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The woman in the photo has picturesque eyebrows and eyes, gently watching the young man kneeling on the ground.

Xie Zichi knelt on the futon and kowtowed respectfully three times before standing up straight and staring at the woman in the photo.

Xie Zichi stared at the photo and suddenly laughed, he said softly: "I ruined him.".

"That person broke up with him, and the old man who depended on him also passed away. He felt that he couldn't survive and committed suicide."

"I ruined him. The person he cares about most is Xia Yang, so if I ruin him, he will be in pain. Mom, you must have seen his pain and torture in the sky."

Xie Zichi held his heart with one hand, and laughed maniacally. The laughter was shrill and frightening, and it didn't seem like a sound that a human could make.He laughed so wildly that he coughed violently.

He coughed so hard that even his cheeks were flushed, as if he would die from shortness of breath in the next second.

Xie Zichi coughed and laughed, and after an unknown amount of time, the manic laughter finally stopped. He held his heart with one hand, feeling a little confused and in pain: "But right now, I don't feel happy at all."

The room was silent, and the woman in the photo was still watching him with gentle and smiling eyes.

After a long silence, Xie Zichi wiped away his tears with his fingertips and bowed his head deeply again.

"Mom, I'm sorry." He said softly, "I feel so tired, just let this be over."

·

Xie Zichi took a shower and changed into a casual white suit without a bow tie. He undid two buttons on the neckline at random, exposing his sunken collarbone.

Because she had just taken a shower, her silky black hair fell down, and there was still a little water vapor at the ends of her hair.

With his appearance, he didn't look like an elite man who was powerful in the mall, but a bit like a college student who had just graduated from school, with a pure and clean demeanor.

Wang Ma was cleaning, she was stunned when she saw Xie Zichi changed into formal clothes and went downstairs.

"Master, want to go out?" She paused and said, "Mr. Bai called just now, and he will be here in a while."

Xie Zichi had already stepped down the last step. He hummed casually, then took the gauze from Wang Ma's hand and put it aside, and pulled her to sit on the sofa.

Wang Ma said, "I haven't packed it yet."

"Sit down." Xie Zichi gently but unquestionably pressed Wang Ma's shoulder, and said softly, "I have something to tell you."

Wang Ma smiled and said, "There's no need to be so anxious, right? You can talk about it anytime after I finish cleaning up."

Xie Zichi shook his head lightly, took out a bank/bank/card from his jacket pocket, and stuffed it into Wang Ma's hand.

Xie Zichi held Wang Ma's hand, lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand reverently, "Thank you for taking care of me for so many years."

Wang Ma was eager to put the card back, and said in her mouth: "What are you talking about? Are you going to drive Wang Ma away? You despise me for being old and old, don't you? Let me tell you, I will just rely on it. You are gone, I will not leave."

Xie Zi shook his head slowly. He looked at the middle-aged woman who was about to cry and said softly: "No other meaning, just thank you, take it."

"No." Wang Ma shook her head again, "You have paid me enough salary, how can I still take your money?"

"Wang Ma, take it." Xie Zichi held the woman's hand tightly, not giving her a chance to return the card, "Take it, you are alone, and you will need money in many places in the future."

Wang Ma looked at him reproachfully: "Why is Wang Ma alone? Doesn't Wang Ma still have you? Don't you think you can support me?"

Xie Zichi lowered his eyelashes and said after a long time, "Wang Ma, what kind of person am I in your heart?"

"In Wang Ma's heart, you have always been a good boy with a kind heart, but I really can't take this money. Take it back quickly, or I will be angry."

Xie Zichi curled the corners of his mouth and laughed.The smile was very bright, with a bit of childishness. He winked at Wang Ma and said, "That's fine. But the money still has to be with you."

Wang Ma frowned, Xie Zichi raised a finger and hissed his lips, he tilted his head slightly, and said, "Wang Ma, you know, we businessmen are all walking on the tip of a knife. Maybe you will go bankrupt by accident, and you may be penniless and beg on the streets. How many people in the newspapers have committed suicide because of bankruptcy?"

He paused and said: "These are my private money, you keep it for me, if something happens, I won't be begging on the streets."

Wang Ma's face was full of nervousness: "Is something wrong with the company?"

Xie Zichi laughed out loud, and he couldn't help but say, "No, the ancients said to be prepared for danger in times of peace, and be prepared for danger."

"That's right!" Wang Ma clutched her breasts to her chest in an instant, "Wang Ma has been a nanny for many years, the last employer's family went bankrupt, and the boss committed suicide with his wife and children. "

"Don't worry, Wang Ma will definitely take care of it for you, and won't let you end up on the street."

Looking at the back of Wang Ma who was carefully wrapping her breasts in a handkerchief, the smile on Xie Zichi's face faded.

He thought, Mama Wang, I am not a good boy, I have failed your expectations, I am sorry.

Xie Zichi changed his shoes and straightened his collar.Wang Ma raised her head and said, "Mr. Bai will be here soon."

Xie Zichi opened the door: "I'll wait for him outside."

Wang Ma's voice came from afar: "Hey, wear more clothes, the forecast will rain today. I'll make cakes for you when I come back later."

·

A flamboyant big red Jaguar drove over at a high speed, brushed Xie Zichi's side and stopped.

The wind from the car lifted Xie Zichi's clothes and his short black hair.

Han Rui opened the car door, stretched his long legs and stepped out. Bai Ling saw that his face was ugly, and he didn't even pull out the car key, so he opened the car door and followed.

