I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

The wine is poured, flowing over the gullies, canyons, and flat rivers, like streams and rivers that are rushing out from the broken sky pillars and the endless waterlogging of the earth. This extreme scenery is so beautiful.

Xia Jingzhe tasted the bitter sweetness, and there was a bit of fragrance in the sweetness, which was the smell from the sachet worn by Xu Jiao, mixed with the aroma of the wine, it made people even more dizzy.

For a long time, Xia Jingzhe only felt that the bright red and the dazzling warm jade were all in sight, complementing each other and complementing each other, making her sip the liquid stained between her lips, and a burst of heat rose from her throat. Eyes also revealed the meaning of indulging.

"You are presumptuous!"

Xu Jiao moved, and the black iron chain on her wrist, which imprisoned her spells, jingled and jingled. It usually sounds pretty good, but now because of the charming atmosphere in the room, it seems to be witnessing this A sinful object of immorality, reminding the two of them at all times what absurd things are going on in the house at the moment.

Xia Jingzhe held her face in both hands, seeing the blush on her face due to anger, she was a little obsessed with time, she praised in a low voice: "Senior sister's eyes are so beautiful, they are brighter than the stars in the sky—"

"Look, I never knew that senior sister is so good-looking even when she is angry, she is really the best of our Kunlun School."

She seemed to be drunk, and her random kisses were like flames, spraying clusters on Xu Jiao's face and neck, and then rolling and spreading, so that Xu Jiao was lying on the cold jade bed, but she was so hot that she couldn't even breathe. up.

"Xia, Junior Sister Xia..."

Xu Jiao realized that she couldn't be tough with this little pervert, and holding on to her last hope, she tried to discuss and reason with her in a soft tone that was almost never seen before:

"Being like this, disregarding human relations, is absolutely wrong. I will treat you as a dizzy person today. If you let me go now and return to the sect, I will never say anything about today... If you don't believe me, I will You can swear to the devil—"

Her tone was a bit intermittent, unwilling to look at the terrible scene in front of her, she turned her head, and spoke with a slightly unsteady breath.

Xia Jingzhe raised her head from in front of her, saw that she couldn't bear to look at this absurd scene, suddenly stretched out her hand, pinched her jaw, and tried hard to turn her around.

It was Xu Jiao who had her heart sealed, not Xia Jingzhe. Even if she didn't get angry, Xu Jiao could feel her jaw being crushed, and she couldn't help but frowned a little. He stared at her with a frown.

Xia Jingzhe stared at the shallow layer of anger in those endless black eyes, and a sweet smile bloomed on her lips, and the smile soaked into her throat, making it appear that her laughter was tainted with charm for no reason.

"Dizzy? Sister, I'm not dizzy."

"I've waited so long for this day—"

"Let me think about it, when did I start thinking about it... Maybe it was the first time I saw Senior Sister, I was thinking, did I see a god? How could there be such a beautiful girl in the world?" What about people?"

Looking at the infatuated admiration in her eyes, and hearing her drunken whispers, Xu Jiao's eyes were clear.

It seemed that she was tainted with the smell of alcohol, and it wasn't her who even tore the taoist clothes. She just listened to Xia Jingzhe's love for her, neither sad nor happy, untouched, as if she was listening to someone else. story-like.

In the middle of Xia Jingzhe's speech, she met her calm eyes, paused in her tone, pinched her jaw slightly, and looked at the fingerprints on the white jade-like chin, her eyes flickered a little. With a satisfied expression, she asked Xu Jiao in front of her again:

"Senior sister, why don't you explain my doubts for me? Senior sister hasn't said yet, are you a god or not?"

Seeing that she had temporarily stopped her crazy actions, Xu Jiao breathed a sigh of relief. She thought that the plot might be saved again. After all, the system said that if she couldn't change the ending successfully, she would continue to travel like this. ...

She only wanted to live her peaceful and happy life in a dead house, and she didn't expect to experience the thrilling and restless life of being implicated by the protagonist in her novels, sleeping soundly in the middle of the night and being woken up by the alarm in her brain to save others, which is really not a good life. .

Xia Jingzhe heard Xu Jiao answer calmly: "No."

Hearing such an answer, she smiled, as if the red amaryllis outside the house were all blooming in her beautiful face, revealing evil intentions for no reason.

"But I think Senior Sister is."

She suddenly started another topic: "Kunlun ancient books record that in the ancient times, the gods of the fairy world have not yet fallen. The gods sense the way of heaven, live the same life as the sky, and treat all creatures in the world as equals. What is a god? Cut off the seven emotions and cut off the six desires. All things are dogs."

"Listen, sister, does this look like you?"

Xu Jiao still replied calmly: "I'm not a god."

Xia Jingzhe smiled and retorted: "Why not? Even the highly respected leader of the Kunlun vein has practiced for 3000 years, and he has cut off his personal affairs and made things with the four elders, let alone the disciples, all of whom look pretty and look dirty behind their backs." Dirty things abound."

"If the world's No. [-] sect of cultivating immortals is like this, how about other places?"

"Only you, senior sister, only you are different." Speaking of this, Xia Jingzhe slightly covered the madness between her brows, lying on Xu Jiao's body like a well-behaved pet, stroking her cheeks over and over again tirelessly, as if Like a close lover, even the tone of speech is gentle.

