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Ji Mingyi didn't know how Shan Juan spent this time, if he came back later, would he be the last one left in the family.

Watching Shan Jun enter Li Li's room with his swaying body supported after returning home, Ji Mingyi didn't stop him as long as Shan Jun felt comfortable.Find out Li Li's case and critical illness notification Ji Mingyi went back to her room, it turned out that she had suffered so much pain, it turned out that she had been gone for two months, who sent those emails?Looking at it over and over again, it seemed as if those scalpels and needles were stuck on his body. He wanted to cry hoarsely, but he could only suppress it, because the person in the other room was about to lose.

No wonder Li Li lost weight so quickly in the past two years. Ji Mingyi always thought that the climate in Guanli made her uncomfortable.He thought of the time when Li Li and Qin Zhe went out to eat and were followed by him and disrupted the situation. He insisted on asking Li Li to adopt him. In the end, Li Li was so angry that he passed out and was admitted to the hospital. Shan Jun came back after staying in the doctor's office for a long time The expression on Hou's face made him very scared, and in the end Shan Jun still smiled and said to himself that Li Li was fine but just tired.From then on, Shan Jun took care of Li Li more and more meticulously like protecting a porcelain doll. Only he was a fool who didn't notice anything. Until later, Shan Jun always looked very sad when he looked at him. Always weird.

Dare not to think about how many stupid things I have done these years and how much Li Li has paid for herself. Ji Mingyi got up and tidied up the room as Li Li liked. Every step and every movement would cause unstoppable tears. Ji Mingyi's self-blame was also left in every corner of the house.

Ji Mingyi is an unwanted child picked up by Li Li. She said that the first time she saw him, he was like a little stray dog ​​that no one wanted. At that time, Ji Mingyi made people feel pitiful and didn't want to get close to him, but In the end, Li Li got closer, not only approached, but also gave him everything she could.The woman he loved the most quietly left him without repaying one ten-thousandth of it. Ji Mingyi knew that he could never watch Shan Jun die like this again.

He forced himself to cook a bowl of porridge for Shan Jun, but this bowl of porridge might also be salty, so who cares about them now?Taking the porridge into the room, he saw Shan Jun lying on the bed with his eyes closed. Now he doesn't want to see anything, especially Ji Mingyi.

"Shan Jun, can you get up and have some porridge?" In fact, he also knew that it was not suitable for them to see each other, it would only make him more painful, but he had no choice but to watch Shan Jun torture himself to death.

Shan Jun still didn't react at all, his face was sallow and gray with stubble and he didn't wear glasses, he probably didn't want to see everything outside clearly.

Walking to the bedside, he helped Shan Jun up. This man was so thin that his bones cracked, and his body was covered with dust on the bed.Picking up the porridge bowl by the bedside to make sure it was cold, handed it to Shan Jun, "Eat some, for her, she will feel bad." Ji Mingyi had no other choice, obviously no one wanted to mention it, but this was the only thing he could do. Awaken Shan Jun's name.

Shan Jun opened his eyes to see that he continued to look at the ceiling and then slowly closed his eyes. The thin figure seemed to be lying on the bed with only a thin layer of quilt, and his breathing became weaker and weaker.

Ji Mingyi put the porridge on the small cabinet and came to his bed to wake him up, but the man didn't respond at all on the bed and shook him vigorously, only to realize that the man was unconscious.

Shan Juan, who was lying on the hospital bed for infusion, had been sleeping very quietly, occasionally showing a faint smile on his face. Ji Mingyi thought he had dreamed of Li Li. He was really lucky that Li Li was still in the dream. see him.

After staying in the hospital for two days, I returned home. Every day, a doctor would come to give Shan Jun an infusion. There was no way Shan Jun seemed to want to keep himself alive, but every time the needle was inserted, the man would stare blankly at the doctor's movements. Whether it hurts or not, Ji Mingyi found that Shan Jun seemed to like infusions very much, but his eyes were still so empty.

Ji Mingyi will still cook some nutritious meals for him every day. Ji Mingyi knows that he was raised by Li Li and Shan Juan for so many years. Shan Jun also needs someone to take care of him now, so he can't shirk his responsibility. Li Li in the distance would not want Shan Jun to accompany her.

Ji Mingyi asked for leave from the school, and he wanted to recuperate Shan Jun before taking him away.

Shan Jun only had the two words that Ji Mingyi said when he came back that day, and he has always regarded Ji Mingyi as air since then. In the past two days, when Shan Jun saw Ji Mingyi, he would close his eyes and pretend he didn't see him. Ji Mingyi was very happy for him I think this is a kind of progress, at least it is a good sign to have a rejection reaction to his appearance.Ji Mingyi cleaned up the room at home every day, and occasionally helped Shan Jun out to bask in the sun in the garden of that school. At this time, Shan Jun would always look directly at the sun with his eyes, and he also liked that Ji Mingyi used his hands to block the sun and stick it on him on the eyelids.

Shan Jun still doesn't eat now, so Ji Mingyi secretly feeds him a little when he is confused, and also needs to rely on the hospital's nutrition needle for daily infusions.Ji Mingyi didn't know how much Shan Jun weighed before, but he just felt that the weight in his arms should not be that of an adult who was about the same height as him. Every time he came to this time, he would want to cry bitterly for Li Li and Shan Jun, For the good life that their family hasn't started yet.

In Shan Jun's eyes, Ji Mingyi is just a wheelchair that can move freely, although it is the last thing he wants to see, but at least he can go to that garden.