trivial story

After the short winter vacation, the urgency of employment really fell in front of my eyes.That senior brother somehow changed his sex and stopped staring at Feng Yun alone.

Feng Yun spent the extra time on submitting resumes and interviewing.The school's employment guidance center organizes job fairs every now and then, and the teachers in the center are busy giving lectures to students from various departments to introduce employment skills and graduation procedures.

Fengyun still receives news from An Xin from time to time while he is busy.She is like a volcano full of gossip, eager to spit out fresh and hot news.

I usually come and go on WeChat, looking through the chat records. Although the green ones are all short one or two sentences, it is enough to save face.This time An Xin made a phone call for the first time, and as soon as Feng Yun picked it up, she heard her yelling, "It's been more than a year since Han Lian broke up with Lu Su, do you know?"

"I..." Of course, as An Xin always said, Feng Yun is a person who doesn't know anything.

"Why don't you make a move?!"

Every cloud is at a loss for words.

An Xin said angrily, "Han Lian is not the same as her."

Feng Yun wanted to say what does it have to do with me, but he didn't understand what An Xin was passionate about.

Seeing that the other party didn't answer, An Xin couldn't help but said, "Do you remember the outer wall of the first floor of the teaching building for the Art Festival in the third year of high school, where you and Han Lian were there at night."

"Well, go on." Feng Yun was calm and calm.

"Fei Shuyi, who teaches Chinese, made me go to the office for special training during my evening self-study. The window of the Chinese teaching and research group happened to face the field assigned to our class. I saw him touching your face."

"So what?" Feng Yun didn't really understand it all the time. He asked himself that he was not a person who showed his emotions, so that An Xin, who was not familiar with him, would not be able to see the clues.It turned out that it was so long ago, on that cold night in the third year of high school, everything was unexpectedly seen by her.

An Xin didn't continue to entangle with Feng Yun's matter, but instead talked about Lu Su: "Lu Su's mother and father divorced when she first entered high school, and she always wanted her parents to remarry. Not long after we graduated , his father had another lover. During that time she was very depressed, and often called me, saying that her father was going to remarry. We chatted for an hour, and in the end she always cried and cried. One day she suddenly Said to think of a way to separate her father and that woman."

Having said that, Feng Yun had a vague guess in his mind.

"Is the person his father remarried has something to do with Han Lian?"

"It's Han Lian's mother." An Xin let out a long breath: "Lu Su told me that she didn't have that idea when she first contacted Han Lian, but she found that Han Lian was very opposed to her mother's remarriage. No, instead of It is more opposed to remarriage than against her marrying Lu Su's father. Lu Su didn't know why, but after she made that suggestion, Han Lian did not refuse. In the end, the two parties did not get married, but Lu Su Love her...she seems to really like Han Lian."

Feng Yun was secretly startled, his palms were sweaty: "So they are together?"

"...I don't know." An Xin said, "What do you think?"

"Why do you care so much about Lu Su and Han Lian?" Feng Yun turned to ask An Xin himself.

An Xin was silent for a while, and said: "I really don't like the way she is in love with others. I really don't like the way her friends are in love. She puts everything in the past in second place, and her new lover comes first."

Feng Yun also didn't understand what kind of complex An Xin was.

"Anyway," the girl over there cheered up again: "I just heard that they broke up for so long. The previous things are just floating clouds, you have to work hard."

Feng Yun hung up the phone and sat for a while in a daze.He remembered that during the winter vacation, Han Lian wanted to give him a new number, and he said next time, but he didn't really think there would be another time in his heart.

At that time, he didn't know where An Xin saw the clue, and he always felt that he must have not restrained enough.He has a ghost in his heart, so he has to keep backing away to avoid suspicion.Because the feelings he has had since he was a boy have never stopped for a moment.

That night, Fengyun didn't sleep well, and he had scattered dreams one after another, the old campus, the passing traffic, the endless forest, every dream was full of snowflakes, drifting towards him profusely, the snow was scorched by the heat It turned into water and stuck to the face wetly...

Graduation is imminent, and the people around are excited, nervous and full of ambition. Life is always updating a new chapter. He watched He Sanlu change into formal clothes, and boasted: "It's kind of like that."

The person who was praised was a little embarrassed, He Sanlu scratched his head: "It's okay."

Rong Shu has been much more comfortable recently than when he was working at Gu Mian's place. Occasionally meeting that senior sister who is about to graduate, she never said much.

Hao Dejun is right, Feng Yun is an introverted person.

The passive side of his character has never diminished.

