If this love becomes a memory

【6】

After nine o'clock, I settled the bill, and found the Nalala bar according to the address Mo Wei provided.Push the door and go in, a narrow corridor, down the stairs, suddenly opened, a hall is irregularly divided into three parts, music is playing, and there are three people sitting at each table.The two sat down, one of them ordered a beer, Mo Wei looked around, there were not many people, almost all of them were friends or couples, only a fat girl was alone in the corner, playing with her mobile phone all the time, as if in a and others.

Mo Wei immerses herself in the music very comfortably. She likes the feeling of being in a club. No matter which city she is in, she can always find a familiar atmosphere in a club, and she always finds a sense of organization.Mo Xiaonan on the side also looked around curiously, most of the beer in his hand was gone.

"The beer here is expensive, you can't drink it like this, just make a show with your hand." Mo Wei reminded Mo Xiaonan.

"Then what am I doing sitting around?"

"Look at the handsome men and women around you." Mo Wei said.

After a while, people came in one after another. Seeing that the girl in the room was still alone, Mo Wei walked over and sat down on the opposite side. "Can I sit here?"

"Aren't you already sitting down?" the girl said with a look at her.

"Send text messages?" Mo Wei asked.

"Delete the text message." The girl said.

"Waiting for someone?"

"No."

Mo Wei stopped talking, she could tell that the girl was in a bad mood. The girl looked a little baby fat, but her facial features were very attractive. Under the soft light, her face had a red halo.

The girl finally stopped messing with her phone and looked up at Mo Wei. "What are you staring at me for?"

Mo Wei took out a cigarette and handed it over. Seeing the girl wave her hand, she lit one herself, took a long puff and said, "See if you are a foreigner like me, and you are also in a bad mood."

"I'm a foreigner, I'm in a bad mood, what's wrong?"

"MM, don't be so aggressive when you talk, okay? I just want to talk to someone. If you don't want to, I'll just walk away." Mo Wei said a little displeased.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood." The girl said, "Let's talk, I'm listening."

When the girl said this, Mo Wei didn't know what to talk about. In a trance, she seemed to see AA sitting opposite. In the past, the two of them liked to go to the bar on weekends to meet friends and feel the warm atmosphere.For a moment, the pain in my heart seemed to be condensed and solidified in the water, and the scope gradually expanded.

"My girlfriend is getting married soon, and the relationship of more than four years will be gone in one fell swoop." Mo Wei took a big gulp of beer.Take a breath and say, "I try my best to forget everything, but my heart still hurts."

The girl stared blankly at Mo Wei, with a trace of mist in her eyes. "I also just broke up with my husband, and we have been in love for more than four years."

The same topic, the same experience, the same pain, the distance between the two of them has been shortened. Unknowingly, Mo Wei sat next to the girl and listened to her talk about how she met her husband online and how she came out of the closet to convince her parents. He quit his job and came to this city to marry his husband, and how he was abandoned, making him afraid to go home and face his parents.

Speaking of this, the girl started to cry, her eyes seemed to be holding back a lot of pressure, and once the tear valve was opened, they couldn't stop pouring out.Mo Wei looked at the empty wine bottle and didn't know how to persuade her. She waved her hands and ordered two more beers, handed them to the girl and said, "Don't be sad, it's not worth it for that kind of person."

The girl took the wine and drank it while sobbing. She sobbed a lot and lifted it on her shoulders several times before letting it go. "Don't drink when you're crying, beware of choking on it." Mo Wei pressed her hand and said.The girl calmed down, but persuaded Mo Wei, and in the end, the two of them were almost talking to themselves.Mo Wei inadvertently looked outside, the table of my sister-in-law was already full, and several people surrounded my sister-in-law, chatting happily.

Later, the girl grabbed Mo Wei's hand and said, "Will you take me back, I may have drunk too much."

Mo Wei looked at the two empty wine bottles in front of her, she didn't think she would be too drunk, she tried to help her but couldn't get up, she went to the outside to call Mo Xiaonan, the two of them worked together to get the girl out of the bar, and called a car Taxi, the girl said a place name, it was not too far away, and after a while, they came to an iron gate, slapped it for a while, the gatekeeper opened the door, and Mo Wei and sister-in-law carried the girl into a building.

This may be the family building of some unit. It should have been built a long time ago. The corridors are full of messy and dirty things. After climbing to the top floor, the girl found the key to open the door.

After entering the door, the girl sat down on the ground. Mo Xiaonan fumbled for a long time and turned on the light. Aunt and nephew Mo Wei were shocked by the simplicity of the room. It was a one-bedroom, one-living room with a kitchen and toilet.There are almost no electrical appliances in the room. There is only a sofa and coffee table in the living room, and there is only a bed and a wardrobe in the bedroom. Mo Wei tried her best to help the girl to go to bed, but the girl started crying again. She pulled Mo Wei and said that she missed her mother and father, and the tears kept flowing.

