The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

It wasn't until the actor performing the next show came on stage with the props that Pei Yan came back to his senses. He looked at the things in his hand and walked backstage.

The design of the auditorium was not thoughtful. Although the outfield is well-decorated, the backstage space is relatively small. Whenever such a large-scale event is held, they can only be squeezed together. It took Pei Yan a long time to find the girl in the corner who was doing makeup for a girl. Mr. Wang was about to go out after handing her the things, but his sleeves were suddenly pulled from behind.

Lu Pingping squeezed over from the crowd and handed him a pile of clothes, and said with some embarrassment: "Can I trouble you to send some clothes to the men's locker room? There wasn't enough room for them to change in the next locker room, but now there are girls No, I got separated from my classmates just now, and I couldn’t find anyone for a while, and there are still things waiting outside."

"Okay." Pei Yan agreed, and walked towards the locker room in the direction of Lu Pingping's finger.

The locker room was relatively deserted, and there were no people there. Now most of them were sitting in the audience or getting ready to go on stage. Pei Yan didn't see anyone in the class outside, so he opened the curtain and walked in. A few cabinets away suddenly Xu Shixi's voice was heard.

"No!" His voice was a little hasty, "I refuse, it's useless to say anything, you stand still, and I will really do it when you come again."

Then came the sound of chaotic footsteps.

Pei Yan didn't know what they were doing, so he went around those wardrobes, and when he was about to turn a corner, he almost bumped into someone, subconsciously raised his hand to block it, and then realized that it was Xu Shixi.

Xu Shixi didn't expect someone to come from behind him suddenly, and the roots of his ears that were already red all of a sudden burned up. When he turned around and saw that it was Pei Yan, he raised his hand and wanted to push him away.

Pei Yan held the clothes in his hand and wanted to explain that he was here to deliver things, but he didn't understand what Xu Shixi was panicking about, but he accidentally lowered his head and realized that something was wrong. What Xu Shixi was wearing seemed to be Fang Xiaochun's short skirt just now?

Fang Xiaochun didn't expect someone to come in at this time, and the hand holding the underwear was thrown behind him suddenly, and Pei Yan didn't have time to see what it was.

"You're done, Fang Xiaochun," Xu Shixi had already been seen anyway, and he didn't hide it anymore. He raised one hand to cover his face and sat on the bench next to him, ashamed and indignant, "You It's over, didn't you just say lock the door?"

Fang Xiaochun hurried to the door of the cubicle, poked his head out to have a look, and felt that no one would use this place in a short time, so he closed the door.It stands to reason that the wardrobes outside are enough. They are in the innermost position, and few people come over. He really didn't mean it.

Pei Yan put the clothes next to Xu Shixi, seeing that his ears were bleeding red, and wondered if he should go out.

But the door was closed by Fang Xiaochun again, and it was locked. It seemed that it was not good to open it in the past. After all, Xu Shixi was still wearing a skirt, so he couldn't help laughing.

Xu Shixi's legs are thin and straight, and they look whiter under the light, like warm white porcelain. If you ignore his current sitting posture in Dama Jindao, it doesn't look out of harmony, it's still pretty.

Xu Shixi only felt that his legs were cold, and he felt ashamed that he was not wearing any clothes. He didn't know why he was so hot-headed, and he agreed after being stalked by Fang Xiaochun for a while. This was the first time in his life. Women's clothing is very unpleasant, and there will never be a second time in this life.

Fang Xiaochun walked over, sat down, patted him on the shoulder, and pretended to comfort him: "Hey, it's okay, just get used to it, you see I was not embarrassed when so many people saw me acting as your girlfriend, you are shy now What kind of energy is there?"

He might as well not talk, Xu Shixi was devastated, but luckily Pei Min saw it alone, if Yu Zhun and the others see it, they can laugh until next year, maybe they will take him to take a group photo, maybe they will send it to him On the forum—shocked, the school bully of the third middle school turned out to be a big boss in women's clothing. Is this the fall of the school bully, or the rise of women's clothing?

