save you to save yourself

Slowly stand up and move your numb legs. The second-hand smoke in the room also refreshed Ji Mingyi a lot. Looking at the closed door opposite, Ji Mingyi knew that there were two people waiting there. For himself, no matter what he did, he would return Yao Tao's intact younger brother.

Seeing Ji Mingyi stood up and seemed to shake a little while holding the door frame to stabilize her body, Liangzi also showed distress in her eyes, this child was raised by Li Li after all, it is impossible to let it go, let the spicy smoke numb her heartache lungs.

Pushing open the door of the east room, the rusty door hinge made an unpleasant 'squeak' sound, which also seemed to touch Shan Jun's rusted and rotten heart. When he came back from the outside, he saw two small men, one big and one small, sitting on the kang at the door. The two alike faces had sweet smiles on his body and said, "Come in quickly, your face is frozen hard." He has no expression anymore, hehe!" The two of them were talking and laughing, while wrapping their hands, one big and one small, soft and warm, around their frozen and stiff hands, at that time he felt that it wasn't just the hands that were hot.

The person at the door has grown up, and he has to lower his head to enter this low room. Everything in the past has changed so much that he can hardly remember it clearly.

Yao Mi on the heated kang had already closed her eyes, she didn't know if she was really tired and fell asleep or she didn't want to see everything in front of her, but her complexion still didn't look good and her body should be uncomfortable.

Shan Juan glanced at Ji Mingyi, then turned his head and read seriously with a book. Ji Mingyi walked across to him and sat on the edge of the kang. The kang was very hot. It seemed that Liangzi had already lit a fire, no wonder Yao Mi could sleep caught.Ji Mingyi felt the temperature coming from his buttocks and thighs before he realized that his body was cold. Looking at Shan Jun's hand on his lap, Ji Mingyi slowly stretched out his hand to cover his palm.

Shan Jun's body temperature came from the palm of his hand, and it felt good to hold him, solid and warm.Shan Juan finally looked away from the book to look at him, opened his chapped lips and said, "Is it cold?"

Ji Mingyi looked at the tears in his eyes that could not be stopped but still had to be suppressed, shook his head and forced a dry smile.

"Let's go, this is not a place for people like you to stay. This is a quagmire and you don't want to struggle hard." Shan Juan took out his hand and continued to look at the book in his hand, without looking at the child and bowed his head and said.

"Li Li pulled us all out, we shouldn't come back." When Shan Jun stopped looking at him, tears finally fell down, but the choked voice still couldn't cover up his pain and despair.

"It was she who pulled me out of here. Now that she's gone, I choose to come back." The voice was still so calm and ruthless.

"Shan Jun, your past is also your memory, and I spent as many days by your side as hers!" This was the first time he was so jealous of Li Li, and hated that he was not as important as Li Li in Shan Jun's heart.

"Stay away from those of us who are dying, why bother? Let's go now! I don't want to see you!" After finishing speaking, he closed the book and turned to look at Yao Mi who was sleeping peacefully. He raised his hand to touch his chest and closed his eyes as if Feeling her heartbeat.

Lowering his voice, Ji Mingyi said in a low voice: "I want to take Yao Mi away. His brother has already called the police and will find this place soon. What will you do then? Shan Jun, let's go now, before they know you Can you go abroad with your identity? I will always take care of you."

'Hmph' Shan Jun sneered and said, "No one can take him away."

Ji Mingyi knew that now was not the time to care about this, but he still wanted to ask, "Shan Jun, did you come to me because of Yao Mi? Didn't you do it for me at all?"

"Yes, because you bought him medicine, I know that someone around you is taking anti-rejection medicine. I have been looking for him for a long time, but I can't find the hospital system upgrade for his operation. I didn't expect to end up by your side. Isn't it just Li Li's guidance in the dark?" Shan Jun said and looked at Yao Mi and smiled, really laughing at his own luck.

"Shan Jun was just a coincidence, and Li Li just wanted her organs to save a life. This is the way she continues her life."

"It's not a coincidence," Shan Jun decided, "Where is Tian Tian? Why didn't she go to so many companies but came to my company? I knew that she had a transplant operation in the hospital where Li Li died, but I never thought about it." Look at her but she found it by herself, isn't Li Li also wanting to look at me? Li Li still wants to be closer to me."

Ji Mingyi felt that Shan Jun was like a stubborn child at this time, and he had nothing to do with such a Shan Jun, no matter what he would feel sorry for himself.

"Where's Tian Tian? Shan Jun, what have you done to Tian Tian?" Ji Mingyi was really afraid of hearing any terrible news, but he still wanted to ask that this was still his responsibility for Shan Jun in the future.