There was a bit of nostalgia in her eyes: "My grandmother was deceived by the villagers, so that she was killed by a black bear when she went to the mountains to find honey. When I returned to the village, I wanted to step forward to question her, but was almost beaten to death. The villagers were all indifferent. That's right, you were the only one who passed by, rescued me, and took me to Kunlun."

"You taught me how to enter Taoism and taught me how to study the law. At that time, I thought, Senior Sister must be the kindest person in the world."

Xu Jiao listened intently to her reminiscing about the past, without interrupting, as if she also wanted to trace the plot line and find out how things developed to this point.

But Xia Jingzhe's tone changed instantly:

"I'm not a disciple recognized by Kunlun. I will inevitably be looked down upon and even bullied when I join the sect. I go back to the house with injuries every day. I don't want my senior sister to find out—"

"Until one day, I saw my senior sister rescue a dog that was almost beaten to death by the senior brothers outside the cafeteria."

"You brought that dog back with you, and never asked where it went or when it would come back. You just fed and watered it regularly... When you saw that it was injured, you bandaged it. You never looked for the reason. I was puzzled at the time. I don’t know if Senior Sister likes that dog or not.”

"Later, the flood in the world raged and spread to the foot of Kunlun. The elder led all his disciples out to rescue the flood. The senior sister followed. Seeing the disaster, she was not moved, as ruthless as other disciples. But on the return journey, you I saw a cow on the side of the road about to be dragged into a slaughterhouse with a calf in her body, but they spent a lot of money to buy the cow, took it to the mountains and forests, and released it.”

"At that moment, I realized that Senior Sister seems to have her own set of rules, and you have a measure of every measure in this world—"

"As for me, there is no difference from the dog and the cow you saved from the beginning to the end."

Xia Jingzhe's narration stopped, and her voice became softer, as if there was unresolved melancholy and sadness in it, it was the despair she could not describe in words, and it came from the person she had pinned all her hopes on.

She finally found out that the person she loves is so merciful, yet so indifferent.

Like a god.

She knows everything, everything in the world deserves her pity, but no one can get her preference.

Such a person, once he has experienced her tenderness and kindness, who is willing to let go?And who wouldn't want to monopolize her love and make her feel pity for herself?

Xia Jingzhe admits that she is crazy, she wants to get the love of her senior sister like crazy.

At this moment, Xu Jiao said softly, as if sighing: "Junior Sister Xia, you are drunk." Her voice was naturally soft, with only a little bit of soft emotion. To the human ear, it is endless cared.

Xia Jingzhe let out a muffled laugh, she lay on Xu Jiao's body, met her eyes that were too clear, even anger dissipated now, without sadness or joy, she said: "I'm drunk, senior sister is willing Did you lie to me? When I sober up, I might forget everything."

"How do you want me to lie to you?" Xu Jiao lowered her eyes, her eyelashes were like water plants on the river bank, and she bent down softly.

Xia Jingzhe took advantage of the situation and made a request: "Senior sister, can you say you love me?"

Xu Jiao didn't hesitate, her tone was still light: "I love you."

Xia Jingzhe was stunned.

The drunkenness in her eyes gradually receded, and even the slightly drunken blush on her cheeks dissipated.

Straightening up, Xia Jingzhe smiled very lightly, the ending sound scattered in the air, so fast that people couldn't hear the emotions inside.

"Sister."

She pulled the corners of her lips and smiled ugly: "You really have no heart."

She thought that hearing Xu Jiao say "love" was the greatest luxury in her life, but now that she got it, she realized that it was the cruelest word she had ever heard in her life.

This man's lips are obviously so soft, and even the words he spit out are as fragrant as flowers, but why... are they cold like poison?

Xu Jiao's voice didn't mean "I love you", it was clearly...I don't love you.

"I'm really drunk to be so delusional—"

"Forget it, since Senior Sister has no heart, it's the same if she has a body."

Saying that, Xia Jingzhe caressed Xu Jiao's lips, and the emotion in her eyes completely cooled down.

Xu Jiao felt that something was stuffed between her lips, and she was about to push it out with her tongue, but the thing had already melted, melted into water, and slipped into her throat.

"What did you feed me?" she asked.

Xia Jingzhe stroked her hair pityingly, and smiled charmingly: "It's a good thing. I heard that my senior sister was a fox fairy in the mountains before she went to Kunlun. I don't know what kind of beauty that is."

"This is... Transformation Pill?" Xu Jiao realized belatedly that the tips of her ears were itchy, and even her back was itchy, as if something was about to come out of her body.

Immediately after—

Something fluffy protruded to the side.

Xu Jiao opened her eyes wide, turned her head to look, and saw a big fluffy, pink... tail?

and many more.

This is your own tail? ? ?

Before she could tell, the long white tail was grabbed by someone, and at the same time, Xu Jiao felt a tingle like an electric current rushing up from her back.

Xia Jingzhe smiled evilly, leaned over to her and said slowly: "Senior sister doesn't love me, so I wonder if she loves my own tail?"

……

After half an hour.

There was an uncontrollable sobbing sound from the room, followed by a joking voice:

"Why doesn't Senior Sister talk? Does it mean you don't like your own tail?"

"But I see you are crying happily, look, this silk cloth is all wet by you, even the fluff on the tail can't be straightened out."

"Why didn't Senior Sister speak again?"

Not long after, a slightly hoarse answer sounded in the extreme depression, and the vocal cords were trembling, as if with fear: "No... I don't like it..."

The laugh was wanton, and he declared unhurriedly: "But I like it."