After Pei Yan came in, he had been standing by the side in silence. Xu Shixi glanced at his expression through his fingers, as if he didn't mean to laugh at himself, he put down his hand and touched his hot earlobe, and asked calmly, "Aren't you Is there something between classes, why did you come here suddenly?"

"Ms. Jiang asked me to deliver some things. When I came in, I met Lu Pingping and asked me to bring the clothes to you." Pei Yan pointed to the school uniform next to him and said.

After sitting for a while, Xu Shixi finally came to his senses. He stood up and planned to change his pants. When he put his hands on the hem of his skirt, he couldn't help but look back at Pei Yan, and found that Pei Yan was leaning on the wardrobe as if smiling with his head down. Neither wear nor.

Fang Xiaochun laughed wildly beside him, and tried to reach out to help him take off his skirt. Xu Shixi resolutely resisted, and changed his strategy. He put on his pants first, and then took off his skirt without so much psychological burden.

After the performance, there is nothing else to do for the time being, but I don't know if I need help cleaning up the venue. There are no seats in the auditorium outside, so Xu Shixi plans to stay in the dressing room for a while.

Fang Xiaochun was called away by the people in the next class, leaving only Xu Shixi and Pei Yan in the corner of the locker room.

The short skirt was still on the bench at the side, and Xu Shixi's face burned when he saw it. Fortunately, he didn't listen to Fang Xiaochun's order to put on the full skirt, so he quietly reached out and pushed it aside, and then heard Pei Yan laugh again.

"I saw your show just now," Pei Yan said, "You sing very well."

"Thank you," Xu Shixi said awkwardly. Seeing that Pei Yan didn't seem to be planning to go back, he asked, "Aren't you going back to self-study? There should still be an hour in time."

Pei Yan was about to sit down next to him, but he froze for a moment when he heard his words. The lesson plan for this week hadn't been finished yet, but he didn't want to leave now at all.

However, Xu Shixi also asked casually. After asking, he didn't speak, so he sat in the corner and took out his mobile phone to play games. He just cleared the level and unlocked a new mode recently, but because he didn't have time to play during rehearsal, his progress has been stuck at the top week.

Pei Yan sat next to him and watched him cut the fruit. When Xu Shixi was playing games and doing homework, he was not the same as usual, and would frown slightly childishly.

At first Xu Shixi didn't feel anything, and he wasn't afraid of being watched, but then he accidentally cut two bombs with trembling hands, picked up the phone in embarrassment, and tried to explain forcibly, "I'm a little nervous looking at me like this."

As if he was very uncomfortable staying here, Pei Yan finally stood up, handed him the school uniform jacket, and said, "I'll go back first."

Xu Shixi nodded.

But just when he thought Pei Yan was going to go out, Pei Yan suddenly turned his head and leaned on the cabinet to look at him for a while. Xu Shixi's back felt cold when he saw him, and then he heard his teasing voice, "The skirt is also very cute." nice."

Xu Shixi was stunned for a moment, but he still hadn't realized what it meant. He didn't realize it until the sound of closing the door was heard not far away.

It seemed that I was the only decent person in this school. Xu Shixi lay on the bench and cut three watermelons in a row coldly and melancholy, and the juice overflowed.

The end of school time for the second and third year of high school is different, so the first half of the party is hosted by two students from the second year of high school, and the second half is hosted by the seniors and sisters who are preparing for the art test and broadcasting.

Around 06:30, Shen Zhouchuan's part was over. When he was about to go to the locker room to change, he happened to see Pei Yan coming out of the door. The two people's eyes met. The smile that had not faded from Pei Yan's eyes gradually faded away. Freezing, with a sullen expression, he walked towards another aisle.

Shen Zhouchuan stepped forward to block his way, there were only a few spare cameras, and no one was there, so Pei Yan said coldly, "What's the matter with you?"

"Let's talk." Shen Zhouchuan said.

"I made it very clear last time," Pei Yan didn't want to tangle with him, "If you still want to ask, ask Shen Pingjiang, I have nothing to say."

After Pei Yan finished speaking, he planned to bypass him and go out, but Shen Zhouchuan raised his hand to stop him.

