The money owner is probably sick
Chapter 39
Du Ningxiu has always been very quick in his work. He bought furniture and decorated the house within a week, and it was almost Chinese New Year when the two moved in.Tan Xiao has been in contact with Luo Wenxuan this week, but the hospital is too busy at the end of the year, and Luo Wenxuan's surgery can be scheduled from dawn to dark, so there is really no time, so Tan Xiao can only wait patiently.
It wasn't until the night before New Year's Eve, when Du Ningxiu and Tan Xiao had completely set up camp, that Luo Wenxuan finally had a holiday and had time.
That night we made an appointment to meet the next day, Tan Xiao got under the quilt and hugged Du Ningxiu for a rub, and said happily, "Don't be nervous tomorrow, what can you say, brother Luo is very dedicated, don't worry about it." I'm afraid that my privacy will be leaked."
Du Ningxiu hummed, he was a little tired recently because he was too busy, and he was a little drowsy leaning against Tan Xiao's arms.Tan Xiao looked down at the man's handsome face, feeling distressed and satisfied, couldn't help stroking it for a while, and then whispered in his ear, "Ning Xiu, what a dream."
Du Ningxiu didn't open his eyes, but stretched out his arms to embrace him, kissed his eyes, and murmured, "Well, good night."
Suddenly, I felt that the whole world was condensed in this person's arms, becoming very small, leaving only the taste of peace and happiness.
I just fell asleep with a smile on my face, and when I woke up I was in a good mood.The sun was very bright, leaning on Du Ningxiu's delicate and picturesque cheeks, Tan Xiao squinted and rubbed against his shoulder, and said with a smile, "Will you call me when you wake up?"
Du Ningxiu patted his head and stood up, "Seeing how soundly you sleep, I'm not willing to call."
Du Ningxiu lifted the quilt and got out of bed. The scars all over his body were clearly branded on his fair skin. Tan Xiao felt a little shy when he saw it. It took a long time for Scar to say, "At that time... it hurt, didn't it?"
Du Ningxiu tilted his head to look at him, narrowed his eyes suddenly, bent down following the strength of his palm, reached out and grabbed a scar more than ten centimeters long on his arm, "Brother Xiao, look, we are so compatible."
"..."
"When we were separated, each of us was injured. Now that we are together, we will never be hurt again." Du Ningxiu lifted his chin and kissed his lips lightly, "so we are destined to be together." To be together, only we are the ones who love each other the most."
Tan Xiao's breathing trembled a little, and he smiled slowly after a while, raised his arms to hug him, and pressed a kiss on the side of his ear.
After that, we cook together, eat together, share interesting things at work together, and finally drive to Renhe Hospital together, talking and laughing along the way.Tan Xiao suddenly felt that in fact, the happiest appearance in life is nothing more than this. When you are in pain, my whole heart will be broken, and when you smile, my eyes are also shining.
We only have each other, but it is enough to fill all the past hurt and lonely time.
Because the hospital was on holiday, the gate of Renhe's courtyard was opened purely for the two of them today.
Du Ningxiu parked his car and entered the gate, found the vice president's office, and saw Huo Yi and Luo Wenxuan sitting together, looking at each other and talking with a smile, just like when they were in the car.
"Here?" Luo Wenxuan stood up and stretched out his hand to Du Ningxiu, "It's the first time we meet, I'm Luo Wenxuan, your future attending doctor."
Du Ningxiu looked at him carefully, then held his hand, and said, "I've always heard that there is an elder in the Luo family who is a doctor, so it should be you."
Luo Wenxuan smiled and said, "Mr. Du is very well informed, so you trust me because of our little one's face?"
Du Ningxiu let go of his hand, lowered his eyes noncommittally, and didn't say much.
Tan Xiao didn't quite understand, but seeing that the two of them were about to talk about something serious, he pulled Huo Yi from the background panel to the door, and after saying something about you two having a good chat, he pulled him out of the door.Huo Yi guessed that he had been well nourished recently. He looked very energetic and talkative, so he pulled him out and leaned against the wall to greet him in a good mood, "I haven't seen you for a week, but you've gained a little weight."
