This attack is poisonous

Going to the provincial capital, you can take care of the store. "Old Li trembled a little when he spoke.

"Is there something urgent?" Xiaoqian asked suspiciously.

"Something happened to the child, I'll go and have a look, don't tell your aunt, she's not in good health." Old Li warned in a low voice.

"Okay, I'll remember. If you need my help, just tell me." Xiaoqian didn't continue to ask what happened. Judging by Lao Li's appearance, it must not be a trivial matter.

Lao Li gave him a few more instructions in a panic, and then went into the house to get the money and ID card. He had to rush to the train station to buy a ticket.

Aunt Li asked him what he was doing, and he reasoned that a distant relative was sick, so he went to see him.

Aunt Li instinctively felt that he was not telling the truth, but they had been married for so many years, and she also knew who Old Li was, and she couldn't ask if he didn't want to, so she had to let him go first.

After Lao Li went out, Aunt Li began to question Xiaoqian, but Xiaoqian promised Lao Li not to tell, and he didn't know what happened, so he could only keep his mouth shut and say that he didn't know anything.

Aunt Li didn't ask anything from him, so she sent him to the front to look at the store, saying that she would call her when there were customers.

Xiaoqian agreed, and walked back to the front with some uneasiness in his heart.

At dinner time, Aunt Li was quite normal. She cooked a few dishes as usual, served each of them well, and ate a bowl of rice for herself.

When Xiaoqian helped clean up the table, chairs and dishes after dinner, Aunt Li went into the room to answer the phone, and then suddenly vomited.

Hearing the sound, Xiaoqian quickly put down the things in his hands to help her, but Aunt Li soon passed out and fell to the ground.

She is relatively fat, and Xiaoqian can't help her up at all.

After confirming that Aunt Li had fainted, Xiaoqian hurriedly called several other blind people in the store over, but those old, weak, sick and disabled were worse than him and could not help at all.

He wanted to call 120 to take Aunt Li to the hospital, but he didn't know where Aunt Li's ID card was kept, and he only had a few dollars with him, so he couldn't even pay for the ambulance, so how could he see a doctor for Aunt Li.

In desperation, he thought of Brother Zheng, who was the only person he could turn to for help now.

So he hurriedly ran over to look for his mobile phone, and accidentally fell in the middle. After getting the mobile phone, he immediately called Chen Rong.

After Chen Rong heard him explain the matter clearly, she rushed over here immediately.

When Xiaoqian heard that he said that he would come soon, he felt less flustered. Then he called 120 and called for an ambulance. After waiting anxiously for more than ten minutes, Chen Rong arrived before the ambulance.

Chen Rong was relieved when he saw that Xiaoqian was fine. In fact, he didn't care what happened to Lao Li's family. His empathy ability can only work on Xiaoqian. The lives and deaths of other people are completely irrelevant to him. important.

But he couldn't ignore the people Xiaoqian cared about, so he quickly rushed over to check on Aunt Li's condition, made sure that she was still breathing and had a pulse, and comforted Xiaoqian not to panic.

Soon the ambulance arrived, and Aunt Li was carried up on a stretcher by the medical staff. Chen Rong found Aunt Li's ID card in their bedroom, took it, and boarded the ambulance with Xiaoqian.

Aunt Li originally had high blood pressure, and suffered a cerebral hemorrhage due to emotional agitation. The doctor said that her condition was very serious and she needed immediate surgery.

Chen Rong made several phone calls to arrange everything, and then waited outside the operating room with Xiaoqian.

Xiaoqian was silent at first, but then couldn't help but began to cry.

Uncle Li and Aunt Li took him in during his most difficult time, gave him a subsistence job, and treated him very well at ordinary times. In his heart, the old Li and his wife were almost like his relatives. He was afraid of Aunt Li. I will not be able to save it, and I am afraid of any sequelae after the operation.

Also, their son didn't know what happened.

When Chen Rong saw him crying, his heart ached. He sat beside Xiaoqian, put his arms around Xiaoqian's shoulders, brought him to his side, and comforted him hesitantly, "It will be fine."

