White-eyed wolf

33.

"Our unit will have a public trip next week, and I may have to leave for a few days." Shen Zhao said casually while eating breakfast.

"...Mmm." Yu Yun responded lightly, indicating that he knew.

Shen Zhao knew in his heart that Yu Yun probably wasn't interested in this, but every time this happened, he was extremely thankful that he had forced him to be by his side.An accident happened to my parents more than ten years ago, and Shen Yanru and I can't talk very much. With Yu Yun here, at least there is someone who can report whenever we go.

"It is said that if you pay another 3000 yuan, you can bring your family." Shen Zhao grinned, "Do you want to go with me?"

Yu Yun glanced at him with a "you're sick" expression, and continued to eat with his head down.

"Hey, just kidding," Shen Zhao picked up the fried egg and took a big bite, "But seriously, whenever we are free, I will take you to 'The End of the World' to watch the sunrise and sunset. "

Shen Zhao said it very casually, but inexplicably serious, giving people a feeling that he had really planned it in his heart. Seeing that Yu Yun didn't respond, he rubbed Yu Yun's foot under the table: "What do you think?" ?”

Yu Yun paused, and replied, "Let's talk about it."

The two ate in silence for a while, and Shen Zhao suddenly stopped chopsticks, as if he wanted to say something again.

Yu Yun caught a glimpse of him hesitant to speak, raised his eyes and asked, "Is there anything else?"

"No." Shen Zhao immediately shook his head in denial, raised his glass discreetly, and took a sip of milk.

Yu Yun nodded hesitantly, and continued to eat the soft-boiled eggs on the plate.

Shen Zhao saw him lower his head, put down the glass slowly, and his eyes were glued to it again.

The soft-boiled eggs in Yu Yun’s plate were actually very raw. Not to mention the yolk, even the egg whites were not completely coagulated. When poked with chopsticks, they would scatter and flow all over the plate.Shen Zhao doesn't like such raw eggs very much. He always feels that they have a strong fishy smell, but Yu Yun seems to like them very much. If he has time in the morning, he will definitely fry one.

Yu Yun eats such a semi-liquid egg very carefully. With a squeeze of his lips and a twitch of the small round spoon, he can swallow it without chewing. Lick, unspeakable erotic.

Shen Zhao saw that his mouth was dry, he drank a big mouthful of milk, and when he licked his upper lip, he thought of the soft kiss by the lake last night, and the roots of his ears began to feel hot.

"That..." Shen Zhao said.

"Ok?"

"...I'm leaving for a few days, so you don't have anything to say to me?"

"Ah?" Yu Yun looked confused, "What did you say?"

Shen Zhao's eyes dimmed, and he lowered his head to fiddle with the food on the plate: "It's nothing."

Yu Yun felt a little baffled by his sudden loss, and after thinking about it, he put down the tableware: "...I want to know, why don't you wait to see Xie Minghui?"

Shen Zhao raised his head and looked at Yu Yun in puzzlement.

"Didn't you tell me to tell me later?" Yu Yun asked rhetorically.

Shen Zhao's eyes suddenly lit up again.It was the first time that someone like Yu Yun, who could solve the problem with one word and never said two words, was actively looking for a topic. Although the content was not what Shen Zhao expected, it was enough to surprise him. He even thought, Does it mean that Yu Yun has begun to accept herself gradually?

"It's nothing, I just don't like some things he did. It was okay a few years ago, but the last two years have been too wild, and there is no bottom line..." Shen Zhao took another sip of milk, "Anyway, when I'm not around, you leave Keep him away, he is not as handsome as he looks on the surface."

"Something you don't like?" Yu Yun frowned and asked, "For example?"

Shen Zhao paused for a while, then said: "I have been in the army before, so I don't know much, and the specific situation is not very clear. I heard that I almost killed someone..."

"What?" Yu Yun's voice suddenly rose, and his eyes became very sharp.

