If this love becomes a memory

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At the end of the year, things became more complicated. Mo Xiaonan worked overtime frequently. Simin took Domi to Fu Yina to visit relatives. Xiao Yi was alone at home. At first, Mo Xiaonan was very worried and made several calls home every day. , Within two days, I discovered that Xiao Yi would go into the kitchen, take the ingredients in the refrigerator for granted, put oil and salt on it, cook it, and make a big pot of chowder, that is to say, he can cook by himself.And no matter how late he worked overtime, Xiao Yi would always be waiting for her.

What surprised her was that one night, working overtime was nearly ten o'clock, and just after leaving the trade union building, there was a tall figure standing under the streetlight on the opposite road. When she saw her, she rushed up and put the umbrella in her hand on her head. , hehe said: "It's raining."

Looking up at Xiao Yi whose face was flushed from the cold, Mo Xiaonan suddenly felt warm in his heart. In such an unusually cold winter, walking under the umbrella opened by the master, surrounded by the master, what wind and rain is there? Can't cover it?

On weekday evenings, after dinner, the two would watch TV, play checkers, or make a pot of tea, chatting casually. She thought that the master could fully understand and understand her words.In a trance, it seems that she has returned to more than ten years ago, and she has to ask the master about everything, and the master's words can always make her feel at ease.

On weekends, the master and apprentice got up early and went to the mall to buy food and necessities for next week. The two walked from the first floor to the top floor, and then slowly swept down from the top floor, stopping to look and choose until it was full. Pushing the cart, I was content to return with the big bags and small bags.

Opening the door of the house, Mo Xiaonan seemed to smell a faint smell of smoke. Before he could react, he heard Xiao Yi who was beside him yelling, dropped the things in his hands, and rushed in without even changing his shoes. Looking around, there was a person half lying on the sofa in the living room, but it wasn't Mo Wei who was it?At this moment, the cell phone in his pocket rang.

Seeing Xiao Yican rushing towards her with a bright smile, Mo Wei quickly sat up and greeted her with a smile.

"Bunny, I miss you!" Xiao Yi yelled while holding her hand.

"I miss you too." Mo Wei said, this is not a polite remark, after returning home, whenever she thinks of the days at my sister's place, Xiao Yi's foolish smile always flashes in Mo Wei's mind involuntarily, With a childlike gesture, he touched her forehead immediately and said, "Does the place I smashed last time still hurt? I'm sorry, it's my fault."

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, I'm not well, and I'm sorry."

While talking, Mo Wei looked up, and the sister-in-law was still standing at the door to answer the phone, probably from her father.This time, she sneaked here without telling the family. After arriving at my sister-in-law's place, she hung up on her father and told her family her decision.

Mo Xiaonan hung up the phone, changed her shoes, grabbed a magazine on the shoe cabinet, ran into the living room, and slapped Mo Wei on the head: "Well, you little bastard, you are in your twenties, so ignorant , thinking about doing things as soon as you come out, do you think you are still young? You don’t say hello wherever you go.”

Mo Wei dodged, stretched out her hand to grab the magazine, got up and hugged my sister-in-law into her arms, pushed her down on the sofa and sat down, and said: "Don't get excited, sister-in-law, I want to have a good talk with you." After that, she sat down too Beside Xiao Yi, he said, "Sister-in-law, I told Dad that I decided to stay with you, live with you, and help you take good care of Aunt Xiao."

Mo Xiaonan laughed dryly, sipped her mouth, and said half aloud: "Living with me? You play turtles with my master every day? Or hug Xiao Wei Qingqing and me? You still take care of Aunt Xiao. One day, Miss Mo loses her temper. You gave my master a bump on the head again, right?"

"Don't underestimate people like this. I will be self-sufficient if I stay. As for the last time I did it, I apologized to Aunt Xiao, and I won't do it again." Mo Wei said angrily, "I'm telling you something serious, you Be serious, girl."

"I'm also quite serious to talk to you about serious matters." Mo Xiaonan said: "You sneaked here this time, and you have this kind of thought, it's just that you haven't passed the test at home, and you chose to escape, but what problem can escape solve? ? Take my master as an example, when he took Cheng Lili away back then, it was an escape, to put it bluntly, but what happened? He came back like this.”

"But at least, Aunt Xiao and Aunt Cheng are living the life they want to live."