Tan Xiao scratched his head, and said with a hey smile, "It's okay, being dragged by him to eat delicacies from mountains and seas every day, it's a bit heavy." After speaking, he stood against the wall with Huo Yi, and asked casually, "Who is Xiaoyi?" Huh? What did they say just now?"
Huo Yi took a look at him and said, "You really don't know? I thought you knew something to stick to my Wenxuan so much."
Tan Xiao was a little confused, and told the truth, "I just admire Brother Luo's character and talent, nothing else."
Huo Yi's tail immediately turned up, and he said triumphantly, "For you have vision."
Looking back at the closed door, Huo Yi did not hide it, and explained, "Mr. Luo and Mr. Mo of the Luoyang Group, have you heard of these two people?"
...More than just heard of it, isn't that a well-known wealthy family in China?The world's top [-] big families in the wealth rankings.
"...So?" Tan Xiao was stunned for a moment, and said in disbelief, "Luo...Brother Luo and Luo Yang's President Luo..."
"Oh, Luo Yi? That's his son," Huo Yi raised his tail again, and said very flatly, "So I'm his godfather~"
Tan Xiao: "..."
The amount of information is a bit large, let me be quiet...
But the atmosphere inside the door was still calm, Luo Wenxuan carefully read Du Ningxiu's case, took his pulse again, and said, "Have you been sick for five or six years?"
Du Ningxiu frowned, trusting him a bit, nodded and said, "More than five years."
Luo Wenxuan got up and said, "Come and take some pictures with me, and do a full body checkup."
Du Ningxiu nodded, obediently followed Luo Wenxuan to the examination room like a small tail.Luo Wenxuan looked back at him, and said with a smile, "Mr. Du is much easier to get along with than the rumors say, so obedient."
Du Ningxiu glanced at him with a cold expression on his face, "My brother asked me to listen to you."
Luo Wenxuan burst out laughing, blinking his eyes to tease him, "Brother's words are imperial edicts?"
Du Ningxiu raised his chin and nodded sharply, "Yes."
Luo Wenxuan saw how cute he looked, and couldn't help but said, "No wonder Tan Xiao is so nervous about you, you two have such a good relationship."
When Du Ningxiu heard this, his favorability towards Luo Wenxuan instantly increased, and his chin raised even higher, "Of course."
Luo Wenxuan laughed in his heart, and stopped teasing him. He took him through the examination and got the report, and took his pulse for a while, before saying, "You have both psychological and physical reasons, but I have to ask you a question, you have to tell me truth."
Du Ningxiu immediately tensed up, neither nodded nor shook his head, but he was obviously nervous.
Luo Wenxuan considered his words carefully, and said carefully, "Aren't you...not allowed there?"
Du Ningxiu's cheeks retracted a little, obviously clenching his teeth.
"You've been badly injured many times all over your body, and that place was also... well, more than once, so it was broken, wasn't it?"
"..."
"You discovered the problem five years ago, or earlier, and you suppressed it for a while, and then you started to have mental illness, didn't you?"
"..."
Luo Wenxuan sighed, feeling a little sorry for the child in front of him. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is a child. Du Ningxiu is about the same age as his son Luo Yi, so he said, "Can you cooperate with me? I have kept it in my heart, I can't help you of."
Du Ningxiu still didn't speak, and lowered his head, his whole body was stiff.
Luo Wenxuan was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled on purpose, and said in surprise, "But to be honest, I really didn't expect that you and Tan Xiao...you are the one below."
Du Ningxiu couldn't sit still, raised his head, and said with a straight face, "No."
Luo Wenxuan immediately followed the temptation, "Why not?"
"..." Du Ningxiu tensed up again, but his expression suddenly looked like a child's, struggling and frustrated, and he said in a muffled voice for a long time, "If that's the case, I won't come to see a doctor."
Luo Wenxuan saw that he was relaxing a bit, and coaxed him, "Oh, it's okay if you don't come to see it. You can discuss it with Tan Xiao, and just lie down obediently and let him take the lead."
Du Ningxiu: "..."
