King of People
Chapter 16 Gap
Zhu Yilin once said to Lu Jiachuan that he likes obedient and beautiful sisters. Although in the context at the time, this was used to prevaricate Lu Jiachuan, but after so many years, and now that he thinks about it carefully, he really likes this type.
Just not sister.
Lu Jiachuan's character is what he likes the most.
However, whether he likes Lu Jiachuan because he likes this kind of character, or whether he should reverse the causal relationship, is no longer clear.
Zhu Yilin has a compensatory mentality towards Lu Jiachuan, he compensates Lu Jiachuan, and he also compensates himself.
Seven years ago, Zhu Yilin was admitted to university and went to study acting alone.
During the summer vacation before going to the university to register, Lu Jiachuan was taken home by his biological father.
They contacted by mobile phone. At first, Zhu Yilin was worried that Lu Jiachuan would not be able to adapt after returning home, because although Lu Jiachuan looked fierce and could dance, he was very timid. I wish Yilin a friend.
Moreover, due to the influence of his background and growth environment, Lu Jiachuan is actually very fragile, with a cautious side in his bones. Because he doesn't like this in himself, sometimes he will act very extreme and rebellious, to prove that he is not afraid of anything.
But he is afraid.
Zhu Yilin knew about it, so he was afraid that he would cry.
At that time, Zhu Yilin just got the first audition opportunity in his life, which was recommended by a senior.
At that time, Zhu Yilin was very confident. He was very clear about how outstanding he was. If nothing else, just looking at his face, he was born to be a big star.
But advantages are always accompanied by disadvantages. The senior who introduced him to the opportunity had malicious intentions and brought him into a dinner with unspoken rules. Zhu Yilin was judged like a commodity at the wine table.
The director of that play was gay, wanted to sleep with him, and promised him that as long as he slept with him obediently, he would be the number one male and make him famous.
Zhu Yilin really couldn't hold back, when the opponent's hand reached out, he turned over the wine table on the spot and beat him up.
This is a very nasty incident.
Zhu Yilin was a poor student with no name, no money, no status, and no one would speak up for him. He was sent to school and was almost expelled.The director said that he was going to be banned, so that he would not be able to get a show in his life, and he would not be able to get ahead, unless he knelt down and apologized.
Zhu Yilin refused to bow his head.
But it's not that he's not afraid, that person is not a well-known big director, he is at best a lower-middle class in the hierarchical entertainment industry, but only someone with a high standing can dismiss this, he is not worthy of talking to the current Zhu Yilin, Not to mention appointments.
But at that time, Zhu Yilin didn't know how big the high world was, and his future was so far away that he didn't dare to think about it, a despicable person could block his future, making him sleepless day after day.
So that summer, when Lu Jiachuan confessed his panic when he first arrived in his new home, Zhu Yilin didn't have the energy to comfort him. He needed comfort more than Lu Jiachuan, but they were a pair of poor little worms, and they couldn't hold each other even if they wanted to cry. .
Lu Jiachuan sensed his emotions and asked him what happened, but he didn't want to talk about it. What's the use of telling him apart from making the other party worry and powerless?
Lu Jiachuan probably thought the same way. Gradually, he stopped talking about those bad things, and only reported good news to him, not bad news.
There are too many happy events to talk about, for example, he has a huge room, the Lu family has prepared a lot of gifts for him, and there is a cabinet of hand-made figures; he is very popular at school, he doesn't want to play with those people, but those people Chasing him, probably because he saw that he was rich; he received a sports car, a gift from his sister, but he has not yet passed the driver's license test; he gets along well with the people around him, and the housekeeper of the Lu family is like a grandfather Take good care of him...
These words made Zhu Yilin more and more silent.
The distance between them is getting farther and farther, and they are no longer people in the same world.
But apart from these topics, they really have nothing to talk about.
Long-distance relationships are easy to break up, let alone ordinary friends?
Zhu Yilin's spirit was on the verge of collapse, and the last straw that overwhelmed him was one day when Lu Jiachuan asked him: "Brother, did you have a girlfriend at school?"
