Horse head wall

The wind in December was as sharp as a blade, and it seemed to be able to scrape off a layer of skin on Jiang Yimiao's face.

He pulled the scarf towards his face, covering his nose, leaving only his eyes exposed, and the inside of the scarf was damp with the steam of his breath.

When the subway passed the viaduct, there was a rumbling sound, which made Jiang Yimiao's ears ring.No one walks on this road near the Jiuxiang River, and no one fishes in the Jiuxiang River in winter. There is no ripple, the dark and dull river water resembles the man's eyes, thump, thud, the sound of the beating heart in the chest cavity reverberate.

Jiang Yimiao knew from a very early age that he was gay, but he didn't tell anyone.

He has kept the secret that has been hidden in his heart since junior high school. Except for the fact that he likes boys, he feels that he is no different from others.

Xiaolingwei.

Sister Tao and the four of them were stuck in a stalemate on the main road of the community. People passing by all looked back curiously, and Tao Xuan suggested to go aside when seeing this.

Sister Tao didn't want to tell Wang Yueze, staring at her mobile phone to see that the Meituan Express was still a few minutes away, Wang Yueze didn't want to give up, "Tao Ni, listen to me, it's not easy for us to get here together, can we be a little bit more for each other? Forgiveness? I know that it is very hard for you to lead a group and conduct research outside, so I will try my best to be considerate of you..."

"Stop talking." Sister Tao refused to listen, "I don't want to hear anything you say now."

"Tao Ni, you don't have to do this, do you? With such a strong tone, do you not believe me at all? Every time you talk to me recently, you look like you have been shot. I really don't know where I offended you."

When Wang Yueze and Sister Tao were together before, she liked her initiative and straightforwardness, but after living together, she felt that Sister Tao's gentleness was limited, as if she had overdrawn in advance.

"If I don't believe that you will stay with you for such a long time?" Sister Tao looked at Wang Yueze in disbelief, "I don't want to turn over old scores, don't force me."

"When the fuck did I force you?!"

Seeing that the two were getting excited again, Tao Huan grabbed Wang Yueze who was about to step forward, "Calm down, both of you, don't be impulsive, Wang Yueze, give sister Tao some space to think about it."

Wang Yueze still had the guilt left over from his student days towards Tao Xuan. He looked at Tao Xuan who was holding his arm, pulled his own arm, gave Tao Yao face, and did not speak again.

The driver of the Meituan Express called Tao and urged them to get on the bus.

When the car started, Sister Tao didn't look at the back, but grabbed the strap on her backpack. This bag was bought for her by Wang Yueze in Times Square when she was in high school. At that time, they never thought that they would break up one day.

When they were young, the love filter was added. They can do what they want to do, and they can concentrate on loving the person they want to love. The shortcomings of the lover look so cute, and they are carefree every day Yes, don't think much about it.

But no one is a teenager forever.

Time will corrode the beautiful shell step by step, exposing the cruelty of reality.Love is like honey, sweet and greasy, and if you are not careful, your teeth will be decayed. Sister Tao feels that the relationship between her and Wang Yueze is like this now, and it has reached the point where the teeth are almost eroded.

Because of his family, Wang Yueze has a very strong desire to control his own life. He is machismo and at the same time he is somewhat indecisive.Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and Sister Tao never felt that these were his shortcomings. She was also bewitched by rebellious factors during her adolescence. She went against her parents and school and believed that she must be right, as if she could only gain freedom in this way.

After the rebellious period passed and she stepped into the society and matured, Sister Tao began to think rationally about the problems between her and Wang Yueze. Wang Yueze is not a TV drama actor with a halo. The light of youth sometimes covers up the shortcomings. He is just an ordinary person, he will have a crush on beautiful girls who are co-starring with him, and he will also lie to Sister Tao.

The pressure of reality made her unable to distract her to maintain a relationship that made her tired. Her youth revolved around Wang Yueze, but life in Nanjing woke her up and told her that she still had her own life to work hard on. .

I don't know when it started, when she faced Wang Yueze, she no longer had that kind of throbbing in her heart, and what replaced the throbbing was a kind of patience that was almost impatient.

In fact, when she knew that there was ambiguity between Jia Yao and Wang Yueze, she seemed to be relieved, feeling relieved for no reason.

Maybe, there is nothing really irreplaceable, no matter how much you like before, you must let him go, don't you have to let go now, Sister Tao thinks, she really wants to say goodbye to the past.

Wangjin City is an old community. Sister Tao shares a room with a girl who is taking the exam for the tour guide certificate. When the three of them arrived, the girl was not there.

"Sister Tao, do you need us to help you clean up?" Wang Hongli took out two pieces of tissue paper, handed one to Tao Yao, and pressed the other to wipe the sweat on his forehead. Two large suitcases and two large bags went up to the fifth floor, and I was still panting.

"You two have a rest, and I can take the rest by myself. I'll come and pour water for you two, and give you a scrub at night." Sister Tao smiled, turned around and pushed the suitcase into the room.

