White-eyed wolf

57.

Shen Zhao suddenly received a call from Yu Yun at four o'clock in the morning the next day. At that time, he stayed up all night and drove all over the streets and alleys of City H.

From day to night, and from the beginning of the daylight to the twilight of dawn, Shen Zhao has been looking for it aimlessly and without a clue.

He didn't know where Yu Yun's mother was buried, nor where Yu Yun usually went, and he didn't even know who friends Yu Yun had known over the years...

There is simply no way to find it.

It was only then that Shen Zhao discovered to his horror that Yu Yun seemed to have very little connection with this world, and even the closest self had a very limited understanding of him.

Once such a person loses contact, it will be difficult to find him based on his behavioral trajectory.

But even so, Shen Zhao still didn't want to use any relationship.

He didn't want others to find Yu Yun. For some reason, he was very afraid that Yu Yun would contact anyone other than himself.

There is only one strong and vague idea in Shen Zhao's mind - to find him, and then take him out of here, no matter what he did before.

"Hey, where are you? I'll pick you up right away!" Shen Zhao asked anxiously.

Yu Yun's slight breathing came from the phone, but he didn't speak.

"Hey, talk! Where are you?!" Shen Zhao was really anxious. What he was most afraid of was Yu Yun's silence. Silence would always make him feel unreasonable anxiety, lack of security, and then feel angry and irritable. Now I can't wait to cross the phone line and catch people to me.

Shen Zhao heard Yu Yun let out a long breath, followed by his familiar cold voice: "...I am with your mother."

Shen Zhao seemed to be struck by lightning, and he didn't recover for a long time. He never thought that Yu Yun would go there, which was too abnormal for him.

"What are you going there for?" Shen Zhao had a bad intuition, "Don't mess around, can you talk about it when I arrive?"

On the phone, Yu Yun seemed to laugh. The laughter was very strange and gave people a very sad feeling.

"...No need, just talk on the phone."

"Don't hang up the phone, I'll be there right away!" Shen Zhao said to himself, then put on the earphones, started the car engine and drove towards the nursing home.

At four o'clock in the morning in City H, there were basically no pedestrians on the road, only a few cars drove by occasionally.

Shen Zhao simply stepped on the accelerator to the bottom.

Shen Zhao's mother's ward is on the farthest side of the fifth floor. The room is the most spacious. It is a VIP among the VIPs. There is a small balcony outside the floor-to-ceiling windows. There are a few green plants on the balcony. Just looking at it makes me feel alive.

The balcony is surrounded by a circle of metal guardrails that are neither high nor low.

Yu Yun was sitting on the railing, wearing thin cotton pajamas, his feet were hanging outside without shoes, his clothes, hair, and feet were shaking when the wind blew, and he seemed to fall off at any time.

He squinted his eyes half-closed, looking at the far-off sky.

The sunshine will soon drive away the silence, and the whole city is quietly recovering.

Yu Yun said slowly: "About that incident back then, I feel very sorry, no matter what, I was the one who harmed them..."

This was the first time he brought up this topic, and it was also the first time he expressed his apology to Shen Zhao.

Yu Yun always has his own persistence. Even when he was tortured by Shen Zhao at the beginning, he never gave any explanation.

"It's just," Yu Yun changed the subject, "I will never approve of anything your mother did..."

As Yu Yun spoke, he glanced at the woman who had to rely on various instruments to barely maintain her life. At this moment, he suddenly felt the sadness of life.

"Do you know? My mother never said anything bad about Anqing in front of me until she died, my dad..." Xu said that this title has been around for too long, and Yu Yun seemed a little unfamiliar, "Yu Anqing was forced to of."

Shen Zhao frowned, wondering, "What do you mean?"

Yu Yun closed her eyes and took a deep breath: "The truth is, you and your mother are the same kind of people. How you threatened me back then is how she threatened Yu Anqing..."

Yu Yun spoke very slowly, in a neutral tone, without complaining or blaming.

Shen Zhao felt like he couldn't understand a single word.

How is this possible?My mother and Yu Anqing are legal couples!

His own mother was the victim of Yu Anqing's derailment. This cognition had been deeply rooted in Shen Zhao's mind for more than ten years. Now someone suddenly told him that his mother was actually the third party who broke up other people's family. accept?

"...How, how is it possible?" Shen Zhao's voice trembled, and he tried his best to search for evidence in his mind. He didn't know whether it was to convince Yu Yun or to convince himself, "When you were in the Shen family, my mother treated you as her own. You obviously respected her back then, didn't you?"

"Yes," Yu Yun admitted readily, "I really didn't know all this at first, and even my mother kept it from me. She might have thought that I would be able to live a better life, but what happened?"

Yu Yun smiled wryly: "I'm just a tool for her to tie up Yu Anqing, and a trophy for her demonstration against my mother... It's ridiculous, but I always regard you as relatives..."

