"……Have."
As if realizing something, Ji Hanjing was so excited that the end of his voice began to tremble.Forced himself to calm down, and softly comforted, "You have... Brother Ran, you will always have Teacher Ji."
"But you are already tired today. Go back and rest first, okay? If you have something to say, we can have breakfast together tomorrow. We can meet tomorrow morning, and we... can see each other later."
In front of Zhou Zhou, Ji Hanjing had no choice but to coax him back.But in my heart, I kind of expect him to continue to rebel, and even continue to cling to myself and refuse to leave.Maybe it can be used as a reason to take him back to his room for the last night.
But Qi Ran just rubbed his eyes, as if he couldn't open his eyes, "Do you mean what you say?"
Ji Hanjing said, "Of course it counts."
"OK then."
Reluctantly, he hooked his fingers towards Zhou Zhou.This time, he was lifted up again without any resistance. He leaned on Zhou Zhou and walked towards the room. Without looking back, he waved his arms vigorously, "See you tomorrow, Teacher Ji!"
"……See you tomorrow."
Ji Hanjing didn't sleep well all night.
The heartbreaking little details of the wine table faded from his mind.People who are in love probably only have seven seconds of memory. Now that he closes his eyes, the looping playback is all about Qi Ran's aggrieved expression and reluctant tone.
Qi Ran seemed very reluctant to part with him.
He seemed to have a little hope.
Ji Hanjing thought, where did his brother come from? A single sentence can turn his heart upside down.
Being tossed by his own brain, he lay down more and more awake, he couldn't fall asleep, turned over and sat up, picked up his mobile phone and asked someone to toss with him.
[Ji Hanjing: I will have breakfast with my brother tomorrow morning!I live again! ! 】
[Ji Hanjing: I'm going to tell him. 】
[Ji Hanjing: Am I going to have love now! 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Yo.Congratulations. 】
[Ji Hanjing: Why are you a little absent-minded? 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Yo!Congratulations! 】
【Ji Hanjing:...】
[Jiang Liaoyin: I'm sorry, I'm immersed in the longing that I'm about to start making love.I can't pay too much attention to other people's love for the time being. 】
[Ji Hanjing:? ! 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Let alone Ji Shao came out of the shower. 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Come on Dongdong! 】
"..."
Ji Hanjing glanced at the wall clock on the wall, put down his phone and lay back on the bed lonely.
Yes, it's time for porn.
As an adult Alpha, Ji Hanjing is of course full of yearning for pornography.When he was filming the bed scene before, he was so tormented that he couldn't calm down, and in the end he still held his fire and forced himself to digest it.
Maybe after tomorrow, he won't have to digest himself anymore.
Maybe his brother is just too embarrassed to admit it in front of outsiders, but secretly, he also likes him a little bit?
Not a lot.A little will do.
As long as there is a little bit, he can have the courage to say everything that has been in his heart for a long time.Just a little bit is enough, and no matter how many vacancies there are, he can fill in the rest.
Ji Hanjing thought of Qi Ran encouraging him that night, saying that since you have started, don't give up, and if your determination wavers, you can find a little more courage and continue to persevere.It is said that he is such a powerful person, and there will always be good results in the end.
Actually he's not that good at all.His determination and courage all come from Qi Ran.
The happy ending he wants can only be given by Qi Ran.
Early the next morning, Ji Hanjing woke up early.Didn't sleep much and woke up much earlier than usual.After washing and changing clothes, I waited patiently, and when it was time for breakfast, I went to the opposite room to ring the doorbell.
But the doorbell was rang twice but no one answered.The tension and expectation in his heart were replaced by anxiety, and he pressed it a third time in disbelief.
"Young man, are you looking for someone?"
The cleaning aunt passed by, saw him like this, and reminded him kindly, "The guests at 1220 have already checked out."
"……When did this happen?"
"It's not dawn yet, let's go early in the morning."
The auntie passed by him while talking, pushing the cleaning cart and chattering, "Oh, that young man is also very attractive like you, you are one of the people who filmed the movie, oh, it looks like an old man. Oh TV guy..."
Ji Hanjing froze in place, standing for a long time.Then I remembered to check the message on the phone.Qi Ran left without saying goodbye, not even saying hello.Not a single message from him on the phone.
... Last night we agreed to spend this half day together.There is more to say.
Who is it that doesn't count?
As if he had calculated the time correctly, within 2 minutes after he returned to the room, the news from Qi Ran was long overdue.There are several at first.It looks like it was carefully edited and sent together.
They usually have breakfast together at this time, and Qi Ran guessed the message he sent him at this moment.But it was possible that he went to bed late the night before and wanted to stay in bed for a while, so he didn't call because he was afraid that it would make him fall asleep.Sit in the waiting room and text him.
Ji Hanjing sat by the bed, watching silently.
He said, "I ordered the casserole porridge that I usually eat, and the takeaway is almost here." He said, "The company called everyone for a meeting, so the flight was changed and I had to go back early." He said, "Thank you for your care in the past four months, It is unforgettable and precious. I hope to have the opportunity to work together again in the future.”