Luo Wenxuan smiled again and said, "Tan Xiao is willing to let you go, do you know that there are so many Xiaolings who want to have sex with him on their set, as far as I know, there are three..."
Du Ningxiu took a breath, frowned, obviously a little annoyed, "Are you reliable? What kind of doctor is full of yellow trash, can you talk about something, whether it can be cured or not, what a lot of nonsense."
Luo Wenxuan laughed, and said in a good temper, "Then you have to cooperate, otherwise you can just lie flat and be a small sufferer."
Du Ningxiu rolled his eyes irritably, and said depressedly, "Brother Xiao...I mean Tan Xiao, he prefers to be down there."
Luo Wenxuan was obviously choked, and after a while he said with difficulty, "This...is really a sad story..."
Du Ningxiu stared at him, and said in a bad mood, "So whether it can be cured or not, are you sure?"
Seeing that he finally regained his energy, Luo Wenxuan smiled and said, "If you are obedient, I can cure you."
Du Ningxiu was taken aback, his pupils suddenly shrank, and he hesitated, "Can you cure it? I have invited more than ten doctors, and at the beginning they all said they can..."
"If I say it can be cured, it will definitely be cured, but it will take some time." Luo Wenxuan slowed down his voice, with a hint of comforting warmth in his eyes, "Don't worry, I won't give people hope indiscriminately. of."
"..."
Du Ningxiu gritted his teeth and remained silent for a long time, finally lowered his head, closed his eyes, and said slowly in a very low voice, "It hurts..."
Luo Wenxuan suppressed his smile, sat up straight and did not interrupt.
"From the age of 12 to the age of 20...I can't count how many times I was beaten. Later, I had a mental block and dared not touch that place...Because of family affairs, when I was young, those people... thought I was a bitch They were born bastards, and they have no right to continue to harm others, so they just... they always kicked me on purpose... I don't know if they were beaten or something... I feel pain even if I touch it now, whoever will go Near me, I was subconsciously afraid that they would hit me, and I didn't dare to touch myself casually, only Tan Xiao...only if he touches me, I will feel at ease, I will not be afraid, and... I am very dependent on him."
"I'm afraid that he knows my mentality. I dare not tell him, and I can't say it. He has protected me since I was very young. I want to protect him when I grow up... I have actually done it. , I want him to see that I am very powerful, I am no longer that incompetent and fragile child, but... I actually know in my heart that I have not grown up at all, my body is trapped in the past In the shadows, I can't grow up."
"But it's only him... I want to protect him, I don't want... I don't want to be protected by him anymore. Everyone is afraid of me, even he is sometimes afraid of me, but this will make me feel safe... I dare not If I have real emotions, I am afraid that people will see through them, and I am afraid that they will think that I am so useless and weak, and they will be on top of me again... I know that I am mentally ill, but if it is not because of Tan Xiao, I would rather be so sick, they think I am crazy, think I am cold and heartless, but I am very relieved, I dare not let myself be normal, I am afraid they will beat me again..."
Du Ningxiu spoke intermittently, gradually speaking incoherently and chaotically, Luo Wenxuan slowly clenched his lips, holding a pen in his hand to memorize every word, but the fingers holding the pen became paler and could not breathe smoothly .
It's really... almost unbearable.
By the time Du Ningxiu calmed down again, half an hour had passed.
Luo Wenxuan calmed down for a while, and his voice was a little astringent, "I probably understand it, and with this medical report, I will study how to treat it during the holidays, so you can rest well and don't think about anything, I will contact you if there is any progress, okay? ?”
Du Ningxiu's face was a little pale, but he quickly recovered his expressionless expression and nodded calmly.
Luo Wenxuan exhaled, reached out and patted his shoulder, and coaxed, "I have been practicing medicine for so many years, and I have never had a single operation fail, and none of the patients I have treated have not recovered. Although it is a bit arrogant to say this, but... this There is no one in the world who I say needs to be cured, but who can’t be cured, just believe me.”
Du Ningxiu raised his eyes to look at him, the man's eyes had very faint fine lines, he should be of a certain age, but the light in his eyes was like the morning light, gentle and full of strength.