"Okay," Shen Zhouchuan looked at him calmly, "I just want to ask you one last sentence. The total amount is nearly 30. Did the money go to your card?"

"Yes." Pei Yan said calmly.

Shen Zhouchuan clenched his fists, because there were too many people on the field, if it was difficult to explain, he suppressed his anger and said, "You are sick, you have never suspected it? Who sponsors the scholarship? So much money? You still have ghosts in your mind."

Pei Yan looked at him with cold eyes, "I know very well what I have done, and it has nothing to do with me whether you believe it or not."

After speaking, he didn't give Shen Zhouchuan another chance to block his way this time, and strode away from the auditorium.

He was not afraid of Shen Zhouchuan making trouble for him, he was even numb, he just felt upset, even if there were no such troubles, it was impossible for him and Shen Zhouchuan to stand together peacefully.

When I went back, there were only a dozen people in the classroom, and they were all quietly studying in their seats. In the locker room just now, Gu Cong sent two big physics questions. Wow, it looks like it should be an exam.

Pei Yan quickly finished sending it to him, and Gu Cong replied with a tearful expression in seconds.

Gu Cong: Brother, you are finally here. I just handed in the paper 1 minute ago. [Desperate.jpg]

Galaxy: ...

Gu Cong: I usually look for you at this time, hey, maybe I am destined to miss the exam.

Galaxy: ...

Gu Cong: Aren't you going to say something to comfort me?

Galaxy: ...sorry.

Gu Cong: Forget it, you should step back.

Xu Shixi came back when the evening self-study was about to end, and he came back with the girl who came to deliver the guitar in the afternoon. They walked to the door of the classroom and chatted for a while before they separated.

When Xu Shixi was packing his schoolbag, he took out two bags of yogurt that came in in the morning, turned around and gave one bag to Pei Yan, and took the other bag in his mouth, lying on the back of the chair to copy the homework left on the blackboard.

Pei Yan hesitated for a moment, but still couldn't hold back his mouth, and asked him, "Is that the girl who wrote you a love letter last time?"

"Huh?" Xu Shixi hadn't realized who he was talking about. After thinking for a while, it might be the girl who came back with him just now, and said vaguely with a yogurt bag in her mouth, "No, the one with me this afternoon is Lin Wei from Class Seven. , I borrowed her guitar for a while, and then we went along the way."

As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Xu Shixi picked up his schoolbag and went out. Pei Yan stopped him, his face unchanged, but his heart was a little uneasy, "Shall we go home together later?"

Xu Shixi was stunned for a moment, then hesitated and said, "Maybe not today, I have something else to do."

He made an appointment with Zhou Yuanchuan tonight and wanted to pay him part of the money first. If he was seen walking with Pei Yan, he might cause trouble for Pei Yan again. It's better for him to deal with the matter he found himself.

Pei Yan didn't say anything else, just nodded, Xu Shixi felt that he was very strange today, but went out without thinking too much.

When Gu Cong sent another message, Pei Yan was not in the mood to reply. When he saw him start posting all kinds of barbecue photos frantically, Pei Yan couldn't bear it anymore.

Galaxy: You're not done yet.

Gu Cong: You don’t understand, this is my last supper, to be honest, you may not see me for a year after this summer vacation

Galaxy: That's fine.

Gu Cong sent an emoji of a dirty orange cat standing on the top of the wall while walking and calling "Knock Lima Knock Lima".

Pei Yan hurried out of the classroom before locking the door, sent a message to Gu Cong, regretted it after sending it, and clicked withdraw the next second, but Gu Cong still saw it.

Gu Cong:? ? ?

Gu Cong: Who are you chasing after?Who do you want to chase?I've seen it all, so hurry up and make it clear! ! ! [crying old father's tears]

Pei Yan didn't want to explain clearly to him, but Gu Cong called. He originally wanted to exit the message interface, but accidentally clicked to answer.

"Ask me who do you want to pursue. Although I can't guarantee that you will be able to catch up, I'm definitely more experienced than you."