He spoke so nicely, but when it was time to leave, he walked so cruelly that he didn't look back.
I didn't even see you for the last time.
After reading the news, the takeaway just arrived.Ji Hanjing went to pick it up and brought it in. It was usually his favorite flavor, but now he didn't want to eat it at all.
In fact, Qi Ran just listened to the company's arrangement, and there was nothing he could do if he suddenly asked him to go back early.
Ji Hanjing tried hard to convince himself to ignore the anxiety in his heart.Reply to him in a bright tone, "Then I'll eat the porridge alone, let's have breakfast together next time."
"By the way, Brother Ran, I haven't returned your clothes to you yet."
He was going to talk about last night's appointment, and he had good reason to bring it up.But for some reason, he chose to use such a topic to divert a sentence.It's like a subconscious avoidance and unwillingness to face it - although he himself still doesn't know what he is unwilling to face.
The coat is still in his room.Ji Hanjing continued typing, wanting to say that we can have dinner together again next month when we are free, and when we meet again——
The phone vibrated again.
[Qi Ran: No need to return it to me.Give it to you. 】
This time the reaction of "unwilling to face it" was more intense, and he directly exited the chat history with shaking hands.Didn't even have the guts to click in again for the next few minutes.I clicked irritably, and poked into Weibo aimlessly.
What caught my eyes suddenly was a new Weibo post by Qi Rangang.In just a few minutes, there have been many enthusiastic replies in the comment area below.
“@Eureka琼灯: It’s finished~ I look forward to meeting you! [Picture]”
Looking forward to meeting you all.
Ji Hanjing looked at this Weibo, thinking that "you" didn't seem to include himself.
I would rather not even have such precious clothes.
I just don't want to see him again.
He watched it for a while, then silently liked his brother and quit Weibo.Re-opened the chat history.
[Ji Hanjing: Brother Ran, do you still remember what happened last night? 】
"……last night?"
In the waiting hall, Qi Ran looked down at the screen, muttered something in a low voice, then turned his head and asked Zhou Zhou, "What did I do last night?"
Zhou Zhou asked back, "You don't even remember when you're drunk?"
Qi Ran replied back as a matter of course: "How can I remember when I'm drunk?"
"..."
"Did I perform for Teacher Ji?" He tentatively guessed, "Did I lower my waist or do somersaults?"
"It's better to perform a show." Zhou Zhou shook his head and sighed, "You and him are acting in a bitter scene, and your clothes are almost torn. God, I'm too embarrassed to watch it."
Qi Ran became anxious when he heard that, "Then why don't you just carry me away!"
"..."
Zhou Zhou cupped his fists at him: "I understand, I'll do that next time."
Qi Ran thought for a while, and asked carefully, "Is Teacher Ji angry with me?"
"Then I don't know...he has no expression."
No expression is also an expression!
ominous expression.
He had been drinking too much the night before and catching a plane early in the morning. He originally thought that this would be enough to cause headaches.
Now it is time to add in the nonsense that does not know how to measure, and it will come to an end...
Qi Ran's headache got worse.After carefully editing for a long time, I sent the next text message.
[Qi Ran: Sorry, Teacher Ji, I was drunk last night.I don't drink very well, and when I'm drunk, I like to talk nonsense and do some irrelevant things.It was not my intention.Don't take it to heart. 】
Been waiting for a long time since it was sent out.The other party has been typing, and Qi Ran is getting more and more nervous, thinking that there will be some long essays to count his crimes.
But in the end, all that appeared on the screen was a simple sentence.
[Ji Hanjing: It's okay, I didn't take it to heart. 】
He breathed a sigh of relief.
【Qi Ran: Then I'll get on the plane first. 】
【Ji Hanjing: Bon voyage】
[Qi Ran: [Emoji package]]
**
That night, when Ji Hanjing called him to the rooftop of the hotel, Jiang Liaoyin thought he was overjoyed and wanted to share the joy of reaping love face to face.
When I got there, I could tell something was wrong at a glance.
The top terrace was converted into an open-air cafe by the hotel.Ji Hanjing sat alone on the edge, several wine glasses were empty, and the ashtray in hand was almost full.
Just sitting down, I heard him laugh, full of sarcasm.
"He said he had a disease that prevented him from dating."
"..."
With a "sorrowful" expression on Jiang Liaoyin's face, he waved to the waiter not far away, "How can you drink a glass of wine, just take the whole bottle."
The joy of harvest turned into unspeakable bitterness.Jiang Liaoyin belongs to the action group, and it's okay to help with assists. At this time, I don't know what to say to comfort others, so I drink with him.
Ji Hanjing's face darkened severely.He didn't speak at first, but after drinking for a while, he finally began to confide in his heart.
"Actually, I originally thought that I would withdraw after the filming of the trick. Just watch from a distance as before."
He leaned back on the chair with his neck back, in an uninhibited posture looking up to the sky and sighing, his mind was in an unreasonable mess.
