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When Jiang Linan pushed the door, he found that the string of wind chimes was gone, and the bar was brightly lit, unlike before with only a few lights on.

"Are you here?" Sister Tong was sitting in the hall, arranging all kinds of wine glasses. Many were broken that day, but now there are not many left.

Jiang Linan nodded, closed the door, and sat down opposite her.

There is no music, no laser lights, and no smell of food, unlike a bar, there is no energy, and even seems dead.

"Did you eat?" Sister Tong asked.

Jiang Linan shook his head silently.

Sister Tong looked around in the bar, wanted to call someone, but found that there was no one to call, so she had to say: "Unfortunately, I don't have anything here, and Ziyu is not here, and I don't know how to cook, so I can only serve you I have a bowl of instant noodles, do you want to eat?"

"Thank you." Jiang Linan said shallowly, not being polite to her.

There were all glasses in front of him, and as long as he stretched out his hand, he could smash them all on the ground. Jiang Lin'an was not interested in the broken things, so he only picked up some to make a place for instant noodles for himself.

Through the winding tables, chairs and stools in the glass, he seemed to see his own life, which was distorted, complicated and inexplicable.While waiting for Sister Tong, he thought about how he should treat this, his biological mother.

I won't recognize it, but I won't hate it either.Friends, no, they are not considered friends, they can only be regarded as an acquaintance, and from now on, they can only be regarded as an acquaintance.

Sister Tong put the instant noodles in front of him and reminded: "Wait for 5 minutes before eating."

"I know, it's not like I haven't eaten."

"Is instant noodles better or your home-cooked food better?" Sister Tong joked, sat down with her legs crossed, picked up the glass and began to wipe it repeatedly, obviously it was already very clean, but she was still wiping it.

"Have you ever eaten the food cooked by my family?" Jiang Linan asked.

"I ate yesterday, and the aunt who cooked was here 20 years ago, it's no different from before." Sister Tong said casually, but Jiang Linan could still hear some anxiety from her words.

"I am allergic to alcohol, and she is also allergic to alcohol. I have never thought that I am not her own." Jiang Linan gently placed his hand on the instant noodles, and the hot air came out, warming his hand, "She loves me, She has always spoken to me, hoping that I will become the best person, the best son, and the best successor, and I have been working hard in the direction she hopes."

Sister Tong put down the cup in her hand and picked up another one, "Loving you makes you think you are the happiest person in the world, and hurts you again, making you unable to extricate yourself from the pain. Let me tell you, she just It's repeating on you what your father did to me back then, you should hate her."

Jiang Lin'an shook his head, "I don't hate her, nor do I blame her. Everyone has their own demons. On the contrary, I sympathize with her."

"Why do you sympathize with her? Sympathize with her having a husband and children? Sympathize with her for being rich and respected by everyone? Everything she owns should be mine!" Sister Tong's hand holding the cup became a little stiff, pointing The tip is flushed, the skin on the back of the hand can see the traces of the years, the pale light hits her face, and her slightly trembling lips can be seen clearly, "When I was pregnant with you, when I was pregnant with you, Jiang Gaohan said But, let me not drain you, he wants you, he wants me..."

Seeing that the noodles in his hand were no longer steaming, Jiang Linan tore off the cover, slowly took a mouthful of noodles, and ate them.

When they were young, they were not allowed to eat instant noodles at home, saying that it was bad for their health, but Xiaozhou was someone who would do whatever he was asked to do.

Sometimes I would come to my house to sleep with me, bribe my aunt’s son who was cooking, coax him to buy two packs of instant noodles, and then set an alarm for two or three o’clock in the middle of the night, take out the kettle that I secretly hid during the day and squat in the Wait for the water to boil on the ground.

Snoring, hot steam coming out of the burner's mouth.

Jiang Lin'an would sit on the edge of the bed and wait for him, watching him squatting on the ground stupidly, watching him keep whispering why the water hadn't boiled.Waiting and waiting, the indicator light went off with a snap, and he carefully poured water into the instant noodle bowl with the pot in his arms.

The heat was steaming on his face, condensed into water droplets, and it was wet.

A bowl is only a few yuan, but the aunt's son knows they don't understand, so he deliberately said that a bowl costs dozens of yuan.

Then the two of them didn't even dare to turn on the lights, and even drew the curtains tightly. One of them was holding a bowl of instant noodles, sitting on the ground and sucking, and Xiao Zhou would deliberately babble.

After eating, I feel satisfied and excited, and I can't fall asleep when I feel sleepy.Xiaozhou will be dishonest at night, he will come over with his legs or hands, pestering himself, forcing himself to listen to songs with him, playing the piano he plays repeatedly in the earphones, and he will explain carefully The meaning in each song, and complained that practicing the piano was so tiring, which made me feel sorry for him.

Tried and tried.

The instant noodles have a strong smell, and sometimes they will be spotted, and the two of them stand together in the room to be criticized by their mother.

Mother would always scold Xiaozhou, but she never scolded herself, only telling her not to eat it again.