Thinking of Gu Cong's behavior of a scumbag who can change several girlfriends a month, Pei Yan didn't think there was any experience worth learning, and said, "Is it okay if you haven't seen it?"

"No," Gu Cong flatly refused, "Tell me, I will keep my mouth shut, if you are really worried, then if I tell you, don't help me with the questions in the future, and I will fail for the rest of my life. "

This was a genuine poisonous oath to Gu Cong. Pei Yan believed that he would not talk nonsense, but he didn't know how to speak, so he was silent for a while.

"But to be honest," Gu Cong said after a moment of hesitation, "I think you should first figure out whether he likes boys or not. If he is straight, then it's useless for you to think about it."

Pei Yan didn't know what Xu Shixi's sexual orientation was, but he felt that even if he wasn't, he probably wouldn't be very repulsive, after all, he and Fang Xiaochun had such a good relationship.

People are always prone to think a lot at night, and their thoughts are mostly chaotic. Pei Yan never thought that he would like someone, and it may not be a good thing to be liked by him.

Shen Zhouchuan received the news yesterday afternoon, saying that he had found out whose name the account belonged to. When he saw Pei Yan at the racing track that day, he thought he had really misunderstood, but now the evidence is solid, he really Not sure what's going on here.

Shen Pingjiang didn't go back home during this time, so he moved back from the hotel, and he was the only one in the big villa from morning to night except for a few nannies.

When he went back at night, he saw the lights on in Shen Pingjiang's study, and thought he was back, he hesitated whether to go and have a look, but saw Shen Pingjiang's secretary Li Wei coming out, wearing a neat suit, holding a With a few kraft paper bags, it should be just to pick up materials.

Li Wei has been with Shen Pingjiang for seven or eight years. He has been tempered in the business field, and he speaks and does things with tact. When he saw Shen Zhouchuan standing on the stairs, he smiled and said, "Xiao Chuan is back? Your father still asked me to Come to see you, I have been negotiating several business with foreign businessmen these days, but I can't take care of you."

"Uncle Li," Shen Zhouchuan walked down and said, "I have something to ask you."

Li Wei was startled for a moment, still with a smile on his face, he said, "What's the matter?"

Shen Zhouchuan said: "It's still about Pei Yan, why did you pay him so much money?"

Li Wei raised his hand to let him sit on the sofa, and said, "You also know that the school you are studying now is also your father's alma mater. Now I just want to give back. Besides Pei Yan, he has also sponsored many people, and he is not the only one."

Shen Zhouchuan is tired of hearing this kind of words, "But how much did the others get? Five thousand? Ten thousand? The one he called Pei Yankali is now at least 30. Uncle Li, to be honest, I think you are better than that." I understand better what it's like."

It's not that Shen Zhouchuan didn't ask Shen Pingjiang directly, but every time he either made vague remarks, or Shen Pingjiang just let him go. He didn't want to quarrel with his father so stiffly, but he couldn't forgive what happened back then.

The last time he was in a hurry, he asked Shen Pingjiang if this was a nurturing, Shen Pingjiang directly threw a stack of documents on him, saying so so what.

Seeing his gloomy face, Li Wei leaned on the sofa and looked at him with unpredictable eyes, and said, "You have to understand him. It's been a few years, and Mr. Shen didn't do it on purpose. What happened back then was probably an accident." It was a misunderstanding, and no one knew that your mother would suddenly appear in that place, it was an accident."

Shen Zhouchuan sneered: "If he likes men, he shouldn't get married. Since he is married, he should take responsibility, cheat, and keep his lover outside without telling his pregnant wife. Do you think he is right?"

Li Wei sighed, "Xiao Chuan, I think you should calm down, even if I don't stand in Mrs. Shen's perspective, for your sake, it is meaningless for you to confront him like this, it can only affect yourself, people still have to move forward watch."

After finishing speaking, he raised his wrist and looked at the time, "It's getting late, I still have to send this document to the company, see you next time."

After Li Wei left, he was the only one left in the villa. Shen Zhouchuan didn't like outsiders at home, so the nanny often went home after cooking at night. The food on the table was already cold, so he put it away after only two bites to the side.