"But wait until the filming of the trick is over... who would have thought of that."
Jiang Liaoyin: "Or is it too late?"
"Yeah, it's too late. What should I do?" Ji Hanjing whispered, "I can't withdraw."
Can't get close and can't go back.He could only stand there in embarrassment, as if he was stuck in a swamp with nothing to do.
Jiang Liaoyin didn't know much about their profession, but she still felt: "Are you too deep into the drama?"
Ji Hanjing smiled wryly. "I've been in love with the crew since I was a child. Do you think I can't tell what a drama is?"
It is because the distinction is too clear.He didn't even have the chance to lie to himself with the shabby excuse of "I just like his character design" like he did back then.
Star chasing is not good chasing stars.Don't pull other people to engage in some kind of crew couple.
Do it yourself.
It deserves it.
……day.
Feeling drunk, Ji Hanjing completely opened up the conversation box, and Jiang Liaoyin didn't need to intervene at all.
"How could I like him so much? Am I bewitched? When he told me to 'don't take it to heart', I actually told him 'it doesn't matter'."
"He's a liar...how could he finish flirting with me and then say he doesn't like me? When we were together...for so many days...he clearly had me in his eyes. His eyes are so beautiful, how can he still be so deceiving people."
Show a heart-warming expression, say something heart-warming, and finally say "don't take it to heart".
Ji Hanjing announced, "I have to start hating him."
"I hate people who treat me well and don't want me. I've worked hard all day, you know, but why can't I hate him no matter what?"
"Even thinking...even if he treats me a little... I don't ask him to like me like I like him, really. As long as there is a little... that's enough. I'll think about the rest Can't you?"
Ji Hanjing turned the wine bottle, showing an expression that seemed to be crying but not smiling: "But I know he doesn't like me. I knew it a long time ago. I'm smart."
"..."
Jiang Liaoyin snatched the bottle over, "It's almost done."
"Almost? How can it be considered almost?"
Ji Hanjing's hands were empty, and he clasped his fingers so hard that they turned white, as if he was restraining something.Looks too sad. "He wants a stage, and I will find him the best venue. He wants to film, and I will find him the best script. As long as he wants, I will give him everything. There is nothing similar, and I will give all the best he."
"But he doesn't like me, what can I do?"
"He's like a fairy, you know. Does he have all emotions and desires? Is it because I...I'm just a mortal, so I don't deserve to like him?"
"……what are you doing?"
Jiang Liaoyin vigilantly prevented him from sliding the phone, and raised his hand to hold his arm, "You are not clear-headed now. Wait until you think clearly before doing it."
"What should I do? I'll call and ask my mother if it's okay."
Ji Hanjing almost sat on the ground when he pulled him.Pulling back his arm forcefully, he pressed it on the table and yelled heartbreakingly: "Humans are born of fucking people, demons are born of fucking demons! I'll ask my mother if she is a fairy! I can't have sex with my brother!" Racial love! I also want to be a fairy!"
"..."
He was actually drunk.
Jiang Liaoyin felt very uncomfortable watching it.
Ji Hanjing is such a face-saving person, if he is still a little sober, he will not do such a shameful thing in front of him.
Such a small amount of wine is not enough for him to get drunk in normal times.It's only when there is something on my mind that I really can't bear it that I get drunk so quickly.
"Okay, I understand. Go back to sleep and stop yelling here."
Jiang Liaoyin forcefully pulled him back to the room, and listened to him rambling along the way, "It's okay, I can wait, I can... wait until he is really with someone. Then I will give up completely. I want to see if there is someone else." What kind of person can catch his eyes more than me."
"You said that if he gets married in the future, will I go to the wedding to snatch the bride? What if he doesn't want me to be his child's godfather? What if I don't have me in his ending?"
"..."
Jiang Liaoyin hesitated to speak.I heard him quickly comfort himself, "It's okay, it's okay. I'm a mature man now, I need to be stronger."
"It's not his fault. I've liked him for so long, and I don't have to have a result. I wish him a bright future."
Jiang Liaoyin put him down on the bed, and the nearest one took off his shoes, watching him roll over and curl up into a ball.He murmured inaudibly, "Of course I want a result."
"..."
Jiang Liaoyin sighed silently, took out his mobile phone and told Ji Shao that he couldn't go back tonight.He lifted the quilt and spread it on his body, planning to go to the sofa to make do for the night.
Before moving away, he stood by the bed and said, "It's not his fault. It's not your problem either."
"Sleep, don't make trouble."
Ji Hanjing's voice of talking to himself gradually weakened, and he responded vaguely, "...Oh."
Jiang Liaoyin leaned on the sofa and stared at it from afar, feeling heartbroken for a while.He closed his eyes and fell asleep until he confirmed that he would not turn over and toss again.
The takeaway on the table has not been touched.Ji Hanjing didn't eat all day, woke up hungry in the middle of the night and got up again.Without waking him up, he walked lightly to the table and drank the cold porridge one bite at a time.
It was like sleepwalking, falling asleep at the table while drinking.