Mo Wei searched the kitchen for a while, finally found a carton of milk, went to the bed to help the girl up, fed her a little bit, wiped her face, in case she would vomit in the middle of the night, she found another pot and put it under the bed.

When leaving, Mo Wei also poured a glass of water for the girl and put it beside her, and left her sister-in-law's cell phone number.Watching her busy, Mo Xiaonan felt that this child actually knew how to take care of others.

After coming out, Mo Xiaonan checked the time, it was past twelve o'clock, and it was close to the north of the city, so he decided to spend the night in a commercial house in the north of the city instead of going back to the company's family building.

This is Mo Wei's first visit to the commercial housing in the north of Xiaogu City. It is more than 200 square meters. Although the furniture and decoration seem outdated, judging from the time of purchase, one can still imagine the grandeur of the year.It is in sharp contrast with the girl's residence I just saw.

Mo Wei looked at all the rooms upstairs and downstairs, and there was dust everywhere, and there was not a single bed that could sleep with a futon.A few lights were broken, and the water valve upstairs was leaking. I don't know how long it has been unoccupied.It was too late, the two hurriedly washed up, Mo Xiaonan made a bed and made do with it.

"Sister, it's a pity that such a big house is empty." Mo Wei sighed.

Mo Xiaonan didn't answer, she was still thinking about the pleasant chat with some lesbians in the bar just now, even though she told them that she was not from the circle, they still didn't regard her as an outsider, what moved her most was The pair of women in their thirties were not like the two young men on the opposite side, who kept calling their husbands and wives, but from the smiles in their eyes, it could be seen that they were full of affection.According to them, they have been together for ten years, how difficult it is.

Seeing that the little aunt didn't answer, Mo Wei reached out to touch her. "Sleep. Sister?"

"No, what happened to that girl?" Mo Xiaonan recovered and asked.

Mo Wei briefly described the situation of the girls, and Mo Xiaonan asked, "Are they married?"

"It should be." Mo Wei said: "Her husband came out very early, and her family and friends all know that after they met, it was her husband who persuaded her to come out with the family, and came here again, held a banquet, and gave a ring Yes. Now her husband fell in love with another woman and broke up."

Mo Xiaonan sighed and said, "Your relationship is too fickle and insecure."

Mo Wei felt harsh when hearing such words, what are we and you?It seems that my sister-in-law still regards such feelings as aliens.Mo Wei was silent for a while, and asked, "Sister-in-law, how did you divorce your uncle?"

"Why do you want to ask this? Didn't I tell you that Zhuo Ercong abandoned me. He threw me like a rag." Mo Xiaonan turned around and said.

"Sister-in-law, don't treat me like a child, can you be more specific?" Mo Wei got up and shook Mo Xiaonan.

"What do you want to know?" Mo Xiaonan turned over and asked.

"I want to hear your stories." Mo Wei said.

"Story? A popular story that couldn't be more vulgar." Mo Xiaonan said: "In 03, Zhuo Ercong met a woman in the provincial capital and had a relationship. The woman was pregnant with his child. He didn't know it at the time. Soon the group company was going to promote him to be the general manager of the company in the provincial capital. During the investigation period after the announcement, the woman who had been missing for several months appeared, patting her stomach like Hu Niu in "Camel Xiangzi" and saying that she had , forced Zhuo Ercong to divorce, and we left like this."

Mo Wei only met Zhuo Ercong once, but that time left a deep impression on her. Zhuo Ercong's kindness to her sister-in-law was so exaggerated that it almost made people think it was a show. "So, sister-in-law. It's not that our feelings are fickle. The heterosexuals are the same."

Only then did Mo Xiaonan understand what Mo Wei meant, and patted her with a smile. "Yes, Teacher Mo, I was wrong, I take back what I just said."

"But I'm not completely wrong. There is no guarantee for a relationship like yours." Mo Xiaonan said again: "It is not easy to find someone who can hold hands for a lifetime. The so-called marriage is just a kind of comfort for each other. Forget it, they are not protected by the law at all, and most of them do not get the blessings of their parents, relatives and friends. If they cherish each other, it is a kind of blessing. If there is a betrayal, the injured party will not even have the basic rights protected. Weiwei, look at that girl tonight, when I think of her crying and missing her parents, I feel so pitiful."

Mo Wei didn't make a sound. She admitted that what the aunt said was correct. As a lesbian, or as a part of the same-sex couple, the so-called marriage is not protected by the law, nor can it be blessed by relatives and friends. Is it all of our own making?Mo Wei felt very sad, both for herself and for that girl.