The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

When Xu Shixi woke up in the morning, he saw a sudden shock outside. He didn't know when he fell asleep last night, and he didn't even turn on the alarm clock. Thanks to the biological clock during this period, otherwise he would probably be late.

When I went out, I saw that Shen Zhouchuan seemed to have left, and the motorcycle was not in the yard, so I didn't hear any movement at all.

It’s just a one-month exam, but the third-month exam is very formal. It should be said that except for the weekly exam, the types and difficulty of all other exam questions are basically based on the college entrance examination standards, that is, the schedule is tighter, and the exam is added at night. I finished the exam in one day on Saturday. According to Lao Jiang's words, I will be numb to the exam first, and I won't be nervous even if I want to go up.

Xu Shixi didn't care about eating, so he took a bag of milk. If it was summer, he could drink it directly on the way by bicycle. Now when he pushes the bicycle out, he is exposed to a gust of cold wind before he even reaches the street. Can carry milk in pocket.

On the way upstairs, I passed by Pei Yan's first examination room, and looked down at the window. Pei Yan seemed to have just arrived, and was sitting in the first seat near the door of the classroom. On the table was a densely written Notebook, next to it... What's that thing?

Xu Shixi stared at the little cat-like ornament for a while, and felt that he was about to be discovered again, so he straightened up and walked towards his examination room.

It was too late to go home at noon, so Xu Shixi ordered a rice bowl outside the school gate. The store was full of students, especially liberal arts students. In the afternoon, they took the comprehensive exam and were still memorizing books while eating. It made people feel a little nervous for no reason. , but not very flustered, but a down-to-earth sense of urgency.

Xu Shixi took advantage of this time at noon to re-read the few pages of questions that he picked out yesterday alone, and when he went to the examination room to hand out the papers, he felt a little relieved.

The remaining subject of English after finishing the science and comprehensive examination is not difficult for him, and there is still half an hour left to check after writing.

He made an appointment with Pei Yan to meet downstairs, otherwise he would rush downstairs as soon as he left the examination room, and the corridor would be too crowded to wait for anyone.

When I went down, Pei Yan was on the phone, seeing him coming, he quickly hung up and said, "Let's go, Gu Cong treats you."

"He won the lottery?" Xu Shixi said with a smile.

"I don't know," Pei Yan also smiled, "Go eat hot pot, it's near Bar Street."

When walking outside the school gate, Pei Yan suddenly took something out of the pocket of his school uniform jacket, held it in his hand, pushed the cart back and said to Xu Shixi, "Stretch your hand."

Xu Shixi stretched out subconsciously, and then felt that something was placed in the palm of his hand, because it was covered with his coat all the time, and there was still some warmth.

He opened his hands and looked at the little orange cat, smiled for a long time, and said, "You were playing with this this morning?"

"Huh?" Pei Yan asked him, "How do you know?"

"I saw it when I passed by your examination room." Xu Shixi squeezed the little orange and pressed it in the palm of his hand. It felt quite good, the tail was very soft, and the two cat eggs|balls looked cute, but he hesitated. No poking, after all he is such a serious person.

Gu Cong has already reserved a seat in advance, the business here is pretty good, they are all old soup pots, especially when it is cold, and there are more people coming to eat hot pot, and there is no place to sit when they come here temporarily.

"I have to come to eat once a month in winter." Gu Cong asked them to sit down, "I came several times a week in January last year, and the boss knew me."

All of them can eat spicy food, so they ordered a medium-spicy pot without the mandarin duck pot. As soon as they sat down, the hot soup started to boil, and the spicy taste shot up.

"You two go get the dipping sauce by yourself. It's at the counter on the right side of the door. Hurry up. I'll eat the meat right after the food is served." Gu Cong said.

Xu Shixi put down his schoolbag and went with Pei Yan. He always only added some sesame paste and fermented bean curd to his hot pot. The rest depended on his mood. He was in a good mood today, so he put some one by one. Pei Yan looked back and said, "... What's the smell?"

Xu Shixi smiled for a while and said, "I don't know, I'll give you a taste later." After speaking, he picked up two cloves of sugared garlic.

When I went back, the first wave of fat beef put in was just ready to eat. I didn’t feel anything after eating a few slices. After more than half a minute, the spicy taste came up, and the stamina was quite strong. Xu Shixi quickly took a sip of beer Pressed down.