"Does this kind of life have to be exchanged at such a high price? I mean, is it the only choice to leave, to go? Or master, I was chatting with your bearded uncle a few days ago, and he Said that the master is in the No. [-] Factory, he is very good at dealing with people, and he is very popular. He can bring Cheng Lili back to the No. [-] Factory to live together. He still believes that even if the people in the No. [-] Factory don’t understand, most of them will accept the master and the others. There are only a very small number of goblins. Therefore, I think the departure of the master back then was wrong."

"I'm different from your master. What I'm facing is my family."

"The truth is the same, Weiwei." Mo Xiaonan said: "Furthermore, based on my observations, the people around you don't really understand your group, and because they don't understand, they feel unreasonable, surprised, and even discriminated against. But have you ever thought about it? How can people understand? Like me, I have witnessed the relationship between Master and Simin before, but I still don’t understand it. I understand. If you want your relatives and friends to understand and accept you, you must first let them understand you, right?"

"I keep communicating with my dad, but it's useless. Their thinking has been fixed and it's not easy to change."

"You have to give them time, and you have to work hard to convince them. After all, your parents' attitude is not so tough. If you encounter pressure, encounter different voices, and choose to escape, what problem can it solve? Can you Running away for the rest of your life? Always complaining that adults don’t understand you, how much effort have you made to make them understand?”

Mo Wei lowered her head and thought for a while, then said: "I admit that I didn't work hard enough, that's right, Aunt Xiao can make people around her accept her even if they don't understand, I'm dealing with relatives, so it shouldn't be so difficult. Well, I will continue to convince my parents in the future."

"That's right. What you should do now is to find a job, become truly independent, mature, and live a good life, so that adults can rest assured, and then slowly convince your parents."

"Well, I will live a good life here."

"Why have I been talking nonsense for a long time?" Mo Xiaonan was anxious, and said sullenly: "I will give you an attitude today, and I can help you continue to persuade your elder brother and sister-in-law in the future, but I don't agree with you staying with me."

"why?"

"Weiwei, this is a small city. All the opportunities are not comparable to the city where your parents live. You are still young and you have a long way to go. If you stay here, you will be as old as my master back then. Leaving work is no different, it is an escape, and the price is too high.”

"Okay, okay." Mo Wei waved her hand and interrupted: "Let me tell you clearly, sister, you all thought I was immature before, and I made this decision after a few days of consideration. First of all, Dad It is impossible for my mother to accept my choice for a short time. If I want to stay there, the long-term hand-to-hand combat will definitely make everyone scarred. There is a little distance, but it is easier to communicate. Secondly, I don’t think staying There will be a great future in that city, sister, you can call me worthless, I am just a very ordinary person, I just want to live the life I want to live, if I can find a girl in love in the future, I will live a normal life , if my relatives and friends can agree with and accept us, then I will be content in this life." After finishing speaking, I ignored Mo Xiaonan's nagging, took out my phone, and pressed the button to send a text message.

Xiao Yi, who had been silent all this time, looked at the two of them left and right, and suddenly said to Mo Xiaonan, "Rabbit, let the cub stay."

Mo Xiaonan stopped talking, and said to Xiao Yi: "Master, you don't understand the situation, what is she doing here?"

"Leave it at home."

Mo Wei giggled: "Is there any sister-in-law? Your master has spoken, leave me at your house."

"Put it at home? Why do I put two T's at home? Is it fun?"

"Then I don't care." Mo Wei got up and walked out. "If you can take in Aunt Xiao, you have to take me in."

After going out the door, Mo Wei let out a long breath. She never thought about coming out before, and she kept it from her parents in a casual manner. Now that her parents know about it, they have to face it.She really thought it through when she came to my sister-in-law. Just now my sister-in-law said the price angrily. If, my parents can accept her choice for a short time: if there is her other half in that city, if there is a good job or a good job there. Future, she really won't leave, but when those ifs are just ifs, then giving up the life in the big city in exchange for the freedom of this small place is not a big price, and it's nothing compared to Aunt Xiao back then .

And thinking of Xiao Yi, Mo Wei was greatly touched by what happened to her. These days, Mo Wei is no longer as ignorant as before, and has begun to seriously consider her future. Nian actually has nothing, and I am afraid that I will not have any apprentices in this life, and I will not have any friends who are better than relatives. If I really want to become like Xiao Yi, I can only go home and harm my parents as Wei Yiyi said.So, you have to live well first.

Now, she was going to find Wei Yiyi, she took out her mobile phone and sent another text message, making sure that Wei Yiyi was at home, so she bought a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates, took a taxi and went straight to Wei Yiyi's residence, knocked the things behind her back Door.

