King of People

It is difficult for people to understand each other. If you don't stand in the same position, you can't empathize with each other's feelings.

Zhu Yilin once explained to Lu Jiachuan why he chose to sever the relationship seven years ago. He recounted the incident in detail: that year his mother was unemployed, the family was in financial difficulties, he first entered the entertainment industry, and was forced by unspoken rules. The future was ruined, and at the same time, Lu Jiachuan told him every day how well he was living in the Lu family, which made him think that Lu Jiachuan didn't need him anymore, and at the time he thought that Lu Jiachuan liked someone else.

Various reasons piled up to make Zhu Yilin collapse.

At that time, he was not yet twenty, at the age when his self-esteem was strong and fragile. He could tell Lu Jiachuan what happened, but he couldn't express his low self-esteem, pain and self-compassion through words.

Maybe Lu Jiachuan would never understand his mood at that time, and would only be entangled in "we are so good, no matter what happens, you should never leave me", and it is impossible to imagine that he silently counted the countless sleepless nights The despair of the stars.

It was as if he couldn't fully understand why Lu Jiachuan was "stained" by this world, became so extreme that he almost went crazy, and used all means to achieve his goals, even though he could vaguely guess that Lu Jiachuan must have suffered a lot.

They are not the teenagers they used to be.

But even if they can't understand each other 100%, it's not a big deal, Zhu Yilin chooses to accept——Lu Jiachuan's good side and bad side, since he can't give up all of them, he has no choice but to accept them all.

Then think about how many problems still need to be solved and how to live in the future.

After Zhu Yilin calmed down, he figured out the problem, and didn't want to have any more meaningless arguments with Lu Jiachuan.

He spoke directly in the garden, but Lu Jiachuan was a little at a loss.

In fact, he has always been a very direct person, but his directness is generally condescending, belonging to the superior mode of "I spoil you" and "I can give you everything", and rarely expresses "I need you" and "I can't do without you" ", which is a gesture of supplication.

Lu Jiachuan was dumbfounded by his rare words, Zhu Yilin asked: "Can you understand my mood?"

Lu Jiachuan said in a daze, "I... I seem to understand?"

Zhu Yilin wanted to laugh, but sullenly said, "You don't understand."

Lu Jiachuan refused to admit it: "No, I understand! You mean, you care about me so much that you can't live without me in your life, right?"

Zhu Yilin nodded.

Lu Jiachuan was stupid again.

He probably didn't expect that he dumped a pile of black history in front of Zhu Yilin, and what he got was not criticism and dislike, but "I only have one Lu Jiachuan in my life". What kind of feeling is this?The thorns all over his body stood up, thinking that he would be hurt, but unexpectedly got a hug.

Lu Jiachuan clenched the armrest of the rattan chair, took a step forward, completely covered Zhu Yilin who was sitting, and cautiously probed: "Then... what do you mean, do we want to get back together? Brother .”

It's been a long time since he called that, Zhu Yilin raised his head and glanced at him, but didn't answer.

This gaze was like a hook, lightly colliding with Lu Jiachuan's gaze, Lu Jiachuan felt himself being burned by an invisible spark, Zhu Yilin seemed to be giving him some kind of hint that he should be more active.

Lu Jiachuan instantly forgot that they were still arguing just now, he couldn't help but leaned down, and kissed Zhu Yilin fascinated.

But he didn't come.

Zhu Yilin leaned back slightly and stopped the kiss.

Lu Jiachuan still kept the posture of leaning over and kissing, and froze in place.

Under his close watch, Zhu Yilin said softly, "Would it be a bit hasty to get back together so quickly? There are too many conflicts between us, maybe it's more appropriate to be friends."

"..."

Zhu Yilin still looked at him with hooked eyes, deep and ambiguous, making one's heart itch.Lu Jiachuan looked like an innocent little boy whose soul had been seduced, he was stunned for a long time, and finally came to his senses, he said angrily, "Zhu Yilin, you did it on purpose! Are you kidding me?"

Zhu Yilin said: "Did I ever say that I want to get back together? I just said that I can't live without you in this life, but if we are not happy in our relationship, why do we talk about it? Being friends is good, distance creates beauty, you say right?"

Lu Jiachuan: "..."

Zhu Yilin played hard to get, he lifted Lu Jiachuan's heart high and then put it down, he made him wilt, like an eggplant beaten by frost.

Lu Jiachuan bowed down, stopped losing his temper, and said sadly: "Then what do you really want? Why are you unhappy about falling in love with me?"