Drunk in a dream, Qi Ran's shadow is gradually fading away.
He was left to play a one-man show for more than three months.
**
The first day Qi Ran left the group did not go well.
Arrived in Wenzhi City after a two-hour flight, got off the plane and found out that my luggage was lost.I rushed back to the company for an early meeting, so I had to let the assistant handle it and leave first.
Immediately after wrapping up is the important work of the year, preparing for the return of Eureka's new album.
As in previous years, the seven of them will live together.The company has always provided dormitories, but after Cen Yi got married, everyone worked less together, so they started to live in their own homes.Every year we only live together for two months when preparing for the comeback album.
The confirmed sleepover time will start from next week.There are still two days to spare, after leaving the company, Qi Ran goes home to rest alone.
Wenzhi is a second-tier city, Qi Ran's parents live in this city, and his father teaches at Wenda University.A few years ago, he also bought a house in the Linjiang community to live in. The environment is very good, and he can see the open river view from the upper floors, as well as the comfortable and beautiful riverside trails.
The location is one district away from my parents' house and two districts away from the company.It's very convenient to go to work or go home to visit his parents. Occasionally, his mother will come to inspect him when he gets excited, give him two special dishes, and comment on the room he carefully tidied up half a day in advance.
If there are no accidents, I feel that life can already enter the retirement stage.
When he got home, Qi Ran fell asleep all day and night before getting up.I woke up twice in the middle, but was dragged by the tiredness all over my body, and continued to be sealed on the bed.
I had a lot of scattered dreams, all of which were related to the plot, connecting them together almost reviewed the entire story of Ying Zhi.
It's like looking at other people's lives, and it's like I really lived it once.Waking up feels like a lifetime away.
After getting up and washing up, he ordered takeaway. During the waiting time, he thought about packing his luggage.Only then did I remember that my luggage hadn't been found yet.
Nothing else.That fan letter is still in the box, if I can't find it, it will inevitably be uncomfortable for a while.
Apart from the suitcase, all he had was the backpack he carried with him.The bag was full of odds and ends, and it was packed up quickly.At the end, he touched two small iron pieces from the net pocket on the side, which were the small seals given to him by Ji Hanjing.
Somehow both of them are with him.Qi Ran rubbed the center of his brows, as if he wanted to relieve the dull pain from deep in his mind.I picked up a seal and stamped it on the back of my hand, and there was no color left.
There is no ink pad at home.He put it in his pocket casually, and went downstairs for a walk after dinner, thinking of stopping by the stationery store to see if it was on sale.
One of the important reasons why he chose this place is the Jiangbin Road next to the community, which can be used for daily walking.Several kilometers of straight roads are paved with plastic runways.Cherry trees are planted on both sides, and when spring comes, the petals fall one after another, which is very beautiful.
He sat on a bench beside the road for a while, idly looking at the river, and then at the passers-by exercising.I always feel empty in my heart.Taking out his mobile phone, he saw the messages among the seven people popping up.
His spirits are brightened up.Seeing that everyone was talking about the night together next week, when they mentioned the dance of the new album, they said in unison, "Practice Cen Yi well, it's not a big problem."
Qi Ran couldn't help laughing, and also made fun of the formation.
"Hahaha, you guys are so annoying! I also insist on dancing at home, okay?"
Cen Yi chatted a few words and went to feed the child.The rest of the people continued to chat all over the place.
Talking about the arrangement, Qi Ran had time to talk about his thoughts with them, "In the past, we used ballads to match the atmosphere of autumn and winter. This time we do something different."
When the conversation was on the rise, everyone made a voice call.His voice came from six different phones, "Stop echoing vibes this year. How about blowing up vibes?"
There was a second of silence in the group chat.
"Mom"
"Captain, you are scary"
"How can you say such explosive things in such a gentle tone?"
"Skrskr~"
“It's so perverted and I like it”
"..."
When Cen Yi came back from feeding the child, he also excitedly said, "Fuck it!"
Everyone was very interested in this idea, and they diverged their thinking and discussed it.Qi Ran stood up and walked while talking. In the end, even some fragments of inspiration were found in the storyboard of the MV, and he was also driven by the enthusiastic atmosphere.
The inspiration from the discussion should be kept as material, and it will have to be sorted out when you get home.Just passing by a stationery store, he chose a new notebook specially for this purpose, and went to pick out ink pads.
There is a long row, with various colors.He picked out a pink one and took out a small iron badge from his pocket to try it out.It was printed on the test paper next to it, and suddenly froze.
There is a pink word "Jing" on the paper.
Just took one out casually, and didn't even think to see what was engraved on the bottom.
Qi Ran stared at the words for a long time.Unexpectedly, he printed it on the back of his hand again.
The cold seal stayed on the skin for two seconds, and the surging heart just now quickly calmed down.In an instant, the excitement and excitement disappeared from the bottom of my heart.It was like an illusion.
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As if realizing something, Ji Hanjing was so excited that the end of his voice began to tremble.Forced himself to calm down, and softly comforted, "You have... Brother Ran, you will always have Teacher Ji."