Such a person, perhaps... can really be trusted.
When the door was pushed open, Tan Xiao, who was waiting outside nervously, immediately jumped up and asked eagerly, "How is Brother Luo? Can it be cured?"
Luo Wenxuan looked at Tan Xiao, and sighed slightly in his heart——Du Ningxiu was much sicker than he imagined, but he could understand Du Ningxiu, and he couldn't show his most vulnerable place to his favorite people watch.
Just because I love him so much, I want to pretend to be the most perfect and the most reassuring look for him.
Luo Wenxuan couldn't help holding Huo Yi's hand quietly behind him, and smiled at the two people opposite him, "You guys have a good New Year, leave the rest to me." He raised Huo Yi's hand together, and said to the two people With a wave, "Happy New Year."
Tan Xiao checked Luo Wenxuan's medical history a long time ago, and it was a miracle. He said he was relieved, and he really felt at ease, so he hurriedly bowed to Luo Wenxuan, and said gratefully, "Then... thank you in advance gone."
Luo Wenxuan quickly helped him up, shook his head with a smile, said goodbye, and pulled Huo Yi into the door.
The corridor was extremely quiet for a while. Tan Xiao carefully looked at Du Ningxiu's face, and didn't dare to ask any more questions. He was afraid that he would be sad, so he laughed and said, "Well... go eat something delicious? Or go home Prepare New Year's Eve dinner..."
Du Ningxiu suddenly pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly with all his strength, his arms trembling slightly.Tan Xiao's heart ached suddenly, and he didn't dare to talk nonsense, he just hugged him back, letting him almost strangle his shoulder.
After a long time, Du Ningxiu nestled on his shoulder and said in a low voice, "Brother Xiao."
"...Well, what's the matter?"
"You carry me on your back for a while, okay?"
Tan Xiao was taken aback for a moment, but soon came back to his senses, immediately squatted down, looked back at him, "Come on, come up."
Du Ningxiu watched him for a long time before he leaned on his back, put his arms around his neck and stepped up.Tan Xiao picked him up easily, touched his skinny thighs and was pulled in his heart again. He forced a smile and said, "You can't get fat no matter how much you feed. Look at me, I eat Hesse for a week, and I will soon lose weight." Fat."
Du Ningxiu lay on his back and didn't speak, so Tan Xiao could only laugh awkwardly and talk for a while, until he walked out of the hospital with him on his back and passed the vast lawn outside, Du Ningxiu leaned on his shoulder and whispered He said, "Brother, do you know when I fell in love with you?"
Tan Xiao lifted him up, tilted his head and kissed his face, "I don't know, when will it be?"
Du Ningxiu closed his eyes and whispered, "The first time you carried me on your back."
"..."
"It's the same winter, it's snowing, my clothes are torn, blood is sticky, it's so cold..." Du Ningxiu's voice was very low, almost only his breath floated slowly on Tan Xiao's neck, "then You carried me on your back, walked step by step in the snow, coaxed me, told me not to be afraid, you said that with you, I don’t have to be afraid anymore... Look at your look at that time, look at my expression, I Later, I dreamed it many times, but every time I woke up from the dream, it was just a dream."
"For many years, I've always wanted you to carry me one more time. Today...it's the Chinese New Year. I want you to carry me one more time and carry me home, okay?"
Tan Xiao didn't speak. He lowered his head in silence, looked at his own footprints in the snow, and at something that fell between them. After looking at them for a while, he clenched his teeth and pulled out a smile.
"Every day from now on, I'll carry you home, okay?"
Du Ning calmed down for a while, then shook his head, "No, I just want a New Year's gift, how can I let you recite it every day."
"What's wrong with carrying you every day? I'm happy to carry you every day, carry you to work, carry you to work, carry you to eat, carry you to sleep, and you will be my shell, and I will carry you wherever I go. Not for a second."
Du Ningxiu wrapped his arms around his neck and whispered, "Do you think you're a bastard?"
Tan Xiao laughed, and gradually became quiet again, until he carried the person in front of the car, then stopped, remained silent for a long time, and said in a low voice, "Ning Xiu, I have always loved you very much."