Shen Pingjiang started from scratch in his early years, he had a ruthless style in the business field, and he treated his own family members the same way, with indifferent feelings, Shen Zhouchuan rarely saw him go home when he was a child, even if he came back, he would stay for a few days before rushing back to the company.

At that time, Shen Zhouchuan didn't think there was any problem, and he always admired him. He felt that his father seemed to be omnipotent, but he was not good at expressing it, but he loved them very much in his heart.

It wasn't until later that it was discovered that Shen Pingjiang might not be able to express, but he didn't take them seriously at all.

This was the first time he saw that Shen Pingjiang cared so much about a person, asking for his news from time to time, watching the person transfer money to the card on time, but not meeting him face to face, as if he was afraid of affecting his life.

Xu Shixi and Zhou Yuanchuan still made an appointment in the same alley last time, it seems that Shen Zhouchuan had already greeted Xue Sheng, this time meeting Zhou Yuanchuan was very polite, unlike the last time when he came up and directly fought.

But the few hundred yuan he borrowed from Zhou Yuanchuan before has been turned into [-] yuan with interest. Xu Shixi knew that he couldn't bargain with them, so he either agreed to it quickly, or he had to be beaten up to get over it.

He now has less than 200 yuan left in his body, and it is impossible to use Mr. Xu's money to fill this hole, so he can only find a way by himself.

"Did you see, this arm was injured last time," Zhou Yuanchuan pointed to the tall, thin man next to him, smoking a cigarette, "It's not that my brother has to make things difficult for you, after all, it's your fault. Do you have to pay for it?"

Xu Shixi carried his schoolbag on one shoulder, and put the other hand in his pocket. In the dark alley, he looked at the faint light of fire on Zhou Yuanchuan's fingertips, smiled casually and said, "I'm really sorry last time."

Zhou Yuanchuan didn't bother to tell him any more. Money is a little tight recently. He could get tens of thousands from Xue Sheng, but now it's useless. Xu Shixi can only make up the hole. It's Xu Shixi's business to steal or rob. Money is more useful than anything else.

It was already dark when he came out of the alley, and Xu Shixi squatted on the side of the road and smoked a rare half a cigarette. 2 yuan may not sound like a lot, but now it is very difficult to get so much money in a hurry.

At this time, he could well understand Pei Yan's idea of ​​risking his life and racing in the rainy night for the bonus, and he could only do that.

Xu Shixi didn't go home, and wandered around the street for a while with his schoolbag in his hand. When he was a child, he often liked to go outside at night after school, because he didn't want to go back to the orphanage. He still remembered very clearly that there were about a dozen children living in the orphanage In one room, the child sleeping next to him had a problem with his ears, and he couldn't hear others talking to him.

He said it several times and still couldn’t hear him. A few people got together and pushed each other a few times to fight. His bed was always trampled because of this, and he was pushed under the bed several times in the middle of the night with the quilt on.

Afterwards, I got used to staying outside, especially at night when there were very few people on the street, so I felt comfortable staying anywhere. Unfortunately, after I started filming, I became less and less free. What black material.

After wandering outside for half an hour, he was about to go home when his phone rang suddenly, and when he took it out to check it was a message from Shen Zhouchuan.

——You said what’s so good about liking men?

He asked such a question out of nowhere, Xu Shixi didn't know what to say, so he leaned on the roadside railing to reply to him.

——Brother, what's wrong with you?

Shen Zhouchuan didn't know what was wrong with him either. He was sitting alone on the rooftop, flipping through his phone, and suddenly saw a few photos sent by Fang Xiaochun. He probably took Xu Shixi by force. But he couldn't dodge it, and his face was a little blushing, and with the movement of lowering his head, the thin forehead hair fell down and hung on the bridge of his nose.

His family and Fang's family can be regarded as family friends. They have known each other since grandfather's generation. They have a lot of contacts in business and have good personal relationships, so he and Fang Xiaochun are also very close. In fact, they had a good relationship at the beginning.

