He is cuter than the character [Entertainment]

Qi Ran shook his head, sat down against the shelf with the guitar in his arms, and rubbed his wrists self-reliantly.

It looks depressed.But anyway, I didn't rush to run anymore.

Ji Hanjing sat down next to him, and didn't ask him what was wrong.After a while, I scratched my hair to find a topic, "I brought you a gift, and put it on the table in your room."

"I saw."

"Then do you like it?"

Qi Ran nodded.

He was somewhat relieved, "I will bring you gifts every time I go on a business trip."

"No... so much trouble."

"No trouble. Anyway, I will think of you wherever I go."

"..."

Qi Ran opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

He can no longer say "I will always think of you" as naturally as before.

Because he realized that the tone of Ji Hanjing's words may be different from what he thought Teacher Ji's tone was.

Maybe it didn't mean anything to him at all.

But he couldn't ask "Do you like me?"It is one thing to be difficult to say, but the follow-up usually leads to a fatal rhetorical question-"What about you".

how about you.

Do you like me too.

Qi Ran couldn't figure out how he could answer this question as honestly as possible.In the case of concealing your own defects, you must answer as close to the facts as possible.

How to really like someone is a question that he can't figure out anyway.I can only hope that the two of them can maintain their relationship well.

He had thought it could be done.

He kept silent, and Ji Hanjing continued, "Brother Ran, we chatted last night, do you remember? After you drank."

Qi Ran came back to his senses, followed his words to think carefully, but still couldn't remember, "What did you talk about?"

"……I knew it."

Fortunately, I have experience after watching his fragment last time.I had to leave this morning, in case he really couldn't remember what we talked about last night so he stayed.

Stay right.

"Then I'll tell you what I said last night."

Ji Hanjing cleared his throat, "To sum it up, if there is something unhappy - like last night, don't hide your unhappiness by yourself, just tell me. No matter what the situation is, when you want someone to coax you , you can even find me.”

Suddenly being punctured, Qi Ran blushed, "I... am not unhappy."

I can't let go of drinking like that in the future.Why even talk about this with others.

His voice became lower and lower, and the last word was almost inaudible.The guilty conscience is very obvious, but I still want to save some face for myself.I don't want myself to leave a bad impression in his heart, "...I'm not such a stingy person."

"I know."

Ji Hanjing smiled, "It's not contradictory. Didn't you tell me that too, I can tell you anything unhappy. The reverse is also the same."

"Besides this... there are actually some things I've always wanted to tell you."

"Originally, I planned to wait until the end of this part, and find a chance to tell you in a year later, so as not to affect your work."

He slowed down his speech, his voice was slightly lower than usual, and he sounded very comfortable, "I know you have been working a lot recently. The drama and album are out, and you will be busier than me in the next period of time. If you can take a good rest, Enough, no extra thoughts to consider some dispensable things."

"But now I feel that it's better to tell you first. lest you be like last night...you know what I mean."

Qi Ran didn't make a sound, and didn't even look at him.Ji Hanjing touched his finger carefully, tentatively holding it.Did not break free.

This time he took it easy on purpose.But he still held it firmly, as if he would run away again if he let go.

"I didn't stop by to care about you when I'm free. It's not just to give you the same kindness as everyone else."

He continued, "Brother Ran, I'm not 'everyone's Teacher Ji'."

"Give me a chance. As long as you want, I will be your teacher Ji alone."

**

Like a barrier being shattered suddenly.

Like an unavoidable multiple choice question.

Like being pulled by him, through countless fogs to reach the reality that he doesn't want to touch.

Qi Ran lowered his head, his vision was blurry, and it took a long time before he suddenly realized that he had been staring at his fingers for a long time.

He asked softly, "If I say I don't want to, will you break up with me?"

Ji Hanjing thought about it seriously.

"No. But I will stop breathing, have a heart attack, and bleed to death."

"..."

Qi Ran couldn't help laughing, and his expression relaxed a little, "...Hello."

Ji Hanjing sighed contentedly, "This is the first time you smiled at me today."

"You pulled me back so seriously just now, is that what you wanted to say?"

"correct."

"scared me."

Qi Ran frowned and said, "It feels like you want to fight with me."

"Actually, you just kept holding the guitar and didn't let go, and I was also a little bit scared." Ji Hanjing felt lingering fear, "I feel that if I piss you off, it will be on my head in minutes."

"..."

The two looked at each other and laughed at the same time.They all relaxed a little bit.

No matter what the result was, I finally got the words out, and I felt much better.

Ji Hanjing couldn't help feeling emotional, "To be honest, Brother Ran, you may not have imagined it, but I actually...have liked you for a long time."

"Of course, I didn't tell you to bother you. It should be a pleasure to be liked. So don't be burdened."

"If it doesn't work, just treat me as one of your fans... Fans should be very happy when they say they like you? In fact, I am similar to your fans, but I am luckier than them, and the conditions are better to be closer to you. "

"Then... On the basis of this, it would be even better if you could also like me a little more."

He added solemnly, "You have to work hard on this. Don't force it."

"..."

Qi Ran pursed his lips hard, finally put down the guitar, and nodded seriously, "I see. Give me some time."

"Of course! You think about it slowly, don't worry." Ji Hanjing said, "I didn't say this to force you to make a decision, maybe give me an answer right away. If you are not ready to accept my offer Prepare, of course I will wait for you. As long as you want."