Du Ningxiu lowered his eyes and looked at his slightly moist eye sockets. After a long time, he narrowed his eyes and smiled.
"It's such a coincidence that I've been thinking of you all the time."
It wasn't until the night before New Year's Eve, when Du Ningxiu and Tan Xiao had completely set up camp, that Luo Wenxuan finally had a holiday and had time.
That night we made an appointment to meet the next day, Tan Xiao got under the quilt and hugged Du Ningxiu for a rub, and said happily, "Don't be nervous tomorrow, what can you say, brother Luo is very dedicated, don't worry about it." I'm afraid that my privacy will be leaked."
Du Ningxiu hummed, he was a little tired recently because he was too busy, and he was a little drowsy leaning against Tan Xiao's arms.Tan Xiao looked down at the man's handsome face, feeling distressed and satisfied, couldn't help stroking it for a while, and then whispered in his ear, "Ning Xiu, what a dream."
Du Ningxiu didn't open his eyes, but stretched out his arms to embrace him, kissed his eyes, and murmured, "Well, good night."
Suddenly, I felt that the whole world was condensed in this person's arms, becoming very small, leaving only the taste of peace and happiness.
I just fell asleep with a smile on my face, and when I woke up I was in a good mood.The sun was very bright, leaning on Du Ningxiu's delicate and picturesque cheeks, Tan Xiao squinted and rubbed against his shoulder, and said with a smile, "Will you call me when you wake up?"
Du Ningxiu patted his head and stood up, "Seeing how soundly you sleep, I'm not willing to call."
Du Ningxiu lifted the quilt and got out of bed. The scars all over his body were clearly branded on his fair skin. Tan Xiao felt a little shy when he saw it. It took a long time for Scar to say, "At that time... it hurt, didn't it?"
Du Ningxiu tilted his head to look at him, narrowed his eyes suddenly, bent down following the strength of his palm, reached out and grabbed a scar more than ten centimeters long on his arm, "Brother Xiao, look, we are so compatible."
"..."
"When we were separated, each of us was injured. Now that we are together, we will never be hurt again." Du Ningxiu lifted his chin and kissed his lips lightly, "so we are destined to be together." To be together, only we are the ones who love each other the most."
Tan Xiao's breathing trembled a little, and he smiled slowly after a while, raised his arms to hug him, and pressed a kiss on the side of his ear.
After that, we cook together, eat together, share interesting things at work together, and finally drive to Renhe Hospital together, talking and laughing along the way.Tan Xiao suddenly felt that in fact, the happiest appearance in life is nothing more than this. When you are in pain, my whole heart will be broken, and when you smile, my eyes are also shining.
We only have each other, but it is enough to fill all the past hurt and lonely time.
Because the hospital was on holiday, the gate of Renhe's courtyard was opened purely for the two of them today.
Du Ningxiu parked his car and entered the gate, found the vice president's office, and saw Huo Yi and Luo Wenxuan sitting together, looking at each other and talking with a smile, just like when they were in the car.
"Here?" Luo Wenxuan stood up and stretched out his hand to Du Ningxiu, "It's the first time we meet, I'm Luo Wenxuan, your future attending doctor."
Du Ningxiu looked at him carefully, then held his hand, and said, "I've always heard that there is an elder in the Luo family who is a doctor, so it should be you."
Luo Wenxuan smiled and said, "Mr. Du is very well informed, so you trust me because of our little one's face?"
Du Ningxiu let go of his hand, lowered his eyes noncommittally, and didn't say much.
Tan Xiao didn't quite understand, but seeing that the two of them were about to talk about something serious, he pulled Huo Yi from the background panel to the door, and after saying something about you two having a good chat, he pulled him out of the door.Huo Yi guessed that he had been well nourished recently. He looked very energetic and talkative, so he pulled him out and leaned against the wall to greet him in a good mood, "I haven't seen you for a week, but you've gained a little weight."
Tan Xiao scratched his head, and said with a hey smile, "It's okay, being dragged by him to eat delicacies from mountains and seas every day, it's a bit heavy." After speaking, he stood against the wall with Huo Yi, and asked casually, "Who is Xiaoyi?" Huh? What did they say just now?"
