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In the days that followed, Jinwei accepted Anxin's care like a baby not long after birth.

Because of Jinwei's limited mobility, Anxin helped him ask for a month's leave from school, so Jinwei stayed at home this month.

Every time she sees An Xin who can't cook but still works hard to cook for Jinwei, Jinwei can't help but feel a warmth in his heart.

Although the food tasted weird, but thinking that it was the labor of Anxin who was clumsily busy in the kitchen, Jinwei put them into his mouth one by one even though it didn't taste good.

In order to take care of Jinwei, Anxin, who was going to work in the study every day, even changed his workplace to be next to Jinwei.

What's more shameful is that Anxin has to carry him into the toilet every time he needs to go to the toilet.

But the most embarrassing thing doesn't stop there.

If I had to say what is the most embarrassing thing, it should be when I take a shower.

I feel like my body is bewitched by an evil spirit, every time An Xin bathes Jinwei, he will react, and An Xin seems to be responsible to the end, so it is logical to be responsible for Jinwei's funeral.

The other thing that changed was that in order to take care of Jinwei more conveniently, the place where Jinwei slept was changed from his room to Anxin's room.

For such a change, Jinwei feels very uncomfortable and ashamed, but Anxin's overly intimate behavior unexpectedly does not make Jinwei feel disgusted, on the contrary, he also feels happy.

Jinwei felt that something was wrong with herself like this, and there seemed to be something wrong, but she didn't know what was going on.

It was night, Jinwei felt a little thirsty and opened his eyes.

The surroundings were pitch black, and Jinwei could vaguely see that there was no one lying beside her.

"Uncle?"

Did you go to work?

"I told you not to come here again, what is your purpose?"

"Huh? Is it uncle's voice?"

Although this small villa has a large place, the sound insulation effect is not very good.So Jinwei's voice downstairs can still be heard more or less clearly.

"My goal is always only you, isn't it?"

A woman's enchanting voice sounded, and it didn't take long for Jinwei to recognize the voice.

It seems to be the voice of a person named "Su Na" who came to their house not long ago.

"I've told you very clearly that I'm not interested in you. Also, don't give me hints, it's just boring."

An Xin turned his head away, avoiding Su Na's approaching red lips, and then pulled Su Na away from him with force, then got up and sat on the sofa on the other side.

Whether it is An Xin's words or An Xin's behavior, it is an insult to Su Na.

So far in her life, there has never been a man who has no interest in her like An Xin. No, it might be better to say that in An Xin's eyes, Su Na is probably just a prop.

Because of anger, So Na trembled with anger.

"You were never like this before! You obviously used to want someone to flatter you, no matter if it was a man or a woman, you would never refuse! Now you are rejecting me because of a young brat!?"

Hearing this, An Xin frowned slightly.

"Keep your voice down, Xiao Wei is sleeping."

"You've changed, Ann."

Su Na's hands were clenched into fists, with such strength that her nails were embedded in her flesh.

"Really. No matter what, don't come here in the future. This village is not the place for you. We used to be just bed partners for each other. As for now, I don't care what you think, but I don't intend to continue with you."

An Xin's words sounded extremely cold.

"Take what you need? Heh, it really makes people laugh. I never got what I wanted from you."

Su Na smiled, a smile so beautiful that the viewers were suffocated, but with a little despair and sadness.

What she wants is everything that Anxin has bet on Jinwei now, but she has never gotten even one ten-millionth of that.

"Ann, don't regret what you said today."

There was a stern look in Su Na's eyes.

"I won't regret it. But I want to warn you, forget it this time, but if you dare to attack Xiaowei in the future, I will never forgive you."

The corners of Su Na's lips curled up into a smile, she didn't speak, and with that sly look in her eyes, she walked away with strides.

The room fell into silence immediately.

"Uncle and...that woman..."

Although Jinwei can't say that he understands it very well, but listening to their conversation, Jinwei understands a little bit.

Anxin and Su Na are bed partners, although Jinwei is glad that they are not boyfriend and girlfriend, but when he hears that there is a physical relationship between them, he can't let go.

Would the hand that Jinwei masturbates every night also be used to caress the body of that beautiful So Na?

An Xin, who has always seemed indifferent, will become hot because of Su Na?

——Don't...I don't want to...

I don't want to imagine that scene, but Jinwei still imagines it uncontrollably like masochistic.

The imagination cannot be too real, but even such an unreal imagination is enough to make Jinwei feel so uncomfortable that he wants to cry.

Feel like my heart is about to break.

"Uncle... um..."

Gently calling An Xin, Jin Wei frowned, tears fell unconsciously and wet the pillow.