"Don't get excited," Shen Zhao hurriedly explained, "Actually, it's a matter of your choice and my wish. When the incident first happened, it was quite violent, but after that person took the money, it didn't stop..."

"...Do you love me?" Yu Yun slowly repeated these four words, and then suddenly sneered.

"What are you laughing at?" Shen Zhao was puzzled.

Yu Yun didn't answer directly: "Do you know? I followed an emergency operation a few days ago and was transferred from a lower-level hospital. A teenage boy had his entire thigh amputated because of a work-related injury. I didn't know which hospital he was in for treatment. Yes, the infection was very serious when he was sent here, the whole operating room was full of rancid smell, and the situation was very critical... Guess what the person in charge who sent him here told him?"

Shen Zhao shook his head subconsciously.

"He said that he can rest assured that he will be treated. The boss is very kind and will be responsible to the end. Don't worry about the money." Yu Yun sneered again, "But that young man passed away yesterday."

Shen Zhao felt a "thump" in his heart, and stared at Yu Yun in a daze.

"When the person in charge said that, the young man was already very weak. He couldn't speak but his eyes were full of tears. Does he have the right to refuse the money?" Yu Yun's tone suddenly became very sharp. With a bit of contempt and disgust, "If you really want to, why didn't you send him to a big hospital in the first place? Just because he has no background life, he should be ignored like this? People always like to pretend to cover up their ugly behavior. In my opinion, it's more disgusting than simply bad."

Shen Zhao didn't know what to say for a while.As a doctor, Yu Yun valued life more than anything else. Even he couldn't understand the messy things Xie Minghui did, let alone him, but Shen Zhao didn't expect his reaction to be so big.

Yu Yun looked at Shen Zhao quietly for a while, got up, and stacked the tableware: "I'm done eating, I'm going to work first."

"You..." Shen Zhao also stood up, "I'll see you off."

Yu Yun stopped and took a deep look at him, seemingly with very complicated emotions, and then quickly looked away.

"No need."

34.

All morning, Yu Yun was immersed in extreme grief and indignation, his spirit was quite excited, his brain was running at a high speed uncontrollably, and all the hatred and pain that he had tried to suppress in his heart burst out in an instant, making him enter an endless loop that he could not escape from. .

Why?

Why can people like them live well no matter what they do?

Why should I have my life ruined by these people?

Obviously it shouldn't be like this...

If it wasn't for them...

If it weren't for them...

"Teacher? Teacher?" Suddenly someone called him twice.

Yu Yun turned her head subconsciously, even though she was wearing a mask and hat, her eyes still looked very sinister and terrifying.

The person who called him just now was terrified. It was Xiao Lin, an intern who just came over this week.

"Teacher, are you okay?" Xiao Lin worried, "Your face is not very good."

"...It's okay," Yu Yun came back to his senses, closed his eyes and pressed his temple twice, "Maybe I didn't sleep well last night."

"That's good, teacher, you must pay more attention to rest, don't be too tired!"

"Hey, Doctor Yu, your little classmate is not bad, and you really care about people." The surgeon on the stage couldn't help joking, "If someone calls you teacher, why don't you teach her more?"

Yu Yun pondered for a moment, then turned to the intern and asked, "What do you want to learn?"

"...Ah, this," Xiao Lin suddenly felt a little embarrassed, "Teacher, I'm actually not an anesthesiologist. I only practice here for two weeks. I just came here this week, so..."

Yu Yun understood clearly, and nodded: "I see, let me teach you some basics and what you may use in practicing medicine later, okay?"

Before Xiaolin came to practice, she heard that there was a very handsome teacher in the anesthesiology department, but she was cold-tempered and not very talkative. She never expected that she would be so gentle when she got along with her. She nodded her head twice and said excitedly, "Thank you, teacher!"

