If this love becomes a memory

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Monkey was born in the late 60s, and his mother passed away shortly after giving birth to him. According to the current reasonable theory, it should be a medical accident.When the monkey’s mother had a seizure, all the hospital staff were having a meeting to study an important editorial. There was only one nurse on duty in the entire obstetrics inpatient department. The nurse rushed to the meeting room to find the attending doctor. The meeting had reached its climax. In the part, the leader of the hospital listened to the nurse's report and instructed: Let the parturient overcome the difficulties. There is still half an hour at most before the meeting is over.

The nurse ran back to the ward, but she couldn't ask the mother to overcome the difficulties, because the monkey's head was already appearing and disappearing, and it couldn't wait to break through the obstruction. The nurse with many years of midwifery experience called the surgical nurse on duty downstairs and made her own way. Get the monkey into this world.

After the meeting of the obstetricians, the monkey had successfully completed its first cry at birth, but the mother’s condition was not optimistic. The placenta was not separated smoothly, and the bleeding continued. The doctors were busy for a while, and it was determined that the situation could not be controlled. , I found a car and took the monkey mother to the city hospital dozens of kilometers away. Halfway through the car, the monkey mother died.

Therefore, the monkey's cognition and experience of maternal love are almost all given by the elder sister Hou Xiaoman.As far as he could remember, it was his sister who was three years older than him who dressed him, fed him, played with him by the hand, and it was the elder sister who held him in her frail arms when the wind, rain, thunder and lightning struck.

Monkey’s impression of his father is very vague. He only remembers his father wearing a set of white-washed overalls and glasses thicker than the bottom of a wine bottle; Busy at the production site.He is a man who regards his career as his life. When the seventh factory was first built, he was the deputy commander of the project site and was in charge of various preparatory work. His wife was not able to accompany him during production. After that, he was busy with the introduction of equipment and system debugging of the seventh factory for several years. Installing a test drive and taking care of a pair of children is far less than that of his friend and neighbor Xie Jia.

When Houzi was ten years old, one day when his father led a group of workers to repair equipment, he fell to the ground and never woke up.He and his sister were orphaned.

Both parents are from other places, and there are no relatives in the local area, so Uncle Xie became the guardian of the siblings.The Xie family treated him and his sister as their own, and loved him very much.From the leaders to the workers in the factory, they also took great care of them. In this way, the siblings ate and enjoyed the love of hundreds of families, but they survived and grew up.

When Hou Xiaoman was admitted to university, Houzi graduated from junior high school and was admitted to the technical school in the factory. After graduation, Houzi voluntarily returned to the seventh factory where his father worked. Work, work lightly and cleanly.Another year, my sister graduated from university and was assigned to the Research Institute of the General Factory. In a few years, my sister married the third child of the Xie family and started their own family.

In those years, the monkey was happy and satisfied, but there were some minor setbacks due to personal problems. At that time, the seventh factory was located in a remote and harsh environment, and the girls in the main factory were unwilling to marry and settle down in the seventh factory. Fortunately, the aura of the chemical plant was very dazzling at that time. As long as they were willing to relax the conditions and find girls from other units, the male workers could be said to be wives even if they lacked arms or legs.Monkey was introduced by someone, and he also fell in love with several girls. He classified those girls into two categories, one was those who wanted to sleep with her after a few times of meeting, and the other was those who didn’t even want to go to sleep after meeting a few times. I feel that neither of these two types of girls can be his wife, so high or low, so I'm almost 25 years old.

Later, a worker introduced a female teacher in the mountains. Monkey took a car for a few hours and took a bullock cart at the foot of the mountain to enter the mountain.He didn't expect that in the 90s, in the mountains less than 100 miles away from the city, he would be so poor and backward.The so-called school was rebuilt from a pigsty, with dilapidated tables, chairs, and shabby clothes for the children. In such a dilapidated scene, the monkey saw his female teacher, who combed the ponytail pine and wore very simple clothes. A fiery red scarf, against which that face is fairer, is full of cleanliness and freshness, without any trace of worldly pollution, even a monkey with poor vocabulary can read pure words, it is an angel that can fly with wings, The monkey said to himself, it was her!

