White-eyed wolf

61.

The end of the new year is approaching, the street lights are long, and the festivals at the end of the year are one after another, and the joy of saying goodbye to the old is everywhere.

On such a festive day, people who knew Yu Yun received his obituary one after another.

Relatives or Yu Bei, others have also sang.

While people were shocked and sighed, they didn't show much sadness.

The belated news reports praised Yu Yun's heroic deeds of saving lives and healing the wounded on the plane. In the photos, he is calm and energetic. It is only at this time that people will say a few words about his untimely death. What a pity.

Hu Hao adopted the kitten that Yu Yun rescued, and named it "Little Fish". Fish and Yu have the same pronunciation, which means nostalgia.

After receiving the obituary, Hu Hao always felt empty in his heart, as if a piece was missing, feeling very unreal.

Obviously we met a few days ago, how can a good person not be there anymore?

He wanted to talk to someone but didn't know who to turn to. Everyone seemed to accept the news calmly, regretting that they went their separate ways afterwards.

He suddenly felt that the world was so cold and terrifying, as if he was the only one left unwilling to believe that Yu Yun had passed away.

In fact, I am also gradually accepting it.

Time is the most ruthless thing in the world, it can erase the traces of a person's existence.

Even feelings, even memories.

Originally, I thought that the days would go on quietly like this, until one day they were stranded by the years.

However, one day not long after, he ushered in an unexpected guest.

The two sat awkwardly on the sofa, looking at each other.

Hu Hao still remembered that Yu Yun had said that the not-so-kind man in front of him was his younger brother.

"Hello," Shen Zhao pointed to the vigilant little guy not far away and said straight to the point, "The purpose of my coming is to buy that cat from you."

Hu Hao was startled, felt a little ridiculous, and poured him a cup of tea slowly: "Sorry, I don't seem to have said that I want to sell cats, don't you think it's too rude of you?"

"It has my brother's luck bead hanging around its neck." Shen Zhao stared at Hu Hao, pondered for a moment, and said, "I'm just here to get back my brother's things."

"You can take the fortune beads away." Hu Hao said.

"No," Shen Zhao insisted, his eyes were extremely determined, "I want both the fortune beads and the cat."

Hu Hao also stared at Shen Zhao for a while, then beckoned to Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu jumped onto his knees cooperatively, stepped on his soft pads, then curled up and lay down.

Hu Hao patted its little head as if to show off, and the little fish made a "snoring" sound comfortably.

"It's really difficult," Hu Hao raised his eyes, "It likes me very much, and I can't bear it."

Shen Zhao reached out to touch the kitten, but before he touched it, the little fish suddenly became alarmed and scratched Shen Zhao's paw angrily.

"Hiss..." Shen Zhao gasped.

Hu Hao laughed aloud: "The raccoon cat is very fierce."

Shen Zhao rubbed the place where he was caught, and said slowly: "If I say, my brother is still alive?"

Hu Hao's smile froze, and he stared at Shen Zhao probing, as if trying to judge whether what he said was true or not.

Shen Zhao looked calm, but did not explain much.

In this world, it is not necessary to get to the bottom of everything, and sometimes tacit understanding is the best answer.

Hu Hao finally gave the cat to Shen Zhao, just because he said Yu Yun was still alive.

I didn't see it with my own eyes, just relying on such a thin sentence.

He asked Shen Zhao where Yu Yun was?

Shen Zhao said that we will meet each other if we are destined.

...we will meet each other by fate.

At that moment, Hu Hao suddenly felt that he should let go.

People die inevitably from the moment they are born, life goes on and on, and all things are renewed from generation to generation.

If I never see you again, good morning, good afternoon and good night.

62.

Yu Yun didn't die, nor did he wake up.

Shen Zhao placed him on a very private island with professional medical facilities and teams. Except for him and Shen Yanru, no one else knew that Yu Yun was here.

Shen Zhao would visit him whenever he was free, most of the time he would talk to himself, and sometimes he would use a wheelchair to push people out to bask in the sun.

He didn't like studying very much since he was a child, so he began to slowly learn to search for documents, trying to understand those obscure professional terms.

He didn't believe in the so-called "miracle" at first, but in the end he pinned all his hopes on these two words, guarding the chance of even one in ten million.

If Yu Yun died, he really couldn't survive.

He prepared a notebook, and wrote "Yu Yun's Recovery Diary" neatly on the cover. His handwriting was not pretty, but he tried his best to be as correct as possible, as if he was an elementary school student who had made up his mind at the beginning of the semester to get full marks in the final exam.

When he looked at those words, he felt a little strange, paused for a while, and crossed out the word "Yu Yun" and changed it to "brother".

As soon as Shen Zhao finished writing, he felt a little hypocritical and naive, and he was a little shy when he saw the word "brother", but after thinking about it, he felt that he should write down these days.

Because only he remembers.

In this way, if Yu Yun really wakes up one day in the future, Shen Zhao can also tell him confidently: Look, brother, I really regretted it very seriously, can you forgive me?

"On x month x, 20xx, the 30th day of coma, the weather was fine and cloudless. It has been a month, and the doctor said that the fractured parts of your body are well aligned, but the fracture line is quite obvious on the film, and there are many wounds in your body. A comminuted fracture, it hurts me just looking at it, aren’t you afraid when you jump off? I know you’ve been tired all these years, so I’m allowing you to sleep longer this time, a hundred days should be enough, right?”

