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Fang Qingqing spent the rest of the holiday alone in the dormitory.Shen Xiaoya called once, but she didn't answer.

She was actually not angry because she didn't have that much thought on 'whether Shen Xiaoya told her', what she cared about was that Shen Xiaoya was really going to leave.

She didn't know how to react, or if she couldn't help it.That was Shen Xiaoya's dream all along, how could she hinder it, in front of her dream, everyone passing by would look small.

She was just sad, never knew that she would meet, never knew that she would like, never knew that liking could not change separation.She learned everything in one person.

School started, and life was the same as before. In the classroom, library, and cafeteria, Fang Qingqing seemed to have returned to the days before she met Shen Xiaoya. She didn't deliberately avoid it, but they really didn't meet each other, nor did they have public classes.She didn't go the first time, and she didn't see Shen Xiaoya when she went later.

It has been a month since we met again, and the weather is getting colder. At night, Fang Qingqing put on a hoodie and went for a run. As soon as she arrived downstairs, by the bright lights of the dormitory building, she saw a familiar figure near the flower bed, standing there looking at her. Own.

She froze for a moment, then walked over slowly, and said with a smile, "Hi, long time no see."

"Long time no see." Shen Xiaoya said with a smile, there was an imperceptible trace of care and longing hidden in her expression, and she was not relieved by Fang Qingqing's calmness.

"Going for a run?" Fang Qingqing looked at her and asked.

"Okay, go for a run." Shen Xiaoya was wearing ordinary clothes, she didn't look like she was going for a run, but she still walked towards the playground with Fang Qingqing.

"Why didn't you go to public class recently?" Fang Qingqing asked seemingly casually while walking.

"I thought you wouldn't go." Shen Xiaoya replied with some surprise. She went to the first public class after the 'October' holiday, but Fang Qingqing didn't come, she thought she would never come again.

"Are you sure about going abroad?" Fang Qingqing didn't explain, and she didn't intend to continue to avoid it.

Shen Xiaoya couldn't help looking at her, Fang Qingqing's expression was as natural as if she couldn't see anything in every conversation they had.

"It's settled, I'll leave next semester." Shen Xiaoya replied honestly.

"Is there a lot to do next?"

"Yes, various procedures and visas."

Soon I arrived at the playground. At night, only one headlight was turned on at each end of the playground. The rest of the place was dark. The freshly mowed lawn exuded a unique fragrance. There were only two or three people on the runway.

"Are you ready? Let's run." Fang Qingqing greeted, and then began to run along the track.

Shen Xiaoya hurriedly followed her, but as soon as she caught up, Fang Qingqing slowly accelerated, and she gradually fell behind, unable to catch up.She stopped, bent over and gasped for breath, tears fell drop by drop on the runway, shining brightly in the darkness, hurting Fang Qingqing who was walking back slowly.

Shen Xiaoya looked at the familiar sneakers in front of her, she raised her head, and before she had time to react, Fang Qingqing stepped forward and kissed her, forcefully and clumsily, as if she was venting something.

She didn't push it away, because she understood the pain in the man's eyes, because she tasted the salty taste in the corner of her mouth, which was not her own tears.

She raised her arms and gently hugged Fang Qingqing, letting her quietly shed her tears on her shoulders.She was shaken, and she didn't know if she could part with this person.

After calming down, the two walked slowly along the runway. Fang Qingqing seemed a little embarrassed, but just lowered her head and stepped on the white line between the two runways.

"Do you want me to stay?" Shen Xiaoya asked softly.

"Can you stay for me?" Fang Qingqing looked up at her and said, before Shen Xiaoya could answer, she lowered her head and continued, "How long we can stay, we don't know how far we can go in the future, but your dream It's a lifetime thing, don't leave any regrets." Just like what Shen Xiaoya said to her parents, I can't afford to delay your life.She thought that she was the one without courage.