So, the monkey and the female teacher fell in love passionately. When the monkey pierced the female teacher's shyness fully, the happiness and sweetness sublimated to a lifelong mutual promise, and they stayed together forever.Houzi goes to the female teacher's house to formally propose marriage. The female teacher's family is very poor, and she has two younger brothers and a younger sister. Monkey promises that even if life is calmer after marriage, he will help raise the younger siblings to adulthood.While the two were preparing for their marriage, the female teacher's father was diagnosed with uremia. Monkey immediately took the 1 yuan he planned to get married to for the treatment of his future father-in-law. Life, only kidney replacement.

Upon hearing the news, the female teacher is no longer married and is going south to work.The monkey heard his fiancée's decision and didn't make a sound.The old man needed 10,000+ for a kidney replacement. For the monkey at that time, he had to live without food or drink for more than 10,000 years. In addition, once the old man collapsed, the family’s life would be cut off. He couldn’t afford such a burden. I can't promise.

The female teacher left, and soon began to send money to the family, and also wrote a letter to the monkey, telling him what she was doing, and asking the monkey to forget her.As a matter of fact, as a high school graduate, she was able to send a lot of money back soon after she went out. No matter how hypoxic the monkey is, he also knew that she went to a meat factory to sell meat for a living, but this did not affect the female teacher in his mind at all. holy.

The female teacher’s money did not save his father’s life. After the funeral, the monkey proposed marriage again. I don’t know if it was because after taking this path, the female teacher felt ashamed of the Holy Spirit of the podium, ashamed of her feelings for the monkey, or she was just flirting. After rolling around in the world, it is no longer possible to stay in poverty. In short, the female teacher rejected the monkey and went south again.

Soon, Houzi received another letter from the female teacher, saying that a Taiwanese businessman had adopted her and she was pregnant. The businessman promised that if he had a son, he would give her 100 million yuan.The letter made Monkey have mixed feelings, and he also felt a little relieved. It was better to sell to one person than to sell to everyone. If he could get the 100 million, the female teacher could go ashore and start a new life.

The following year, the female teacher returned to her hometown with a high profile, and Monkey was invited to attend her elder brother's wedding.That day, Monkey specially put on the suit she bought and went to her house. He saw a small three-story building rise up at some point, with mosaics on the outer wall. It looked like a public toilet in the city, but It is also full of style in ten miles and eight towns.Thirty or forty tables of banquets were set up in front and back of the dam, and the monkey didn't see the female teacher, so he found an empty seat in front of the dam and sat down.

After a long time, a car rushed to the front of the house, and all the villagers stood up with respectful expressions and thunderous applause.Monkey looked around, and several township cadres and female teachers got off the car and stepped on the wooden platform covered with red carpet.Before the wedding ceremony, the township leader gave a speech, praising the female teacher for getting rich and not forgetting her hometown, and lent hundreds of thousands to the township government to develop the economy. In recognition of this contribution, the township issued a silk banner.The female teacher took it with both hands, raised the pennant above her head, twisted her body from side to side, and displayed it 180° to the surroundings, and the applause was thunderous again.The monkey saw clearly that there were eight gold-stamped characters written on the red-bottomed pennant: Introduce foreign investment, invigorate the economy.

The monkey shook his head in doubt, and his head began to feel dizzy. The smiles of the township cadres were full of enthusiasm, and the smiles of the female teachers who had just given birth to their sons were bright and proud. The smiles of the villagers were a little humble and envious.At the beginning of the wedding banquet, the monkey took a bottle of white wine and gulped down half of it, but still couldn't stop the dizziness in his head. He was obviously a mistress who started selling meat, so why did he become a rich and capable person?How did you become a role model for the folks?It's fine if you don't feel ashamed, why do you feel proud?The monkey couldn't figure it out, so he walked into the main room staggeringly, stood under the banner that had just been hung up, looked at it for a while, and then climbed up on the table.

There were three tables of banquets in the main room. Everyone stopped chewing and looked up at the monkey in surprise. Under the gaze of all the villagers, the monkey tore down the pennant and stepped on it, unzipped his trousers, took out his stuff generously, and happily excrete up.Immediately, a few women, like disturbed hens, clucked and ran for the door, and the monkey jumped off the table and walked away.