In the summer vacation after graduating from the third year of junior high school, he asked Fang Xiaochun to come to his house to play video games, but he didn't come after waiting all morning, and when he planned to send Fang Xiaochun a message to ask him where he was, the door of the room was pushed open. Fang Xiaochun was seen standing at the door shyly and coyly in a light-colored dress with her hair tied up in two little twitches.

He couldn't understand why Fang Xiaochun suddenly had a hobby of women's clothing, but at the time he hated it, but he didn't reject it to that point. What really disgusted him was hearing Fang Xiaochun tell others that he liked him one day.

At that time, not long after his mother passed away, he hated homosexuality so much that he couldn't bear it at all, so he cut off contact with Fang Xiaochun completely. If he hadn't been assigned to another class in high school, he probably wouldn't have said a word in his life.

——It's okay, you pretend I didn't ask.

It may be because of Xu Shixi's recent changes, which made him feel that this is a person who can still speak a few words. In the past, it was impossible for him to say much to Xu Shixi. After all, he didn't take Xu Shixi and the others as friends at that time. He usually protects and protects, but in fact, the relationship between him and Fang Xiaochun is not as good as before.

Xu Shixi didn't understand why he suddenly went crazy, so he didn't reply.

The original book didn't mention much about Shen Zhouchuan's family, so Xu Shixi knew more about Pei Yan, but he knew very little about Shen Zhouchuan, so he could only rely on speculation in many cases.

But what is certain is that the relationship between him and Shen Pingjiang is very bad. Until Shen Pingjiang later died of illness, he just took a look outside the ward through the glass window, turned around and left.

At that time, Pei Nuonuo had already passed away in an accident, and Pei Min had nothing to worry about. He got everything, but he was left alone.

At first he just wanted to take revenge on Shen Zhouchuan, but later he felt a little more sympathy that wasn't love, most of it was because of sympathy for each other.

In that long imprisonment, no one was considered a winner, and it was hard to tell who won Stockholm after both sides were hurt. Love or not is no longer important.

Xu Shixi didn't really want to see them come to that point in the end, but he didn't know what he could do. Thinking of the troubles caused by the original owner, he couldn't protect himself now, let alone take care of others.

After going to school the next day, Shen Zhouchuan didn't mention what happened last night, so Xu Shixi pretended nothing happened.

When Fang Xiaochun sat down in his seat, he was still watching the video of yesterday's performance. Xu Shixi said speechlessly, "You've watched it dozens of times, why don't you get tired of watching it?"

Fang Xiaochun looked at the phone and then at him, leaned over and said with bright eyes, "Honestly, if you want, I'll move on."

"I don't want to, don't love me, there's no result." Xu Shixi pushed him away, "We keep a distance, you haven't settled what happened yesterday yet."

When he talked about Fang Xiaochun, he laughed a few times, started to play dumb, stood up and said he was going to collect his homework.

Xu Shixi leaned on the chair to recite the book, and something cold was stuck to his neck. Looking back, it was a box of lemon tea.

"For me?" Xu Shixi looked at Pei Yan and asked hesitantly.

Pei Yan didn't speak, Xu Shixi didn't dare to pick it up, just about to turn back, the lemon tea dangled in front of his eyes again, Xu Shixi took it hesitantly, turned back to look at him while inserting a straw, took a sip and looked at Pei Yan, he didn't have any objection, just now I wanted to say thank you, but I was slapped on the back by Yu Zhun and almost choked.

Pei Yan's table was shaken, and he raised his eyelids and gave Yu Zhun a cold look. Yu Zhun had always been displeased with his attitude, saying it was provocative without specific words or actions, but he just glanced at him coldly with tired eyes. Come here, even if you are out of breath, you can be shot out of the fire all at once.

Seeing that he was about to make a move, Xu Shixi grabbed Yu Zhun and said impatiently: "Why, come to me early in the morning to find trouble?"

Among them, Shen Zhouchuan is the boss, but the boss doesn't care about things, most of the time he still listens to Xu Shixi, Yu Zhun usually gets along well with him, but once he loses his face, he doesn't dare to fight hard with Xu Shixi.