"She doesn't deserve to use Li Li's cornea. I'll just take it back. She's not dead, don't worry!" He said it with ease, as if everything should be done.

"What about Yao Mi? Are you going to take his heart? He will die!" His voice became lower and lower, and Ji Mingyi had to use all his strength to shout this sentence.

Looking at Yao Mi who was shaking his eyelashes, Shan Jun smiled contemptuously and said: "He will die sooner or later, Li Li's heart is rejecting his body, Li Li's heart is not satisfied with an evil and dirty child. He The last attack proved that Li Li's heart wanted to leave, and he was still imprisoning her heart in order to live for a few more days. I want the complete Li Li!"

Yao Mi had already woken up when Ji Mingyi raised the volume unconsciously, and he didn't dare to move or offend that lunatic Shan Jun, so he could only hold on to the quilt in his hand to calm himself down.

"Shan Jun, Li Li said that the two of us are her whole, not that box of ashes or an extra organ. Do you understand?" Ji Mingyi cried and looked at Shan Jun's side face, and reached out to touch him The side face only hopes that this can convey his expectations.The hoarse and choked voice made Yao Mi tremble, followed by an even more painful cry, "We are all hers, you and me! There is nothing else, what you need now is me!"

Picking up Yao Mi, who was still pretending to be asleep, Shan Jun shouted hysterically with his eyes sideways: "I don't need you, what's the use of him living these few days? You are a part of her, so let's wait here to die together." Right! You asked for it yourself. You asked for everything yourself. Li Li is gone, why are you still sticking to me? You really want to die!"

Yao Mi has never seen Shan Jun like this. Although Shan Jun has been cold-faced all the way, he still treats him well. The current Shan Jun makes Yao Mi feel that he will violently hurt others at any time. He really doesn’t understand. Ji Mingyi obviously came to save himself, so why would he have to anger Shan Jun? Now he doesn't even dare to move too much in the struggle for fear of angering Shan Jun. He can't imagine that if he really died, What about brother?He will not be sad for a long time, and he will be even more lonely without a relative in the future.

Seeing that Shan Jun suddenly became crazy, Ji Mingyi rushed forward and hit Shan Jun holding Yao Mi's wrist with a knife. Shan Jun may have not rested for a long time and was exhausted. He took a step back and was caught by Ji Mingyi Pushed away and bumped into the desk and stopped.Ji Mingyi put his arms around Yao Mi and hugged the trembling boy in his arms. Yao Mi also hugged Ji Mingyi's thin waist tightly as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and buried his face in his chest as if As long as he can smell something other than Shan Jun, he will feel at ease.

Shan Jun touched his numb wrist that was so painful from the beating, and smiled!I learned this from Li Li, it's great!Li Li under the moonlight that year was holding a steel pipe, and the steel pipe in her hand was emitting a cold white light in her hand. That was the day when I really met Li Li, a person who I saw with others. Li Li is different.Later, because of Qin Yu's accident, he became angry, and the kid who hit him had red, swollen, wounds on his joints and blood from his mouth and nose. After the beating, she had slightly sweaty hair and a flushed face with a presumptuous and evil smile. He fell in love with this girl. A terrible woman in the eyes of others.What Ji Mingyi said is right, he is also a part of Li Li, so let's do it!

Yao Mi had been waiting in Ji Mingyi's arms for Shan Jun's violent storm, but after waiting for a long time, there was only the heavy breathing of the man holding her, a sneer behind her and the sound of closing the door.

Watching Shan Jun go out, Ji Mingyi hurriedly lowered his head to look at Yao Mi's face, Yao Mi still hugged him tightly and had no choice but to sit down first with his arms around Yao Mi, it seems that the child was so frightened that his whole body was shaking all the time .

Pressing his chin against his head, he asked softly, "Are you uncomfortable? Don't worry, I will take you away."

The person in his arms only let out a muffled 'um', and Ji Mingyi guessed that he might be really uncomfortable, so he put his arms around him and came to the table to get half a glass of water, took out a medicine bottle from his pocket and handed it to Yao Mi, fortunately, he thought at the time that he had to prepare Yao Mi's medicine in case of an accident, and now Yao Mi took his own medicine as soon as he saw it, without Ji Mingyi telling him.

I saw Li Li's favorite cup next to it. When I moved away, Li Li wanted to take it with me, but I couldn't find it. It turned out that it was still in its original place.Picking up the kettle and pouring half a glass of water into Li Li's cup, Ji Mingyi took out another medicine bottle and put two pills in it.Watching the pill quietly sink to the bottom of the cup and slowly melt away, Ji Mingyi felt that he was really powerless but there was still a child in his arms to protect.

