Qi Ran's eyes fell on the two wrists that were in contact, and there was a warm force spreading through a thin layer of shirt jacket.

For a moment, he seemed to be back in the training base before his debut.Such scenes have happened many times, and everyone encouraged each other and supported each other to go on.

It's just that at that time, he was usually the one who comforted others.

I didn't expect the comforted person to feel this way.As if the frozen heart was immersed in hot water and suddenly regained consciousness, it was itchy and numb, but it was unbearably warm, flowing and spreading to the limbs and bones.

Qi Ran couldn't help but said, "... Teacher Ji."

After getting along for a long time, Ji Hanjing gradually got to know him better.If he is in a daze in the middle of the chat, he will repeat the end of the previous sentence.

The words he repeated subconsciously in an almost whispering tone were full of dependence.

But Ji Hanjing had no time to pay attention.Those words without thinking just now seemed to be too ambiguous after blurting out, and this is the time when I feel embarrassed.Withdrawing his hand in embarrassment, he heard him say, "Thank you."

"but why?"

Qi Ran recovered from being moved, and suddenly realized, "Mr. Ji, you have always been very optimistic about me since we first met."

"But I obviously don't—"

"Since we first met?"

Ji Hanjing intentionally interrupted his self-deprecating words, "Then I need a case of beer."

"..."

Qi Ran couldn't help but laugh.The tone was serious: "Then get a box."

You can't drink, and you have to work the next day.But since he said that, it is a good thing that he clearly showed his willingness to chat.

Ji Hanjing changed into a more comfortable position, and opened up the conversation with him, "I think about where to start...Brother Ran, do you know why I am filming?"

Of course Qi Ran didn't know, and didn't bother to guess, so he asked directly, "Why?"

Ji Hanjing didn't want him to guess: "I filmed my first TV series when I was four years old, and acted in a, a kid."

As soon as the words came out, I was amused by my own words. "It's been so long, I don't remember what I was playing. Anyway, it's just a soy sauce role."

"The plot at that time was because of something... It seemed that the child wanted something and the parents would not buy it, so I asked me to play him and cry."

This scenario is quite common.Qi Ran nodded, "It's reasonable."

"Correct."

Ji Hanjing said, "It's quite reasonable for other children, but it stumped me at the time. I just couldn't do it."

When he was a child, he was different from other children. He could not cry or laugh, and his perception was very weak.After his parents found out, they took him to see a psychiatrist. Out of the understanding of his family's business, the doctor suggested that he go to the set as a means of external stimulation to feel strong emotions.

"I was super shy when I was young, but I was also a bit strong." Ji Hanjing said, "I finally cried when the scene was finished, but it had nothing to do with the plot. It was because I couldn't fulfill their requirements before and felt that I was too I cried when it was bad."

"After that, I started to pay more attention to acting in order to get rid of my shame. I studied more and practiced more, and gradually I became more and more able to control it and get fun from it."

Then he became a child star.Then it became Teacher Ji.

It sounds like a magical process.For him, he first learned about human emotions in the play, and gradually it was affected in real life in turn.So in his heart, acting is a special hobby, because it has appeared with a special effect from the very beginning.

It's acting that makes him more... human.

"Brother Ran, look at me. I am not from a major, let alone a genius. Although I have won a few awards and been praised by the outside world, I know in my heart that the reason why I can achieve results is because I acted too much. It’s been a long time, and it’s just spent time on it that others can’t match to gain experience.”

"Thinking about it, it's been almost 20 years since I was a child in the first show that played a trick role. What is the concept of 20 years? It takes several iron rods to be ground into needles. What can't be done?"

"It's the same as when you dance. It takes a lot of time to practice every movement to do it beautifully. The same goes for acting."

He said, "There are very few geniuses in this world after all. But even a genius must spend a lot of time and effort to do things the best. There are no shortcuts."

Although he is young, he has a more mature mind than many elders, and his whole tone is sober and rational.Qi Ran listened carefully and nodded silently.