"On x month x, 20xx, the 52nd day of coma, New Year's Eve, Xiaoxue. Today is New Year's Eve. After tonight, I will be one year older. I still remember the first New Year's Eve when you came to Shen's house. I prepared a red envelope, and then I tore it and threw it back in your face, why weren't you angry then? You must have saved those hundreds of dollars for a long time, wake up quickly, I haven't talked to you yet Please apologize."

"On x month x day, 20xx, the 100th day of the coma, Xiao Yu. It is said that the muscles and bones have been hurt for [-] days, and it should be healed soon. The bandages have been removed, and the whole body will rust if you lie like this all the time. Yes, you should get up and look in the mirror, you are ugly now, you care so much about your image, how can you allow yourself to become like this? So, wake up."

"On x month x, 20xx, the 167th day of the coma, it was sunny and cloudy. Guess what day it is? Dangdangdang~ Today is your birthday, I bought you a fresh milk cake, handmade, huge His mother is delicious. So, get up quickly, the feeding tube is so uncomfortable, and the nutrient solution is not delicious, you can see that your face is sunken, and you can eat delicious cakes when you get up."

"On x month x day, 20xx, the 365th day of coma, heavy rain. It has been a year before I know it, time flies so fast, when I hug you today, I feel that you have become a lot lighter, obviously I have every day Massage your muscles, but they are still shrinking, wake up, you can beat me and scold me when you wake up, wake up quickly."

"On x month x day, 20xx, the 478th day of coma, sunny, cloudless. I took you for a walk outside today. Are you happy? Haven't been in the sun for a long time? The little fish lay on your lap all afternoon today , can you feel it? God knows how much I envy it, but it’s a pity that I’m too heavy, you see, the sun is so bright, wake up, I really want to watch the sunset and sunrise with you again!”

"On x month x, 20xx, the 690th day of the coma, cloudy turned to light rain. Today, Xie Minghui's father was finally arrested. Forgive me for being able to do it now. I'm still looking for Wang Bo. As for Yan Cheng, I don't know. Allow his hands to rehabilitate, I want them to go through all the pain you have gone through... But still can't change you, brother, you wake up, let me know that everything I do is worthwhile of."

"On x month x day, 20xx, the 1278th day of the coma, there was a thunderstorm. I'm sorry, you don't come or don't come these days, you won't blame me? Although you may not want to know, but... I still want to tell you, I My mother passed away, with multiple organ failure, walking very fast... I'm so scared, I'm afraid you will be like her... Shen Yanru fell ill because of this incident, and his health is getting worse day by day, you guys Are you going to leave me? I feel so tired, how can I live alone, please, can you wake up?"

……

On x month x day, 20xx, Yu Yun was in a coma for 1583 days, and the sky was fine.

Shen scrubbed Yu Yun's body as usual. Since he had been taking good care of himself, Yu Yun hardly had any bed sores.

After wiping his body, Shen Zhao dressed him, carefully brought the transfer bead back to Yu Yun's wrist, and then kissed it lightly, praying devoutly like every day.

The weather is fine today, blue sea and blue sky, cloudless.

Shen Zhao pushed the wheelchair and picked Yu Yun up from the bed. His body was already so weak that he didn't weigh much in his arms. He turned into a small lump, as if he would disappear at any time.

Shen Zhao felt uncomfortable in his heart, always feeling that Yu Yun was consuming day by day, and maybe one day in the future, he would suddenly disappear.

Shen Zhao forced himself to cheer up, today is a rare day to bask in the sun.

The sea breeze is warm, the leaves are rustling, there are shepherd dogs playing with each other in the yard, the little fish yawns lazily, lying sleepy by the pond, and the birds chirping and laughing in the treetops.

Pushing the wheelchair, Shen Zhao once again took the trouble to introduce everything here to Yu Yun.

"I bought those two shepherd dogs last year. One is Jianjian and the other is Kangkang. They are a pair of brothers just like us."

"The little raccoon over there, no, it should be called the big raccoon now, do you remember it? It was saved by you before, it was called Xiaoyu, and it used to be only, uh... the size of a fist, now you might want to Can't recognize it."

"Did you see the small pool in the middle? It is full of running water, and there are several fish in the pool. When you wake up, you can feed them with fish food. You may eat them one by one. It's very interesting. .”

"Also, there are several speedboats on the pier outside. Don't you like heavy locomotives? Then you will definitely like the feeling of surfing on the sea with them..."

……

"Hey, it's been the fifth year," Shen Zhao sighed, "Brother, when will you wake up?"

After wandering around the yard, Shen Zhaoxian was bored, so he found a poem and read it to Yu Yun.

"One day took away a little youth, although the days can't destroy the light you gave me in my impression..."

Even though Yu Yun might not be able to hear it, Shen Zhao also felt a little embarrassed, and blushed involuntarily.

His voice was unexpectedly gentle, as if it was drizzled with sunshine, moistening things silently.

"Life is too fragile a thing, no more able to withstand the years and winds and rains than a flower. Looking at life with eyes that are enamored with nature, I can't help but feel that enthusiasm is precious, and I value the coincidence of people and people. The vine kudzu..."

Shen Zhao pushed Yu Yun to the edge of the pool, while he sat on the edge of the pool. The sun shone on the two of them, as if they were covered with a layer of light, especially warm and brilliant.

Shen Zhao's face was still young, but the hair on his temples was already stained with age. He held Yu Yun's hand, playing with his slender fingers, and the two sat facing each other.

"I said: I have walked bridges in many places, seen clouds many times, and drunk many kinds of wine..."

In a daze, Yu Yun's fingers seemed to move.

As Shen Zhao was thinking about it, tears flowed down like this.

"—but only loved one man at his best age."

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