"But you are already tired today. Go back and rest first, okay? If you have something to say, we can have breakfast together tomorrow. We can meet tomorrow morning, and we... can see each other later."
In front of Zhou Zhou, Ji Hanjing had no choice but to coax him back.But in my heart, I kind of expect him to continue to rebel, and even continue to cling to myself and refuse to leave.Maybe it can be used as a reason to take him back to his room for the last night.
But Qi Ran just rubbed his eyes, as if he couldn't open his eyes, "Do you mean what you say?"
Ji Hanjing said, "Of course it counts."
"OK then."
Reluctantly, he hooked his fingers towards Zhou Zhou.This time, he was lifted up again without any resistance. He leaned on Zhou Zhou and walked towards the room. Without looking back, he waved his arms vigorously, "See you tomorrow, Teacher Ji!"
"……See you tomorrow."
Ji Hanjing didn't sleep well all night.
The heartbreaking little details of the wine table faded from his mind.People who are in love probably only have seven seconds of memory. Now that he closes his eyes, the looping playback is all about Qi Ran's aggrieved expression and reluctant tone.
Qi Ran seemed very reluctant to part with him.
He seemed to have a little hope.
Ji Hanjing thought, where did his brother come from? A single sentence can turn his heart upside down.
Being tossed by his own brain, he lay down more and more awake, he couldn't fall asleep, turned over and sat up, picked up his mobile phone and asked someone to toss with him.
[Ji Hanjing: I will have breakfast with my brother tomorrow morning!I live again! ! 】
[Ji Hanjing: I'm going to tell him. 】
[Ji Hanjing: Am I going to have love now! 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Yo.Congratulations. 】
[Ji Hanjing: Why are you a little absent-minded? 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Yo!Congratulations! 】
【Ji Hanjing:...】
[Jiang Liaoyin: I'm sorry, I'm immersed in the longing that I'm about to start making love.I can't pay too much attention to other people's love for the time being. 】
[Ji Hanjing:? ! 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Let alone Ji Shao came out of the shower. 】
[Jiang Liaoyin: Come on Dongdong! 】
"..."
Ji Hanjing glanced at the wall clock on the wall, put down his phone and lay back on the bed lonely.
Yes, it's time for porn.
As an adult Alpha, Ji Hanjing is of course full of yearning for pornography.When he was filming the bed scene before, he was so tormented that he couldn't calm down, and in the end he still held his fire and forced himself to digest it.
Maybe after tomorrow, he won't have to digest himself anymore.
Maybe his brother is just too embarrassed to admit it in front of outsiders, but secretly, he also likes him a little bit?
Not a lot.A little will do.
As long as there is a little bit, he can have the courage to say everything that has been in his heart for a long time.Just a little bit is enough, and no matter how many vacancies there are, he can fill in the rest.
Ji Hanjing thought of Qi Ran encouraging him that night, saying that since you have started, don't give up, and if your determination wavers, you can find a little more courage and continue to persevere.It is said that he is such a powerful person, and there will always be good results in the end.
Actually he's not that good at all.His determination and courage all come from Qi Ran.
The happy ending he wants can only be given by Qi Ran.
Early the next morning, Ji Hanjing woke up early.Didn't sleep much and woke up much earlier than usual.After washing and changing clothes, I waited patiently, and when it was time for breakfast, I went to the opposite room to ring the doorbell.
But the doorbell was rang twice but no one answered.The tension and expectation in his heart were replaced by anxiety, and he pressed it a third time in disbelief.
"Young man, are you looking for someone?"
The cleaning aunt passed by, saw him like this, and reminded him kindly, "The guests at 1220 have already checked out."
"……When did this happen?"
"It's not dawn yet, let's go early in the morning."
The auntie passed by him while talking, pushing the cleaning cart and chattering, "Oh, that young man is also very attractive like you, you are one of the people who filmed the movie, oh, it looks like an old man. Oh TV guy..."
Ji Hanjing froze in place, standing for a long time.Then I remembered to check the message on the phone.Qi Ran left without saying goodbye, not even saying hello.Not a single message from him on the phone.
... Last night we agreed to spend this half day together.There is more to say.
Who is it that doesn't count?
As if he had calculated the time correctly, within 2 minutes after he returned to the room, the news from Qi Ran was long overdue.There are several at first.It looks like it was carefully edited and sent together.
They usually have breakfast together at this time, and Qi Ran guessed the message he sent him at this moment.But it was possible that he went to bed late the night before and wanted to stay in bed for a while, so he didn't call because he was afraid that it would make him fall asleep.Sit in the waiting room and text him.
Ji Hanjing sat by the bed, watching silently.
He said, "I ordered the casserole porridge that I usually eat, and the takeaway is almost here." He said, "The company called everyone for a meeting, so the flight was changed and I had to go back early." He said, "Thank you for your care in the past four months, It is unforgettable and precious. I hope to have the opportunity to work together again in the future.”