What he was looking for was the best doctor in cerebral hemorrhage in this hospital. If it wasn't for the lack of time, he could call a few more experts over for consultation.

Xiaoqian leaned on his shoulder, and slowly began to be unable to suppress his crying.

He couldn't care less about the decision he made earlier this morning to keep a distance from Brother Zheng. At this moment, he was so flustered that he couldn't control his emotions at all. The more he cried, the more his tears wet Chen Rong's clothes.

When his mother had an accident, he wasn't by her side. When he received the news, everyone had already been cremated, and he didn't have time to see Qian Junjun for the last time.

Moreover, Ling Feng refused to let him attend Qian Junjun's funeral. He escaped from Chen Rong, but was stopped at the door, but Ling Feng scolded him in front of all his relatives and friends, calling him dirty and unworthy of being theirs. His son, coming here would only be embarrassing, and said that they had severed the relationship long ago, let him go as far as he could, and never go back.

Memories that had been dusty for a long time flashed in his mind again, and Xiaoqian gradually began to be out of breath, and his headache was splitting, and his ears were full of noises like cicadas.

Chen Rong noticed his abnormality, and asked him in a panic what's the matter, whether he was feeling unwell.

But Xiaoqian was speechless.

With his eyes closed, he clenched his hands into fists and hammered his temples, and he slid off the chair and sat slumped on the floor.

He opened his mouth wide to breathe, but the air seemed to be unable to enter his lungs. His chest heaved violently, his face was flushed, and he looked like he might go into shock due to suffocation at any time.

Chen Rong was frightened by his appearance and froze in place. It took a while to realize that he wanted to call a doctor. While calling for someone, he tried to appease Xiaoqian. The two people hiding in the dark also came to help at this time, and the doctor tossed for a while. Only then did he rush over to inject Xiaoqian with a tranquilizer.

Chen Rong hugged him and watched him slowly lose consciousness under the influence of the drug, and his body softened accordingly. The dull pain in his heart was endless. The pain seemed to spread from the soul, and he couldn't tell where it was. The pain was so intense and specific when he was injured, but it hurt him many times more than that pain.

It's not that he has never seen But Weng Jie's emotional breakdown, but there has never been a time as scary as today, and there has never been a time that made him so uncomfortable.

He still remembers that after the news of the nurturing got out, Ling Feng and his wife came to find Dan Weng Jie and confronted him, but Weng Jie didn't know whether he was stimulated or was knocked out by Dan Ling Feng's slap in the face. He was about to commit suicide by jumping off a building. At that time, he was not as scared as he is now.

He couldn't afford to lose this person again, and if something happened to Dan Weng Jie, he probably wouldn't be able to continue living in this world.

Chen Rong arranged for a person to wait for the news at the door of the operating room, and contacted several more reliable psychiatrists in the country, asking them to come over as soon as possible, and then went to the ward to rest with the comatose money.

There were only the two of them in the single ward, and Chen Rong asked the nurse to leave the hospital gown, intending to change it for Xiaoqian herself.

But just as his hand touched the collar of Xiaoqian's dark blue shirt with poor workmanship and poor workmanship, he took it back as if he had been scalded.

He looked at Xiaoqian's pale face for a while, then cautiously stretched out his hand again, as if he was holding back something, he restrained and gently helped him unbutton his jacket.

Halfway through taking it off, he stopped again, his eyes fixed on the old and new scars that criss-crossed Xiaoqian's body.

Chen Rong pursed her lips and frowned slightly, as if trying to recall some past events.

Before that, he remembered that he had done something to Dan Weng Jie, but he never realized that he would leave so many scars on Dan Weng Jie.

But Weng Jie, even after his reputation was ruined, his future ruined, and his relatives were betrayed, he did not completely surrender to him.If he pushes too hard, that person will give in for a while, but after a while, he will fight him again.

