I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

For several days after that, Xu Jiao's ears still lingered in the system's words "loose", like a magic sound filling her ears, and it continued for many days.

Fortunately, Yu Ye seemed to be hurt by her previous rejection, so he didn't appear in front of her for several days in a row, so that she didn't have any more embarrassing opportunities.

She thought it was Yu Ye who really had a strong appearance, but in fact, there was a fragile glass heart in his body——

As everyone knows...

Inside the palace.

Yu Ye took off the cloak and handed it to the old housekeeper next to him. The housekeeper was used to taking care of her. Even though he knew that she was very strong in martial arts and saw her return from the snowstorm, he still didn't forget to bring her a bowl of cooking. Good ginger soup dispels cold.

She took off the saber on her body and put it aside. Some snow particles on the neckline of the shoulders easily melted, and the color of the cloth was stained much darker. When she raised her hand to take the ginger soup, she forgot to glance at the weather outside again. , Seeing the sky with dark clouds overwhelming the city, subconsciously thought of the East Palace.

He was worried that they would not take good care of them, causing Xu Jiao to contract the wind and cold again, and lose some of the body he had managed to maintain. He was also worried that they would burn too much charcoal in the room and cover Xu Jiao too much because they did not want to take responsibility. hot.

Steward Zou saw her staring at the direction of the imperial palace in a daze, guessed a little bit, hesitated for a while, and then pretended to be casual: "This weather, I'm afraid it will snow soon."

Yu Ye answered absent-mindedly: "Yes."

The housekeeper then said: "If there is something important to do in the palace, when the snow falls later, it will be inconvenient for vehicles and horses to go out of the palace, and it will be difficult for people and animals to travel. I am afraid that the adults who are doing business will have to stay in the palace."

Yu Ye's expression changed.

If she were going towards the palace now, it would definitely snow heavily in half an hour. Wouldn't she be able to justifiably stay in the East Palace to take care of Xu Jiao?

Just as the idea came up, Yu Ye was about to put down the ginger soup in his hand and call someone to fetch his cloak. Everyone was ready to get up from the seat, but he didn't know what to think of, his expression was startled, and his interest faded He sat down, waved his hands and said:

"There is nothing wrong with the palace."

Housekeeper Zou: "..."

It doesn't look like you're okay with your preoccupied face.

But Yu Ye had already said this, and he couldn't persuade him any more. After all, the two had different identities. As a servant, he needed to know what to say and what not to say. Now he could only retreat silently.

Just as he walked to the door, he suddenly heard Yu Ye's voice behind him:

"Uncle Zou."

The old housekeeper turned around to answer her very swiftly, bowed his waist and raised his hand and asked, "What do you want me to do, sir?"

Yu Ye couldn't get used to the way he bowed to him, so he got up and raised his hand to help him to another huanghuali chair next to him, and then sat down with a very dignified expression.

Uncle Zou had never seen her expression like this before, even if he wanted to pierce the sky of Xu's palace back then, she did not frown, but now that she looks sad, she is really... quite popular.

He knew in his heart that there would be no important matter to discuss with him. After all, he has old arms and legs, and he doesn't know martial arts. Serve.

Since it is not an official matter, it can only be a private matter.

He had a score in his mind, but he didn't say it bluntly, but went through a procedure after reckoning: "But what happened?"

Yu Ye let out a deep breath.

After pondering for a moment, she asked earnestly, "When Uncle Zou...was in love when he was young?"

Housekeeper Zou: "!"

He knew it.

Since ancient times, heroes have been saddened by beauty. Although Yu Ye is a woman herself, it is not an exaggeration to say that what she has done in Dayan is a woman who does not give way to men. Butler Zou is someone who has experienced it. Seeing her going to the East Palace every day, he can guess Now that this matter is related to the person in the East Palace.

That is also a descendant of the Xu family.

I don't know what sin the Yu family has committed. From the beginning of serving the Xu family to Yu Ye's generation, I thought that the evil relationship had ended, but I didn't expect...

Some things seem to be destined by God.

The old housekeeper sighed in his heart, but on his face he just cupped his hands, showing a bit of unbearable look, and said with a smile: "That's all in the past, and now, my lord... I've grown into the age of my heart."

There was some relief in his words.

Although I haven't met the one in the East Palace yet, if it's a good match, being able to accompany Yu Ye at this lonely peak of power is also a good story. I'm afraid that Yu Ye's sincerity will be wrong.

Yu Ye didn't know that the housekeeper had already derived a lot of melancholy from one of her questions. Hearing that he had been in love, his eyes lit up immediately, and he asked aloud:

"I was not very sensible and did some wrong things. Can Uncle Zou give me an idea and teach me how to make up for it?"

Housekeeper Zou: "Go ahead."

He thought, it was nothing more than that Yu Ye had some misunderstandings with the person in the East Palace because he hated the Xu family. If it was bigger, it might be that people in the world think that the love between women is absurd, but whether it is Yu Ye or the Xu family, they should None of them are worried about these rumors.