In fact, what Ji Hanjing said is not difficult to figure out, and it's not that he himself can't figure it out.

But thinking about it, it was another feeling for someone to tell him personally.

In the past, the colleagues around him all defaulted to being adults, and they could figure it out without saying much, so they just reminded him not to slack off.Except for his mother, no one has really had the patience to take these truths apart and repeat them to him "unnecessarily".

But it is this process... This process of babbling "nonsense" often has the power of healing, which is particularly comforting.

"Again, there are specialties in art. If you want me to sing and dance, then I'm definitely not even worthy to carry your shoes."

Ji Hanjing said, "Really, when I get on stage, I can only stand there and act as a mic stand. You can dance better than me even with the strands of hair on your head."

Qi Ran was finally amused: "I also practiced dancing since childhood."

"Isn't that enough? Acting also needs to be practiced, so don't be in a hurry." He paused, and changed his tone, "As for what you just asked, why do I like you—"

Qi Ran suddenly focused.

"intuition."

"..."

Just now I was thinking that he was sober and rational, but suddenly he started metaphysics.

"But my intuition is based on many years of experience in the industry, so it has always been accurate." Ji Hanjing smiled, "I think you can do a good job. Both dancing and acting."

"Do you remember when I told you to trust me when acting opposite? Trust is mutual."

"So I have your trust too?"

Qi Ran also laughed.The tails of the eyes are upturned, with a slight blush, "Since when did it start?"

Ji Hanjing's tone suddenly became serious.

"From the first day I spoke to you."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but after he finished speaking, his breathing seemed to stop for a moment.

Qi Ran didn't have time to pay more attention, the phone beside his leg buzzed twice, "...the battery is out."

He unplugged the headphone cable and tidied it up. It was still a mess and he just held it in his hand, "It's getting late. Do you want to go down and rest?"

Originally, he was listening to music here by himself, but when he noticed the battery level when posting to Moments, he stopped listening, thinking that he would go back soon.Unexpectedly, Ji Hanjing would come up to chat, and the little battery left still couldn't last him back to the room.

"Go back." Ji Han nodded, and went downstairs with him.Chatting in the middle of the night was exhausting, and I felt a little hungry standing in the elevator, "It's not early anyway, let's open a small stove. Do you have any snacks?"

Qi Ran thought for a while, "It seems that there are instant noodles."

Going down to the floor where he lived, he swiped the room card at the door, pushed the door and turned sideways, "Come in."

"..."

Ji Hanjing thought he would bring out the food, so he easily leaned against the wall on the opposite side of the corridor, and his waiting posture was set.

As a result, his brother invited him in.

What's the matter? Let's have noodles together late at night?

Like talk!

Ji Hanjing stood at attention calmly, and entered the door steadily, "Is there any spicy one? I have a strong taste."

**

While Qi Ran was looking for something to eat, Ji Hanjing looked around his room.

Although it is a hotel room, it is furnished very comfortably.The sheets and pillow covers are all brought by myself. The aromatherapy lamp on the bedside table has a humidification function, and it spits out a thin mist silently. There are also pillows brought by myself on the sofa.

While waiting for instant noodles, Qi Ran poured tea for him. He even brought the mug himself. It was steaming hot and had a pleasant aroma. "It's peach oolong, a tea bag from a fan."

"Did you bring these with you when you came out to film?"

"correct."

Qi Ran smiled and said, "I thought I was going to live there for a while, so I tidied it up a bit. I can stay more comfortably." It feels more at ease to have familiar objects by my side.

"It's pretty good." Ji Hanjing sighed, "I don't care much."

When he stayed in a hotel, he only brought his clothes with him, and he didn't pay much attention to what the room looked like.Qi Ran's arrangement here is relaxed and comfortable, with a sense of personal space.

— but invited him in.

Ji Hanjing held his teacup and waited happily for his instant noodles.

Qi Ran wasn't very hungry, and basically didn't eat at night. After preparing delicious food and drinks for him, he sat cross-legged on the floor and tried to arrange music with a portable electronic keyboard.