In fact, the two of them fought a lot, but Weng Jie couldn't beat him every time, but next time he would still provoke him recklessly.

In fact, he also has marks left by Dan Weng Jie on his body, a row of neat teeth marks on his shoulders.

That was when he was bitten when they were fighting with him. At that time, Dan Weng Jie was ruthless, biting badly, and bleeding for a long time. When he finished, he was shocked when he went to check the wound Jump, and eventually went to the hospital, it took many days for the wound to fully heal.

After he came back from the hospital, he locked Dan Weng Jie in confinement for a month, and he was not allowed to read books or surf the Internet, and he was not allowed to have contact with other people.

And he himself only went in to find Weng Jie when he wanted to do it, and left him when he was done.

About a month later, Dan Weng Jie finally gave in to him and begged him to let him out.

Chapter 27

But after Weng Jie was released, he obeyed for a long time. Chen Rong was a little proud at the time, but when he thinks about it now, he really wants to beat himself up at that time.

But Weng Jie's behavior just now obviously has a serious psychological problem. I don't know if it is post-traumatic stress disorder. Anyway, no matter what kind of mental illness it is, it is inseparable from him.

What Chen Rong didn't know was that not all of the scars on Weng Jie's body were caused by him, some of them were caused by him when he was wandering.

For a blind homeless man, it is not generally difficult to survive in society.

He was chased and bitten by stray dogs, kicked by passers-by who disliked him, surrounded and beaten by other homeless people, and hit by a bicycle on the road.As for tripping over roadblocks, slipping and falling by standing water and ice and snow, it is even more common.

When he was injured, he didn't have the money to treat him. Sometimes the wound would be infected and he would have a fever. In severe cases, he would even fester. Even he himself didn't know how he survived during that time.

Chen Rong stood by the hospital bed, looked at the unconscious person on the bed, and stood there for a long time. After recovering, he was worried that Xiaoqian would catch a cold, so he hurriedly continued to help him change his clothes.

Xiaoqian usually looks thin, but after taking off his clothes, he is even horribly thinner. His collarbone is obvious, and he can vaguely see the shape of his ribs when he is lying flat.

Most of Chen Rong's original charming thoughts dissipated after seeing the scars on his body, and the rest was also dispelled by the distress and guilt caused by seeing Xiaoqian's protruding bones.

Moreover, he also found that Xiaoqian's knee was bruised and scratched a little. It was obviously a new injury, and he didn't know when it was knocked.

He stretched out his hand, touched the bruise very lightly, and couldn't help but leaned over and put his lips on it.

He still vaguely remembers that when he was naughty when he was a child, when he climbed up and down until he bumped into each other, his biological mother would hold him in distress and blow gently on his injured place, and sometimes kiss him tenderly, Itchy, and then he felt that the injured place didn't hurt so much.

At his current age, of course he no longer thinks that a kiss will get better when someone is hurt. In fact, since his mother died suddenly when he was five years old, he has grown up rapidly, but he can't help but be childish one time.

But Weng Jie fell asleep for a long time under the influence of the medicine, and he didn't wake up after Aunt Li's operation was finished.

Chen Rong has been guarding him all the time, there are not many opportunities to stare at him unscrupulously for a long time, Chen Rong is well aware of this, so he cherishes this night so much that he is reluctant to spend the whole night Sleeping, and never took his eyes off Dan Weng Jie.

The next morning, Xiaoqian woke up before the sun was fully bright.

When he fell asleep, he had many dreams, all of which happened when he was still blind. There were scenes of going to the playground with his parents when he was a child, the scene of his first shooting practice, and of course, the scene where he met Chen Rong. Some snippets after that.

Messy memories mixed with false and real dreams made him wonder where he was for a while. It wasn't until he opened his eyes but couldn't see anything that he remembered that he was already blind and had been blind for a long time. Chen Rong escaped from there.

The side effects of the medicine gave him some headaches and nausea, and he didn't have much energy.

He was worried about Aunt Li, and he didn't know how long or where he slept, so he could only try to get up from the bed.