Zhu Yilin said: "If your partner argues with you every day, if you don't quarrel and feel uncomfortable all day, will you be happy?"

"You talk so much about it, but you still want me to be good!" Lu Jiachuan's extreme and rebellious psychology emerged again, but Zhu Yilin just fed him a huge candy, and the sweetness has not disappeared yet. Instead of arguing with Zhu Yilin, he wants to kiss Zhu Yilin now.

The desire to kiss is so strong, the more you can't kiss him, the more itchy you feel, but Zhu Yilin doesn't give him a kiss, Lu Jiachuan is very uncomfortable, so let's continue to make trouble, and he was blocked on the spot by the phrase "your partner is arguing with you every day", and sent Without the fire, the whole person was wronged, from a wilted eggplant to a little cabbage that no one loved in the field.

The more Zhu Yilin looked at him, the more he wanted to laugh, and hooked his fingers at him: "Come here."

"Why?" Lu Jiachuan was close enough that they would stick together, but he listened to Zhu Yilin and got a little closer.

He vaguely guessed what Zhu Yilin was going to do next, stared at Zhu Yilin with straightforward eyes expectantly, but Zhu Yilin said, "You think I'm going to kiss you?"

Lu Jiachuan: "..."

"We are good friends now, how could I do such an exaggerated thing?" Zhu Yilin said sanctimoniously, "Look, you are already so obedient, there is no need to be obedient again, you are very good, but it is me I have a bad problem and I need to reflect on myself. When we are suitable, if you are still willing to fall in love with me at that time, let's consider getting together again, how about it?"

"..."

What else could be done, Zhu Yilin had finished talking by himself, Lu Jiachuan completely lost the initiative, and reconciled with him in a muddleheaded way, no more arguing, no more quarreling, no more getting close, so what should he do?

Zhu Yilin saw his bewilderment, and was a little helpless: "Lu Jiachuan, you are in your twenties, how come you still haven't learned any love skills? How about that cleverness when you lied to me?"

Zhu Yilin shook his head, pushed him away, got up and returned the same way.

What I said just now is not a lie, Zhu Yilin really feels that he has a bad problem, his purpose is very simple, there are too many hidden problems between them now, it is best to keep a little distance, restrain a little, and get to know each other slowly, Don't get back together in a hurry, or you will be overwhelmed by passion again, and you won't be able to tell the difference between south, east and north.

But he didn't want to tell Lu Jiachuan so directly. He was very bad, and he deliberately wanted to see Lu Jiachuan acting stupid just to guess his mind. Nervous, overwhelmed by him.

He also has self-confidence deep in his heart, and he also longs to feel clearly that he is being loved.

Zhu Yilin controlled Lu Jiachuan with sincerity and appropriate means, and Lu Jiachuan calmed down obediently for a few days.

These few days, they lived a holiday-like life in Florence.

Zhu Yilin didn't expect that the program team would be so down-to-earth, asking them to travel and relax, they really let them relax, the travel route was all planned by the program team, the means of transportation they took when they went out, including when and what they ate, The program group has also been arranged in advance.

Of course, if they want to eat something else, the program team agrees and will send someone to help them buy it and reimburse the expenses.

What do they need to do?Chatting, taking pictures, eating while shopping, interacting with passers-by, creating program effects, if you are not good at communicating with foreigners, this can also be saved.

Qi Yaning found it quite strange. When they were eating at a famous local restaurant, the camera was filming, and she said jokingly under the camera: "Director, our show is not interesting. Does this film have ratings? Why lose money? manage?"

Lu Jiachuan answered, "I voted, and if I lose, I lose."

Qi Yaning choked on the intake pipe. In order to maintain her image, she didn't cough too hard. She knew the effect of the show very well and was very courageous. She said bluntly: "So the speculation on the Internet is true? Why did Brother Lu..."

The meaning of the second half of the sentence was unclear, and she expressed it silently through the look in her eyes that fell on Zhu Yilin.

The photographer took a close-up of Zhu Yilin, Zhu Yilin was eating, without raising his head, he said: "Aren't we a food show? Take more food, why don't you watch it?"

Sitting next to Qi Yaning, Xing Zi sighed: "The food is good, but I can only eat a few small bites every meal, for fear of gaining weight."

Qi Yaning said: "Me too, otherwise I will have to lose weight painfully before joining the group next time."