The imaginary Su Na who was caressed and moaned by An Xin unexpectedly turned into Jin Yui himself.

Conscious of whether he was crazy, Jinwei grasped the pillow under his head tightly, smelling the smell of Anxin from the quilt, when feeling ashamed of himself like this, Jinwei almost unconsciously breathed out Out of two words.

"like……"

The emotion that has been confusing Jinwei for a long time has its name at this moment, and Jinwei finally found a suitable explanation for his abnormality these days.

It was hit by Bai Li, he likes An Xin.

But, how to deal with this feeling?

If Anxin found out...would he be hated?

How could An Xin, who didn't even notice the beautiful Su Na, see this male, ordinary-looking self with no characteristics?

It's the first time I like someone, but this relationship has not begun but is destined to end.

Suddenly, Jinwei heard footsteps.

An Xin came up.

Originally, Jinwei thought that An Xin might go to his study at this point, but unexpectedly, An Xin didn't go, but went back to the bedroom.

He didn't hear the sound of An Xin undressing, but after a while, Jinwei felt that the edge of the bed was slightly collapsed because someone sat down.

Jinwei felt a pair of slightly cool hands gently stroking his face, even if he didn't open his eyes, he could vaguely feel that there was a strong gaze staring at him now.

——Uncle... what are you doing?

Just when Jinwei was about to squint his eyes to take a peek, he felt something different from the temperature of his lips sticking to him.

Immediately, a faint sweet aroma was smelled between the nostrils, and a trace of unknown liquid flowed into the lips, which seemed to have some rusty smell, but it tasted extremely sweet.

Although he was momentarily stunned, Jinwei immediately understood what was sticking to his lips.

— Uncle...are you kissing me?

--but why?

——Is it because Uncle... likes me too?No!How can this be! ?

Doubts came to mind one after another, at this moment, Anxin moved his lips away from Jinwei's, and then Jinwei heard a sound that seemed to be opening a bottle.

——What is uncle doing?

Because of the strangeness, Jinwei carefully opened his eyes and narrowed his eyes.

Although it can't be said that he can see clearly, Jinwei can still see some.

An Xin held a transparent glass bottle with many pills in it.

An Xin took out a tablet from the glass bottle and put it in the water glass that was not there not long ago.

After the tablet entered the water, a lot of bubbles came out, and after a while, the tablet was melted, and no residue could be seen anymore.

——Is this water... uncle prepared?What about the pills! ?

Of course Jinwei believed that Anxin would never harm him, but what happened to the medicine?If he is sick, An Xin can bless him to take medicine.There's no need to sneakily drug him like this.

Noticing that Anxin's head was turning towards him, Jinwei quickly closed his eyes, but the questions kept popping up in his heart one after another, and there was no sign of stopping at all.

"Remember to drink the water on the table tomorrow."

Feeling that he didn't know whether he was hinted or ordered, he repeated An Xin's order in his head in a daze, no matter how confused he was, Jinwei could still know that the current situation was very wrong.

——Uncle...you won't hurt me...

I keep repeating this sentence, but doubt is something that can never be eradicated once a small sign appears.

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"Thirsty...so thirsty..."

Jin Wei was trembling constantly with thirst, the strange feeling of thirst was very strange, it was not known how many days it was.

Ever since seeing what An Xin did that day, Jinwei tried hard to persuade himself that An Xin would never harm him, but he still couldn't persuade himself successfully.

Every morning when I wake up, I feel like I have been possessed by an evil spirit. Although I tell myself not to drink water, I still can't help but want to drink.

Under constant resistance to the voice in his brain, the biggest resistance Jinwei can do is to pour out the water and replace it with a clean glass of water.

I felt bad on the first day, but even so, it seemed that I would become a normal person again on the second day.But the strange thing is that Jinwei didn't see the glass of water on the bedside table from the next day.

Jinwei once thought that the glass of water was probably just a coincidence, but on the third and fourth day, he would still feel very uncomfortable, thirsty beyond words.

Whenever he looked at his white and tender arm, Jinwei would unconsciously have an urge to bite his arm and drink the blood in it to quench his thirst.

This kind of thinking is too strange and too crazy. Jinwei, who is very aware of this, is constantly enduring every day, but Jinwei, who is devoted to patience, has never realized that all his abnormal performances these days have been attributed to An Xin. in the eyes.

"Is it because the medicine doesn't work?"

An Xin frowned and tapped on the keyboard, looking a little irritable.

The pills had obviously not worked since the day after Soona came to his house.

When Ben was sitting at a desk in the room doing work in the middle of the night on the first day, he was suddenly embraced from behind by Jinwei who called "Uncle".