For a while, Butler Zou was calm and relaxed, as if no matter what Yu Ye said, he could deal with it.

Yu Ye was overwhelmed by his confident appearance, and said without hesitation: "I used to love her because I liked her, but I didn't get her response, so I hated her because of love... Forcibly, raw rice cooked cooked rice, and . . . more than once, she seemed to annoy me for it—"

These are the fragments that suddenly appeared in her mind when she found out that she liked Xu Jiao.

At the beginning, Yu Ye wondered if she was out of her mind, but later she was overwhelmed by these messy clips. When she remembered the story of her rebirth with memories, she accepted it calmly. She knew that it was all about her. And Xu Jiao's previous lives.

In the first life, she was called Xia Jingzhe.

After twisting the melon by force, even if she paid the price with her life for Xu Jiao, she didn't get any favor from her.

The second time, her name was Shen Yelan.

Different openings, same ending, she was the only one who fell into the abyss in the end, but she only got a little sympathy from Xu Jiao.

For the third time, she finally restrained herself.

But Xu Jiao rejected her, let her taste the taste of love, and let her spend her whole life in the regret of missing it, as if life has become black and white after being separated from the other party, no matter how she lives, she just stays where she is. Spinning and wandering, the excitement has long since disappeared.

For the fourth time, she was reckless. Relying on a fate similar to Xu Jiao's, she unreasonably pulled people to sink with her, and finally opened Xu Jiao's closed heart, and then followed all the way to the next world.

In the fifth world, she thought that she was lucky, moved the world, and was able to spend another lifetime with Xu Jiao.

But now she understands.

No luck.

From the beginning to the end, the encounter with Xu Jiao was all her plan.

She wants to see this creator, touch her, want her to love her, and wants her to no longer be on top, play with her own destiny wantonly, let herself climb up from the mud, and fall again and again...

But now she found that once the Creator fell in love, he seemed to be just an ordinary person.

Once she assumed the identity of an ordinary person and suppressed all those grievances, she realized that if she really wanted to pursue Xu Jiao, she had done too much before. Only by making up for those mistakes can she start a true relationship.

When she was thinking this way, Uncle Zou was already stunned.

He didn't know whether he should be stunned by the fact that Yu Ye had unknowingly grown into a big bully, or should be shocked by the "more than once" behind Yu Ye. Fortunately, he didn't have any tea in his hand at the moment, otherwise he would definitely do something rude Come.

Yu Ye came back to his senses and stared at him brightly, waiting for him to make up his mind.

Uncle Zou's soul trembled under her gaze.

He thought of the most egregious thing he had done in his life, but he forgot to beat his wife's leg when he came home one day, and then he suffered the cold face for half a month. Comparing the two sides, Yu Ye is...

To die.

He thought for a while, and asked sincerely: "My lord, can't we concentrate on our business?"

Yu Ye: "..."

She stared earnestly at the old housekeeper who euphemistically told herself that she was not worthy of love, and asked unwillingly, "Is there really no other way?"

Zou Bo sighed, and had no choice but to hand over his stunt of pressing the bottom of the box to her. He stretched out his thumb and forefinger, stretched it slightly, and made a gesture with Yu Ye, but Yu Ye thought it was the time and asked him: "How long did it take you?" ... It took two months for the other party to forgive you?"

Uncle Zou shook his head.

Yu Ye: "That's... you spent so many stacks of banknotes to make her happy again?"

Zou Bo still shook his head.

Yu Ye was about to ask again, but he saw Uncle Zou looking at her seriously: "I knelt down and wore such a thick washboard."

Yu Ye: "..."

In the past, the ancients smashed boulders on their chests, but today they want her to smash washboards on their knees?

……

That night.

The palace man spread a thick quilt on Xu Jiao's bed, and purposely pushed the windows so that the wind and snow could not blow in, but there were still small gaps for ventilation, and extinguished the candles that were far away for her one by one, Xu Jiao Jiao pulled the quilt and was about to lie down.

Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of the palace people who were about to leave bowing their heads in the direction of the door, and she guessed who was coming.

With such a heavy snowstorm, what did Yu Ye come to the palace for?

Just a little bit of doubt, the black figure asked the palace servant to take off the cloak, melt away the coldness on his body, stomped his feet, and then came towards her.

Yu Ye's expression was very indifferent, as if she no longer remembered the traces of being rejected many days ago. Seeing her aggressive approach, Xu Jiao's first reaction was to wonder if she had accidentally made some mistakes recently, but she turned around three times in her mind. Circle, nothing came up.

Yu Ye has already come to the front.

Xu Jiao lifted the quilt and was about to speak——

Just hear a "dong" sound.

Yu Ye knelt on the footrest beside her big bed. The beds in this palace are all very luxuriously made, even the footrest is spacious and high enough, similar to the width of a modern spring bed, it can accommodate The guards sleep here so that they can wake up to take care of the master at any time, but Xu Jiao is not used to having people indoors.