He spoke so nicely, but when it was time to leave, he walked so cruelly that he didn't look back.
I didn't even see you for the last time.
After reading the news, the takeaway just arrived.Ji Hanjing went to pick it up and brought it in. It was usually his favorite flavor, but now he didn't want to eat it at all.
In fact, Qi Ran just listened to the company's arrangement, and there was nothing he could do if he suddenly asked him to go back early.
Ji Hanjing tried hard to convince himself to ignore the anxiety in his heart.Reply to him in a bright tone, "Then I'll eat the porridge alone, let's have breakfast together next time."
"By the way, Brother Ran, I haven't returned your clothes to you yet."
He was going to talk about last night's appointment, and he had good reason to bring it up.But for some reason, he chose to use such a topic to divert a sentence.It's like a subconscious avoidance and unwillingness to face it - although he himself still doesn't know what he is unwilling to face.
The coat is still in his room.Ji Hanjing continued typing, wanting to say that we can have dinner together again next month when we are free, and when we meet again——
The phone vibrated again.
[Qi Ran: No need to return it to me.Give it to you. 】
This time the reaction of "unwilling to face it" was more intense, and he directly exited the chat history with shaking hands.Didn't even have the guts to click in again for the next few minutes.I clicked irritably, and poked into Weibo aimlessly.
What caught my eyes suddenly was a new Weibo post by Qi Rangang.In just a few minutes, there have been many enthusiastic replies in the comment area below.
“@Eureka琼灯: It’s finished~ I look forward to meeting you! [Picture]”
Looking forward to meeting you all.
Ji Hanjing looked at this Weibo, thinking that "you" didn't seem to include himself.
I would rather not even have such precious clothes.
I just don't want to see him again.
He watched it for a while, then silently liked his brother and quit Weibo.Re-opened the chat history.
[Ji Hanjing: Brother Ran, do you still remember what happened last night? 】
"……last night?"
In the waiting hall, Qi Ran looked down at the screen, muttered something in a low voice, then turned his head and asked Zhou Zhou, "What did I do last night?"
Zhou Zhou asked back, "You don't even remember when you're drunk?"
Qi Ran replied back as a matter of course: "How can I remember when I'm drunk?"
"..."
"Did I perform for Teacher Ji?" He tentatively guessed, "Did I lower my waist or do somersaults?"
"It's better to perform a show." Zhou Zhou shook his head and sighed, "You and him are acting in a bitter scene, and your clothes are almost torn. God, I'm too embarrassed to watch it."
Qi Ran became anxious when he heard that, "Then why don't you just carry me away!"
"..."
Zhou Zhou cupped his fists at him: "I understand, I'll do that next time."
Qi Ran thought for a while, and asked carefully, "Is Teacher Ji angry with me?"
"Then I don't know...he has no expression."
No expression is also an expression!
ominous expression.
He had been drinking too much the night before and catching a plane early in the morning. He originally thought that this would be enough to cause headaches.
Now it is time to add in the nonsense that does not know how to measure, and it will come to an end...
Qi Ran's headache got worse.After carefully editing for a long time, I sent the next text message.
[Qi Ran: Sorry, Teacher Ji, I was drunk last night.I don't drink very well, and when I'm drunk, I like to talk nonsense and do some irrelevant things.It was not my intention.Don't take it to heart. 】
Been waiting for a long time since it was sent out.The other party has been typing, and Qi Ran is getting more and more nervous, thinking that there will be some long essays to count his crimes.
But in the end, all that appeared on the screen was a simple sentence.
[Ji Hanjing: It's okay, I didn't take it to heart. 】
He breathed a sigh of relief.
【Qi Ran: Then I'll get on the plane first. 】
【Ji Hanjing: Bon voyage】
[Qi Ran: [Emoji package]]
**
That night, when Ji Hanjing called him to the rooftop of the hotel, Jiang Liaoyin thought he was overjoyed and wanted to share the joy of reaping love face to face.
When I got there, I could tell something was wrong at a glance.
The top terrace was converted into an open-air cafe by the hotel.Ji Hanjing sat alone on the edge, several wine glasses were empty, and the ashtray in hand was almost full.
Just sitting down, I heard him laugh, full of sarcasm.
"He said he had a disease that prevented him from dating."
"..."
With a "sorrowful" expression on Jiang Liaoyin's face, he waved to the waiter not far away, "How can you drink a glass of wine, just take the whole bottle."
The joy of harvest turned into unspeakable bitterness.Jiang Liaoyin belongs to the action group, and it's okay to help with assists. At this time, I don't know what to say to comfort others, so I drink with him.
Ji Hanjing's face darkened severely.He didn't speak at first, but after drinking for a while, he finally began to confide in his heart.
"Actually, I originally thought that I would withdraw after the filming of the trick. Just watch from a distance as before."
He leaned back on the chair with his neck back, in an uninhibited posture looking up to the sky and sighing, his mind was in an unreasonable mess.
"But wait until the filming of the trick is over... who would have thought of that."
Jiang Liaoyin: "Or is it too late?"