By the end, he was ashamed himself.But still insisted on finishing, "I just want you to know that even if you're really mean, it's okay, it's fine."

It doesn't matter what you are.

Ji Hanjing said, "I... like them all."

**

Ji Hanjing left after lunch.

After coming out of the piano room, the atmosphere between the two had some subtle changes.But everyone tacitly reached a consensus, until the person was sent away, no one asked.

Their upcoming schedule is very tight, the evening flight departs to record a program, and they will not be able to return to Wenzhi in a short time.When Qi Ran was packing his luggage, he called home to report the situation, and was dragged by his mother and asked a lot about "Persistence".

The show was still on, and the two of his family were obviously very interested in the young man with whom he had a close relationship on the screen.He also asked him to take Ying Jieyi home for dinner when he was free.

Qi Ran replied dumbfounded, "It depends on the situation", and before hanging up the phone, he told them, "His name is Ji Hanjing."

He is no longer a character in the play.

is a very special person.

The tv was on while packing.This week's update of "Persistence" has not yet been watched. He listened to the drama as a bgm while folding clothes, and picked up the dark gray windbreaker from the corner of the closet.

In the end, it still wrinkled people.

He straightened up and called the dry cleaner to pick it up.When I hung up the phone, I looked at the TV, and there was an intimate scene in the show.

In just ten seconds or so of footage, there was overwhelming screaming in the barrage.

[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!Do it for me!Do it longer! ]

[Is this paragraph seduced by the professor's pheromone? I'm dead with this look.]

[What kind of pheromone is it!I want to smell it too!Ask for an official co-branded perfume!I krypton explosion]

[And Qi Ran's own character design is also mysterious with this kind of pheromone... It has not been made public after so many years of debut, so thinking about it, it fits the character so well, it feels so tailor-made! ]

[Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool

[hhhhh want to smell +1]

"..."

Everyone is asking what should the pheromone smell like.What does Qi Ran's pheromone taste like?

Qi Ran stood in front of the TV and suddenly felt hot all over.There was a sharp pain in the back of the neck.

He packed his luggage in advance, said he wanted to stay by himself for a while, and went back to the bedroom and closed the door.

A faint rose scent lingers in the room.

The bouquet I received the day before bloomed just right, and every petal was full and lustrous.Qi Ran sat down quietly in front of the bouquet, picked up the card next to him and read it again.

"I will always be your fan, and I will always look forward to your stage."

When he received the flowers the night before yesterday, he was in a hurry to get on stage and didn't look at them carefully.It was only when I looked at it again that I noticed that a smiling face was drawn behind it.

Ugly and cute, it seems familiar.

Qi Ran froze for a moment, then shook his head to himself.

How could there be such a coincidence.

It's just... I can't help but think about him for any good.

When reminded by Cen Yi, he still wanted to continue deceiving himself.

Until today, he could no longer pretend that nothing happened, so he had to start thinking about whether he really liked it.

He knows that he treats Ji Hanjing a little special, and he has been unwilling to delve into it under the guise of a friend.But he knows better that questions like "like" are unsolvable to him.

The reason why he has been unwilling to think in this direction is that he knows in his heart that it is impossible for him to think clearly.

How does a person blind from birth know whether the sun he imagines is the same as what normal people see?

Since he was born, he has lacked the necessary conditions to feel "liked".

But even if he really has other thoughts about Ji Hanjing, his "like" is still incomplete.Born to be different from normal people.

It is also different from Ji Hanjing.

He has never liked anyone, and he does not want to like anyone.Don't even think about it.Either stay friends or stop contacting.

Because you know you can't give back the same feelings to the other person.I don't know how to respond.Even if they are barely together, it will only bring disaster.

It's been like this for more than 20 years.In the past, he didn't think it was so unacceptable. It was just because of the nature of his work that he concealed it in order not to attract public opinion.

But now he realizes that even if he has always had a chance, even if he has been asked about it and been curious about it.He also couldn't confess this matter to Ji Hanjing himself.

Even the longer we know each other, the more afraid I am to let him know what kind of person I really am.

I don't know what it's like to be in love with someone else.But thinking about it like this, Qi Ran can't help feeling a little inferior.

I feel like I don't deserve to be in a relationship with someone.

He doesn't deserve to be liked like that.

But today, when Ji Hanjing said those words, his tone seemed to be a very good person, and it was such a blessing to like him.Put yourself on a lower level than him.

It's not like that at all.

Only then did Qi Ran start to regret it.When I listened to it, I was only in a daze, but I couldn't tell Ji Hanjing that he was actually such a good person.is a better person.

Either stay friends or stop contacting.It is a multiple-choice question he has given himself in his life so far.The effect is also very good, without those troubles of love and love, his life is quiet and peaceful.

But until Ji Hanjing came here, Qi Ran didn't know how to choose.

It seems that no matter which side you put it on, you are very sorry for him.

Such a good teacher Ji.

How to do?

How to choose.

Qi Ran became more and more sad as he thought about it.In the short gap between putting away the card, the rose in front of him dropped another petal.

He is about to leave soon, and this bouquet of flowers should wither before he comes back.Qi Ran picked up the petals and put them in the notebook together with the card.

I took out a pen again, and on this page, I wrote a line of words under the petals.

"You are not optional."

The author has something to say: Lai Liao

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