"No..." Yu Zhun scratched his head, out of sight and out of mind, and moved a little further away from Pei Yan, "Feng Chao from Class [-] caused trouble. Someone from the vocational school next door came to trouble him this afternoon and wanted to ask you in spite of?"

"It doesn't matter," Xu Shixi directly refused, "This is the first time, no matter what, I have to get involved with myself."

Xu Shixi wanted to throw away the title of school bully, but he was still in this school, and he had caused too many troubles before. If he suddenly quit, he might end up worse than the original Pei Yan. Once he becomes the target of collective violence, he will There is no room for him in this school, so he can't be in a hurry for a while.

When Feng Chao came to him last time, he helped him just because of this, but he just frightened him and didn't really do anything.

"Okay, you don't care about me and I don't care," Yu Zhun said, "it won't catch us next time."

Xu Shixi sighed, and when he took out his mobile phone, he found that the news of their performance group was suddenly 99+, and usually no one talked, Xu Shixi went in wondering, pulled it up and saw a few photos.

They were just ordinary live photos, but from different angles. Some of them were taken in the auditorium, and Xu Shixi saw Pei Yan in a corner very close to the stage.

When he looked at the stage, his expression was very focused, his eyes were gentle and calm, not like the usual cold and repulsive attitude.

Tang Xiaotang: I want to say that I suddenly fell into a cold circle cp

Lulu is not Pingping: You are not alone

Chen Cai: I feel like I discovered a shocking secret

Fang Xiaochun: ... Sisters, you are not a cold circle, but a cult?

Xu Shixi didn't understand what they were talking about, and just as he was about to turn off the phone, several messages came out.

Tang Xiaotang: @许时冬小熙Look at it, the photos posted by the school’s official blog were taken by me w[screenshot][screenshot]

Xu Shixi: [Maomao likes it]

At the same time, in another group that Xu Shixi didn't know about—

Tang Xiaotang: Huh, huh, the school bully is too gentle recently, I'm not sober

Fang Xiaochun: [Thomas Rotating Small Fan] Let me wake you up

Tang Xiaotang: [paste your bear face]

Chen Cai: I really saw Pei Yan take him away on a rainy night last month. You didn’t believe it at the time

Lulu is not Pingping: I believe QAQ now

Chen Cai: Speaking of which, I saw someone on the forum saying, what to do, Xu Shixi knew that he would not trouble Pei Yan, I still can't believe that he suddenly changed

Fang Xiaochun: It should be fine. Just in case, let me talk to him first, so I can stop him if something happens.

But Fang Xiaochun didn't think that Xu Shixi would trouble Pei Min again. If he was still the original Xu Shixi, Xu Shixi would have turned against him when he was making trouble about wearing women's clothing.

When he returned to his seat, Xu Shixi was still calculating a trigonometric function, so Fang Xiaochun didn't bother him. After he finished writing, he took out his mobile phone and poked Xu Shixi's arm.

Xu Shixi looked up at him blankly, and Fang Xiaochun put the phone on his exercise book.

There is a group of posts in the forum that are live photos of the annual graduation party, and this year’s is no exception. After sorting out, the person in charge of the forum will upload the pictures, and the floor below is for people to reply, and you can also post pictures you took yourself.

Xu Shixi saw someone take a very clear picture on the floor below. In the photo, he was looking at the audience. In the chaotic light and shadow, amidst the floating crowd, he seemed to meet Pei Yan's eyes from a distance.

In fact, someone else might not notice so much, but Xu Shixi has been rampant in the school for a long time by virtue of his status as a school bully. Even though he is becoming more and more calm now, there are still legends in every grade that he used to fight with one against ten .

His performance this time almost completely subverted the school bully character, and everyone related to him has also attracted special attention.

Xu Shixi didn't really care much, but he didn't know if Pei Yan would care, after all, he didn't like living under the eyes of others.

But Pei Yan didn't say anything, and Xu Shixi didn't want to ask suddenly. Maybe Pei Yan didn't know, but he was upset when he found out.

One month before the end of the term, the exams started one after another. There were quizzes and quizzes for the in-class exams that had not been passed before, and even the physical education class. I heard that the teaching of No. [-] Middle School is very strict. Xu Shixi has not yet experienced it. There was no difference in the school I went to before, and now I have an epiphany.