"Yeah, it's too late. What should I do?" Ji Hanjing whispered, "I can't withdraw."
Can't get close and can't go back.He could only stand there in embarrassment, as if he was stuck in a swamp with nothing to do.
Jiang Liaoyin didn't know much about their profession, but she still felt: "Are you too deep into the drama?"
Ji Hanjing smiled wryly. "I've been in love with the crew since I was a child. Do you think I can't tell what a drama is?"
It is because the distinction is too clear.He didn't even have the chance to lie to himself with the shabby excuse of "I just like his character design" like he did back then.
Star chasing is not good chasing stars.Don't pull other people to engage in some kind of crew couple.
Do it yourself.
It deserves it.
……day.
Feeling drunk, Ji Hanjing completely opened up the conversation box, and Jiang Liaoyin didn't need to intervene at all.
"How could I like him so much? Am I bewitched? When he told me to 'don't take it to heart', I actually told him 'it doesn't matter'."
"He's a liar...how could he finish flirting with me and then say he doesn't like me? When we were together...for so many days...he clearly had me in his eyes. His eyes are so beautiful, how can he still be so deceiving people."
Show a heart-warming expression, say something heart-warming, and finally say "don't take it to heart".
Ji Hanjing announced, "I have to start hating him."
"I hate people who treat me well and don't want me. I've worked hard all day, you know, but why can't I hate him no matter what?"
"Even thinking...even if he treats me a little... I don't ask him to like me like I like him, really. As long as there is a little... that's enough. I'll think about the rest Can't you?"
Ji Hanjing turned the wine bottle, showing an expression that seemed to be crying but not smiling: "But I know he doesn't like me. I knew it a long time ago. I'm smart."
"..."
Jiang Liaoyin snatched the bottle over, "It's almost done."
"Almost? How can it be considered almost?"
Ji Hanjing's hands were empty, and he clasped his fingers so hard that they turned white, as if he was restraining something.Looks too sad. "He wants a stage, and I will find him the best venue. He wants to film, and I will find him the best script. As long as he wants, I will give him everything. There is nothing similar, and I will give all the best he."
"But he doesn't like me, what can I do?"
"He's like a fairy, you know. Does he have all emotions and desires? Is it because I...I'm just a mortal, so I don't deserve to like him?"
"……what are you doing?"
Jiang Liaoyin vigilantly prevented him from sliding the phone, and raised his hand to hold his arm, "You are not clear-headed now. Wait until you think clearly before doing it."
"What should I do? I'll call and ask my mother if it's okay."
Ji Hanjing almost sat on the ground when he pulled him.Pulling back his arm forcefully, he pressed it on the table and yelled heartbreakingly: "Humans are born of fucking people, demons are born of fucking demons! I'll ask my mother if she is a fairy! I can't have sex with my brother!" Racial love! I also want to be a fairy!"
"..."
He was actually drunk.
Jiang Liaoyin felt very uncomfortable watching it.
Ji Hanjing is such a face-saving person, if he is still a little sober, he will not do such a shameful thing in front of him.
Such a small amount of wine is not enough for him to get drunk in normal times.It's only when there is something on my mind that I really can't bear it that I get drunk so quickly.
"Okay, I understand. Go back to sleep and stop yelling here."
Jiang Liaoyin forcefully pulled him back to the room, and listened to him rambling along the way, "It's okay, I can wait, I can... wait until he is really with someone. Then I will give up completely. I want to see if there is someone else." What kind of person can catch his eyes more than me."
"You said that if he gets married in the future, will I go to the wedding to snatch the bride? What if he doesn't want me to be his child's godfather? What if I don't have me in his ending?"
"..."
Jiang Liaoyin hesitated to speak.I heard him quickly comfort himself, "It's okay, it's okay. I'm a mature man now, I need to be stronger."
"It's not his fault. I've liked him for so long, and I don't have to have a result. I wish him a bright future."
Jiang Liaoyin put him down on the bed, and the nearest one took off his shoes, watching him roll over and curl up into a ball.He murmured inaudibly, "Of course I want a result."
"..."
Jiang Liaoyin sighed silently, took out his mobile phone and told Ji Shao that he couldn't go back tonight.He lifted the quilt and spread it on his body, planning to go to the sofa to make do for the night.
Before moving away, he stood by the bed and said, "It's not his fault. It's not your problem either."
"Sleep, don't make trouble."
Ji Hanjing's voice of talking to himself gradually weakened, and he responded vaguely, "...Oh."
Jiang Liaoyin leaned on the sofa and stared at it from afar, feeling heartbroken for a while.He closed his eyes and fell asleep until he confirmed that he would not turn over and toss again.
The takeaway on the table has not been touched.Ji Hanjing didn't eat all day, woke up hungry in the middle of the night and got up again.Without waking him up, he walked lightly to the table and drank the cold porridge one bite at a time.
It was like sleepwalking, falling asleep at the table while drinking.
Drunk in a dream, Qi Ran's shadow is gradually fading away.
He was left to play a one-man show for more than three months.