"No." Zhu Yilin asked, "What about you?"
Lu Jiachuan said in a low voice, "Me neither. The person I like doesn't like me. She doesn't even know that I have a crush on her. What should I do? Do I want to confess directly? But I'm afraid, will she push me away? No Will you ignore me again?"
"..."
Zhu Yilin finally collapsed, he relied on Lu Jiachuan's phone calls and text messages to inhale oxygen every day, and now the oxygen that kept him alive has turned into poisonous gas, causing him even more pain.
Maybe Lu Jiachuan doesn't need him anymore.
Lu Jiachuan has lived a better life and has a brighter future. After forgetting his ignorant first love, he can marry a girl of the right family and live a smooth life.
And he is just an old classmate, an old friend from the past, a tree hole.
You can have many friends, but he is becoming less and less special.
Compared with those young masters and ladies, he is not even worthy of being Lu Jiachuan's poor friend.
Zhu Yilin chose to disappear and unilaterally severed contact with Lu Jiachuan.
Then he struggled for two years.
Everyone said that Zhu Yilin became famous in a movie, debuted for five years, and swept the showbiz all the way, like a miracle.
No one knew how desperate he had survived for two years before his official debut.In just two years, he seemed to be a different person. He could feel that there was a gap in his heart. It was not big, but it was always there and would not heal.
That was the sweetheart he couldn't keep, his unknown inferiority complex and pain, and the pale youth that could never satisfy him.
His emotions flowed out of the gap, gradually turning him into a cold and heartless person.
Even if we can see news about the Lu family in the news later - when Lu Jiachuan didn't make his debut, he also reported in the newspaper as the young master of the Lu family, but the person in the news is not the boy in his memory, Lu Jiachuan has become A total stranger.
Maybe Lu Jiachuan felt the same way when he saw him on the entertainment news.
It's not uncommon for old friends to drift away. With so many classmates, who doesn't have a few old classmates who lost contact in their lives?
Zhu Yilin became more and more busy and didn't even read the news.
He didn't expect that he and Lu Jiachuan would have such a development today.
If he knew it was so easy to break Lu Jiachuan, why did he waste so many years?What a waste of life.
But Zhu Yilin also has to admit that now that he has status, he has the confidence to say "easy". Status and money are not necessities for dating, but they cannot be without, otherwise they will lack courage in the process of dating.
If you can't even make promises, what are you talking about about true love?
Apart from being a little worried about Lu Jiachuan, he doesn't care what will happen to the Lu family, so when Lu Jiachuan complained to him on WeChat, Zhu Yilin comforted him very much.
Lu Jiachuan felt it: "Brother, why do I feel that you are gloating?"
"No." Zhu Yilin said, "I'm afraid it's too late for you to encounter such a thing."
Lu Jiachuan sent an aggrieved expression and said to him: "Sometimes I think, if I hadn't come home, wouldn't we have been separated for so many years? I regretted the time when I couldn't contact you, but now I don’t regret it anymore, in order to achieve my goal, I had to make some changes, including temporary sacrifices and losses, but fortunately we met again, and I didn’t lose you because of it.”
Zhu Yilin had already finished work. He informed Cheng Jieshi in advance that he would bring Lu Jiachuan to meet him tonight. Director Cheng agreed, and he also invited other actors, so tonight was considered a small creative meeting.
The location is Cheng Jieshi's home.
Zhu Yilin was far away, after sending the address to Lu Jiachuan, he took the first step and was already on the way.
Zhu Yilin stared at WeChat, carefully thinking about Lu Jiachuan's words.
What is he trying to achieve?
Oh, Lu Jiachuan seems to have told him - the day they met again, Lu Jiachuan said that the person he likes has a better life than him, and he wants to be successful and give her a good future with his own hands.
Is he still thinking about that woman?
Zhu Yilin frowned, vaguely felt that this passage was a bit subtle, every word was subtle, but he didn't know where to start asking the question.