It was originally placed on the tea table, but if I wanted to give him supper, I made room for it first.

This year's comeback single is still in the preparation stage.Although there are still several months before his comeback, there are variables for him in the crew. If there is a problem with the filming and the filming is delayed, the progress may be delayed, so we still have to prepare in advance.

Ji Hanjing doesn't know much about music production, but it's interesting to watch from the sidelines.The main reason is that the picture is pleasing to the eye, and the person he likes does what he loves, and the whole spirit is different.Very comfortable.

Suddenly thinking of it, he asked recklessly, "Why would you want to come to act?"

After Qi Ran tried a set of chords, he looked up at him, "Me?"

"...Well." Ji Han nodded and added, "I'm just curious, it doesn't matter if you don't answer me."

"I heard that you didn't really want to take on the show before."

This problem has been bothering him since before joining the group, and it is a bit regrettable.Qi Ran didn't have any idea about acting in the past two years, and he didn't have any hope of working together.The news of taking over this drama is also a bit temporary, otherwise the whole team can be improved to a better level.

Qi Ran sighed, "It's a long story."

In fact, two or three years ago, his company had been helping him get access to some film and television scripts, but when those jobs were crammed in, it gave him a feeling of reluctance, as if urging him to consume his popularity irresponsibly.

The agent arranged for him to meet various directors and producers to expand his network.At first, he also cooperated and went there twice, but after seeing the rules clearly, he never wanted to get involved again, and rejected all the scripts.

In this regard, compared to most other companies in the industry, his company has been very generous to him, and has never forced him to take jobs that he does not want to do.

The agent didn't do anything wrong, and it was routine to bring him to a party.But for a long time, it still caused his resistance to acting - all kinds of unspoken rules were put on the table before he entered the group, the crew should be some kind of man-eating devil's den, it is so dark that it is unimaginable .

For a long time, fans have rated him as "excellent", even if he has no distinctive characteristics, he is good enough.But Qi Ran also knows in his heart that in this circle, most of the time, it is not only because of his own excellence that he can become popular.

He loves the stage, but he is born with a temperament that does not fight or grab.To put it bluntly, maybe there is still a bit of nobility in his bones.Over the years, there are opportunities to get it by lowering the bottom line, but he doesn't want to do it.

I feel that if I do that, I will no longer be able to calmly stand in the brightest place on the stage, and I will no longer be able to accept fans' love with peace of mind.

Feeling... unworthy.

"I really entered the current group, only to realize that I used to be too brainy."

Qi Ran said embarrassedly, "However, it's just a place to work. Just work hard."

There may be dark parts too.But as far as he can see now, most of them are dreamers who are working diligently.It was quite a normal working environment, not as scary as he thought.

"As for why I made up my mind to join the group... there are many reasons. However, I read a fan letter a while ago, which is very meaningful to me."

Qi Ran said, "That fan is very kind and gave me a lot of courage."

It is very important to be personally certified by his brother.

Ji Hanjing's tone was a little jealous, "What kind of fairy fans are those?"

In fact, he once wrote a letter to Qi Ran as a fan.But not some time ago, it was two or three years ago.

Qi happened to be recording a program next to the hotel where he was staying that day, and he passed by when he heard the news, thinking he could take a look at it from a distance.Although I took the fan letter, I actually didn't intend to hand it over.

Ji Hanjing knew that generally this kind of fan letter would be handled by the company, and it would be destroyed after it was taken back.Because I was worried that if I handed over my heart, there would be a high probability that it would not reach his brother's hands, so I was hesitant to give it away.

The results of it.His brother is too gentle with his fans.She was about to get in the car, but when she found him standing there stupidly, she turned around and came back regardless of the agent's obstruction, and took the letter from him.

That was the only time he had close contact with Qi Ran before filming this movie. Looking back on it now, it was quite dreamy—just the moment when he handed the letter to him with his own hands was already dreamy enough.In comparison, the whereabouts of the follow-up letters are not so important.