Wei Yiyi opened the door and blocked it, not letting her in. Mo Wei didn't mind, and asked directly, "Are you reconciled with your husband?"

Wei Yiyi looked at her and asked, "Is it related to you? Who are you to me?"

"It has a lot to do with me." Mo Wei stared down at Wei Yiyi.Continue to ask: "Are you reconciled?"

Wei Yiyi paused, and answered honestly: "No."

"Okay, I'll apologize to you." Mo Wei said, without any explanation, she put the things behind her into Wei Yi's arms.He added: "Now, I'm going to ask you something, you should think it over before answering. I, decided to stay here, would you like to work hard with me to fight for a future that belongs to us?"

Wei Yiyi was stunned, staring blankly at Mo Wei who had a dignified face and repeated it again. He was thinking about how to answer, but Mo Wei sighed heavily and said, "Okay, I understand. I'm sorry, Excuse me." After saying that, Mo Wei turned around decisively and strode away.

Holding a large bouquet of flowers in his arms and a box of chocolates in his hand, Wei Yiyi stamped his feet and chased them out of the door. "What do you understand? They didn't say no."

Mo Wei, who had already reached the stairs, stood still, turned her back to Wei Yiyi and laughed silently. When the rippling sweetness in her heart calmed down a bit, she quickly cleaned up her overflowing smile, restored her seriousness, and hugged Wei Yiyi back. Wei Yiyi, go into the house. "Let's go into the room and talk about it."

Surrounded by them, Wei Yiyi still hadn't recovered, broke away from Mo Wei, and said, "What did you say last time? It hurts so much. You don't understand anything."

"I was an asshole last time. I apologize to you. Let's not get entangled in the past, okay? Think about it later."

"What's wrong with you? Why do I feel like you've been stimulated, as if you've been beaten with chicken blood." Wei Yiyi asked doubtfully.

"Nonsense. I've never been so sober." Mo Wei sat down and said: "Listen, this is what I think about. You are out of the closet. I am also fighting with my parents. We are together, and we will go to our own families in the future. This level will not be the main conflict anymore. We have not been in contact for a long time. I personally think that our personalities are very suitable. We both have hurt each other in the past. We should both know how to cherish each other. I can't give you anything, but I will work hard, are you willing to fight with me?"

Now, Wei Yiyi understood quite clearly, nodded firmly, and said, "I am willing."

Mo Wei came here on a whim, which made Mo Xiaonan feel difficult. For the past two days, her eldest brother kept calling her, and even wanted to rush over to take Mo Wei back by force, but Mo Xiaonan stopped her.Over the past few months, she has patiently and detailedly told her elder brother all the knowledge she has learned about homosexuality. The elder brother's attitude is vacillating, and he often speaks well when talking on the phone. We must respect Mo Wei's choice, and the next Tong Tong called, and hoped to persuade Mo Wei to change, but the elder sister-in-law and her natal relatives and friends seemed to be more repulsive.Mo Xiaonan actually understood the attitude of the eldest brother and sister-in-law.What happened to Mo Wei happened suddenly. It will take time for relatives and friends to truly accept it from the bottom of their hearts. This problem cannot be solved overnight.And Mo Wei's child was spoiled by his parents since he was a child, and his elder brother and sister-in-law have always let him go. Now if he goes back and uses force, I'm afraid it will really scar everyone.

But if Mo Wei were to stay here, Mo Xiaonan also disagreed. Back then, the eldest brother and sister-in-law left their hometowns to work hard, wasn't it just to create a good environment for Mo Wei?This is a small city. There were a lot of closed businesses in the early years, and the employment pressure has always been great. What good future can Mo Wei have if she stays?

In the days that followed, Mo Xiaonan could only persuade her at both ends, but Mo Wei ignored her, and thought she was long-winded, and moved to a house in the north of the city on her own initiative. Jiantian accompanied Mo Wei to run wildly all over the city, saying that he was doing market research and wanted to help Mo Wei start a business, but what was too much was that he didn't even make a potpourri, causing Mo Xiaonan to eat instant noodles for several days.

One day, when I came back from work, the house was deserted again. Mo Xiaonan put down her things and drove to a commercial house in the north of the city. When she entered, she saw Mo Wei, Wei Yiyi and Xiao Yi talking and laughing lively Wrapping the dumplings, she looked at them coldly for a while, and said to Mo Wei: "My hair is graying a lot, and you seem to be fine, living your little life."