They are now in a relationship. Although it is not a pure love relationship, it is ambiguous enough. If they develop further, they may not be able to be a real couple.
But why is Lu Jiachuan so unconscious?
Even if the shadow in his heart has not been forgotten, there is no need to mention it to him.
Zhu Yilin's good mood faded by half, and he said seriously: "Lu Jiachuan, have you forgotten what our relationship is now?"
Lu Jiachuan seemed a little dazed, "Ah? What's the matter, aren't we dating?"
Zhu Yilin said: "So you know."
Lu Jiachuan: "..."
"What's wrong, brother?" Lu Jiachuan didn't know whether he was really stupid or fake, "Why are you suddenly upset? Did I say something wrong?"
Zhu Yilin was stunned, typed out the words "I'll be jealous" word by word, and couldn't help but delete it.
He thought that Lu Jiachuan might feel that their current relationship is just a casual chat, in order to relieve loneliness and get closer.I also said before that because they are familiar enough, there will be no trouble breaking up.
Zhu Yilin is patient, he should be more patient, since Lu Jiachuan can be gradually bent by him, it is not difficult to have a relationship with him for a long time, a friend becomes a lover, including the boundary between love and lust, sometimes it is just a thought.
Zhu Yilin replied: "No, it's my problem, I was a little too sensitive just now."
Lu Jiachuan was very careful: "...Because of which sentence? Tell me, can I change it?"
"It's okay, it's not your fault." Zhu Yilin changed the subject, "Have you gone out? What time will you be there? There may be a lot of people tonight, but don't be nervous, they are all talkative people, and I will introduce you to them."
Lu Jiachuan didn't pick up his words, and focused on the last topic: "What did I say wrong? If you have an opinion, don't hide it from me."
Zhu Yilin's fingers paused.
Lu Jiachuan continued to send messages: "Don't be angry with me."
Before Zhu Yilin returned, he sent again: "I'm flustered, brother, I can't breathe when you're upset, what should I do?"
"..."
Zhu Yilin was also out of breath, sooner or later he would be drowned by Lu Jiachuan's ability to act like a baby.
Just not sister.
Lu Jiachuan's character is what he likes the most.
However, whether he likes Lu Jiachuan because he likes this kind of character, or whether he should reverse the causal relationship, is no longer clear.
Zhu Yilin has a compensatory mentality towards Lu Jiachuan, he compensates Lu Jiachuan, and he also compensates himself.
Seven years ago, Zhu Yilin was admitted to university and went to study acting alone.
During the summer vacation before going to the university to register, Lu Jiachuan was taken home by his biological father.
They contacted by mobile phone. At first, Zhu Yilin was worried that Lu Jiachuan would not be able to adapt after returning home, because although Lu Jiachuan looked fierce and could dance, he was very timid. I wish Yilin a friend.
Moreover, due to the influence of his background and growth environment, Lu Jiachuan is actually very fragile, with a cautious side in his bones. Because he doesn't like this in himself, sometimes he will act very extreme and rebellious, to prove that he is not afraid of anything.
But he is afraid.
Zhu Yilin knew about it, so he was afraid that he would cry.
At that time, Zhu Yilin just got the first audition opportunity in his life, which was recommended by a senior.
At that time, Zhu Yilin was very confident. He was very clear about how outstanding he was. If nothing else, just looking at his face, he was born to be a big star.
But advantages are always accompanied by disadvantages. The senior who introduced him to the opportunity had malicious intentions and brought him into a dinner with unspoken rules. Zhu Yilin was judged like a commodity at the wine table.
The director of that play was gay, wanted to sleep with him, and promised him that as long as he slept with him obediently, he would be the number one male and make him famous.
Zhu Yilin really couldn't hold back, when the opponent's hand reached out, he turned over the wine table on the spot and beat him up.
This is a very nasty incident.