Xiaozhou was not afraid of being criticized, but when his mother said that he would be fined for how long he would not come to sleep with her, he would cry, hugged himself sobbingly, and refused to leave no matter what. Shorten the time a bit.

"My mother, she actually lived a very hard life," Jiang Linan defended his mother in his heart. Even though he now knew that the person in front of him was his biological mother, in his heart, the only real mother was that one, forever Nothing will change, "The life at home may not be as easy as you think."

"Don't I know?" Sister Tong rubbed her hair, looked up, her eyes were a little red, she pressed the corners of her eyes and said: "I have seen a lot of love in rich families, and few people can go away with the one they love In the end, it was money that won love in the end, I was naive, thinking that with your father's courage and status, I would live a good life, and others are not as good as me."

She chuckled, lowered her head, and picked up another cup to wipe, "I don't want you to be like this. When I knew you chose to leave, I thanked your mother for a moment in my heart. When I knew that Xiaozhou loved you When you are here, I am even more grateful, I hope you can go to the end, and don't repeat my mistakes, in this respect, I am very stubborn."

"Xiao Zhou and I..." Looking at the instant noodle soup in the bowl, Jiang Linan felt that he could see Xiao Zhou squatting on the ground waiting for the water to boil. Temper, I can't find myself now, I don't know what to worry about, "I said I like him, and I won't take it back. I came to you for this."

"He brought me back," Sister Tong said. She guessed what Jiang Linan wanted to ask, "Two years ago, your father didn't agree with you to leave, so he begged for it. At that time, he was not very sensible. I only want to make you happy, and the temper of a child, who only cares about the present, has cheated my family a lot. Your father promised him that when you graduate from high school, if you will go back, he will let you be together. If you don't go back, Let him marry Meng'er. The Jiang family is too big for him to swallow, and he needs in-laws to maintain the stability on the surface. But you know, you don't want to go back, Xiaozhou doesn't want you to go back, and I don't even want to."

Jiang Lin'an took a fork and stirred in the bowl of instant noodles again and again. The dream was shattered and returned to peace. He knew that a person could not dream forever, and after being broken, he would stick together again. It's not like it used to be.

Sister Tong talked a lot, and he didn't interrupt a word. All the words were full of Xiao Zhou, but she didn't mention a word about herself.

Jiang Lin'an would look at Sister Tong from the corner of his eye, as if he was looking at himself. It turned out that the two of them were so alike, no wonder his mother sometimes looked at him with very sad eyes.

"I won't go back," Jiang Lin'an said, "Have you ever thought that someone as shrewd as my father would not know who I have in mind? If he really wants to eat the Jiang family, will he let me go back?"

Meng'er used to like Xiaozhou very much. She said that she only had two older brothers, one was herself and the other was Xiaozhou.

But now, Jiang Lin'an remembered Meng'er's attitude towards Xiao Zhou in the ward, it wasn't liking, let alone indifference, but resentment.

He was taught by his father, and he knew what his father was thinking.

Maybe I didn't think about it before, but since I left, my father pushed the boat along and determined to bring the fertile land of the Jiang family into his territory. Even if he wanted to go back now, his father might not agree. The family has no heir to miss, Meng'er is more suitable than herself.

Everything is under his control.

If you want a son, you still need a greater wealth status. Jiang Linan felt that if he had to choose, he would choose wealth status.

"You've all been tricked by him."

"Your father, few people can distinguish the truth from what he said. But when I saw him yesterday, he said that he hoped that I would go back, and that I would go back with you. This sentence is true, and I am very sorry I'm sure." Sister Tong gently put down the glass in her hand, stretched out her hand and touched her neck, with inexplicable emotions in her eyes, complicated, tangled, and regretful.

"I even think that Xiaozhou is a gift from him to you. He knows that you are thinking of Xiaozhou in your heart, and he will never watch the Jiang family being swallowed up by him bit by bit. He is actually forcing you to go back."

Jiang Linan's eyes couldn't help looking at her neck, the turtleneck sweater was pulled high, and he had a flash of speculation in his mind, "You guys did it yesterday."

Miss Tong paused for a moment, then pulled up the sweater again.

"Where's Ouyang Ziyu? What is he?" Jiang Linan clearly remembered the way Ouyang Ziyu looked at her. The love couldn't be concealed, "It's just a fish in your fish pond?"

"I'm sorry for him, but," Sister Tong's ear hair drooped, covering half of her eyes, "I don't have a formal boyfriend-boyfriend relationship with him, and I made it very clear to him."

"Thinking about it carefully, in fact, my father let me go back then, not because Xiaozhou begged him, but because he wanted you to come back. He felt that as a mother, you would not bear to have your son be called an illegitimate child and be slandered by others. , right? The two of you, but you are still in love, and you all used my boat as a springboard."

Sister Tong didn't speak, and Jiang Linan took it for her to acquiesce.

"So from the beginning to the end, the only one who was tricked was my Zhouzhou. After being sold, I foolishly gave people money."

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