Wei Yiyi blushed when he heard this, and lowered his head to hide behind Mo Wei. Mo Wei laughed and said, "Sister-in-law came just in time. Aunt Xiao was supposed to bring you the dumplings back." around. "Look, the rooms are neatly tidied up one by one. This house is really like what Uncle Monkey said, only people who can live in it are popular, ha ha."

Mo Xiaonan didn't have time to answer, the phone in her pocket rang. Looking at the number, she saw that it was the elder brother calling. After thinking about it, she handed the phone to Mo Wei: "Your father's number."

Mo Wei wiped her hands, took the phone and sat on the sofa, the room suddenly became silent, and several people stared at Mo Wei quietly.Mo Wei sat upright, answered for a while, took a long breath, and said slowly: "Dad, listen to me, okay? I am [-] years old this year, and I am no longer the ignorant person in your eyes. I know what kind of person I am and what kind of life I want. I know that my choice makes you sad and makes you lose face with your relatives and friends. I also know that you love me very much and have paid a lot for me. I I love you too. Yes, Dad. I know everything but I can't do it. I'm sorry, Dad. I can't do what you want. I really can't do it. Yes, I can't do it even for you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

Amidst the repeated utterances of sorry, Mo Xiaonan saw Mo Wei's tears welling up violently, dripping uncontrollably down her cheeks, and finally hung up the phone, hiding her head in her arms and sobbing suppressedly. Sitting beside Mo Wei, holding Mo Wei's hand, she also burst into tears, her face full of helplessness and grievance.

The crying of the two children made Mo Xiaonan's heart ache. She hadn't shed a tear for a few years and felt her throat was blocked, so she turned her face away, pondered for a while, and said, "Weiwei, if you insist on staying, I agree. .”

The two children raised their heads and watched intently. Mo Xiaonan continued: "After the Spring Festival is over, you and my master will go to run the teahouse together. This road is your own choice. You have to think about how to go." Said Forget it, get up and call Xiao Yi, walk to the door, then turn around and say: "You and Xiao Wei cherish it, and we will work hard to convince the family together in the future."

After going downstairs, Mo Xiaonan looked up at the window of her house, the light was on and it really gave a lot of warmth.Ten years ago, she teamed up with Zhuo Ercong to separate Master and Simin. Up to now, she didn't know if she did it right. But just now, she took a clear stand on Mo Wei's side, and she didn't know if it was right. I want to see tragedy happen.

Mo Xiaonan took Xiao Yi by the hand, and the two walked silently for a while, the phone rang again, it was from Simin, after answering, Mo Xiaonan said to Xiao Yi beside him: "Master, Simin will be back tomorrow, she is real this time We're leaving, we'll just pass by from now on."

"There are also cubs." Xiao Yi said with a chuckle.

"Well. I'm going to buy the house downstairs from her to be your head of household. There is another consideration. If Fu Yi has been treating Simin like this, it is a good thing. If there is any change, we have to give it to Simin and Duo. Mi keeps the house and the nest, who can say clearly what will happen in the future, don’t you think so, master?”

"Ah."

"Today, Zhuo Ercong said that it will be my birthday in a few days, and he wants to invite the two of us to dinner. I refused. If he comes to you behind my back, don't agree."

"Well, no. That ugly monster."

"Huzi said that the goblin came to him, complained that I was unfair as a senior sister, and said that the goblin cried. Master, do you think I did something wrong?"

"Yes."

"Well, I think that's right too. Monkey has recently stopped convulsing and filed for divorce, but he was encouraged by the half-immortal to go to the temple to pray for you. The half-immortal told him to donate 1 yuan to each temple, and after walking eight or eight years 64 ancestral temples, your disease will be healed, but he actually believes this, are you crazy?"

"Well, nerves."

"Oh, by the way, a few days ago, Cheng Lili called and said that she would come back to see you during the Spring Festival. Do you miss Cheng Lili?"

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"Don't smirk, do you want to? If she wants to take you away, will you go with her?"

"Don't go."

After walking for a while, Mo Xiaonan suddenly stopped, and Lalaxiao also said: "Master, can you carry me on your back?"

Xiao Yi smiled and squatted down, and carried Mo Xiaonan on his back. The master's back was very thin, but it was hard. This back carried Simin, the goblin, and perhaps Cheng Lili. More than ten years ago, Mo Xiaonan Xiao Nan has always wanted the master to carry it on her back, and now she finally got her wish.

If Master Tian's memory recovers one day, who will be the first woman she can remember?Thinking of this, Mo Xiaonan leaned on Master's back and laughed silently

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