The door was pushed open suddenly without even hearing a 'squeak', Yao Mi jumped into Ji Mingyi's arms quickly, and Ji Mingyi looked up and saw that the person who came in was Liangzi.

"Brother Liang. Where's Shan Jun?" Ji Mingyi took Yao Mi and took a few steps back. He just subconsciously wanted to protect Yao Mi because Liang Zi held a gun in his hand.

"Xiao Yi, don't be afraid. I just don't want you to take this person away. Shan Jun said that you have practiced Sanda. Let me ask you for the last time, do you want to go? You can go by yourself but you can't take him away." He pointed the gun at Yao Mi.

Yao Mi wanted to look back at the only hope of leaving, fearing that he would be frightened by the sight of the gangster, Yao Mi and Ji Mingyi hurriedly held his head down, letting him cling to his chest and trying to slow down his heartbeat so that he could feel at ease.

"Brother Liang, you can't be like Shan Jun. I have to take this child away, otherwise I'll be useless even if I die." She stood sideways to block the muzzle of the gun, fearing that Yao Mi would be injured if she accidentally fired.

Liangzi kept pointing his gun at the two of them, lit a cigarette with one hand and took a puff before saying, "Qi Rui learned about the whereabouts of that batch of gold from you, but he didn't touch the explosives, so Shan Jun took them. Bury the explosives, and you won’t be able to leave after he cries with the urn in his arms. I’ll just guard outside the courtyard, don’t even think about taking him away, there are still marksmanship skills that can hurt you.” After finishing speaking, he didn’t turn his head back. He left and closed the door tightly again.

Hearing the door closing, Yao Mi looked up at Ji Mingyi's chin and said, "Will my brother cry for a long time if I die? I can't see him for the last time, right?"

Ji Mingyi looked down at the boy with a smile and said, "I'm sorry, but I will be with you. Now I am your brother. In your next life, you will have a healthy body and a brother who still loves you so much. Maybe that brother is me, would you like it?"

"Brother, I love you!"

"I love you too!" After saying that, she printed a kiss on the boy's forehead, and patted his back again and again.

Carrying Yao Mi to the edge of the kang made him stop shivering from the cold, and the child finally fell asleep again in his arms. Ji Mingyi felt his pulse and it seemed that there should be no major problem. Gently put him down on his side so that he could sleep comfortably in his arms.

Before he could take a breath and clear his mind, Shan Jun came in with Li Li's urn in his arms. He first glanced at Yao Mi in Ji Mingyi's arms and smiled, then looked at Ji Mingyi and said: " Now it's all over, let's all be free."

"Shan Jun, without Yao Mi, you would still come to me sooner or later, because I am the only person Li Li cares about in this world, and I am the person she loves the most, so you love me too Yes, just like you love her heart." Ji Mingyi raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "Why do you send money to my mother every year, just to prevent my mother from taking me away! Why do all your companies and deposits use My name? I know you have family members. You can leave it to them even if you use a fake name. How do you know that I bought medicine for Yao Mi? You have been monitoring me and paying attention to my every move. Why? ?”

Shan Jun just stared at the urn in his hand, caressing the box with his eyes as if he didn't hear what he said.

"Why did you sleep with me? Do I resemble her? So much so that the gender can be blurred? Why are you wearing the ring I gave her? Shan Jun, please love me! Just like loving her, I also love you like loving She is the same, we all understand!"

He stretched out his hand and pressed Shan Jun's chapped lips with his thumb, "You tortured yourself like this, she can't see it, and now it's me who loves you." He took a big sip of water from Li Li's water glass next to him and pressed it against Shan Jun's lips, the tip of his tongue Effortlessly pried open his teeth, crossed a big gulp of clear water and felt the palm rubbing on his waist, Shan Jun did not refuse to swallow, the water stains overflowing from the corners of his mouth were also licked clean by Ji Mingyi and sent into Shan Jun mouth.

Pushing away Ji Mingyi, glanced at his water-stained lips and asked: "Are you afraid of death? Or are you going to deal with me to the end because of Yao Mi?" Shan Juan put down the urn in his hand and looked at the photo on the box After scrutinizing it carefully for a long time, he continued: "This is my favorite photo. I like the way she smiles wickedly. It's a pity that she wants to be a sunny sister every day for you. You are unlucky and haven't seen her full body The murderous look, that's the real her." After finishing speaking, she recalled it, and she still smiled.

Ji Mingyi gently touched his earlobe and said: "In our eyes, she is cute in everything, I know. Just like you are a lunatic in the eyes of others now, but you are still the only person I care about in this world .”

Ji Mingyi had been staring closely at Shan Jun's expression, and suddenly he saw that Shan Jun seemed to have narrowed his eyes. He knew that Shan Jun's long-term use of that drug had a lot of side effects and would take effect quickly.