Shen Zhao knew that if Yu Yun said this, it was probably true, but he still didn't give up and asked, "...Why do you know this?"

"I heard it with my own ears." Yu Yun stretched out a hand and looked at the floating light in the sky, "Before the college entrance examination, I accidentally overheard the conversation between your mother and Shen Yanru. A person who doesn't love himself, he knows all of this, but he still chooses to indulge..."

Shen Zhao was so shocked that he couldn't speak for a long time, as if the whole world was turned upside down, his previous understanding of this matter completely collapsed, everyone knew the truth, only he was kept in the dark, like a complete fool.

Shen Zhao clenched the steering wheel tightly, feeling as if he had finally accepted the fact, and he asked weakly: "...you clearly know why I hate you, why are you telling me this now? Why?"

"...Why?" Yu Yun asked softly, her feet landed on the extremely narrow foothold outside the guardrail, "Shen Zhao, the only thing I can never part with you is the blood relationship, I never thought of spending the rest of my life with you , I want you to live with guilt for the rest of your life..."

The SUV was speeding all the way, with the sound of the engine roaring, and we arrived at an intersection after another turn, but the last thing we encountered was a red light, and the brakes sounded sharp and piercing, resounding through the sky.

"What are you talking about?" Hearing this, Shen Zhao had a strong premonition in his heart, and countless frightening possibilities flashed in his mind, "What are you going to do? Don't mess around!"

The red light is still counting down. At this time, every second seems to be so tormented. Shen Zhao looked around, no cars and no one.

"Damn it!" Shen Zhao stepped on the gas pedal and rushed over.

The sound of wind came from the other end of the phone, and Yu Yun seemed to be standing in a very high and empty place. Shen Zhao was so frightened that his whole heart trembled violently when he heard the sound of wind.

Yu Yun said to him: "Shen Zhao, I said that there will always be places in this world that you can't find..."

"You fucking fart!" As soon as he arrived at the gate of the nursing home, Shen Zhao staggered out of the car. He almost tore his seat belt when he got out of the car. Can't stop.

"Stand still and don't move, do you hear me? If you dare to do anything to me, I will fucking die with you!"

Shen Zhao yelled, but Yu Yun didn't seem to hear it. He stood quietly in the wind for a long time. He looked at the whitening sky in the distance, as if he was waiting for the next sunrise.

"Hello? Hello? You talk, you say something!" Shen Zhao roared anxiously on the phone, or even worse, it could be said to be a humble begging.

"It's hard to die, it's the living who suffer the most," Yu Yun blinked, and liquid came out of his eyes, "...My mother and I just want to live in peace, why are you alone? Everyone is going to disturb us!"

"I'll let you go!" Shen Zhao yelled, and then his voice gradually softened like a compromise, "...I'll let you go...I just beg you, don't do stupid things..."

Before he knew it, Shen Zhao had already run downstairs in the ward, and he looked up at the familiar balcony.

The sky was only dim, and everything was only a black silhouette, but Shen Zhao saw Yu Yun outside the balcony at a glance.

The two legs were as if they were suddenly filled with lead, they were too heavy to move, Shen Zhao stood still on the spot, his blood seemed to stop running at this moment, and when the wind blew, his whole body froze.

Yu Yun also seemed to see Shen Zhao, and the two looked at each other at a height of more than ten meters, as if separated by the distance between life and death.

Yu Yun smiled at Shen Zhao, soft and sad, but it was a pity that Shen Zhao could no longer see him.

"I want you to live, this is, my punishment for you..."

There was a "bang", as if there was a flash of thunder.

What happened next?

What happened next?

Shen Zhao couldn't believe it at all and didn't dare to recall what happened in the past few seconds. In an instant, he felt as if his soul was pulled away by something.

All the sound was isolated from the eardrums, and he saw himself standing motionless like an outsider, watching Yu Yun fall from a height.

As the night falls, the red sun rises in the east, and countless vivid Yu Yun flash past in the sky of the unknown...

"In the future, be careful yourself..."

"Don't say good things a second time."

"Then you might as well get rid of yourself first."

"Don't worry about it in the middle of the night..."

"Shen Zhao, let me go..."

"I hate you……"

……

Memories pass by like a revolving lantern, those joys and sorrows, those happiness and pains, and finally return to the moment when the two first met.

He saw the boy walking towards him, and said to himself coldly but sincerely, "Hello."

"Boom—" There was a loud noise, and Shen Zhao seemed to hear the sound of bones breaking.

what?

What is this?

Shen Zhao was stunned for a moment, then he suddenly lost his strength and knelt down slowly.

It hurts so much, my limbs are full of pain, my whole body is full of pain, it hurts like my whole body has been crushed, it hurts like I'm going to die in the next second.

"Ah... ah..." Shen Zhao opened his mouth, but he could only make a little fragmented sound from his throat. The sound was so sad, it was like the last cry of a trapped animal in the empty land.