Chen Rong stayed up all night, just dozed off accidentally, and woke up again when he heard a slight sound made by Xiaoqian sitting up.

He didn't sleep very well at first, and it got worse after Dan Weng Jie disappeared. Even after seeing a psychiatrist for so long, it didn't help, and he could be woken up by the slightest sound in the state of falling asleep naturally.

When the anxiety is serious, he will not be able to sleep for several days in a row, and there are a lot of things waiting for him to deal with in the company. He still has to deal with his grandpa, his father, and that woman when they are still alive. While guarding against Chen Zheng and those old guys in the company who are plotting against the law, continue to look for Dan Weng Jie, no matter how good the body is, it will not be able to withstand such a long-term consumption.

When he felt that he couldn’t keep going, he also took some medicines under the advice of the doctor, but the side effects of psychotropic drugs were too great, which would make it impossible for him to maintain a normal life. Not to mention, there is no obvious improvement effect, it is better to take it directly Sleeping pills, although sleeping pills also have side effects, but anyway, the impact is not very big.

"Are you awake?" Chen Rong opened his eyes and saw that Xiaoqian had sat up, and hurried over to help him, "How do you feel now? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Xiaoqian heard his voice, and he relaxed a little, "I'm fine, how is Aunt Li? Is the surgery done?"

When the question was asked, his heart was raised, and he was very afraid of hearing bad news.

"It's done, the doctor said that it's out of danger for the time being, but you have to stay in the hospital for observation for a while. Don't worry, I have already contacted several experts in this field and will give Aunt Li the best treatment. She will be fine." Chen Rong comfort him.

Xiaoqian breathed a sigh of relief, and then he thought about the medical expenses again, "Thank you Brother Zheng, but Qian..."

Knowing what he was going to say, Chen Rong interrupted him and said, "Don't worry, the medical treatment is the most important thing. I can afford the money. I'll pay them back when they have more money in the future."

In fact, he never thought of asking Lao Li and his wife to pay back the money. The cure of this disease is enough to make Lao Li's family bankrupt, and it is far more than that.He was just afraid that Xiaoqian would doubt him if he said it directly, and Lao Li and the others probably wouldn't accept it.

Hearing what he said, Xiaoqian felt relieved.

In fact, he has no specific idea of ​​how much Aunt Li will spend on medical treatment. He has never experienced such a thing before being kicked out by his family, and it usually doesn't cost too much to see a minor illness.

Later, when he followed Chen Rong, Chen Rong always arranged for him to go to the hospital. He didn't even know how much it would cost for an ordinary hospitalization, let alone such a major operation.

After leaving Chen Rong, he has never been to the hospital. Occasionally when he goes to the pharmacy to buy medicine, he can feel that the medicine is getting more and more expensive, and the medical expenses must also be rising. The money saved until death is not enough to see Aunt Li's disease.

"Thank you, if it wasn't for your help this time, I don't know what to do." Xiaoqian said with some fear.

"Why are you being so polite with me? Are you hungry? What do you want for breakfast?" Chen Rong asked.

After seeing Xiaoqian's body, he made up his mind to make him fatter and keep him healthy.

"Is it already morning?" Xiaoqian asked belatedly.

"Well, after five o'clock, if you haven't slept enough, you can sleep a little longer." Chen Rong looked at the time and said.

"No need, I want to visit Aunt Li first." Xiaoqian still missed her.

"I arranged someone to watch over there. She probably hasn't woken up yet. Let's go after she wakes up."

Xiaoqian thought that his own eyes could not see, and it was really useless for Aunt Li to pass without waking him up, so he followed Chen Rong's suggestion.

"Well, then I'll wait until she wakes up. By the way, Brother Zheng, are you asleep?" He suddenly realized that Brother Zheng came over just after waking up, and he should be guarding him by the bed.

"I slept for a few hours at night, and woke up early in the morning. I came to see you, and you just woke up." Chen Rong lied, but he didn't sleep for a few minutes.