Gu Cong chose a five-person set meal, but he didn't expect that he was only half full except for the two plates of lettuce. He glanced at the plate and said to Xu Shixi in shock, "Hey, have you been hungry for a few days?"

"...I don't know," Xu Shixi didn't expect that he would eat so much all of a sudden, but his stomach still felt empty, so he couldn't hold back another slice of sweet potato, and said sullenly, "I feel like I haven't started eating yet. "

Gu Cong turned around and asked for a few more plates of meat, then waved his hand and said, "Open up and eat, you're welcome."

"Did you accept the manuscript again recently?" Pei Yan asked him.

"The manuscript fee was just issued." Gu Cong said.

"What manuscript?" Xu Shixi hadn't heard Gu Cong say it yet.

"Shangcha," Gu Cong didn't hide it from Xu Shixi, they are all acquaintances, and there is nothing to hide, "I usually don't have much time, and my parents won't let me. It’s been a month or so, and I just finished it recently, and I’ll treat you two to dinner when I get the money, it’s time to send me a pennant, what kind of touching brotherhood is this.”

Xu Shixi was so hot that his eyes were choked up. When he heard him talking and laughing, he almost burst into tears. He didn't know that he had this kind of skill. It's pretty awesome.

He mainly went out to eat, so he drank a little bit of two cans of beer. Xu Shixi still has the capacity to drink. He didn't get drunk and dizzy like the previous few times, and he was very sober when he walked out of the hot pot restaurant.

Gu Cong had to go home these two nights, and it was just the two of them going to the bar together.

I was a little stuffed after eating, and it was still early, so I didn't ride a bike, and walked along the street to eat for a while.

"It's going to snow in two days." Xu Shixi looked up at the cold sky, and there were dead leaves under the roadside steps that hadn't been cleaned in time.

"Is it cold at home?" Pei Yan asked him.

"It's okay," Xu Shixi said, "I wrapped the quilt around the bed, anyway, I just went back to sleep, and I didn't feel anything."

"Pei Nuonuo asked when you're going to play at home." Pei Yan drank a cigarette, raised his hand to block the oncoming cold wind, and lit it.

I agreed a few days after I came back from the National Day, but I was too busy for half a month, and part of the reason was that Xu Shixi still wanted to hide, and it was almost winter after procrastinating.

"Or tomorrow," Xu Shixi took the cigarette case from his pocket, but Pei Yan didn't give it to him.

"Stop smoking, your voice is going to be hoarse." Pei Yan held down his hand that reached out.

During this period of time, my voice was not very good. During the day, I always forgot to drink water when memorizing or doing questions, and I went to sing again at night. In addition to this spicy pot meal, Xu Shixi took his hands back.

"But I'm sure I won't be able to get up early tomorrow, and it would have been noon in the past." Xu Shixi said.

"Why don't you go back with me later?" Pei Yan asked suddenly, "Stay all night, there's no one at home."

"Ah," Xu Shixi was a little embarrassed. He remembered that there were three bedrooms in Pei Yan's house, and there should be no room for him to live in. "Isn't it inconvenient?"

"It's not inconvenient," Pei Yan looked at him and smiled, "I also have a folding bed in my room."

"...That's fine," Xu Shixi hesitated and said, "Then I'll call my grandpa."

Pei Yan nodded, pushed the car with a cigarette between his fingers, and looked sideways at the street scene beside him. There were not many people on the street at this time, and there were only the two of them nearby. The white smoke went backwards along the direction of the wind. After blowing away, Xu Shixi suddenly wanted to take a picture, but he was still dialing the phone.

As soon as he put the phone in his pocket after the call, it seemed to ring again. Xu Shixi took it out to see if there was no call, only to find out that it was Pei Yan's phone.

Pei Yan just took a look and hung up the phone. Xu Shixi wanted to ask, but he didn't. After a while, Pei Yan said to him, "I...my stepmother called."

He hadn't told Xu Shixi much about his family's affairs, but he felt that he must have guessed a lot.

Not long after the phone hung up, there was another persistent call. Pei Yan had no choice but to answer it. Xu Shixi wanted to take the handlebar from him, but Pei Yan didn't give it to him.

Xu Shixi vaguely heard the other side say that he was sick, and then kept crying, feeling that he might be asking Pei Yan for money.

Pei Nianzhong had a physical examination at the hospital, and it turned out that the gastric ulcer was very serious, and he needed to be treated as soon as possible, otherwise it might turn into gastric cancer.