The physical test in the afternoon was originally a 1000-meter run, but it rained suddenly, and it seemed that the rain could not stop for the time being, so it could only be changed to sit-ups indoors.

Xu Shixi was called by the teacher to the warehouse to help move the equipment. When he came back, everyone had already been divided into groups. Pei Yan and Shen Zhouchuan stood on the far side. No one wanted to sit down and test first. There is no intersection, giving people a feeling of tit for tat.

Because of their height, the two of them standing in the back row were often assigned to the same group. Every time Shen Zhouchuan would find someone to replace him, and when he saw Xu Shixi coming, he glanced at him and then walked to another place.

Xu Shixi had no choice but to walk over. The teacher asked them to warm up by themselves in the gymnasium. Xu Shixi ran around and then came back and sat on the mat.

Pei Yan was also sitting beside him, seeing that Shen Zhouchuan and the others were not nearby, he leaned over to look at Pei Yan's cell phone, and found that he was actually looking at those photos in the forum, and even saved one.

Then he probably also saw those CP suckers below, Xu Shixi was a little embarrassed and said, "Did I cause you trouble? I didn't know you were down there at the time."

Pei Min put away his phone and wanted to say something, but the teacher had already come and urged them to start preparing for the test. Xu Shixi pressed Pei Min to take the test first, so that if he didn't want to stay here, he could leave early.

But when he went to finish the grades for Pei Yan, Xu Shixi was not polite when Pei Yan hadn't left.

Xu Shixi has never been very good at physical education, and barely passed the pass. After the end, he couldn't get up a bit. Seeing that the teacher didn't come, he secretly pulled Pei Yan's wrist, but he didn't notice the uneven scar on the inside of his wrist. Fen subconsciously withdrew his hand, Xu Shixi didn't have time to let go, and was accidentally bumped into his arms.

The warm breath swept over the side of the neck, Pei Yan restrained his hand, did not hug it, lifted it slightly and put it back, only touching a small piece of fabric.

Xu Shixi quickly backed away, and was about to lie down and continue working, but when the time was up, Pei Yan let go of his ankle, but didn't get up.

The two of them got so close that Xu Shixi could almost see his own reflection in Pei Yan's pupils.

"I don't mind," Pei Yan said, "If it's you, it's okay to be troublesome."

Xu Shixi noticed that there seemed to be more than the superficial meaning in his words, but he didn't think too much about it. His heart beat a little faster because of the scar he touched just now.

He could only think of one reason for the scar on that place, no wonder Pei Yan usually wears long sleeves or wears a watch, but he didn't remember that Pei Yan had ever committed suicide, and he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

When get out of class was over, Yu Zhun and the others came over and asked him to go with him, but Xu Shixi casually said that he had to help the teacher put away the mat, so he let them go first.

Just in time for the big class break, Pei Yan didn't go back, and sat alone on the platform near the window in the gymnasium with the paper. The rain outside hadn't stopped, and the sky was gray.

When Xu Shixi came over, Pei Yan looked up at him, then sat down beside him, and moved a seat for him.

"Can I ask you something?" Xu Shixi said hesitantly.

Pei Yan guessed what he probably wanted to ask, but nodded anyway.

"Your hand..." Xu Shixi pointed to his cuff, "Why?"

Pei Yan smiled, "Do you think I want to commit suicide?"

Xu Shixi didn't say yes or no, seeing that he didn't intend to resist, and there was no one else around, he rolled up his sleeves a little bit, looked again, and said, "I have ointment at home, and it should fade away after rubbing it on." a little."

Pei Yan actually wanted to say no, after all these years he didn't care about it, he kept blocking it, just wanted to avoid trouble, after all, no one wanted to be looked at with weird eyes, but he didn't really care at all.

This is not a scar he cut himself. Ever since he married Pei Nianzhong and found out that he was violent, his mother's mental state has been getting worse day by day, especially after giving birth to Pei Nuonuo, Pei Yan has seen her try many times suicide,