The uncle of ABO is here

Ten minutes later, Ji Yan came out of the steamy bathroom, wearing only a nightgown loosely on his body, and his wet hair fell randomly on his head.

Under the gaze of the young man sitting by the bed, he calmly walked to the closet, took out a bottle of red wine and two glasses, and poured them carelessly.

"Anyway, it's still early, so just listen to the story as if it's boring."

With a smile on his face as usual, Ji Yan handed the wine glass to Lu Bei, then walked to sit on the single sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, took a sip of the wine before speaking——

Thirty years ago, the countryside was still very poor, and people's thinking was stubborn and pedantic, especially the prejudice on the third sex.

Jiyan knew that he was different from others since he was sensible. He had no father, he was an abandoned child, unloved, and his mother was also abandoned by her husband and natal family.

His mother worked hard to support him, and he spent a lot of time alone, neighbors occasionally helped to take care of him, and some women with bad mouths would talk and taunt in front of him that his mother's stomach was not up to snuff, and looked at Xiaodu and said How could such a useless beta be born, he deserved to be abandoned by alpha.

Take this oil bottle with him and see who else wants it, and if you are not married, you will be marked as indecent, etc.

Everyone thinks that children are too young to understand, but in fact he understands the good and the bad in his heart.

His biological father hated him, and his mother often cried secretly at night because of the pressure around him. He pretended to sleep and could always hear the words his mother cried.

Why are you not an alpha.

Yeah, why can't he be an alpha.

If he was an alpha, his mother wouldn't suffer so much, and he could also have the so-called fatherly love.

When people all over the world said this, Xiao Duyan, who had just become sensible, was subtly influenced by the environment, and began to feel that it was wrong for him to be a beta, and it was a mistake to be born in this world.

Disgusting, unworthy to live.

Under the influence of this deformity, Xiao Duyan was six years old.

I still remember that it was a thunderstorm night, Xiao Duyan, who drank too much water, was woken up by urinating, staggered from the bed with his little arms and legs, rubbed his sleepy face, and walked to the place where there was only a screen away from the bed. living room' time.

Suddenly thunder and lightning passed by, and by the light of the lightning, he saw a person sitting at the dining table facing him.

It was his mother, holding a sharp knife in her hand, and through the reflection of the knife, Ji Yan could see her mother's face clearly, staring at her with eyes wide open like a ghost without a thought knife.

Xiao Duyan froze in place on the spot, and finally shouted timidly: "Mom..."

Maybe it was the mother's voice that brought back the reason of the desperate woman. Mother Ji looked at her son, shook her hand and dropped the knife to the ground.

Then he suddenly realized what he had done, and wept bitterly while hugging his son in remorse.

Ji Yan only remembered that he didn't cry at that time, but was quietly hugged by his mother. He didn't know what was going on in his heart when he was young. Now that he thought about it, if he hadn't been woken up by urine that night, what he saw the next day would be What a scene.

After that, he will start to go to school. From the moment when he got the first full score and read the feeling of relief on his mother's face, he seemed to understand the way to make his mother still have hope in the world.

From then on, he worked hard to learn and improve, and worked hard, as if he wanted to make up for the "mistakes" he was born to beta, to atone for his sins.

The gender of alpha is also like a cancerous tumor and a thorn, embedded in his life, and there is no end to cutting flesh and blood.

He began to have a subconscious prejudice against alphas, and his mind became distorted, as if suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder, he hated alphas and hated himself as a beta even more.

Later, he began to receive higher education, and his three views and cognitions began to change after he went to high school and university. He began to understand that it was wrong to have a mentality like his own, and told himself that he could not be prejudiced against others if he was traumatized.But these have existed since birth, engraved in the bones, and cannot be relieved.

Until a person appeared in his life, who took the initiative to reach out to him and lead him out of the dark alpha.

At that time, he felt that the other party was like a ray of light in his life, making him understand that not all alphas are the same as his scumbag father, and some people are different.

That alpha is called Duan Rui, and he is the kind of person who is the most popular school figure, a high-quality alpha.

It only took a few months for them to get to know each other and fall in love. They are very compatible in terms of academic issues and hobbies. In this relationship, Ji Yan began to come out slowly.

The two were still in love until they graduated from university. The only thing that was not so satisfactory was probably the bed thing. They have been dating for four years and haven't done it once.

At that time, Jiyan was wearing a protective shell with thorns because of childhood trauma.

As an alpha, Duan Rui is also impossible.

So on the issue of ups and downs, both of them have a tacit understanding and neither of them mentioned it. It was not until after graduation and entering the society that Ji Yan thought about this issue by himself. He knew that it was impossible to go on like this forever. It worked out, he was willing to make concessions for his lover.