you are my dream gl

For a long time after the National Day in the first semester of her sophomore year, Qu Boqian was irritated by Zuo Qin's matter. On the way to class, when her classmates greeted her, she would frown to signal, unwilling to smile perfunctorily. Walking to the door of the classroom where I was going to class, I met her. She smiled and said to Qu Boqian:

"Hi."

Qu Boqian stopped and looked up at the person in front of her. She remembered how her eyes were crooked when she walked around and smiled that day, so she couldn't help stretching her brows, and smiled back, "Hi".

Gu Zuzou met Qu Boqian in basketball class.

On a bright summer day, Qu Bo looked at a group of girls on the basketball court who were about to take physical education together. She pointed to a girl wearing a dark blue long-sleeved shirt in the distance, and said to her roommate: "That girl grows up nice."

No official with delicate features, fresh clothes, and a leisurely temperament are my favorite type.

A completely different type from Zuo Qin.

Qu Boqian finally passed the fourth year of the junior college exam.

It was her turn to run the 2000-meter physical education exam on Monday. She stood on the starting line and took a quick look.

In this way, Gu Zuozou and Qu Boqian ran side by side for three laps without speaking to each other. At the last ten meters, Qu Boqian gave up the sprint. She slowly retreated behind Zuozou and said, "Let's You should run first."

Gu Zuo walked back and said to her weakly: "You come back."

you come back.I'm so tired from running, so don't let Qu Boqian let her be the first, such a girl.

During the summer rain in the south of the Yangtze River in early June, Qu Boqian skipped a Ma Yuan class. She walked downstairs to the teaching building and slowly put the umbrella into her schoolbag.Waiting for Zou Zuo, who was also in class, Qu Boqian thought that he would look for her in the crowd after class, but unexpectedly Zou Zuo also skipped the second class, and then they "met" by chance.

"Gu Zou." Qu Boqian called to stop her.

Gu Zuozou turned around when he heard that, and walked towards Qu Boqian with an umbrella.

Qu Boqian took the umbrella from Zouzou, and tried to tilt the umbrella towards her, so that her shoulders were wet by the rain. She asked, "You posted on your Moments that you would watch a hundred movies in Nanchang, what about this?" How many times did you go to see during the semester?"

"Not at all." Zuo Zuo lowered his head and smiled.

"Then watch "Finding Nemo 2" with me after the exam.",

Lines thought out in advance, full of routines.

"Ha, Zuo Zuo and I are going to the movies today, and I'm a little nervous." Qu Boqian and little Zhu Lin joked on the phone.

"Huh?! Didn't you say you like Zuo Qin?" Little Zhu Lin complained.

"Hehe, after blocking Zuo Qin's phone call, she called me several times, but I resisted not answering, and then I didn't contact her."

"I really can't do anything about you. You see, you also liked Cai Ying so much in high school, and then Zuo Qin. You are too easy to change."

"Little Zhu Lin, do you think I'm easy to change?" Qu Boqian suddenly whispered.

Zhu Lin thought for a while, not afraid of hurting Qu Boqian's feelings, and said truthfully: "Well, I expected that you would fall in love with someone else."

The other end of the phone fell into a deep silence, and little Zhu Lin yelled a little scared: "What's wrong with you? Don't keep talking!"

"Ha," Qu Boqian laughed suddenly, but when he spoke, he lost the strength to joke: "You also know that Zuo Qin and I are impossible, right? What can I do?"

"Tell me about your good friends in high school and college." Qu Boqian and Gu Zuozhu asked the sidewalker on the way to the movies.

"The best friend in college is the deputy department of my department, and the best friend in high school is the best friend I have known since childhood. Her personality is very similar to mine."

"It's also the same easy-going personality?" Qu Boqian turned his head and asked with a smile.

"Well, what about you? What kind of people do you hang out with?"

"Me, I have all kinds of good friends in college. The best friends in high school are the opposite of me, the kind who bully me when they have nothing to do."

Gu Zouzou asked in confusion: "How can you let others bully you? I will never play with people who bully me."

Qu Bo was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to look at Gu Zuozou in a daze, and suddenly felt that her face was so strange, the kind of strangeness that even if he closed his eyes, he couldn't picture her without an official in his mind.

"It's not bullying either, she is nice to me sometimes." Qu Boqian said after a long time.

Tried every possible way to miss her, tried every means not to mention her, but still failed.