Zhu Yilin was a poor student with no name, no money, no status, and no one would speak up for him. He was sent to school and was almost expelled.The director said that he was going to be banned, so that he would not be able to get a show in his life, and he would not be able to get ahead, unless he knelt down and apologized.
Zhu Yilin refused to bow his head.
But it's not that he's not afraid, that person is not a well-known big director, he is at best a lower-middle class in the hierarchical entertainment industry, but only someone with a high standing can dismiss this, he is not worthy of talking to the current Zhu Yilin, Not to mention appointments.
But at that time, Zhu Yilin didn't know how big the high world was, and his future was so far away that he didn't dare to think about it, a despicable person could block his future, making him sleepless day after day.
So that summer, when Lu Jiachuan confessed his panic when he first arrived in his new home, Zhu Yilin didn't have the energy to comfort him. He needed comfort more than Lu Jiachuan, but they were a pair of poor little worms, and they couldn't hold each other even if they wanted to cry. .
Lu Jiachuan sensed his emotions and asked him what happened, but he didn't want to talk about it. What's the use of telling him apart from making the other party worry and powerless?
Lu Jiachuan probably thought the same way. Gradually, he stopped talking about those bad things, and only reported good news to him, not bad news.
There are too many happy events to talk about, for example, he has a huge room, the Lu family has prepared a lot of gifts for him, and there is a cabinet of hand-made figures; he is very popular at school, he doesn't want to play with those people, but those people Chasing him, probably because he saw that he was rich; he received a sports car, a gift from his sister, but he has not yet passed the driver's license test; he gets along well with the people around him, and the housekeeper of the Lu family is like a grandfather Take good care of him...
These words made Zhu Yilin more and more silent.
The distance between them is getting farther and farther, and they are no longer people in the same world.
But apart from these topics, they really have nothing to talk about.
Long-distance relationships are easy to break up, let alone ordinary friends?
Zhu Yilin's spirit was on the verge of collapse, and the last straw that overwhelmed him was one day when Lu Jiachuan asked him: "Brother, did you have a girlfriend at school?"
"No." Zhu Yilin asked, "What about you?"
Lu Jiachuan said in a low voice, "Me neither. The person I like doesn't like me. She doesn't even know that I have a crush on her. What should I do? Do I want to confess directly? But I'm afraid, will she push me away? No Will you ignore me again?"
"..."
Zhu Yilin finally collapsed, he relied on Lu Jiachuan's phone calls and text messages to inhale oxygen every day, and now the oxygen that kept him alive has turned into poisonous gas, causing him even more pain.
Maybe Lu Jiachuan doesn't need him anymore.
Lu Jiachuan has lived a better life and has a brighter future. After forgetting his ignorant first love, he can marry a girl of the right family and live a smooth life.
And he is just an old classmate, an old friend from the past, a tree hole.
You can have many friends, but he is becoming less and less special.
Compared with those young masters and ladies, he is not even worthy of being Lu Jiachuan's poor friend.
Zhu Yilin chose to disappear and unilaterally severed contact with Lu Jiachuan.
Then he struggled for two years.
Everyone said that Zhu Yilin became famous in a movie, debuted for five years, and swept the showbiz all the way, like a miracle.
No one knew how desperate he had survived for two years before his official debut.In just two years, he seemed to be a different person. He could feel that there was a gap in his heart. It was not big, but it was always there and would not heal.
That was the sweetheart he couldn't keep, his unknown inferiority complex and pain, and the pale youth that could never satisfy him.
His emotions flowed out of the gap, gradually turning him into a cold and heartless person.
Even if we can see news about the Lu family in the news later - when Lu Jiachuan didn't make his debut, he also reported in the newspaper as the young master of the Lu family, but the person in the news is not the boy in his memory, Lu Jiachuan has become A total stranger.
Maybe Lu Jiachuan felt the same way when he saw him on the entertainment news.
It's not uncommon for old friends to drift away. With so many classmates, who doesn't have a few old classmates who lost contact in their lives?
Zhu Yilin became more and more busy and didn't even read the news.
He didn't expect that he and Lu Jiachuan would have such a development today.