Huo Yi took a look at him and said, "You really don't know? I thought you knew something to stick to my Wenxuan so much."
Tan Xiao was a little confused, and told the truth, "I just admire Brother Luo's character and talent, nothing else."
Huo Yi's tail immediately turned up, and he said triumphantly, "For you have vision."
Looking back at the closed door, Huo Yi did not hide it, and explained, "Mr. Luo and Mr. Mo of the Luoyang Group, have you heard of these two people?"
...More than just heard of it, isn't that a well-known wealthy family in China?The world's top [-] big families in the wealth rankings.
"...So?" Tan Xiao was stunned for a moment, and said in disbelief, "Luo...Brother Luo and Luo Yang's President Luo..."
"Oh, Luo Yi? That's his son," Huo Yi raised his tail again, and said very flatly, "So I'm his godfather~"
Tan Xiao: "..."
The amount of information is a bit large, let me be quiet...
But the atmosphere inside the door was still calm, Luo Wenxuan carefully read Du Ningxiu's case, took his pulse again, and said, "Have you been sick for five or six years?"
Du Ningxiu frowned, trusting him a bit, nodded and said, "More than five years."
Luo Wenxuan got up and said, "Come and take some pictures with me, and do a full body checkup."
Du Ningxiu nodded, obediently followed Luo Wenxuan to the examination room like a small tail.Luo Wenxuan looked back at him, and said with a smile, "Mr. Du is much easier to get along with than the rumors say, so obedient."
Du Ningxiu glanced at him with a cold expression on his face, "My brother asked me to listen to you."
Luo Wenxuan burst out laughing, blinking his eyes to tease him, "Brother's words are imperial edicts?"
Du Ningxiu raised his chin and nodded sharply, "Yes."
Luo Wenxuan saw how cute he looked, and couldn't help but said, "No wonder Tan Xiao is so nervous about you, you two have such a good relationship."
When Du Ningxiu heard this, his favorability towards Luo Wenxuan instantly increased, and his chin raised even higher, "Of course."
Luo Wenxuan laughed in his heart, and stopped teasing him. He took him through the examination and got the report, and took his pulse for a while, before saying, "You have both psychological and physical reasons, but I have to ask you a question, you have to tell me truth."
Du Ningxiu immediately tensed up, neither nodded nor shook his head, but he was obviously nervous.
Luo Wenxuan considered his words carefully, and said carefully, "Aren't you...not allowed there?"
Du Ningxiu's cheeks retracted a little, obviously clenching his teeth.
"You've been badly injured many times all over your body, and that place was also... well, more than once, so it was broken, wasn't it?"
"..."
"You discovered the problem five years ago, or earlier, and you suppressed it for a while, and then you started to have mental illness, didn't you?"
"..."
Luo Wenxuan sighed, feeling a little sorry for the child in front of him. It is not an exaggeration to say that he is a child. Du Ningxiu is about the same age as his son Luo Yi, so he said, "Can you cooperate with me? I have kept it in my heart, I can't help you of."
Du Ningxiu still didn't speak, and lowered his head, his whole body was stiff.
Luo Wenxuan was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled on purpose, and said in surprise, "But to be honest, I really didn't expect that you and Tan Xiao...you are the one below."
Du Ningxiu couldn't sit still, raised his head, and said with a straight face, "No."
Luo Wenxuan immediately followed the temptation, "Why not?"
"..." Du Ningxiu tensed up again, but his expression suddenly looked like a child's, struggling and frustrated, and he said in a muffled voice for a long time, "If that's the case, I won't come to see a doctor."
Luo Wenxuan saw that he was relaxing a bit, and coaxed him, "Oh, it's okay if you don't come to see it. You can discuss it with Tan Xiao, and just lie down obediently and let him take the lead."
Du Ningxiu: "..."
Luo Wenxuan smiled again and said, "Tan Xiao is willing to let you go, do you know that there are so many Xiaolings who want to have sex with him on their set, as far as I know, there are three..."