"Sleeping in the hospital or?" Xiaoqian asked.

"I found a hotel outside." Chen Rong continued to lie with a guilty conscience, he was afraid that Xiaoqian would know that he had stayed here all night.

"Then are you still sleepy now? Do you want to sleep a little longer?" Xiaoqian guessed that he might not have had a good rest, and continued: "I don't really want to eat right now, you can lie down on the bed for a while."

Chen Rong was indeed a little sleepy, and he couldn't refuse the bed that Xiaoqian had slept in.

"Okay. What about you? Do you want to lie down together for a while?" He asked tentatively.

"No need, I'm full of sleep, and the bed is not wide enough for the two of us to lie down, I'll just sit for a while." Xiaoqian refused quite simply, but he couldn't control his heartbeat, and his face quickly became stained. A thin layer of red.

Seeing his blushing, Chen Rong couldn't help teasing him: "Are you shy? They're all men, what's there to be shy about?"

"No, I don't." Xiaoqian hurriedly denied.

However, his face became very hot again in spite of himself.

"Lie, you're blushing." Chen Rong bluntly exposed his lie.

Xiaoqian couldn't argue, so he could only evade and say, "I...I'm going to the bathroom."

"Let me help you there." Chen Rong said quickly, "Don't be angry, I was just joking."

"No..." Xiaoqian whispered.

He really couldn't stand this kind of joke, Brother Zheng was indeed teasing him, he was already sure of that.

but……

Forget it, don't have any illusions that you shouldn't have, he can't give any response until Brother Zheng speaks out.

Chen Rong didn't know that he was afraid of hurting himself, to be precise, he was afraid of hurting him as Zheng Yu.

He took Xiaoqian to the bathroom, told him the location of the toilet and sink, and where the toiletries he had prepared last night were, squeezed toothpaste for him, and then walked out consciously.

After finally cultivating a little goodwill, he has to take it easy.

Xiaoqian turned on the faucet and washed his face. After feeling the cold water reduce the heat on his face, he reached for a towel to wipe his face.

The towel felt very good, much better than the ones he usually used. He couldn't help but wipe it for a while before putting it down, and then reached for the toothbrush and mouthwash cup to brush his teeth.

After he finished washing and went to the toilet again, Chen Rong went over to support him as soon as he opened the door.

Xiaoqian is not used to Brother Zheng's meticulous consideration, but he longs for this kind of tenderness in his heart, and at the same time knows that he cannot and does not deserve this kind of tenderness, so he feels a little conflicted.

Why didn't I meet Brother Zheng earlier?When his life has not deviated from the original track.

That way, even if his career was ruined, he would at least have a good partner.

But there are so many reasons in the world, maybe this is his fate.

When people are driven to a desperate situation, they will probably believe in the existence of fate to some extent, and there are too many things that are beyond their control.

Chapter 28

Chen Rong helped Xiaoqian to sit down on the sofa, hesitated for a while before asking, "What happened to you yesterday? Has anything like that happened before?"

Xiaoqian seemed to be stunned for a while, lowered his head slightly, and said softly, "I don't know either."

He still remembers some things before he passed out yesterday, that state was very painful, just recalling the kind of pain that is hard to bear, as for what happened later, he only vaguely remembers that Brother Zheng seemed to hug him, and the embrace made him feel uncomfortable. He found some solace in the endless pain, and then his consciousness faded quickly.

Has this ever happened before?Probably there was, but he can't remember clearly, and he doesn't want to recall.

Chen Rong knelt down in front of him, held his hand, and said softly, "It's okay, don't be afraid."

He could feel Xiaoqian's uneasiness at the moment.

Xiaoqian didn't take his hand back, he was silent for a while before saying: "Thank you, I'm fine, you can go and sleep for a while."

I don't know if it was to prove that he was really okay, but he managed to pull out a smile after he finished speaking.

Chen Rong could see that he was smiling forcedly, and thought that he might need someone to stay with him for a while now, so she said hello, and then walked over to lie down on the bed where Xiao Qian had slept all night.