Lu Jiachuan glanced at Zhu Yilin: "He's pretending, he's stricter than female stars, when I'm with him, I order two cups of milk tea every time, and I want to treat him to something sweet to relax, but he Don't touch a sip, let me drink two glasses by myself."

"..."

Lu Jiachuan spoke out loud and revealed his story in public. Qi Yaning and Xing Zi were dumbfounded. Fang Weitian also raised his head from the dinner plate, looked at him curiously, and then at Zhu Yilin.

The topic froze for a few seconds. The hostess Yu Ge had been on the stage for a long time, and she knew the editing routines very well. She was afraid that this explosive content would be cut off because it went too far, so she deliberately asked to help find a reason to cover it up: "I know, I know , Young Master Lu and Brother Lin are high school classmates, right? I heard that you have a very good relationship, and it is true."

Lu Jiachuan replied "Yes", and accepted it as soon as it was good, and stopped talking.

If he wanted to calm down, he would definitely have to say a few more exaggerated words, but now that he has learned to restrain himself, he is still at a loss. He seems to have fallen into an awkward state, not knowing how to get along with Zhu Yilin.

Zhu Yilin could feel it, because Lu Jiachuan hadn't looked for him much these days, and when he took the initiative to look for him, Lu Jiachuan also acted very cautiously, as if he didn't know what attitude to use when talking to him in order to be both real and honest. It is not annoying, and it can meet the standard of "we are suitable" in Zhu Yilin's mouth.

Zhu Yilin was also at a loss.

He originally thought that after Lu Jiachuan calmed down his dog temper, he would act like a baby to him, and they would chat and have a good heart-to-heart talk, and they would soon return to their previous state. Isn't it easy to get back together?

But Lu Jiachuan's brain seems to be a diode, either to the left or to the right. In the past, he pretended to be coquettish with him, full of lies, and after the breakup, he tried to quarrel with him, euphemistically calling it "real". Now their relationship is not good or bad, Lu Jiachuan's left and right roads are blocked, if he can't find a middle ground, he will be stupid.

Zhu Yilin finally understood that it turned out that Lu Jiachuan didn't know how to fall in love, but that he simply didn't know how to get along with others normally.

Thinking about it this way, it seems that...

Lu Jiachuan had no friends since he was a child. The first person he had a close relationship with in his life was the old lady who raised him. This lady was neither good nor bad to Lu Jiachuan, but because of economic constraints , He often hesitated, which made him feel a sense of crisis since he was a child, suspecting that he would be thrown away if he ate too much food, and developed a sensitive and cautious temperament, although he didn't like to show this.

The second is Zhu Yilin.Zhu Yilin can almost be said to be the whole of Lu Jiachuan's youth, but later separated for some reason, which caused him a particularly deep injury.

Then there are people from the Lu family. In Lu Jiachuan's words, there is no normal person in the Lu family. It is an old society family.

After that, it was the communication at work. According to Zhu Yilin's observation during this period, he only had subordinates and chess pieces around him, no friends, no one who could stand on an equal footing and care about his joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys, and he didn't care about others. At the same time, he has no love for this world, so he didn't show any interest in anything during the trip, probably because the world didn't treat him well, and he was too lazy to be hot.

As for the things he cares about, such as Zhu Yilin, he tries every means, using deception and threats to control the other party in his hands.He didn't seem to have thought that Zhu Yilin is single, and he can pursue it peacefully in the way of ordinary people.

In the past, Zhu Yilin thought that he was fascinated by power and fell in love with the feeling of controlling everything.

Now he suddenly realized that Lu Jiachuan might just not have learned it.

——No one has treated him normally, taught him to get along with the world calmly, and given him a sense of confidence and security, so he can only use his own groping method to live with thorns all over his body.

Zhu Yilin realized this belatedly, and regretted letting him guess his mind.

For normal couples, testing each other is a sweet and sour taste, but with Lu Jiachuan's brain, he might be able to guess something strange.

That night, after a boring and unspectacular filming trip all day, Zhu Yilin went back to her room to rest for a while.

He counted the time and felt that it was almost time for Lu Jiachuan to take a shower, and he should be idle at the moment. He was thinking about whether to drop by and teach Lu Jiachuan how to fall in love with his own actions, but he hadn't moved yet. , His doorbell rang first.

Lu Jiachuan stood outside the door, holding a pillow, and said awkwardly, "Sorry, there are bugs in my room, can I sleep with you tonight?"

Zhu Yilin: "..."

Yes, that's a good excuse, he's self-taught.