Du Ningxiu took a breath, frowned, obviously a little annoyed, "Are you reliable? What kind of doctor is full of yellow trash, can you talk about something, whether it can be cured or not, what a lot of nonsense."
Luo Wenxuan laughed, and said in a good temper, "Then you have to cooperate, otherwise you can just lie flat and be a small sufferer."
Du Ningxiu rolled his eyes irritably, and said depressedly, "Brother Xiao...I mean Tan Xiao, he prefers to be down there."
Luo Wenxuan was obviously choked, and after a while he said with difficulty, "This...is really a sad story..."
Du Ningxiu stared at him, and said in a bad mood, "So whether it can be cured or not, are you sure?"
Seeing that he finally regained his energy, Luo Wenxuan smiled and said, "If you are obedient, I can cure you."
Du Ningxiu was taken aback, his pupils suddenly shrank, and he hesitated, "Can you cure it? I have invited more than ten doctors, and at the beginning they all said they can..."
"If I say it can be cured, it will definitely be cured, but it will take some time." Luo Wenxuan slowed down his voice, with a hint of comforting warmth in his eyes, "Don't worry, I won't give people hope indiscriminately. of."
"..."
Du Ningxiu gritted his teeth and remained silent for a long time, finally lowered his head, closed his eyes, and said slowly in a very low voice, "It hurts..."
Luo Wenxuan suppressed his smile, sat up straight and did not interrupt.
"From the age of 12 to the age of 20...I can't count how many times I was beaten. Later, I had a mental block and dared not touch that place...Because of family affairs, when I was young, those people... thought I was a bitch They were born bastards, and they have no right to continue to harm others, so they just... they always kicked me on purpose... I don't know if they were beaten or something... I feel pain even if I touch it now, whoever will go Near me, I was subconsciously afraid that they would hit me, and I didn't dare to touch myself casually, only Tan Xiao...only if he touches me, I will feel at ease, I will not be afraid, and... I am very dependent on him."
"I'm afraid that he knows my mentality. I dare not tell him, and I can't say it. He has protected me since I was very young. I want to protect him when I grow up... I have actually done it. , I want him to see that I am very powerful, I am no longer that incompetent and fragile child, but... I actually know in my heart that I have not grown up at all, my body is trapped in the past In the shadows, I can't grow up."
"But it's only him... I want to protect him, I don't want... I don't want to be protected by him anymore. Everyone is afraid of me, even he is sometimes afraid of me, but this will make me feel safe... I dare not If I have real emotions, I am afraid that people will see through them, and I am afraid that they will think that I am so useless and weak, and they will be on top of me again... I know that I am mentally ill, but if it is not because of Tan Xiao, I would rather be so sick, they think I am crazy, think I am cold and heartless, but I am very relieved, I dare not let myself be normal, I am afraid they will beat me again..."
Du Ningxiu spoke intermittently, gradually speaking incoherently and chaotically, Luo Wenxuan slowly clenched his lips, holding a pen in his hand to memorize every word, but the fingers holding the pen became paler and could not breathe smoothly .
It's really... almost unbearable.
By the time Du Ningxiu calmed down again, half an hour had passed.
Luo Wenxuan calmed down for a while, and his voice was a little astringent, "I probably understand it, and with this medical report, I will study how to treat it during the holidays, so you can rest well and don't think about anything, I will contact you if there is any progress, okay? ?”
Du Ningxiu's face was a little pale, but he quickly recovered his expressionless expression and nodded calmly.
Luo Wenxuan exhaled, reached out and patted his shoulder, and coaxed, "I have been practicing medicine for so many years, and I have never had a single operation fail, and none of the patients I have treated have not recovered. Although it is a bit arrogant to say this, but... this There is no one in the world who I say needs to be cured, but who can’t be cured, just believe me.”
Du Ningxiu raised his eyes to look at him, the man's eyes had very faint fine lines, he should be of a certain age, but the light in his eyes was like the morning light, gentle and full of strength.
Such a person, perhaps... can really be trusted.
When the door was pushed open, Tan Xiao, who was waiting outside nervously, immediately jumped up and asked eagerly, "How is Brother Luo? Can it be cured?"