It's a pity that his brother should not remember.

After coming down from the rooftop, Qi Ran's mood improved significantly, and he devoted his attention to work again.

Thinking about Mr. Ji being here, it would be a waste not to take the opportunity to chat for a while. Anyway, I just finished eating supper and couldn’t go to sleep immediately, so I held a cup of tea each, and talked about the failed emotional exchange in the morning, “Maybe it’s because I don’t have any feelings. experience, so it’s hard to understand the feeling the director said.”

Ji Hanjing also thought in this direction.At first, he thought his brother was such a good-looking person, and also a precious Omega, that he should be chased after childhood in school.But on second thought, being chased and liking someone are two different things.His brother may have a higher vision, so there are very few people who can see it.

Thinking of this, he raised his eyes to look at the person opposite, admiring his brother's beauty up close for a few seconds.

Then he looked away calmly as if nothing had happened, and nodded secretly in his heart.

It should be high-sighted.

"Actually, it is also possible to observe others and then imagine. Sometimes imagination is more moving than reality."

Just like a friend who has no sex/life/living thinks that everyone can do it seven times a night-he only dared to mutter this sentence in his heart, and he didn’t dare to be so obscene in front of his brother for the time being, “My own feelings are not strong. It was kind of like when I was a kid. Wasn't that also touched by other people's emotions?"

Qi Ran heard this and thought about it carefully, "Actually, I am often moved."

He knows that he has a delicate and sensitive personality. From this point alone, he is a typical omega. As the captain, he often feels emotional when speaking on various meaningful occasions, and takes the lead in crying.If you want to choose the tear bag in their group, besides Cen Yi, he is the only one.

"Crying when watching novels and movies?"

"Ah."

Ji Hanjing subdivided it further, "Will you cry when you read romance novels?"

When asked about this, Qi Ran's thoughts suddenly paused, and then suddenly said, "I don't read romance novels."

"..."

"I've seen movies with the theme of love, but I can't empathize with them... I just remembered that the movie was well shot after watching it."

It's not that he's weak in feeling emotions, it's that he's the only one who doesn't feel love.

Teacher Ji had never met someone like him before, so he was at a loss for words.But his train of thought remained unbroken, and he continued to worry about him like an old father, his mind spinning rapidly.

Originally, his idea was to ask Qi Ran to find some couples in love to observe and study, just like he did when he was a child.Imitate it first, and then transfer the emotions to yourself.There should be an effect, but judging from his brother's current situation, it is uncertain when he will be able to learn it.This drama is destined to become an experiment and be sacrificed.

This kind of silence is seen by Qi Ran, and it feels like there is nothing he can do about it.My heart sank.

He understood that this was due to his congenital underdevelopment, which could not be solved by hard work.Not to mention that he can't speak casually, even if he did, Teacher Ji can't do anything about him.

Just after experiencing a warm heart-to-heart talk, life started attacking him again.

Qi Ran bit his lower lip in frustration, and took another sip of hot tea to suppress his shock.If there are long ears, they should droop listlessly.

Ji Hanjing pulled away from his thoughts, just in time to see him licking his lips.There is a layer of water on the lips, like rosy and tender petals.

Those bright and clear eyes are also pitiful, I want to look at him regretfully but dare not look at him.The corners of his eyes were a little red, as if he was wronged, but it was indescribably seductive.

"..."

Ji Hanjing's heart skipped a beat.

He doesn't want to be an old father anymore.

He wanted to try something else.

"Brother Ran."

He cleared his throat trying to cover up, "Actually...although it's not a shortcut, but if you want to get into the show faster, it's not impossible to take a shortcut."

Qi Ran's eyes lit up: "Cut a shortcut?"

"Yeah." Ji Hanjing said, "Do you have someone you like now?"

Qi Ran's expression collapsed again: "No."

"single?"

"..."

Seeing him nodding sadly, Ji Hanjing laughed, "Me too."

"Why don't we... try?"

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