After a while, the female teacher chased after hearing the news. The monkey turned around, made an obscene gesture at her, took off the suit on his body and threw it over, and laughed loudly: "Fuck you fucking angel!"

The female teacher died completely in the monkey's heart in this way. He was very painful during those days, not the soreness when the female teacher went south at the beginning, but a kind of disillusionment pain that he could not describe.Before he could come up with a charter, misfortune came one after another, and his sister Hou Xiaoman went crazy.

Hou Xiaoman went crazy suddenly, that day was her 30th birthday, and she left with two pig's trotters from the meat stall outside the living area of ​​No. [-] Factory.The hawkers in the stalls have been doing business outside the No. [-] Factory all year round, and they know most of the workers in the factory. It is common for someone to forget to bring money to make up for it later in the day. The situation of leaving has never been encountered before.So, the meat boss stopped Hou Xiaoman and asked to weigh the two pig's trotters. Hou Xiaoman stared and shouted furiously: I paid the money, so what's the point?The meat boss yelled at being wronged. He didn't understand how the usually amiable eldest sister of the Hou family became vicious and raped him, so he grabbed the pig's trotters and started fighting. Hou Xiaoman screamed a few times and quickly stripped off his clothes , jumped onto the meat stall naked, picked up a few lumps of white pork, made a left and right gesture, and danced lightly.Only then did everyone realize that something was wrong, some undressed, some pulled people, and some ran to find Hou Xiaoman's husband, Xie Sanli.

The monkey knew the news, and his sister had been sent to a mental hospital. She was tied to the bed like an animal, yelling with disheveled hair, and a pile of filth was excreted from under her body.The monkey took a look and then turned around and left. He ran out of the hospital with his legs feeling weak, and fell to the ground, shaking all over. He couldn't connect the gentle and beautiful elder sister with the crazy woman just now.He couldn't accept such a fact.

Since then, the monkey’s happy life has come to an end. At first, his sister had frequent illnesses, and he and his brother-in-law had to work together to catch them each time, and they were tied up and sent to the hospital. Pull and cut once.In particular, he couldn't figure out why his sister suddenly went crazy. In his opinion, her sister had a happy marriage, her brother-in-law Xie Sanli loved her very much, and her work was going smoothly. She was rated as an advanced production worker year after year. Over [-] years old and yet to have a child, after much deliberation, I can't find a reason for my sister to go crazy.He began to suffer from insomnia, drinking heavily every night, and later became so serious that he took sleeping pills.

As the days went by like this, Monkey couldn't find a way to vent, and he felt that he would go crazy sooner or later.

One day, he wanted to send a report to the branch factory, and waited for the section chief to stamp the official seal of the unit, but he couldn't see the section chief after waiting. The drawer was opened.When he was young, he didn't have any toys, so he played with the locks at home, and gradually became a master. Ordinary locks can't stop him.After stamping the official seal, just as he was about to close the drawer, he found a pair of earrings. Within a few days, the pair of earrings appeared on the female cashier's ears.This surprised Monkey, the section chief and the female cashier seemed to be extremely upright and upright people on weekdays.Could it be that they have something tricky?

That night, the monkey opened the section chief's drawer again, but found no earrings, and then opened the female cashier's drawer, and the monkey found evidence of their ambiguity.This discovery surprised the monkey, and what was even more surprising was that after returning home that night, he felt sleepy without taking the medicine, and fell into a deep sleep.

After that, whenever the monkey was restless and unable to sleep at night, he quietly sneaked into each office like a nocturnal animal. For more than two years, he visited almost all the administrative offices of the Seventh Factory and looked through all the managers. There are unexpected surprises of prying into privacy in the drawer of the desk, and more is the tiredness of physical and mental exhaustion after experiencing high stimulation and tension.Therefore, after every flipping, he carefully restored it, never took anything, at most played a little prank, he didn't want to be discovered, and this fun was terminated, with only one exception, he not only took something, but was also caught. People discovered that the discoverer was none other than his later master Xiao Yi.

