappeared.

He sat down by the bed, loosened the collar of his pajamas to let himself breathe more smoothly, and then said almost presumptuously: "I'm not a straight man, I can only have feelings for men, do you understand?"

"I...I understand." Lu Jiachuan almost bit his tongue, "No, I don't quite understand, why are you talking about this so suddenly today? Did something happen?"

"It's okay, it's just that I can't help it."

"so?"

"So I came to you to confess."

"..."

Lu Jiachuan was silent again, Zhu Yilin didn't believe that he was so stupid, he probably knew it already, but because of their relationship, he didn't want to speak out.

If he wasn't Zhu Yilin, but some other man, Lu Jiachuan would probably have hung up the phone and told him to get lost.

It doesn't matter, Zhu Yilin is not afraid of Lu Jiachuan pretending to be stupid.

He simply suspected that this kid was obedient and obedient in front of him, and he kept trying to curry favor with him. When he said directly, "Come and sleep with brother", Lu Jiachuan would not be angry, but would just say aggrievedly: "Brother, are you gay, I'm not, don't bully me, okay?"

Zhu Yilin was satisfied by his own imagination.

On the phone, Lu Jiachuan suddenly asked: "When did it happen? Didn't you like girls before? You also told me that you like younger sisters with big breasts... Did you start liking men later?"

"Huh? Did I say that?" Zhu Yilin was at a loss for a second.

Lu Jiachuan said: "I've said it before, once I asked you what type of partner you like, and you said that you like good girls with long hair and big breasts, who should be beautiful and act like a baby, so I can't make you angry."

Zhu Yilin: "..."

really?

Zhu Yilin tried his best to recall, as if he had said it.

The time was the autumn of the third year of high school, and the school organized an autumn field trip.

The whole year group was doing activities together, and there were so many people. Zhu Yilin and Lu Jiachuan didn't like to go to the crowd to join in the fun, so they rejected all invitations, and they stayed in the corner together, chatting.

Lu Jiachuan pointed to a group of boys not far away and said, "Brother, they are so obscene, they seem to be discussing which girl has big breasts, I heard it all."

Zhu Yilin glanced at it.

Lu Jiachuan poked him suddenly: "What about you?"

At that time, Lu Jiachuan had already revealed to him that he had someone he liked, and Zhu Yilin didn't like to talk about this topic, so he casually said: "I also like people with big breasts."

"..." Lu Jiachuan was a little annoyed, "Why? Why are you so superficial?"

Zhu Yilin didn't say anything.

Lu Jiachuan didn't know why he was suddenly angry, he felt wronged by himself, squeezed his hand tightly, and asked with a displeased face: "What else?"

"Huh?" Zhu Yilin looked away from a distance, the trees halfway up the mountain turned yellow, the breeze blew past, and the leaves rustled.

The place where they had dinner was an open space, and the bright sunlight shone down unobstructed, falling on Lu Jiachuan's body, making his hair glow with a layer of furry golden light.

Zhu Yilin resisted the desire to rub it, and could not be more perfunctory, picked a type that boys like at random, and said: "What else can I have? Just the kind...beautiful, obedient sister, with long hair, who can Act like a baby, don't make me angry."

Lu Jiachuan: "..."

"Tch, you're such a cancerous straight man." Lu Jiachuan said with a face ashamed to be with him, "Beautiful girls have bad tempers, if they don't coax you, they will make you angry and piss you off .”

Zhu Yilin thought he was funny and sneered.

Then, Lu Jiachuan's face collapsed for a day.

Since then, Lu Jiachuan has become a little better, and the situations that made him angry have become less.

But Zhu Yilin didn't think much about it. He was in the third year of high school, and the academic pressure was getting heavier and heavier. They all wanted to get good scores in the test, preferably to go to the same university, and no one dared to relax.

It was a sunny autumn day.

The accident hadn't happened yet.

Zhu Yilin escaped from the memories, and said to Lu Jiachuan on the phone: "I remembered, I did say it, but it's been so many years."