Seeing Yu Ye's action now, she was stunned for two seconds before saying: "Master Yu, the fifteenth day of the first lunar month has passed, so there is no need to perform such a grand ceremony..."

Yu Ye looked up at her.

Even though she was the one in the lower position, she was still arrogant, Xu Jiao couldn't figure it out, so she could only ask, "What do you mean, my lord?"

Yu Ye raised his head and asked her, "Can you...can you stay with me?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

What is this?

Say the most humble words with the most ruthless gesture?

She was stunned.

It took her a long time to remember to answer, her voice was still a little helpless: "Master Yu, as I said before, I already have a sweetheart, even if you come to this set--"

Yu Ye said calmly, "I know."

Xu Jiao: "?"

Yu Ye: "Your sweetheart is me."

Xu Jiao: "..."

Hysteria?

It turns out that I haven't seen you for a few days, so why wait for her here?

She laughed and helped the regent who was already a little silly: "Oh, are you talking about how you became my sweetheart?"

It was rare for Yu Ye to be close to her, so he instinctively didn't want her to work too hard, subconsciously stood up with her strength, but halfway through standing, he thought of what he had done, whether it was the previous few worlds, or this world's love for Xu at the beginning. Jiaoqi murderous intentions and the like, thinking about it, she knelt down again with a "plop".

Xu Jiao: "???"

Yu Ye comforted her quite calmly: "I just want to say it on my knees."

Xu Jiao: "..."

All right, just be happy.

She was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding her chin, and made a look of "please start your performance".

Yu Ye was a little confused, but since the head had already been opened, she could only follow the trend. At the beginning, her voice was still a little difficult, but after the end, it became smoother and smoother——

Xu Jiao's movements also changed from dragging her head to straightening her body, and finally she stood up on the bed.

Seeing her coming out of the bed, Yu Ye wanted to wrap her in the quilt, worrying that she would catch a cold, but just as he raised his hand, Xu Jiao slapped her on the back of her hand.

She wasn't annoyed either, she had even guessed that this would be the result.

But what she had to say must be finished:

"I know you think I'm despicable and shameless. After all, you're not at fault at all. It's me who was wrong. If I hadn't accidentally given birth to my own consciousness, I wouldn't feel the pain... and I wouldn't want to pull you into this book. In the world you created, let you experience the pain that I have experienced."

"If you want to kill me, you can do it now."

Xu Jiao looked in the direction of the pillow.

Yu Ye knew that she was not looking at the pillow, but at the dagger underneath.

Since she was created by Xu Jiao, now Xu Jiao wants to kill her, and she should be.

But Xu Jiao didn't act in the end.

Just when Yu Ye thought that the two of them were going to stand in this stalemate all night, Xu Jiao made another move. She pulled up the quilt and covered herself again. I never thought that one day I would be willing to kneel in front of the Xu family.

But she knew—

It's not just Xu's.

This is her god.

The one who created her and gave her life and soul.

is her Creator.

The quilt moved sullenly, Yu Ye caught a glimpse of the movement from the corner of his eye, thought it was Xu Jiao who was suffocated, and was about to raise his hand to remove the quilt, but heard a soft voice from inside:

"You... stop kneeling here."

Yu Ye glanced at the window and got up without hesitation: "I won't disturb your rest."

She just went to kneel outside the courtyard.

Halfway through the walk, Xu Jiao suddenly pulled back the quilt, sat up and looked at her.

Yu Ye couldn't control his heart that he turned his head when he heard her movement. He turned to look, but saw Xu Jiao looking at her sullenly. After a few seconds, he slowly lifted the quilt and asked:

"I don't know if Master Yu is willing to make up for his mistakes?"

"My feet are a little cold."

Yu Ye: "...!"

She didn't expect the surprise to come so suddenly.

Xu Jiao is...willing to forgive her?

When she got into the bed and held the other party's feet in her arms to warm her, she was still immersed in the joy of having no place to rest. She wished she could go back and hug the old housekeeper for three laps!

This way of apologizing really works!

Xu Jiao seemed to be able to peep into her heart from the warmth of her fiery palm.

So he unhurriedly called out a reminder in the dark:

"Master Yu, don't get me wrong."

"I don't mean to forgive you."

Yu Ye responded in a low voice: "Yes."

At this moment, Xu Jiao said again: "I can let you sleep with me only because you can't do it, there is no other reason, understand?"

Halfway through Yu Ye's second "hmm"——

He turned a corner abruptly.

"Um???"

She thought she didn't hear clearly: "What did His Highness just say?"

Xu Jiao dragged her tone, and paused word by word: "I said, you can't." Sometimes the system can still listen to it, and Yu Ye's character is no different from the previous heroines, so the other party is still Why didn't you attack her?

This is obviously not my problem!

The answer is obvious!It was the first answer from the system yesterday!Yu Ye can't do it!Xu Jiao guessed that she might have some kind of psychological barrier in this area.

Yu Ye: "...?"