He was indeed sleepy now, but he couldn't fall asleep at all. When he closed his eyes, he saw Xiaoqian's smile just now. The bitterness in the smile pierced his heart like being stabbed by a needle.

He knows very well that it is impossible for a person to recover from an injury. Even a small wound that cuts the skin will leave a scar, not to mention that psychological trauma is more difficult to heal than most sexual injuries.

The psychiatrists he was looking for last night flew over overnight, and after he had breakfast with Xiaoqian, he could call the doctor to see Xiaoqian.

However, no matter how good a psychiatrist is, there is no guarantee that they can repair the psychological trauma of the patient. They can only provide psychological counseling to the person as much as possible. Whether they can get out of the predicament depends on the patient himself.

Chen Rong roughly recalled Dan Weng Jie's life experience after meeting him, and put it in another way. If he was Dan Weng Jie, he would have preferred to kill "Chen Rong" rather than live in such pain.

He and Dan Weng Jie are not the same kind of people. Even if he tells Xiaoqian that he is Chen Rong, or even hands the knife to Dan Weng Jie, the other party will not kill him.

He was sure of that.

Because during the years when Weng Jie lived with him, it wasn't that there was no chance of doing anything, but at most he was looking for opportunities to commit suicide, and he never tried to kill the person who caused him so much misery.

Xiaoqian was slightly relieved when he heard the sound of Brother Zheng lying down.

When Brother Zheng held his hand, his uneasiness eased a lot. He knew that he was more and more greedy for the warmth that Zheng Yu brought him, and he also knew that it was dangerous, but he just couldn't refuse.

He struggled in his heart, and habitually twirled the corners of his clothes with his fingers. After a while, he realized that the fabric of the clothes was not the one he wore yesterday. After touching himself a few times, he realized that he was wearing hospital clothes. Patient clothes.

That's right, he fainted in the hospital yesterday, Brother Zheng will definitely let him stay in the hospital, but can he go through the hospitalization procedures without an ID card?

Brother Zheng seems to be richer than he thought.

I don't know how to compare with Chen Rong...

Just as a glimmer of hope rose in his heart, it was quickly cut off by himself.

Even if Brother Zheng is rich enough to compete with Chen Rong, he can't bring so much trouble to others, and Chen Rong is crazy and doesn't know what he will do.

Brother Zheng has already helped him a lot, and given his current situation, he may not even be able to pay the hospitalization fee last night, so he shouldn't have those unrealistic fantasies anymore.

The two people in the same room had different thoughts, and neither fell asleep nor disturbed the other.

At around seven o'clock, according to Chen Rong's instructions, Liu delivered two breakfasts, which were soup dumplings and millet porridge bought from the most famous breakfast shop in the county.

After he reached the door of the ward, he knocked on the door first. The boss and his sister-in-law shared a room last night, and he was afraid that if he went in directly, he would see something he shouldn't have seen.

Although he saw yesterday that Weng Jie passed out after being injected with a sedative, but with their boss's previous style, it is not surprising to do something to the unconscious person, let alone this person who has been missed by the boss for three years .

The group of brothers who followed the boss have spent a lot of time looking for Weng Jie in recent years, so everyone knows the weight of the sister-in-law in the boss's heart.

Moreover, the title of sister-in-law has always referred to only Dan Weng Jie, and Miss Zhuo, who was married to the boss, did not receive this treatment.

Xiaoqian heard the knock on the door and was about to stand up when he heard Brother Zheng say: "I'll just go, you sit first."

Xiaoqian had no choice but to answer, and continued to sit on the sofa.

Chen Rong went to open the door, took the lunch box from Da Liu, and asked again: "How is it over there? Has anyone woken up?"

"Not yet." Da Liu said.

"Well, I see. Let me know when you wake up." Chen Rong ordered.

Big Liu agreed, and then left wisely, not disturbing the solitude of the boss and sister-in-law.

"I asked someone to buy breakfast, you can taste if it suits your appetite." Chen Rong explained to Xiaoqian.