"...Anesthesia is divided into general anesthesia and local anesthesia. There are generally more general anesthesia in the operating room, so we focus on this. General anesthesia is divided into several steps such as pre-anesthesia preparation, anesthesia induction, anesthesia maintenance and anesthesia recovery. Our hospital generally Intravenous inhalation compound anesthesia is used. After the patient is anesthetized, spontaneous breathing will stop, so we need to inhale oxygen and denitrify the patient before starting anesthesia induction, and perform tracheal intubation as soon as possible after the patient loses consciousness," Yu Yun After thinking about it, I said, "No matter what department you go to in the future, the tracheal intubation will be used in first aid, so when I operate on the next patient, please watch carefully."

"Yeah!" Kobayashi nodded.

"If you have any questions, you can ask me directly, because I don't know what you are more interested in."

"Okay, thank you teacher!"

Although Yu Yun used to tell the interns what he wanted to ask, in fact, not many people would actually ask him. The reason is probably because students majoring in anesthesiology think they know everything, while those who are not majors in anesthesiology think they know everything. Think you don't need to understand.

However, Kobayashi was an exception this time.

"Teacher, do you know what the 'Mafeisan' used by Hua Tuo used to be? Did that kind of oral general anesthetic really exist in that era?"

"I don't know much about Chinese medicine, but I don't think there is such a thing. There may indeed be a prescription of 'Mabeisan', but the effect is probably deified by later generations."

"...Oh," Xiao Lin nodded, and asked again, "Does the anesthetic that often appears on TV that can make people faint when sprayed or covered really exist?"

"There are, but it is generally difficult to obtain. Clinically used inhalational anesthetics need to be administered with a mask to achieve the concentration required for anesthesia."

Xiao Lin looked disillusioned: "...Well, it turns out that the TV series and novels are all deceptive. I used the case in the book "The Genius is on the Left, the Madman is on the Right" to ask the teacher of the psychiatry department. He also said that he had never encountered such a mental patient. When we were in pharmacology class, the teacher said that if you learn pharmacology well, you can kill people invisible. No, I always remember it..."

Pharmacology?

Yu Yun frowned suddenly, as if a lightning flashed across his mind.

Using medical knowledge…?

"Teacher?" Seeing that Yu Yun was silent, Xiao Lin called him again.

"...It's not impossible." Yu Yun murmured.

"Huh?" Xiao Lin didn't hear clearly, "Why not?"

Yu Yun was stunned for a moment, then looked up at the infusion stand: "It's nothing..." After finishing speaking, he got up and changed the bag of liquid for the patient, and continued, "It's good that you have an active mind, love to ask questions, and love to learn, but I hope Don't use it in the wrong place."

Xiao Lin heard the meaning of Yu Yun's words, and immediately shook his head and said, "I, I'm just curious about these things, and I don't intend to practice them at all. Don't worry, teacher."

"...Mmm." Yu Yun responded lightly.

The messy thoughts gradually became clear, and the anger that had no place to vent just now seemed to find a way out suddenly, Yu Yun began to calm down, and the whole person fell into silence.

Xiao Lin sensibly didn't bother him anymore, and helped him watch the data on the monitoring device.

I don't know how much of Xie Minghui's words are true and how much is false, and what his purpose is now seems unclear.

Regardless of these, there are big problems in the two proposals he proposed before.Whether it's feigning death to become a black household and losing the legitimate rights and interests of citizens, or losing the invisible protection of Shen's family by attacking Shen Zhao, he will fall into a rather passive situation.

No one would trade at a loss, Xie Minghui would never let himself go easily, and it would be even more difficult to get out when the time comes.

……medicine.

Yu Yun stared blankly at the tubes of anesthetic on the micropump.

There was a "snap", as if a dark room was suddenly lit up by an incandescent lamp, and all the scattered fragments hanging on the wall formed a complete circle one by one.

"Teacher? Are you really okay?" Xiao Lin reminded him cautiously, "You seem to be shaking all over."