The two fell silent. In their youth, they were too easy to get separated. They couldn't stay for you, and couldn't make you wait. What they couldn't say was exactly the promise they couldn't keep.

The two walked round and round, as if this could lengthen the time and make the separation come later.

By the time they had to go back to the dormitory, the two of them were exhausted.It's better to send Shen Xiaoya back first, and standing downstairs, Fang Qingqing smiled and let her go first.

Shen Xiaoya took two steps, looked back and saw that Fang Qingqing was still standing there looking at her, she turned to look at her and said: "Shall we have breakfast together tomorrow?"

Fang Qingqing paused for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay, I'll come to you."

Shen Xiaoya smiled and waved goodbye, then turned and left.Watching her walk into the brightly lit dormitory building, Fang Qingqing also walked back, she thought, let's cherish the days before we parted.

The two of them seem to have resumed their previous rhythm of life, occasionally meeting for dinner, going to the library, going to the beach together, and taking public classes together.Shen Xiaoya is busy with various formalities, and she doesn't attend all the classes like before, but she will definitely go to public classes.

Fang Qingqing would occasionally ask her about the progress of the matter, calmly as if caring from a good friend.When the first snow fell, the two of them went to the beach again, and they also sat on the beach with hot fried chestnuts in sugar, eating one by one.

"Ah, open your mouth." Fang Qingqing brought a peeled chestnut to Shen Xiaoya's mouth, and watched her eat it with a smile.

"Do you have any plans for the winter vacation?" Shen Xiaoya asked while peeling chestnuts.

"Go home for the new year. After the new year, my sister is going to get married." Fang Qingqing remembered her mother's excited look when she told her the news. It seemed that she was not marrying a daughter, but a wife.

"Your sister is getting married, your mother must be reluctant, right?" Shen Xiaoya actually envied Fang Qingqing for having an older sister and younger brother, and she felt very warm just thinking about it.

"I don't think so after listening to her talk, but my father is very reluctant. But there is no way to bear it. It's a matter of time." Fang Qingqing still said with a smile.

"Are you also reluctant?" Shen Xiaoya asked softly, she didn't know why she asked such a question, maybe what she wanted to know was another answer.

Fang Qingqing looked at the sea in the distance, tightened the paper bag in her hand, and said slowly: "There are many things that we are reluctant to part with, but we have to move forward, don't we?"

Shen Xiaoya didn't speak, she leaned gently on Fang Qingqing's shoulder, and stared at the distant sea together.

Maybe the tension in my heart has never been broken, one side is my dream, and the other side is Fang Qingqing.But now she knew that Fang Qingqing had let go.

She originally wanted to ask if she wanted to go to Yunnan, where there are cherry blossoms in winter, and the promise to see the cherry blossoms together next year might not come true. She wanted to make up for it in this way, but she didn't ask after all.

Fang Qingqing is a very serious person for the upcoming intense final review and exams, and her disturbed mood will not delay her hard work, she plunged into the pile of books, and when the exams were over, she found that Shen Xiaoya had packed her things and left the dormitory .

She dialed Shen Xiaoya's phone number, and the other party answered it quickly, and said eagerly, "Have you finished the exam?"

"The exam is over, why did you leave so early?" Fang Qingqing knew that their department's exam ended early, but she didn't expect her to move so quickly.

"My mother and I are going to visit my grandma in Liaocheng. She bought the ticket and told me that the dormitory should be closed when we come back, so I moved back in a hurry." Shen Xiaoya explained that she was also caught off guard by her mother's arrangement.

"Okay, I've already bought a ticket and I'm ready to go home, so see you later when we come back."

"Okay, that's the only way to go, pay attention to safety on the road." Shen Xiaoya warned.

"You too, contact me during the holidays." Fang Qingqing put down the phone, turned and walked to the school's bus ticket agency.

The two of them didn't see each other before the holiday because of some kind of coincidence, or one way or another, and they thought they would still have time after the holiday.