Pei Yan didn't intend to give the money, but judging from the situation, at most two or three days later, Liu Chunling would have to go home and make trouble with him. He didn't say anything, and hung up the phone when she was about to cry.

Xu Shixi didn't know whether he should ask, he probably wouldn't tell Pei Yan anything if he didn't ask him, but people can't always be so suppressed, no one can bear so much, it might be better to say it, even if it can't be solved No matter what the problem is, at least it is better than keeping it in your heart.

Pei Yan has always been very indifferent to everything, no matter good or bad, Xu Shixi feels that he may not be so indifferent by nature, sometimes he may just dare not, this time when something happens, his emotions will be aroused , What should I do next time or next time?

"...Have you thought about taking your sister with you in the future?" Xu Shixi asked him.

Pei Yan looked back at him, and after a while, when the cigarette in his hand was almost exhausted, he said, "Thought about it."

"Just tell me if you need help," Xu Shixi said, "No matter what, you can tell me anytime, it doesn't matter at three o'clock in the middle of the night."

Pei Yan smiled, threw the cigarette butt into the trash can next to him, and wanted to hold his hand, but Xu Shixi avoided him, "...but let's forget about playing hooligans."

"It's not that time yet," Pei Yan withdrew his hand and said, "Wait another two days, it's a bit troublesome to make trouble now."

"Are you afraid that he will hold on to Pei Nuonuo?" Xu Shixi asked.

In fact, it makes sense, whether they are biological or not, Pei Nianzhong has only two children, and he must be counting on Pei Yan and Pei Nuonuo to take care of him in the old age. Even without Pei Yan, he would not let Pei Nuonuo leave easily. Most likely, he also wanted to wait for Pei Yan to bring him up and make trouble with him later. With such a blood relationship, it would be against the law not to provide him with pension.

But Pei Yan shook his head, "If he really left, he wouldn't dare to make trouble."

Push the car to the roadside steps, next to the moat, lie on the railing and look down, there are several small lights on the bridge in the middle of the river, like a handful of broken stars.

The phone kept ringing in her pocket, and it was useless to block it. She would change the number and call again, but could only hang up over and over again. After about a dozen or so calls, it finally stopped.

I don't know if it's because of the drunkenness at night, or if someone who has endured it for so many years is finally willing to listen to me. Pei Yan leaned against the railing behind him and suddenly said, "He's afraid I'll kill him."

Xu Shixi was stunned for a moment, and lighted his fingertips on the bell of the car next to him, "...then you will?"

"Maybe," Pei Yan said, "I thought about it before, and I almost did it."

Xu Shixi can probably imagine.

"I talked to him about Pei Nuonuo, and he promised me that he would take Pei Nuonuo wherever he wanted after I paid back the money." Pei Yan continued.

"You may not believe everything he says." Xu Shixi said.

"Well," Pei Yan nodded, "I wanted to return the money to him in installments at the beginning, but after giving it to him for the first time, it took about a week to spend it all, and I even took Pei Nuonuo out to play, trying to alienate her I."

Later, Pei Yan realized that something was wrong, and Pei Nianzhong became more and more anxious to urge him to pay back the money. While using Pei Nuonuo as a threat, he also wanted Pei Nuonuo to hate him, betting that he would not leave her alone, even in the future I really don't care, at least with the little money in front of me, I won't be completely deprived of people to support me.

Pei Yan was also injured when he first practiced racing. He fell off the track and hurt his knee. Fortunately, the protective measures were taken well and it was not serious. It was just that he could not do anything for half a month. He asked for leave and stayed at home. That was probably the most depressing period of time. There was nowhere to go, it was difficult to get off the stairs, and I couldn’t stand firmly, and I couldn’t fight back when I was beaten. At that time, Pei Nuonuo was still very young and was sent to Liu Chunling’s hometown to stay for half a year. , I hardly recognize him when I come back.

"I investigated a lot of murder cases," Pei Yan said in a cold voice, "on the day he came home, I knocked him out and tied him up."

Xu Shixi shuddered inexplicably, he didn't know there was still such a paragraph.

He found an ax and a few knives and threw them on the ground, and when Pei Nianzhong woke up, he showed him the bloody photos.

"I asked him how he wanted to die." Pei Yan didn't dare to look at Xu Shixi's expression, and looked down at the bright light below.

Xu Shixi's eyes fell on the little fireworks between his fingers.