If he knew it was so easy to break Lu Jiachuan, why did he waste so many years?What a waste of life.
But Zhu Yilin also has to admit that now that he has status, he has the confidence to say "easy". Status and money are not necessities for dating, but they cannot be without, otherwise they will lack courage in the process of dating.
If you can't even make promises, what are you talking about about true love?
Apart from being a little worried about Lu Jiachuan, he doesn't care what will happen to the Lu family, so when Lu Jiachuan complained to him on WeChat, Zhu Yilin comforted him very much.
Lu Jiachuan felt it: "Brother, why do I feel that you are gloating?"
"No." Zhu Yilin said, "I'm afraid it's too late for you to encounter such a thing."
Lu Jiachuan sent an aggrieved expression and said to him: "Sometimes I think, if I hadn't come home, wouldn't we have been separated for so many years? I regretted the time when I couldn't contact you, but now I don’t regret it anymore, in order to achieve my goal, I had to make some changes, including temporary sacrifices and losses, but fortunately we met again, and I didn’t lose you because of it.”
Zhu Yilin had already finished work. He informed Cheng Jieshi in advance that he would bring Lu Jiachuan to meet him tonight. Director Cheng agreed, and he also invited other actors, so tonight was considered a small creative meeting.
The location is Cheng Jieshi's home.
Zhu Yilin was far away, after sending the address to Lu Jiachuan, he took the first step and was already on the way.
Zhu Yilin stared at WeChat, carefully thinking about Lu Jiachuan's words.
What is he trying to achieve?
Oh, Lu Jiachuan seems to have told him - the day they met again, Lu Jiachuan said that the person he likes has a better life than him, and he wants to be successful and give her a good future with his own hands.
Is he still thinking about that woman?
Zhu Yilin frowned, vaguely felt that this passage was a bit subtle, every word was subtle, but he didn't know where to start asking the question.
They are now in a relationship. Although it is not a pure love relationship, it is ambiguous enough. If they develop further, they may not be able to be a real couple.
But why is Lu Jiachuan so unconscious?
Even if the shadow in his heart has not been forgotten, there is no need to mention it to him.
Zhu Yilin's good mood faded by half, and he said seriously: "Lu Jiachuan, have you forgotten what our relationship is now?"
Lu Jiachuan seemed a little dazed, "Ah? What's the matter, aren't we dating?"
Zhu Yilin said: "So you know."
Lu Jiachuan: "..."
"What's wrong, brother?" Lu Jiachuan didn't know whether he was really stupid or fake, "Why are you suddenly upset? Did I say something wrong?"
Zhu Yilin was stunned, typed out the words "I'll be jealous" word by word, and couldn't help but delete it.
He thought that Lu Jiachuan might feel that their current relationship is just a casual chat, in order to relieve loneliness and get closer.I also said before that because they are familiar enough, there will be no trouble breaking up.
Zhu Yilin is patient, he should be more patient, since Lu Jiachuan can be gradually bent by him, it is not difficult to have a relationship with him for a long time, a friend becomes a lover, including the boundary between love and lust, sometimes it is just a thought.
Zhu Yilin replied: "No, it's my problem, I was a little too sensitive just now."
Lu Jiachuan was very careful: "...Because of which sentence? Tell me, can I change it?"
"It's okay, it's not your fault." Zhu Yilin changed the subject, "Have you gone out? What time will you be there? There may be a lot of people tonight, but don't be nervous, they are all talkative people, and I will introduce you to them."
Lu Jiachuan didn't pick up his words, and focused on the last topic: "What did I say wrong? If you have an opinion, don't hide it from me."
Zhu Yilin's fingers paused.
Lu Jiachuan continued to send messages: "Don't be angry with me."
Before Zhu Yilin returned, he sent again: "I'm flustered, brother, I can't breathe when you're upset, what should I do?"
"..."
Zhu Yilin was also out of breath, sooner or later he would be drowned by Lu Jiachuan's ability to act like a baby.
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