The house is an old house, but it is better than clean. Wang Hongli looked at the living room and saw a hamster cage next to the TV, so he walked over to have a look. The fat hamster held the cage with its paws and stared at him with peasy eyes. In the blink of an eye, Wang Hongli thought it was fun, and stretched out his hand to tease him, but before reaching the cage, Tao Xuan held him down.

Tao Xuan's hands were warm and cool, obviously sweating from carrying luggage like him, Tao Xuan's body was like a constant temperature system, and it quickly adjusted, "Forgot how the border bit you?"

Wang Hongli curled his lips and withdrew his hand, and scratched Tao Yao's waist like a fool, "Got it!" Seeing Wang Hongli's obedience, Tao Yao smiled and hooked his hand with his hand.

The warm two squatted shoulder to shoulder in front of the hamster cage to watch the fat hamster steal the corn.

"What are you two doing squatting there?" Sister Tao brought two glasses of water from the kitchen and put them on the coffee table, watching the two boys squatting by the TV and sneaking around.

"Do you have a hamster?" Wang Hongli asked, "It's so cute."

"The girl I rented with bought it."

Wang Hongli got up to get water to drink, "It makes me want to raise one too."

Sister Tao laughed and said, "Are you provided in your dormitory?"

"You can't raise it secretly..." Wang Hongli was interrupted by the door opening before he finished speaking. A girl with a ball head came in from the entrance. She was slightly surprised to see the people in the room.

Sister Tao raised a smile, "Lily, are you back? Today I asked two friends to help move, and I will take them out later, won't I disturb you?"

The girl is petite, and her owner is as cute as a pet. She smiled sweetly, "It's okay, I don't have anything important to do. By the way, I bought a small cake when I came back. Do you want to eat it?"

She showed them the bag she was carrying, and Sister Tao's eyes lit up, "Lily, you are so kind, let me taste one, thank you." Sister Tao took one unceremoniously, and Wang Hongli felt embarrassed Eat things from girls, and secondly, he doesn't like sweet things like cakes, so he declined, "Thank you, I don't eat cakes very much."

There was a little disappointment in the girl's eyes, and she looked at Tao Yao again, her big eyes sparkled like stars in them, "Do you want to eat it? It's delicious. This cake has a good reputation!"

Wang Hongli looked at the girl's staring eyes at Tao Ling, and felt stuffy in his chest, feeling a little out of breath. He thought it was because the room was too stuffy and he didn't open the window, so he asked Sister Tao, "Sister Tao, what are you doing?" Is the air conditioner on?"

Sister Tao looked puzzled, "No? I didn't turn on the air conditioner because you were hot. What's wrong?"

"Why do I feel stuffy? Is it too tight in the room?" Wang Hongli took a few deep breaths.

"No way? I think it's okay." Sister Tao replied, "I should breathe after going out in a while."

Lily's eyes have been drifting to him from time to time since she entered the door and saw Tao Xuan. Even Wang Hongli noticed it.

"Lily, let's go, you really don't want to eat with us?" Sister Tao asked.

"No, no, I've eaten."

"Alright then, bye."

Sister Tao received a message from Lili on her mobile phone before she left a few steps away, "Nini (shy face), you...does your friend have a date? That handsome white guy."

Sister Tao's eyes were bent, suppressing the desire/desire to laugh out loud, "Tao Xuan, come and see!"

Wang Hongli ran ahead, and when he heard sister Tao calling Tao Xuan, he also leaned over to look, "What's the matter?"

Tao Xuan looked down at Sister Tao's phone, "Who is it?"

Sister Tao couldn't help laughing, "You, Tao You, I didn't expect you to be so popular with girls. I was fascinated by you the first time I saw you. We are too strong!"

Wang Hongli was angry, "I'm white too!"

Sister Tao stretched out her head to take a closer look at Wang Hongli, and said, "You...you're fine, Lily doesn't like junior high school students."

Wang Hongli became even more sullen. He didn't know if it was because Sister Tao said that she was naive like a junior high school student or because that Lily coveted Tao Xuan.

As soon as Sister Tao let go of certain things, she began to talk more. First, she took the two of them for a stroll around Xinjiekou, bought a few clothes as if to vent their anger, and then went to dinner. They talked for a long time while eating talking.

"Hey, I don't know why I told you two big men about these things." Sister Tao took a sip of her drink and sighed, "Do you understand?"

In fact, Wang Hongli didn't quite understand, "Well... a little bit."

Tao Xuan silently ate another piece of snack, knowingly did not speak, he had just been concentrating on watching Wang Hongli eat.

"What's a little bit? I'm speaking from the bottom of my heart, and I've told you all the little secrets in my heart."

Wang Hongli nodded, and glanced at the phone by the way.

"Fuck! It's over."

"What's the matter?" Sister Tao wondered.

Wang Hongli looked pale, "It will be eleven o'clock soon, and the dormitory management station will be closed."

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Since I can't go back to the dormitory, I can open a room outside!