If you don't look back, you can know what Jinwei has become now. It's probably a vampire, otherwise Jinwei wouldn't be able to get up and walk at all.

At first, An Xin thought it was because Jin Wei didn't drink water again, so he gave him a medicine.I thought it would be fine like this, but the second night, the third night...

It has been almost a week, let alone a sign of improvement, it is better to say that it is getting worse.

Although Jinwei himself should not be aware of it, the wounds on Jinwei's body have already healed early because of his vampire transformation.

It should be a happy thing to recover from the injury, but now it is not happy at all, because it means that Jinwei's vampireization is accelerating.

For a long time, because he hoped that Jin Wei would not become a monster in people's eyes like himself, Anxin has been trying to control it with drugs.

Now Jinwei is becoming a vampire more and more frequently, if there is no way to restrain it with medicine...

Once thinking that many years later, the innocent boy in his memory would become his second self, An Xin felt scared for the first time.

"uncle……"

The more fearful some things are, the more they happen. As expected, Jinwei staggered towards Anxin, because the plaster cast on one foot had not been removed, so Jinwei walked like a lame limp.

"uncle……"

--What am I doing?

In a daze, Jinwei only knew that he was walking unsteadily towards An Xin who was sitting not far away.

——Can’t I still walk?Why... can I go now?Am I dreaming?

Although he wanted to think so, the thirst that Jinwei felt let him know that what he was in was reality.

"Thirsty again?"

When An Xin heard this, he turned his chair and looked at Jinwei who had turned into a vampire.

"Uncle... blood, blood..."

--Blood?I'm... what are you talking about! ?

"Troublesome brat, what's the matter with you? Why are you still so thirsty after giving you medicine?"

Jin Wei didn't speak, but shook his head vigorously.

Walking all the way to An Xin's side, Jinwei stretched out his hand to hook An Xin's neck, and then kissed An Xin's lips straight.

——! ?What am I doing!If you do this, you will be hated by your uncle!

Jinwei couldn't help but feel scared. He felt scared about this body that was completely out of his conscious control, but he was even more afraid of what would happen if he was pushed away by An Xin or hated by An Xin.

But to his surprise, An Xin didn't push him away.On the contrary, Anxin even stretched out his hand and pressed Jinwei's head back, kissing Jinwei with a technique much more proficient than Jinwei.

--What does it mean?

Although in Jinwei's cognition, this kind of thing should be done with the person he likes.

Of course, Jinwei can now be sure that he likes Anxin.

But An Xin's thoughts, he did not understand.

No, it should be said that Anxin's views on this aspect are quite different from Jinwei's.

Otherwise, Su Na wouldn't say that An Xin never refused anyone, and there would be no physical relationship between An Xin and Su Na.

——Uncle, what do you think of me...

It was supposed to be a sweet kiss, but from this kiss, Jinwei could taste nothing but bitterness.

"Uncle... um! Uncle..."

The lips and teeth separated, and a lustful silver thread was dragged between each other's lips.

Jinwei's lips unconsciously slid towards Anxin's neck, while Anxin's hand reached into Jinwei's pajamas, gently stroking Jinwei's slender body.

The sharp fangs pierced the flesh, and the luscious blood entered the mouth, that kind of delicacy was simply like a first-class delicacy.

--What am I doing?Suck, suck blood?

It is absolutely impossible for a normal human being to want to drink other people's blood, Jinwei knows.

The first thing that comes to mind is vampires, but do such unrealistic things really exist in this world?

——No, no, definitely not.How could such a non-scientific thing exist.Could it be that I got pica unknowingly?

Although there is a second possibility, Jinwei also noticed his two fangs that are different from ordinary people from the corner of his eyes. No matter how you look at them, they are fangs specially used for piercing holes, even if you are a pica. may have such teeth.

"Uncle...uncle..."

When the lips left the two holes that could not be ignored, Jinwei felt a sense of guilt.

The two holes seem to be very deep, but Anxin should feel very painful when he bites down.

"You really are enough to give me a headache."

An Xin said helplessly, he stretched out his tongue and gently licked off a trace of blood from the corner of Jinwei's lips.

This intimate gesture offset the inner sadness of Jinwei who was lost because of his words.

"If you go on like this, you're going to turn into a vampire completely."

——!I'm not a pica... a vampire! ?

The creature that was supposed to exist only in fantasy is now Kenyuki himself.

This fact gave Jinwei a big, big blow.

If he is a vampire, why did he never thirst for blood before meeting An Xin?Why did he start to become abnormal after that accident?

Jinwei's head was filled with a bunch of questions, and suddenly he became groggy and unable to function.

