If this love becomes a memory

【19】

After eating, Cheng Lili tidied up her hands and feet quickly, fetched water, washed Xiao Yi, and then took a lunch break inside like coaxing a child.Sitting in the living room, Mo Wei couldn't stop mumbling about the heat, and Mo Xiaonan was also sweating. Looking at the environment here, she decided to take the master away no matter what, thinking about how to speak.

After a while, Cheng Lili came out, refilled their tea, and sat down.Mo Xiaonan said: "Why don't you go back with us? In the local area, there are always a lot of acquaintances and friends. If there is any difficulty, we can help each other." The surrounding environment is relatively relaxed, and you will not feel too much pressure together."

"Xiao Yi mentioned it to me." Cheng Lili said: "At that time our factory collapsed, and I was laid off after receiving a small resettlement fee. I have no diploma, no special skills, and I found a job. I paid 500 yuan a month. The working hours are still long. She looked distressed, so she discussed with me, saying that she was planning to build a house over there and set up a family, and she wanted me to live with her in the past."

"Isn't that good? Some single employees in our company rely on one person's salary to not only support their wives and children, but also pay off the mortgage. The master's income is quite high, and even if you don't do anything, you can still spend more than enough."

"It's not about money, we can't live together locally."

"why?"

"Because my parents' house is there. Many years ago, my mother found out about my affair with another girl. You don't know that my mother can do anything. I can't let her hurt Xiao Yi again. "Cheng Lili said: "So I didn't agree to her, but not long after, one day she seemed to be stimulated by something, and suddenly told me that she decided to buy out her seniority, and she wanted to gamble for her own future. That's it, In less than a week, she completed the formalities and took me away."

"So you're not going back?"

"I won't be able to take care of her like I am now when I go back. Besides, I'm almost forty, and it's hard to find a job there." There is one thing Cheng Lili didn't say, which is owed to Sister Yi, and she has to pay it back slowly. .

"Uh." Mo Xiaonan paused and said, "Then I have to take Master away."

"Are you going to take her home?"

Mo Xiaonan shook her head. "The relationship between the master and the family is not good."

"How could it be? I always thought she had a good relationship with her parents."

"Didn't the master tell you?" Mo Xiaonan was very surprised.

"We seldom talk about each other's past." Cheng Lili smiled and said, "Sometimes, I think we are like a half-way couple. Our respective pasts are packed and stored. After we met, we just held hands and walked forward."

"Master was brought up by his grandmother when he was a child, and he returned to his parents only after he was in elementary school. The Xiao family was passed down through three generations. He was very precious to her brother, but he often beat and scolded her, and was often bullied by other children outside. Her childhood was She grew up in an environment that lacked love. She studied hard when she was in junior high school, hoping to be admitted to university and leave. But just in the third year of high school, her mother retired and asked her to replace her in the factory. The family thought that it was a factory. It was a rare opportunity to replace her for the last time, and some people thought that even if she was admitted to university, she might not be able to be assigned such a good unit in the future. So her parents forced her to replace her. For this reason, she hated her family to the core. I moved out after work, and never went back during the holidays. It was not until I went to the Seventh Factory and got older that I relaxed a little with my family, but I still didn’t get close, like a guest.”

No wonder there is an innate familiarity with Xiao Yi, and their experiences are surprisingly similar.Cheng Lili thought, and then asked: "Then you take her back, who will take care of her?"

"Me." Mo Xiaonan said, "I have been divorced for several years, and now I am alone. I have the conditions and ability to take good care of my master."

"Before you called, I decided to keep her by my side. Anyway, I wouldn't be able to starve her if I had a bite to eat. But I thought about it all night last night. The conditions here are not good now. If she can go back to the familiar place, yes The recovery may be better, you see she can recognize you today."

"Then you agree with me taking her away?"

Cheng Lili nodded. "You were introduced to me by her, the only friend of hers. It can be seen that she trusts you very much. I can rest assured that you will take care of me."

"That's it." Mo Xiaonan stood up and said, "Let's find a place to stay, you clean up, and I'll pick up the master tomorrow."