In those few years, the company vigorously promoted reforms and strengthened management. All units were in full swing to reduce personnel and increase efficiency. The seventh factory was far away from the company.The logistics department where Monkey is located used to have more than 98 people. After re-setting posts and staff, 30 people were assigned to leadership and management positions, and 6 worker positions were reserved. This means that 8 or so employees, including Monkey, must either Find a relationship to transfer away from the seventh factory, or obey the factory's partial distribution arrangement, and work in shifts in the workshop as operators.

At that time, people's ideas had not yet changed, and they were somewhat prejudiced against shift work. Therefore, these employees who had worked on the day shift for 20 years all went to the factory to find leaders.But the leaders of the factory were so busy that they were too busy to meet them, so they only sent the director of the factory office to convey the message. The director of the factory office first talked about the international and domestic situation, pointed out that the reform of state-owned enterprises is imperative, and pointed out that the reform of the group company has achieved results. It will be strengthened in the future.He also analyzed the current situation of the Seventh Factory and said that the operating conditions of the Seventh Factory have not been good in recent years.Finally, I hope that everyone will change their minds, update their concepts, obey the arrangements, and regard themselves as a revolutionary brick, and move it wherever they need it.

Watching the director of the factory office opening and closing his mouth, the monkey cursed Chacha in his heart, turned and left.The director's arrogance and report-style official tone made him uncomfortable, and what was even more annoying was that he compared these employees to burdens. The operating conditions of the Seventh Factory were not good in those few years, but was it all the employees' responsibility?Why don't you talk about the fact that the leaders spent a lot of money investing blindly and wasting money in vain?The business situation is not good, why are there still one small car next to the other, and one is more expensive than the other?How come you go to a restaurant to eat and drink? Have you ever missed one?In the karaoke hall, hugging the young lady to spend time and wine, did you miss hugging once?Why put the responsibility on the workers and let the workers pay the bill?

Monkey couldn't figure it out, so he took a camera and took pictures of the horses of the factory leaders one by one, and waited for a few days in a high-end restaurant they frequented, waiting for the leaders to eat one day, he followed the waiter who served the food into the private room, He raised his camera and aimed at a table of delicacies, snapped and snapped, deliberately took a few more pictures of the two bottles of Moutai in the middle of the table, and everyone in the room was stunned. It was not until he was about to leave that the director of the factory came to his senses. Jumping up to grab the camera, he hugged the camera tightly and shouted: "If you dare to rape me, I will call the police immediately. The central government has issued repeated orders to prohibit eating and drinking with public funds. This is the iron proof that you have committed crimes against the wind."

The next day, his brother-in-law Xie Sanli found him and asked him to hand over the negatives. Stop fooling around. The brother-in-law said: "It is useless for you to do that. This is not the action of the Seventh Factory. It is the general environment of the entire company that is changing. What is being adjusted now is the management and day shift positions. Hurry up and get a good workshop and find a good job and a good master. Otherwise, it will be too late when the workshops start to operate. Besides, the current shift is five shifts and three shifts, compared with the past four shifts. The third is much easier, and I heard that the income will also be tilted towards the front line in the future."

After hearing what his brother-in-law said, the monkey was speechless.It has nothing to do with me. It is impossible to transfer from the seventh factory, and it is a foregone conclusion to leave the workshop.In fact, he didn't know where to send these photos, send them to the company's discipline inspection committee?Aren't the heads of so many units in the company like this, submitting to newspapers, and don't know if they will be published, these photos are frightening to put it bluntly, and have no practical significance.He handed over the negatives, but he was unwilling to do so, so he obediently was kicked out of the workshop. Didn't he prove that he was a burden?In order to get along with this tone, Shiye opened the desk of the director of the factory office. He originally wanted to play a prank, but found 8000 yuan in cash in the drawer. For reasons that he couldn't explain himself, he took the sum of money, and faked a burglary scene.Later, everything went as he expected, and the security department characterized the matter as theft by people outside the factory, and no one suspected him.

Two months later, in his thirties, he left the workshop and was assigned the best position, as well as a master who would change the rest of his life.