"Han Rui, calm down." Bai Ling rushed in front of Han Rui, trying to stop him.

Han Rui pushed him away, and Bai Ling stood aside with a sad face, thinking that after this matter was resolved, he must enroll in a martial arts class.

Today, anyone can dangle his collar, making him feel that his dignity as a man has been challenged.

Han Rui's expression was very calm, but everyone could see the undercurrents that were suppressed under the calm surface.

Xie Zichi stood where he was, watched Han Rui approaching him, and even smiled.

Han Rui stopped abruptly. Standing in front of Xie Zichi, he asked in pain and depression, "Why did you do this?"

Further away, a shiny silver car drove in.It was Xu Jiming and Xia Yang.

Xie Zichi glanced lightly at Xia Yang who got off the car, and then at Xu Jiming.

At this moment, Xie Zichi suddenly reached out, grabbed Han Rui's arm, pulled him and pushed him onto the co-pilot of the Jaguar.

Then he closed the car door, walked around to the driver's seat, and started the car before everyone could react.

"Hey!" Bai Ling roared, "Where are you going?"

·

This is the suburbs and the roads are very empty.

Xie Zichi stepped on the accelerator, and the car shot out like an arrow off the string.

Han Rui sat in the passenger seat, even at such a fast speed, there was no panic on his face.He held the handle on the top of the car with one hand, and looked at Xie Zichi's side face calmly.

There was no sound in the carriage, Han Rui swayed from side to side according to the speed of the car, he had been waiting for Xie Zichi to speak.

Xie Zichi drove the car a long way before slamming on the brakes.

Han Rui didn't expect that he would slam on the brakes, and leaned forward fiercely. Just when he thought he was going to hit his head, a strong force pushed him back into the driver's seat.

Xie Zichi unbuckled his seat belt, pressed Han Rui hard on the seat, he lay on Han Rui, and gave him a vicious kiss.

This kiss was so eager and fierce that Han Rui tasted blood very quickly.Xie Zi bit his lips as if venting his anger late.

Han Rui struggled and stretched out his hands to hold Xie Zichi's head, and turned against the customer to seize the dominance of this "war".

After an unknown amount of time, the two parted breathlessly.

Panting, Han Rui stared at Xie Zichi's bright black eyes, and said coaxingly, "Zichi, tell me. What's going on, Auntie's matter, and Xia Yang's matter..."

Xie Zichi looked at him and smiled softly, that simple and beautiful smile made Han Rui feel in a daze that they really wanted to go back to their boyhood.

"Han Rui." Xie Zichi whispered in his ear: "Let's die together."

Han Rui grabbed Xie Zichi's arm and said, "Don't mess around. Stop quickly."

Xie Zichi was still laughing, stepped on the accelerator, and the car rushed out like an arrow off the string.

"parking!"

"Stop!"

The car rushed forward like out of control. There was a steep slope ahead. If Xie Zichi was allowed to rush all the way like this, something would happen.

Han Rui rushed over and grabbed the steering wheel.He looked at the indifferent Xie Zichi and said hoarsely in pain, "Luo Zichi, if you hate me, I can die right now, but I don't want you to take your own life so lightly."

Xie Zichi took a deep look at him and said softly, "I don't hate you, I hate myself."

—Hate yourself for loving yourself so much.

He opened Han Rui, turned sideways towards Han Rui, pushed open the car door in confusion, and threw Han Rui out.

Han Rui looked at Xie Zichi who was smiling at him in disbelief, and said sharply, "No—"

Seeing Han Rui who fell to the ground, Xie Zichi laughed loudly and accelerated again.

At the last moment, he still softened his heart.

He was always soft-hearted towards him, as if he hated him, he put all his hatred and all his faults on Xia Yang. He said that he wanted to take revenge on Han Rui, but it would be better to say that he was taking revenge on Xia Yang.

He lied to himself over and over again that when Xia Yang was in despair, it would hurt more than putting a knife on Han Rui himself, because he loved him so much.

So, in the end, he himself believed it.

——To hurt Xia Yang is to take revenge on Han Rui.

How childish and naive.

No one knows better than him that he can be cruel to everyone, but he has always been soft-hearted towards Han Rui.

The car hit a steep slope and rolled over.

Xie Zi slowly closed his eyes.

--it is finally over.

"Zi Chi! Zi Chi!" Han Rui got up from the ground, his arms and hands were covered with blood, his eyes were red, his face was full of panic, his face was almost distorted, he rushed over like crazy, his hands He stretched out his hand vigorously towards the sideways door.

"Zichi, wake up!"

"Wake up!"

"Please, look at me!"

……

Xie Zi slowly opened his eyes. In his blurred vision, he seemed to see that handsome and rebellious young man reaching out to him with his hand full of blood, "I told you that I am sincere, you have to run, now It hurt me all over."

The young man turned his head to look at him, showing an evil smile, and said in a rascal tone, "I was hurt so badly to save you, it seems that you can only repay me with your body."

Xie Zichi's lips moved slightly, showing a very faint smile. He struggled to raise his hand, wanting to touch Han Rui's bloody hand.

Han Rui grasped him almost eagerly, with such strength that he could even see the bulging veins on his hands.

Xie Zichi looked at him and said softly, "Okay, I..." I promise you.

In the distance, as soon as Xu Jiming opened the car door, he heard Han Rui's hoarse and mournful cry.The voice was so sad and desperate that it almost brought tears to those who heard it.

Boom!

——The heavy rain finally fell.