Pei Nianzhong was scared out of his wits that time, knowing that he really dared to do something, after that time he never did anything to Pei Nuonuo, nor sent her away on purpose.

"It's not worth dating yourself for that kind of person." Xu Shixi said.

At that time, he didn't think about whether it was worth it or not. He didn't even know what he was living for.

"Aren't you afraid?" Pei Yan knew that there might be something wrong with him, "Sometimes I really want to make you..." He swallowed back the unspoken words.

Others may not understand, but Xu Shixi still understood what he meant and wanted to lock him up.

Sometimes Xu Shixi wished he had come earlier, he didn't feel scared, Pei Yan wouldn't hurt him, he just felt a little distressed.

Xu Shixi stretched out his hand to hug him, but Pei Yan hadn't reacted yet, but quickly moved the cigarette away from his hand. Xu Shixi patted him on the back like coaxing a child, and said, "Come on, give brother a hug." Every time he hugged him Pei Nuonuo always had this tone.

Pei Yan hugged him for a while, inexplicably relieved, and lowered his head to kiss his hair.

After staying on the street for a long time, his hands were a little stiff after going to the bar. Xu Shixi leaned next to Little Sun to warm his hands for a while before touching the guitar.

It was only when I went home with Pei Yan that I realized that I didn't bring a change of clothes. I raised my sleeves and smelled it. Although the smell of hot pot was gone due to the cold wind, it still felt a little uncomfortable.

Seeing him smelling it all the time, Pei Yan said when he went upstairs, "There should still be hot water. You can take a shower when you get back. Put on my clothes first."

Xu Shixi nodded, it was quite late when he entered the door, Pei Nuonuo had already gone to bed by himself, Xu Shixi followed Pei Min to his room lightly.

Pei Yan gave him a new towel and new underwear. It was a bit cold in the room without the heating, so he found him a sweater and a pair of thick sweatpants.

Taking a bath at home for the past two days has been a torment. Xu Shixi specially found a wooden board and nailed it to the side, but it couldn't block the wind. Standing inside, only the parts of his body that could be drenched by hot water were slightly warmer, and the rest of the place was cold. He went back after school. In the evening, the bathhouse outside is not open for anything, and I was reluctant to go out after washing here for a while.

It took me over an hour to get dressed before going out, and I was still a little reluctant to part with the hot water.

Pei Yan brought him the hair dryer. Xu Shixi sat by the bed and plugged it in. He turned it on unsuspectingly, but suddenly there was a buzzing sound, which made him turn it off immediately. You have to come over and talk about disturbing the people in the middle of the night."

Pei Yan smiled, he hadn't used it for a long time and forgot, seeing that Xu Shixi's hair was still dripping, he found him a dry towel.

Xu Shixi took it and wiped it.

Pei Yan took out the folding bed, but the room was small. After unfolding it, the side of the bed was completely against the desk, and there was no place to put the chair. Xu Shixi moved the folding bed inward, next to his bed, and said: "Well, let's make it bigger if we put it together."

He didn't mind Pei Yan, let alone mind, so he put the chair back in place, sat down and continued to read.

After taking the exam for a day, Xu Shixi felt that he couldn't learn anything today, but he lay down on the bed, took out the book and read it for a while, and found that Pei Yan didn't look tired at all, so he asked him, "Aren't you tired?"

When Pei Yan heard him speak, he turned his head. Xu Shixi was wearing his dark blue sweater, which made his skin white and transparent. The sweater was a little loose, and the sleeves covered half of the back of his hands. Pei Yan lowered his hand to touch his fingertips, but when Xu Shixi moved away, he touched it again, and was slapped on the wrist.

"You're not childish." Xu Shixi said.

"Do you want soup dumplings tomorrow morning?" Pei Yan asked him.

"Eat, eat everything." Xu Shixi pulled up the quilt.

Seeing that he was a little sleepy and dozing off against the head of the bed, Pei Yan turned off the lamp and planned to go to bed.

The temperature in the house is very low, and this side is next to the balcony, the door is not closed tightly, there is a gap, and there is a little wind. It is very cool in summer, but it is unbearable when it is cold.

Pei Yanduo took a pillow to put him behind his back, and wrapped him in a quilt as before to hold him in his arms.

Xu Shixi pressed his forehead against his chest, and inadvertently touched under Pei Yan's pillow with his hand. He touched a round object and hooked it slightly. Sighing softly, "...if you pull me again, you don't have to use too much force, I'm probably really doomed."

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