After the final exam, he had a drunken carnival with his friends. Under the impetus of alcohol, Qu Boqian finally couldn't help calling Zuo Qin. Qu Boqian hung up without saying a few words to Zuo Qin.

Zuo Qin, she was really disappointed in herself.

Qu Boqian sent a text message to Zuo Qin like a child who did something wrong, saying: I miss you very much, but I won't say it.

Zuo Qin replied, "Idiot".

He tried to use drunkenness to counteract his longing for Zuo Qin, but the result was just the opposite.After waking up from the drunkenness, she redoubled her self-disgust, and dared not and could not contact her.

During the two months when she tried to like to walk, she was more sure than ever. She hoped that one day, someone could completely redeem her from Zuo Qin, but maybe when that day came, she would still choose to chase Zuo Qin. Qin.

The terrifying thought made Qu Boqian suddenly see through all the relationships she had had since she went to college.

She understood that she was deeply trapped in some kind of endless loop.

Just like Taylor to Robin in "howimetyourmother".

When Taylor was in her 50s, she was able to stand downstairs at Robin's house and hold a blue horn and smile quietly at her, but Qu Boqian.

She doesn't even have a blue horn.

"Calculating the time, from the beginning of May to the present, it has been barely three months without contact with Zuo Qin.

It's only been three months, which is longer than a year.

As for Gu Zouzou, this time he has not insisted on liking Chen Yinglin for long.

The good thing is that I can take back my heart towards Gu Zouzou. The bad thing is that I don't feel very sad, but feel a sense of relief.

Just to die.

I didn't dare to stay in my hometown during the summer vacation. If I couldn't play with Zuo Qin in a city, I would be so irritable, so I came to Beijing.

I went to many scenic spots in Kyoto and ate a lot of expensive or special food, but I felt no joy in my heart, just tired.Skittles tricks never worked for me.

The only thing that catches a cold is wanting to bring Zuo Qin those delicacies, and wanting to go back to see her. Qu Bo let out a long sigh, recording his mood with his mobile phone.

It was late at night, when a friend sent a QQ message, Qu Boqian exited the diary interface, and replied to his friend: "What's wrong."

"Shall we find some part-time jobs together next semester?"

"I don't want to work part-time anymore. I have lived too seriously in the past two years. I am demanding myself to study and earn money by working part-time. I want to live a more casual life next semester, but I can help you find a part-time job."

"Well, I'm going to be very, very poor next semester.

My grandma and grandfather got cancer, and my family borrowed 10,000+ from usury for treatment. "

The amount of information was a bit large, and Qu Boqian ended the chat with a headache. She couldn't see the matter of life and death. In recent years, there are always people around her who get sick and die, no matter young or old.She was afraid of those sudden departures.

Probably because of the information he received before going to bed, Qu Boqian's dream that night was about cancer.

In the gray and white background, she couldn't see the people around her clearly, she only knew that she and the people in the car were visiting a doctor together, and they comforted each other and said, "It's okay, it's okay, how could it be okay? If you have cancer, it must not be cancer!"

Who the hell got cancer?Unknowingly, Qu Boqian waited outside the hospital with the vague figures around him.

The waiting time was a bit long, and Qu Boqian looked boredly at the green willow branches blown by the wind, until someone shouted: "Come out!"

Qu Boqian hurriedly looked towards the hospital entrance, and immediately backed away in horror. She looked at the blurred figures beside her before, and all of them had faces.

It's Thirteen, Cai Ying.They were wearing summer short-sleeved clothes and had unusually rosy faces, which were in stark contrast to Zuo Qin, who was walking towards them, wrapped in a thick white coat and whose face was as white as snow.

"It's a dream, it's a dream, it's definitely a dream." Qu Boqian kept trembling, watching Zuo Qin walking towards her alone.

Qu Boqian felt so terrified for the first time in his life.

When Zuo Qin was crying on her shoulder, the panic began to spread rapidly from the position of the heart to every corner of the body.

The words that comforted Zuo Qin with a smile, "It's a dream" disappeared in an instant.

Zuo Qin actually cried for the first time in front of her.

Zuo Qin hugged her for a while, then she wiped away her tears, pushed Qu Boqian away, and returned to the car with everyone.

This kind of her, her sickness, caused Qu Boqian to fall on the side of the concrete road.

Qu Boqian yelled at the top of his lungs in pain, his head felt like it was going to explode in pain, his throat was burning in pain, and his whole body went numb and lost consciousness.

It's so painful that I can't find the meaning of life.

"It's a dream." Qu Boqian, who was woken up alive, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said.