In the dimness, some memories that did not exist in Jinwei's mind faintly emerged.

It seems that when Jinwei accidentally knocked over the cup, Jinwei, who was so thirsty and fainted, woke up in the middle of the night, then ran to Anxin's study, sucked Anxin's blood, and did something with Anxin that was definitely not normal matter.

Later, it was the night when Jinwei realized that Anxin had drugged the water and dared not drink that water.That day he suppressed the feeling of thirst to sleep, but in the middle of the night, he still ran to Anxin to suck blood like sleepwalking.

Obviously, he should not be able to move his body for a month, but for some unknown reason, he was able to walk freely.

Jinwei guessed that he became a vampire at that time, and vampires are rumored to have a good healing ability, and probably this ability made the injuries heal at that time.

On that day, Anxin gave Jinwei a pill just like today.

She should have taken the medicine obediently as An Xin said, but I don't know if it was because she was wary of An Xin, but Jinwei resisted An Xin's order and secretly spit out the medicine behind An Xin's back.

It was like this for the next few days.

Every time Jinwei sucked blood, he would subconsciously seek An Xin's kiss, facing such Jinwei, An Xin never refused.Even sometimes when Jinwei's lower body responds, Anxin will solve it for him responsibly...

Whenever he took the pills given by An Xin, Jin Wei would not experience symptoms like sleepwalking. Looking back now, probably the medicine An Xin ordered him to take every night was to suppress his vampirism.

However, Jinwei didn't know it at all. Although he said he believed that Anxin would not harm him, he didn't dare to take Anxin's medicine, and in the end he kept causing trouble for Anxin...

"!"

As if waking up from a nightmare, Jinwei's body stiffened suddenly.

"Um?"

Anxin noticed Jinwei's movement, he turned his head slightly, and noticed Jinwei who had returned to his normal face.

Looking at Jinwei's piercing eyes, An Xin knew that Jinwei should be awake now.

It's not very clear when Jinwei woke up, but the two obvious holes in the neck fossa are really tricky.

"uncle."

Tasting the remaining taste in his mouth, Jinwei remembered that he also tasted the same taste in An Xin's "kiss" that night when Su Na came.

At that time, it turned out that the kiss was not a kiss, but simply feeding.However, he was still self-righteously fantasizing that perhaps An Xin liked him...

"Who the hell am I?"

This time it was Anxin who was stunned.

After hesitating for a moment, An Xin laughed dryly twice, messing up Jinwei's hair as if perfunctory: "Are you sleepy? Who else are you? Isn't it Jinwei?"

Anxin is still trying to lie to Jinwei.

"I'm not saying I don't know what my name is, what I mean is..." Jinwei hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath, and said slowly, "What I want to ask is, am I human... ...or a vampire?"

"!"

An Xin was silent for a long time, and there was no sound in the room.

"I've been coming to suck your blood lately, right?"

As he spoke, Jinwei stretched out his hand and lightly touched the two holes in Anxin's neck, where there was still a little blood stain left.

It must be very painful when you are pierced by a tooth.

Thinking that she even hurt An Xin, Jinwei couldn't help feeling a little sad.

"Uncle, please, tell me."

After a while, An Xin nodded with a heavy expression.

"So... what about you, Uncle?"

Jin Wei's voice trembled a little.

"...I am the same as you."

For a moment, Jin Wei felt that all the strength in his body seemed to be drained.

"Then... those medicines are used to prevent me from becoming a vampire, right?"

An Xin nodded without denying it.

"A medicine that prevents you from becoming a vampire. And there is a certain probability that you can turn back into a human. How do you know about the medicine?"

"That day... the night when the person named Su Na came, I woke up. After a while, I noticed that you came back to the room. I pretended to be asleep, and then I realized that the glass of water was originally given to me by you, uncle. prepare."

"So you were on guard against me harming you. You didn't drink that glass of water."

There was a wry smile on An Xin's face.

"no!"

Jinwei quickly denied it, but what he actually did was to guard against Anxin at all, and he felt guilty.

"I believe uncle, you won't harm me, but you can't drink that glass of water..."

Jin Wei's voice became softer and softer, until it was almost inaudible in the end.

Compared to Jinwei's panic and bewilderment, An Xin was unexpectedly indifferent, no, or should I say relieved.

"It's okay. I don't care, you are on guard against me...but it can make me feel at ease."

Otherwise, no matter how many inhibitors you take, you can't stop Jinwei from becoming a vampire.

Non-pure blood who have just become vampires for a long time may have a chance to become a normal person after taking inhibitors for a long time. It is a symptom of sleepwalking vampirism.