After An Xinna's phone call, he still lived his own life, whether it was regrettable or melancholy, it was something that he only remembered when he was alone occasionally.His life and Han Lian have been completely disconnected because of several years of estrangement.

The job fairs in the school are more intensive than last semester.Although the school recruits are all for fresh graduates, the qualifications of the students who graduated in the same year are also different.There are those who find companies for internships every year during the long vacations, and have accumulated enough workplace experience before graduation. There are also those who have been living in the dormitory for four years in college, and there is generally no difference between high school students and high school students except for their age and education background.

Those brothers and sisters who were invited back to introduce their work experience said that jobs will always be found.

Gradually, Fengyun realized that it is not that you can find the job you like just by looking for it, but as June is approaching, people slowly compromise. The job that you didn't like before has become a way out. Acceptable, and finally acceptable.

People always give way to reality.

When he was handing in his resume, he met a senior in the third year of research, holding a simple form in his hand that the employment guidance teacher said was "absolutely not possible". I can't tell what it looks like...

Xiang Sisi told him that two girls in the class had passed the written test of a public institution together, and the interview was to choose two out of six people.As a result, one of the girl's family elders worked in the higher-level department of that institution. She passed the interview, but her classmates failed.The one who was eliminated from the interview reported the next day that the recruitment work involved black box operations...

"Actually, who knows if it is true." Xiang Sisi said, "But Li Wei is also stupid. If you have a background, you should understand it in your heart. She is very proud to tell people everywhere."

Fengyun has always been a person with little sense of presence in the class, and it would never happen to him that his classmates tripped each other up. He himself feels that such scheming is quite disgraceful, whether it is the one who is calculating others, or the one who All of them were accidentally tricked.

His job was almost settled, and a company showed obvious interest in him during the interview.It's just that HR finally called to say that their staff in T city was almost saturated, and asked Fengyun if he would choose K city as his work location.

Feng Yun was in a trance for a moment, and then agreed.

City K is where Han Lian studied.

He thought that he would continue to live like this indifferently. When the faint flame approached, he still couldn't help being like a stupid moth, hoping to get closer, and still closer.

On the day of the graduation ceremony, thousands of students from several departments of the Faculty of Science walked up to the rostrum one by one, wearing loose bachelor uniforms. The professors from the degree committee shook hands with these young people, and patted the strange students on the shoulder to wish them a bright future.

Coming out of the auditorium, a girl cried and pulled Feng Yun and said, "Shen Fengyun, I like you!"

Usually when this kind of thing happens, the people around must make a fuss.This time it was uncharacteristically, and the separation was imminent, and everyone was a little melancholy buried in their hearts.

Feng Yun didn't pay much attention to her before, she was just a classmate who knew her name from the same college.He hugged each other and whispered thanks.

The girl cried even harder.

There is still a week left before the deadline for leaving school, and they are all gatherings, big and small, with wine and songs, all the drinks are parting, and the songs are all about the future.

In the empty campus at night, there are always graduates in twos and threes, smelling of alcohol, singing out-of-key songs, crying and laughing.

It seems to go back in a circle and go back to the summer four years ago. Graduation is always like this. Sadness is here. Hope is a little further ahead. Complex emotions are intertwined, and time waits for no one, always can't wait He urged Fengyun to move forward.

The classmates left one after another, and those who were still at school, regardless of their previous relationship, spontaneously gathered together to eat, walk, and mail packages. No one wanted to place orders at this time.

But there will always be fewer and fewer people, and the last few people can't even fill a table, and they look more and more lonely and miserable.

Coincidentally, Shao Mingming also went to City K after graduation, and enthusiastically provided Fengyun with a place to stay.Feng Yun left late, sent some of the school stuff home, and sent some to Shao Mingming first.

There is still half a month before starting the job, so he will go home for a few days.The son is going to work independently, and Shen's mother is both gratified and sad.

This time is probably barely the last vacation as a student.He planned the route and prepared to go out alone.

The Northwest is the main target, and the means of transportation are all land.Passing through the Qinling Mountains, the vegetation and weather are suddenly different.The more you go west, the cooler and drier you will be. After staying in Xi'an for four days, continue westward. After arriving in Xining for a short rest, you will go all the way to Qinghai Lake. After going around the lake, you will go to Lanzhou via Xining, and finally turn south.

Along the way, I have seen the vast deserts and vast plateau lakes in the northwest, and I have also visited several long-cherished museums. The exquisite bronzes thousands of years ago are integrated with the desolate land. These are more eternal than human life. In front of things, personal sorrows and joys seem extremely insignificant.

Taking advantage of his tender face, he is sometimes treated as a student much younger than himself on the road, and he is often taken care of in the car, which does not feel hard.