Shan Jun felt that something was wrong with him, he was too familiar with the feeling of dizziness, powerlessness and emptying of the brain. Countless sleepless nights started with this feeling, and then it was a long peaceful sleep. You don’t have to think about anything, you can stay away Pain, away from memories, away from guilt, away from self-blame.

Opening his eyes vigorously, Shan Jun looked at Ji Mingyi and said with a sneer, "It's not bad that I haven't grown up to be a fool who only knows about love!" Then he stood up staggeringly, "Even so, don't even think about going out."

Ji Mingyi has already seen the explosive fuze exposed from the crack of the door, and Shan Jun cannot be allowed to leave the room, otherwise both he and Liangzi will ignite the fuze.

Ji Mingyi stepped forward and grabbed Shan Jun's arm and turned it backwards to subdue him. Shan Jun's body and physique are similar to Ji Mingyi's. Even if he is dizzy now, he still knows how to resist, so he bends down and turns his arm After bypassing Ji Mingyi, he raised his leg and kicked him in the hollow of the knee.Ji Mingyi felt weak in his legs and almost knelt down. He knelt on one knee to cushion Shan Juan's waist with his backhand and pressed down with his own body weight. Shan Jun felt more and more powerless and wanted to open his mouth to call Liangzi.Ji Mingyi looked at his closed eyes and quickly raised his hand to cover his mouth. Shan Jun bit Ji Mingyi's hand hard with the last bit of clarity until he tasted the familiar fishy smell. Pickles completely fell asleep.

Seeing the unconscious Shan Jun, Ji Mingyi carefully took out his hand, the blood stained Shan Jun's lips, making him look much better, so Ji Mingyi felt very relieved by Shan Jun Still well by my side.Without giving him medicine, Ji Mingyi is really not sure that he can subdue Shan Jun. Shan Jun used to have good physical fitness, well-proportioned muscles, and amazing explosive power. I'm very tired, and I have to keep my voice down as much as possible so that Liangzi in the yard can't hear me.He picked up Shan Jun who was on the ground and put him on the kang for him to lie down, wiped off the blood on his face and finally let out a long breath.

After touching Yao Mi, he made sure that there was nothing wrong with him. Yao Tao must be looking for Yao Mi everywhere now. His mobile phone is still in Liangzi's hand and he wants to notify Yao Tao to pick up his younger brother.Now we have to hurry up and deal with Ryoko in the yard, he is also a big problem, what does a person who doesn't want to live care about.

Ji Mingyi picked up Li Li's ceramic water cup and came to the door of the corridor. He knew that this water cup must have been hidden by Liang Zi, because everyone here used large stainless steel tea mugs, only Li Li's was made of ceramics. Loved it and said it was the only one in the world as a friend made it himself.The only thing in this room that can be broken is Li Li's water glass, which should be something that Liang Zi attaches great importance to.

Standing in the corridor at the door, her hands and feet were stuck to the walls on both sides of the corridor to prop up her body, picked up the water cup in her pocket and threw it out forcefully, Ryoko, who was still smoking in the yard, opened the door and walked in with big strides, turned around About to enter the east room, Ji Mingyi jumped down from above and hit him on the back of the neck.Liangzi felt numb from his neck to his head, and his eyes went dark. Ji Mingyi took the opportunity to grab the gun in his hand, unloaded the bullet and threw it in the yard.

Liangzi was no different than Shan Juan, she was not too young and had lung cancer, her body was already thinner, and now she was leaning against the wall without moving.Ji Mingyi checked his neck. When he struck himself, he had already held back his strength. At most, it would make him uncomfortable for a while. He took out his mobile phone in Liangzi's pocket. When Ji Mingyi turned it on, he saw Yao Tao call Incoming phone calls and incoming text messages.

I passed the phone to Yao Tao, and after one ring, Yao Tao answered, "Hello! How is Xiaomi?"

Listening to the trembling voice, Ji Mingyi felt very sorry for Yao Tao, "Xiaomi, it's okay! Don't worry, I will take him back soon."

Hearing that Xiaomi is fine, Yao Tao is still not relieved, "I will enter your mining area soon, but the mining area is too big and I can't find which house it is."

Without asking how he found it, he showed Yao Tao the way and went back to the door and helped Liangzi back to the house. Seeing Liangzi still struggling to stand up, Ji Mingyi had to hold his hands with adhesive tape. Getting entangled, "Uncle Liang, bear with it for a while, and I'll take you to see a doctor in the provincial capital after I send Yao Mi away." Liangzi just smiled wryly and closed her eyes.

It took a long time to see a car flashing its headlights and driving towards the direction of the house from a distance. At this moment, Ji Mingyi thought how this chaos would end.