Luo Wenxuan looked at Tan Xiao, and sighed slightly in his heart——Du Ningxiu was much sicker than he imagined, but he could understand Du Ningxiu, and he couldn't show his most vulnerable place to his favorite people watch.
Just because I love him so much, I want to pretend to be the most perfect and the most reassuring look for him.
Luo Wenxuan couldn't help holding Huo Yi's hand quietly behind him, and smiled at the two people opposite him, "You guys have a good New Year, leave the rest to me." He raised Huo Yi's hand together, and said to the two people With a wave, "Happy New Year."
Tan Xiao checked Luo Wenxuan's medical history a long time ago, and it was a miracle. He said he was relieved, and he really felt at ease, so he hurriedly bowed to Luo Wenxuan, and said gratefully, "Then... thank you in advance gone."
Luo Wenxuan quickly helped him up, shook his head with a smile, said goodbye, and pulled Huo Yi into the door.
The corridor was extremely quiet for a while. Tan Xiao carefully looked at Du Ningxiu's face, and didn't dare to ask any more questions. He was afraid that he would be sad, so he laughed and said, "Well... go eat something delicious? Or go home Prepare New Year's Eve dinner..."
Du Ningxiu suddenly pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly with all his strength, his arms trembling slightly.Tan Xiao's heart ached suddenly, and he didn't dare to talk nonsense, he just hugged him back, letting him almost strangle his shoulder.
After a long time, Du Ningxiu nestled on his shoulder and said in a low voice, "Brother Xiao."
"...Well, what's the matter?"
"You carry me on your back for a while, okay?"
Tan Xiao was taken aback for a moment, but soon came back to his senses, immediately squatted down, looked back at him, "Come on, come up."
Du Ningxiu watched him for a long time before he leaned on his back, put his arms around his neck and stepped up.Tan Xiao picked him up easily, touched his skinny thighs and was pulled in his heart again. He forced a smile and said, "You can't get fat no matter how much you feed. Look at me, I eat Hesse for a week, and I will soon lose weight." Fat."
Du Ningxiu lay on his back and didn't speak, so Tan Xiao could only laugh awkwardly and talk for a while, until he walked out of the hospital with him on his back and passed the vast lawn outside, Du Ningxiu leaned on his shoulder and whispered He said, "Brother, do you know when I fell in love with you?"
Tan Xiao lifted him up, tilted his head and kissed his face, "I don't know, when will it be?"
Du Ningxiu closed his eyes and whispered, "The first time you carried me on your back."
"..."
"It's the same winter, it's snowing, my clothes are torn, blood is sticky, it's so cold..." Du Ningxiu's voice was very low, almost only his breath floated slowly on Tan Xiao's neck, "then You carried me on your back, walked step by step in the snow, coaxed me, told me not to be afraid, you said that with you, I don’t have to be afraid anymore... Look at your look at that time, look at my expression, I Later, I dreamed it many times, but every time I woke up from the dream, it was just a dream."
"For many years, I've always wanted you to carry me one more time. Today...it's the Chinese New Year. I want you to carry me one more time and carry me home, okay?"
Tan Xiao didn't speak. He lowered his head in silence, looked at his own footprints in the snow, and at something that fell between them. After looking at them for a while, he clenched his teeth and pulled out a smile.
"Every day from now on, I'll carry you home, okay?"
Du Ning calmed down for a while, then shook his head, "No, I just want a New Year's gift, how can I let you recite it every day."
"What's wrong with carrying you every day? I'm happy to carry you every day, carry you to work, carry you to work, carry you to eat, carry you to sleep, and you will be my shell, and I will carry you wherever I go. Not for a second."
Du Ningxiu wrapped his arms around his neck and whispered, "Do you think you're a bastard?"
Tan Xiao laughed, and gradually became quiet again, until he carried the person in front of the car, then stopped, remained silent for a long time, and said in a low voice, "Ning Xiu, I have always loved you very much."
Du Ningxiu lowered his eyes and looked at his slightly moist eye sockets. After a long time, he narrowed his eyes and smiled.
"It's such a coincidence that I've been thinking of you all the time."
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