As soon as the door was opened, Xiao Yi ran out of the back room with a stomp, and grabbed the hem of Mo Xiaonan's clothes. Everyone came in without knowing it. Cheng Lili shook her hand and coaxed: "Xiao Nan will come to pick you up tomorrow, good boy!" Let go." The hand pulled even tighter, and her body was pressed forward. Cheng Lili coaxed her for a long time to no avail, but Mo Xiaonan said, "Let her go with us."

"Then I'll come to you at night." Apparently Cheng Lili wasn't prepared, so why did she just leave?After being sent far away from the community, he still stood there blankly.

Mo Xiaonan was dragged by the hem of his clothes and was strangled so hard that he couldn't breathe, so he stopped, let go of Xiao Yi's hand lightly, held it and led him away.Xiao Yi's hands were very big, it was the first time that Mo Xiaonan held the master's hand like this, it felt like holding a child.She bought a box of prickly heat powder, and went to the pharmacy to buy some borneol. Mo Wei, who was beside her, couldn't bear it anymore. "Please, sister-in-law, quickly find a place to live, I'm almost burnt."

After finding a hotel, Mo Xiaonan was busy calling Simin after entering the room, while Xiao Yi stood under the air conditioner and looked up.Mo Wei compared her by her side, she was not taller than herself, Mo Wei tried her best to erase the scar and prickly heat on her face, and restore her original appearance, she still felt that she was more handsome.

Mo Wei lit a cigarette, and seeing Xiao Yi looking at her, she asked, "Do you smoke?" Xiao Yi took the lit cigarette from her hand, put it in his mouth and blew it, she quickly reached out to grab it back, feeling quite A little disappointed, I thought that Xiao Yi was also a lesbian, and I could help her persuade my sister-in-law, but he lost his memory, like a fool, I am afraid that he has forgotten that he is a lesbian.

After finishing the call, Mo Xiaonan came over and asked, "What are you looking at, master?" Xiao Yi pointed to the air conditioner and smiled.Mo Xiaonan said: "It's cool and comfortable, right? We'll go home tomorrow, it's not hot there." Xiao Yi nodded.Mo Xiaonan felt relieved, she was not in a daze, and could understand the words.Then he said to Mo Wei: "With the air conditioner on, what are you smoking?"

Mo Wei quickly put out the cigarette, she thought it was strange that my sister-in-law was so anxious when she was with Aunt Min yesterday, but when she saw Xiao Yi today, she was unusually calm, as if Xiao Yi was always like this.

"Sister-in-law, I thought you would cry." Mo Wei said.

"Why are you crying? It's not a TV drama." Mo Xiaonan said, she didn't understand, she didn't see the master, she didn't feel at ease, and she felt relieved after seeing the master.Same as last time, we will see each other after a few years, there is no strangeness, it seems that the master has never left.

"Weiwei, what do you think of my master and the others?"

"Now, even a fool can see that your master is just a T like me, or just a very pure T."

"I'm asking you what you think of their life during this period."

"Not bad, I'm very envious." Mo Wei said, especially she remembered what Cheng Lili said, eating bran and swallowing vegetables followed Xiao Yi, which was very touching, and few chicks nowadays can do this.

"Don't you think they paid too much for such a life?"

"But for any lesbian, if you just pull out one, I'm afraid there will be bitterness all the way behind, especially like your master's generation." Mo Wei said: "Some people have compromised, and some people have repeatedly hit the south wall and never turned back. No matter how high the price is Go on, because they understand that this is what they really want in life."

"Why do you have to choose this kind of life?"

"Because there is no choice. Sister, you always wonder why I can't stand men, but look at your master, I believe she must have had a story with a certain woman before. After a few years, she was with Aunt Cheng. We still choose women, we are born to fall in love with women, and this is our life."

"And my sister, I think you're looking at the problem from the wrong angle. Do you think that your master's path led to tragedy? You also said that they don't have to wander around the world. So what is the reason for forcing them? Left? Besides, from your point of view, their lives are full of suffering, how do you know that they are not happy or sweet?"

"You think they live happily?"

"I think so, although your master can't answer you now. Otherwise, I believe she will tell you that she doesn't regret it." Mo Wei thought of Cheng Lili's face that was still full of intoxication even when describing those hardships.

Mo Xiaonan fell silent. Originally, she brought Mo Wei here to give her some education, to see how difficult it is to walk on this road, but she couldn't find a suitable reason to refute what she said.