**
The first day Qi Ran left the group did not go well.
Arrived in Wenzhi City after a two-hour flight, got off the plane and found out that my luggage was lost.I rushed back to the company for an early meeting, so I had to let the assistant handle it and leave first.
Immediately after wrapping up is the important work of the year, preparing for the return of Eureka's new album.
As in previous years, the seven of them will live together.The company has always provided dormitories, but after Cen Yi got married, everyone worked less together, so they started to live in their own homes.Every year we only live together for two months when preparing for the comeback album.
The confirmed sleepover time will start from next week.There are still two days to spare, after leaving the company, Qi Ran goes home to rest alone.
Wenzhi is a second-tier city, Qi Ran's parents live in this city, and his father teaches at Wenda University.A few years ago, he also bought a house in the Linjiang community to live in. The environment is very good, and he can see the open river view from the upper floors, as well as the comfortable and beautiful riverside trails.
The location is one district away from my parents' house and two districts away from the company.It's very convenient to go to work or go home to visit his parents. Occasionally, his mother will come to inspect him when he gets excited, give him two special dishes, and comment on the room he carefully tidied up half a day in advance.
If there are no accidents, I feel that life can already enter the retirement stage.
When he got home, Qi Ran fell asleep all day and night before getting up.I woke up twice in the middle, but was dragged by the tiredness all over my body, and continued to be sealed on the bed.
I had a lot of scattered dreams, all of which were related to the plot, connecting them together almost reviewed the entire story of Ying Zhi.
It's like looking at other people's lives, and it's like I really lived it once.Waking up feels like a lifetime away.
After getting up and washing up, he ordered takeaway. During the waiting time, he thought about packing his luggage.Only then did I remember that my luggage hadn't been found yet.
Nothing else.That fan letter is still in the box, if I can't find it, it will inevitably be uncomfortable for a while.
Apart from the suitcase, all he had was the backpack he carried with him.The bag was full of odds and ends, and it was packed up quickly.At the end, he touched two small iron pieces from the net pocket on the side, which were the small seals given to him by Ji Hanjing.
Somehow both of them are with him.Qi Ran rubbed the center of his brows, as if he wanted to relieve the dull pain from deep in his mind.I picked up a seal and stamped it on the back of my hand, and there was no color left.
There is no ink pad at home.He put it in his pocket casually, and went downstairs for a walk after dinner, thinking of stopping by the stationery store to see if it was on sale.
One of the important reasons why he chose this place is the Jiangbin Road next to the community, which can be used for daily walking.Several kilometers of straight roads are paved with plastic runways.Cherry trees are planted on both sides, and when spring comes, the petals fall one after another, which is very beautiful.
He sat on a bench beside the road for a while, idly looking at the river, and then at the passers-by exercising.I always feel empty in my heart.Taking out his mobile phone, he saw the messages among the seven people popping up.
His spirits are brightened up.Seeing that everyone was talking about the night together next week, when they mentioned the dance of the new album, they said in unison, "Practice Cen Yi well, it's not a big problem."
Qi Ran couldn't help laughing, and also made fun of the formation.
"Hahaha, you guys are so annoying! I also insist on dancing at home, okay?"
Cen Yi chatted a few words and went to feed the child.The rest of the people continued to chat all over the place.
Talking about the arrangement, Qi Ran had time to talk about his thoughts with them, "In the past, we used ballads to match the atmosphere of autumn and winter. This time we do something different."
When the conversation was on the rise, everyone made a voice call.His voice came from six different phones, "Stop echoing vibes this year. How about blowing up vibes?"
There was a second of silence in the group chat.
"Mom"
"Captain, you are scary"
"How can you say such explosive things in such a gentle tone?"
"Skrskr~"
“It's so perverted and I like it”
"..."
When Cen Yi came back from feeding the child, he also excitedly said, "Fuck it!"
Everyone was very interested in this idea, and they diverged their thinking and discussed it.Qi Ran stood up and walked while talking. In the end, even some fragments of inspiration were found in the storyboard of the MV, and he was also driven by the enthusiastic atmosphere.
The inspiration from the discussion should be kept as material, and it will have to be sorted out when you get home.Just passing by a stationery store, he chose a new notebook specially for this purpose, and went to pick out ink pads.
There is a long row, with various colors.He picked out a pink one and took out a small iron badge from his pocket to try it out.It was printed on the test paper next to it, and suddenly froze.
There is a pink word "Jing" on the paper.
Just took one out casually, and didn't even think to see what was engraved on the bottom.
Qi Ran stared at the words for a long time.Unexpectedly, he printed it on the back of his hand again.
The cold seal stayed on the skin for two seconds, and the surging heart just now quickly calmed down.In an instant, the excitement and excitement disappeared from the bottom of my heart.It was like an illusion.
Leave only the person's name.
The author has something to say: Lai Liao
Seeing things and thinking about people mode starts
Goodnight everybody
mua
*感谢在2020-04-1523:48:04~2020-04-1623:53:27期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottles for one;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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