Xiaoqian was stunned for a moment, and then he reacted and said thank you to him.

He thought Brother Zheng fell asleep before.

Chen Rong took the things out of the lunch box, arranged them on the coffee table, helped Xiaoqian put the porridge in, and then handed him the chopsticks and said, "It's soup dumplings and millet porridge. Be careful that it's hot. You eat first, and I'll get it down." bathroom."

Xiaoqian took the chopsticks in his hand and replied, "Well, thank you."

When Chen Rong went to the bathroom to wash up, she was a little worried about Xiaoqian, fearing that he would be burned, so she speeded up and came out after a while. Unexpectedly, Xiaoqian sat there in a daze without taking a bite.

"Why don't you eat it? Do you not like it? What do you want to eat? I'll send someone to buy it." Chen Rong walked to him and asked.

"No, there's nothing I don't like. I'll wait for you to eat together." Xiaoqian quickly explained.

He has long since lost the habit of being picky eaters.

Hearing what he said, Chen Rong smiled softly, sat down beside him, picked up a soup dumpling with chopsticks, brought it to his mouth, and said, "Taste it quickly, you won't eat it when it gets cold." It's delicious."

Xiaoqian hesitated for a few seconds, but still opened his mouth to bite the soup dumpling.

Seeing him eating, Chen Rong felt a little better, so he took another one graciously, and after he finished eating, he brought it to his mouth to feed again.

"I'll do it myself, Brother Zheng, you can eat too." Xiaoqian said shyly, his face turned red again uncontrollably.

Chen Rong wanted to continue feeding, but was afraid that he would not be able to let go of eating because of this, so he could only push the buns in front of him, and said: "Then be careful."

Xiaoqian said hello, touched the food box on the table with his hand, picked one up with chopsticks and started eating.

After the two of them had breakfast, Chen Rong simply tidied up the things on the table, thought for a while and said, "Well, I know a few good psychologists, and I just have time today, so I'll make an appointment for you. Do you want to talk to them?"

"Psychiatrist?" Xiaoqian asked suspiciously.

"Well, looking at your appearance yesterday, I feel that there may be some kind of psychological barrier. Don't be nervous, just chat with them, and they won't ask you what you don't want to say." Chen Rong explained.

"No, no need, I'm fine." Xiaoqian said with some resistance.

Firstly, he couldn't trust anyone, and if he didn't tell the truth to the doctor, it would be useless even if he saw it. Secondly, he couldn't afford the fee, and he didn't want to continue to owe Brother Zheng any more.

Chen Rong was silent for a while, and asked tentatively, "Are you worried about money or are you afraid of seeing a doctor?"

"I..." Xiaoqian couldn't directly admit that he was really worried about money.

"Don't worry about the money, I'll save it for you first, and it won't be too late when you have money. We are friends, so you don't have to go out with me." Chen Rong continued to persuade.

"But... I may not be able to pay it back in the future." Xiaoqian lowered his head and said embarrassedly.

"Then how about this, I don't have any relatives now, and I hit it off with you again. If you don't dislike it, we will meet a brother with a different surname, the kind that was regarded as a sworn brother in ancient times. You call me Brother Sheng, and I will give you the money." Come out, what do you think?" Chen Rong coaxed.

Xiaoqian almost thought that he was going to tell the truth just now, but he was relieved after hearing what he said.

But Brother Zheng really just wants to recognize him as his younger brother?Is he self-indulgent?

Xiaoqian became suspicious again for a while.

Seeing his blank expression and silent silence, Chen Rong said, "Anyway, there is no rush on this matter. You should think about it first, and then you can tell me after you think about it."

Xiaoqian doubted his previous judgment even more. Also, how can there be so many men who like the same sex, and brother Zheng was married to a woman before, maybe he was really just treating him like a younger brother.

Xiaoqian was very disappointed, but he wanted to control his emotions rationally, suppressing the strong sense of loss.