Another disadvantage is that it has to do with feelings.

It was Anxin's blood that turned Jinwei into a vampire. The deeper Jinwei's affection for Anxin, the weaker the effect of the inhibitor, and the acceleration of vampireization.

So Anxin has been trying his best to prevent Jinwei from having too much affection for him, but he didn't expect him to fail.

He doesn't want Jinwei to like him, but he also doesn't want Jinwei to hate him, so he keeps tossing between them. Now that he thinks about it, An Xin can't help but feel that he is too greedy to have the best of both worlds.

If he had known this would happen, he would rather be hated by Jin Wei.

"No! I, I, Uncle, you... me!"

What An Xin meant was that he didn't understand Jinwei, which made Jinwei anxious. He didn't know how to write countless feelings into words. Without thinking, Jinwei stretched out his hand and hooked Anxin's neck tightly, lest Anxin would push him away. .

"I like……"

"Don't say it!" An Xin quickly interrupted what Jinwei hadn't finished speaking, "Don't say anything next."

Words are the best spells, especially for vampires.

"...Uncle, do you know?"

Jin Wei opened his eyes wide with disbelief.

How did it happen?

Obviously he was very careful not to let his feelings for An Xin be revealed, no matter how powerful An Xin was, it would be impossible for him to notice it in just a week.

He didn't notice it within a week. Could it be that he accidentally did something to make An Xin notice when he didn't realize his feelings?

"How could I not know."

——When I grow up, I want to be my uncle's bride!

The promise that the child said with a crisp laughter still echoed in An Xin's ears.

However, no.

An Xin has been a vampire for a long time, so long that he doesn't even remember when he became a vampire.

I just remember that time goes by, people and things around me change one by one, and in the end he is the only one left, and he is the only one left to enjoy the feast called loneliness.

It was impossible for them when Jinwei was an ordinary person.Because An Xin didn't want to end up in a situation where he was the only one left after decades.

But now, he couldn't watch Jinwei's chance to turn back into a normal person disappear just like that.

It is precisely because he has suffered and knows that the time when he is alone is the pain that stops, so he absolutely does not want Jinwei to suffer the same pain.

"Uncle, you don't let me finish, is it because you don't like me?" Jinwei moved his head away from Anxin's neck, and he looked at Anxin with a sad face, his eyes filled with tears, "If you don't like me Me, why do you still do that kind of thing to me when you know I like you? To my uncle, am I the same as Su Na, similar to a bed partner?"

Although Jinwei feels that Anxin and his values ​​are different, no matter how much he likes Anxin, but only this pure love, Jinwei does not want to be ruined at will.

"The most I can do is help you masturbate, and that's just because you are inconvenient to move."

"It's not just this one thing." He murmured in a very soft voice, feeling so sad to be rejected by An Xin, Jinwei's tears rolled down the corners of his eyes. "Uncle, how do you explain the kiss with me?"

"That's just to feed you blood."

Anxin deliberately didn't count those kisses when Jinwei turned into a vampire, he thought Jinwei didn't remember, but he miscalculated.

"I'm not talking about that at all! Every time I come to suck my uncle's blood, why do you respond to me, uncle? You can push me away at that time."

Can't figure it out, Jinwei doesn't understand what the man in front of him is thinking at all.

Since getting acquainted with An Xin, Jin Wei knew nothing about An Xin at all.Even if you want to understand, you will be separated by Anxin with a thick door. Opposite the door is Anxin's world that Jinwei will never set foot in.

But even with An Xin like this, Jinwei was still moved by An Xin's poorly expressed tenderness and care, and finally fell into the quagmire inexplicably.

"I... just sympathize with you."

After telling the lie, An Xin saw the hurt expression on Jin Wei's face, and he felt the pain in his heart.

The tears in Jinwei's eyes could not help falling, looking at the man in front of him who used to be very gentle, at this moment, Jinwei felt that he was the cruelest man in the world.

"Uncle, you... don't understand at all. If you can't give me what I want, then don't give me hope from the beginning!"

Suddenly jumping away from An Xin, Jin Wei ran out of An Xin's room crying.

Back in his room where he hadn't stayed in for a long time, the strangeness he felt made Jinwei feel even more pathetic.

If possible, it would be good if I didn't realize the true face of this feeling.

Jinwei would rather never get it, and what she doesn't want to get is "sympathy".

He always thought that he was special to that indifferent An Xin, but it turned out to be just his delusion.As a result, for An Xin, there is actually not much difference between him and An Xin's bed partners.

In fact, they were all rejected from outside Anxin's heart, and no one could get in except Anxin.