"Oh, what happened later? Who changed you?" Lu Jiachuan said in a low voice, "What type do you like now?"

Zhu Yilin turned off the bedroom light, and lay down on the bed sideways.

It seemed that one shouldn't speak loudly at night. His voice was very soft, rustling, nice and itchy, and entered Lu Jiachuan's ears like the wind: "I still like obedient ones, but it's not a beautiful sister, but a younger brother."

Lu Jiachuan's other end was suddenly quiet, not even the sound of breathing.

Zhu Yilin was patient and waited quietly.

It took Lu Jiachuan a long time to speak, and he couldn't be more careful, he tentatively asked, "Who is my brother? Is it me?...or someone else?"

"..."

How can he be so good?

Zhu Yilin felt as if she was about to cry when she heard his voice, as if there was some kind of surging emotion suppressed in her heart, or grievance, if she didn't vent it, it would turn into tears and cry until her heart was broken.

So fragile yet tough, no matter how he rounds and flattens it, he won't blame him.

Zhu Yilin's desire to control was satisfied, and at the same time, her conscience was discovered, and she felt that she could not push herself too far.

Lu Jiachuan has been relying on him since he was 16 years old.

Will run to knock on his door in heavy rain.

I will comfort him on the eve of the college entrance examination, "It's okay, whether I can be admitted to the same university or not, I will never leave you."

Will hold him and cry after being separated for seven years, "Why did you abandon me".

Zhu Yilin sometimes felt that perhaps due to the influence of his upbringing, Lu Jiachuan was particularly stubborn emotionally, and would never let go of something when he recognized it, because he had nothing else, and no one else to talk to. Things can enter his heart.

Zhu Yilin happened to be this lucky person.

Lu Jiachuan put all his paranoia and longing on him, and he didn't change his mind for many years. It seemed that no matter what he did, Lu Jiachuan could tolerate it.

But there's really no need for him to act on his will and make Lu Jiachuan tremble when he gets along with him, and there's no need to deliberately bend Lu Jiachuan.

"No, I mean a type." Zhu Yilin restrained a little, and comforted him, "Don't be afraid, we know each other so well, how could I reach out to you."

"oh, I see."

Lu Jiachuan took a deep breath, and didn't seem to be happy because of this comforting sentence. He pretended to be natural and said jokingly: "It's okay, you can do anything to me if you want, as long as it's you, I can do anything." .”

"What tone? It's like a child bride in the old society." Zhu Yilin knew that there should be laughter here to match Lu Jiachuan, but he couldn't express his words and couldn't laugh.

This is the case with falling in love with acquaintances, and embarrassment cannot be avoided.

Lu Jiachuan was silent for a while, he didn't know where he was going, and suddenly called him: "Brother, you will have someone you like in the future."

Zhu Yilin didn't know what he wanted to say: "What's wrong?"

Lu Jiachuan said: "At that time, will you distance yourself from me to avoid suspicion?"

"Who knows what will happen in the future, probably not."

"I don't believe it." Lu Jiachuan said very farsightedly, "As long as you are with others, you will alienate me sooner or later, otherwise won't your boyfriend be jealous?"

"Don't worry it's so early, I won't be dating in the short term, I'm too busy with work." Zhu Yilin turned over on the bed, and took the phone in the other hand.

Lu Jiachuan's previous panic slowed down, and he suddenly became unreasonable: "No, you just wanted to fall in love, so you suddenly confessed to me, are you implying me? Let me know how to behave, don't affect you find a partner?"

"no."

"Really?" Lu Jiachuan lowered his voice and said understandingly, "There's no need to hide it, I can understand. But you should understand after spending so many years in the industry. Celebrities are very troublesome when they fall in love. The person you are with will have a particularly large negative impact on you. If you feel that being single is too lonely and you really want to talk, it is better to find an acquaintance to talk to. If you know the basics, it will be easy to solve the breakup.

"For example?" Zhu Yilin was confused.

Lu Jiachuan said: "For example, me, brother, I am willing to sacrifice myself, eat and sleep with me, and make you happy. We solved two problems at once. What do you think?"