He told himself in his heart that this was actually the best result, he didn't have to deliberately keep a distance from Brother Zheng, and he didn't have to worry that Brother Zheng would be hurt when Chen Rong finds him.

He knew that he was actually quite selfish, because he was greedy for Brother Zheng's tenderness, so he lied to others and himself like this.

But he was really reluctant to part with Zheng Yu, this was one of the few people he had met over the years who treated him so well.

A person has been struggling in the dark for a long time, and finally encounters a ray of light, and he can't give up easily.

"I...I will drag you down, you know my situation..." Xiaoqian hesitated, he still felt a little guilty.

"It's okay, I want to take care of you, and I have the ability to take care of you. Don't think too much about it, just think about whether you want to call me brother Sheng or not." Chen Rong said hastily.

Xiaoqian was silent for a while, and when Chen Rong thought he was going to be rejected, Xiaoqian called out in a low voice with some awkwardness.

Chen Rong immediately smiled, took him by the shoulders and brought him into her arms, and said with a smile in her voice: "That's right, I recognize you as a younger brother, and we will be a family from now on. If you have any difficulties, just follow him." I say fine."

"Thank you, brother." Xiaoqian said softly.

He was hugged by Chen Rong stiffly, not daring to move at all, and those messy thoughts in his mind came out uncontrollably, which made him feel a little bit more guilty.

Indulge yourself for the last time, and honestly treat Zheng Yu like an older brother from now on, he said to himself in his heart.

Chapter 29

Xiaoqian finally refused to see a psychiatrist. He knew the root of his problem, but he didn't want to and couldn't tell anyone what happened in the past, not even Zheng Yu.

Not being able to be found by Chen Rong has become his obsession.

He didn't want to, and Chen Rong couldn't force him, so he had to let go of seeing a doctor for the time being.

In the morning, Uncle Li called Xiaoqian and asked him if something happened to Aunt Li and why no one answered his calls at home.

Xiaoqian couldn't bear to tell him about Aunt Li's illness, but Uncle Li would know about it sooner or later, and he couldn't explain why Aunt Li was not at home, so he had to explain the matter briefly, and comforted Uncle Li by telling him not to worry. Aunt Li is accompanied by him and Brother Zheng.

How could Lao Li not be worried, his son was gone, and if something happened to his wife, his family would be completely ruined.

With the help of his son's friends, he sent Li Zihua's horribly burned body to be cremated, and then drove back with the ashes.

Aunt Li's condition has stabilized. Although her life was saved, she also suffered from sequelae of hemiplegia, and needed care for her daily life.

Lao Li became much older in a few days after repeated heavy blows, and most of his hair turned gray.

He solemnly thanked Xiaoqian and Chen Rong, and asked about the medical expenses. Chen Rong made up a figure that was not too outrageous in front of Xiaoqian, which was less than [-]% of the actual expenses.

But even so, Lao Li couldn't afford that much money.

"Don't worry about paying it back. I don't need this little money. You should settle your family affairs first," Chen Rong said.

Lao Li thanked him many times in gratitude, and almost knelt down and kowtowed to him, but he stopped him.

Rao is someone like Chen Rong who has been in the field for many years, and he can't handle it at this time. It is the first time he has been thanked from the bottom of his heart, and the reason is just a little money.

He didn't quite understand Lao Li's state, but after thinking about it, if someone saved Dan Weng Jie's life when he couldn't care less, he would probably be very grateful to that person.

When the psychiatrist helped him to re-cultivate his empathy ability, the first method he taught him was empathy. When he practiced, all the people who changed positions were Dan Weng Jie, so he could only empathize with Dan Weng Jie, This is the first time he feels the feelings of people other than himself and Dan Wengjie.

"You don't need to do this. You took Xiaoqian in back then, and I recognized Xiaoqian as my younger brother. I should do a favor." Chen Rong didn't say polite words this time, this was his real thought.

Although he doesn't know exactly how Weng Jie lived when he was wandering, he can also be sure that he suffered a lot at that time.