[Rebirth] With my name, pamper you for the rest of your life

"Well, I see."

Gu Chengming hung up the phone, threw the phone aside casually, walked a few steps to the window and looked out at the thin figure on the bench in the yard through the glass.He was really thin, and his body, which was not considered strong, was now shrunk into a small ball under the layers of cotton clothes.

Snowflakes fell from the sky, Gu Chengming picked up a thick blanket from the sofa and walked to the yard.

When he got closer, he found that Li Yu had already fallen asleep leaning on the bench, his brows were clear and handsome, but his fair skin in the past looked sickly and unhealthy now.The long eyelashes cast a small shadow on the pale cheeks, even tiny snowflakes fell on it, Gu Chengming reached out and brushed the snowflakes on Li Yu's eyelashes.

Li Yu seemed to feel something, and slowly opened his eyes, a hint of warmth burst out of the light brown eyes, "I fell asleep..." His tone was still a little sticky after waking up.With the words, the warm air exhaled from the mouth just hit Gu Chengming's palm.

"Well, it's snowing, let's go into the house." Gu Chengming said as he put a blanket on Li Yu, reached under Li Yu's knees with his big hands, picked him up and walked into the house.

Li Yu's rare spirit is relatively good today, when the doctor came for a routine examination, Li Yu even asked the doctor to drink a cup of hot water before leaving.It was snowing heavily outside, Li Yu had been leaning against the window and watching the snowflakes falling rustlingly outside the window.There was a look of joy that could not be concealed between the always indifferent look.

Gu Chengming took a step forward and hugged Li Yu's waist, put his chin on his shoulder and smiled against Li Yu's face, "Why are you so happy?"

Li Yu felt Gu Chengming's warm breath surrounding him, his eyes were still looking at the heavy snow outside the window, "I thought I couldn't wait for the first snow this year, but now that it's here, of course I'm very happy."

A faint joy appeared on Li Yu's face, Gu Chengming hugged Li Yu's emaciated body tightly, held back his heartache, kissed Li Yu's cheek and said: "It will be fine, you need to get better. Didn’t we agree to go to the far north to see the aurora together? I heard that the aurora is the connection between the sky and the earth, and everyone who sees the aurora will be happy and their wishes will come true.”

Li Yu laughed when he heard Gu Chengming's naive remarks, and teased him: "Do you believe it?"

Gu Chengming replied solemnly: "I believe it, I believe it."

In the past, he didn't believe in anything, no god, no Buddha, no emotion, no one, but after meeting Li Yu, he would rather believe in the existence of God. His Li Yu, this life has been too hard, and he hasn't had time to make up for it He has not had time to take him to experience a happy life, but he has to face the cruelty of life and death.

It took a whole day and night for the first heavy snowfall of this winter to stop.

Li Yu rarely woke up earlier than usual, and after getting dressed happily, he wanted to go to the yard.

Gu Chengming saw Li Yu excited like a child, and couldn't bear to discourage him, so he just wrapped a thick scarf covering his mouth and nose, put on thick gloves, and finally put Li Yu on After finishing the hat, Li Yu was allowed to go out.

Li Yu felt that he was wearing too much clothes, and even walking was a bit restrained.

It wasn't long before the snow stopped, and the snow in the yard hadn't been cleared in time, when Li Yu stepped on the snow with a "creaking" sound.After putting on the gloves, Gu Chengming also followed.

The footprints of two people stretched on the snow, winding along the path all the way to the gate of the nursing home.

It's been a long time without such a large amount of exercise, and Li Yu was still panting when he stopped.In front of him was the gate of the nursing home, Li Yu's thoughts couldn't help soaring, it was here that he met Gu Chengming for the first time.During the ten years he worked here and the seven years he met Gu Chengming, so much time was spent here.

Seeing Li Yu's movements, Gu Chengming breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Li Yu looked at Gu Chengming, his eyes were surprisingly bright even in the silver world everywhere, he raised his hand and pulled down the too heavy scarf that Gu Chengming was wearing and replied, "It's nothing, I thought of the first time we met , is here."

Gu Chengming showed a not very sincere smile, "It was a terrible first time, I really want you to forget."

Li Yu didn't answer, and after a pause for several seconds, he said: "I think, I want to visit my father's cemetery, I'm afraid I won't have the chance in the future..."

Hearing Li Yu's tone suddenly lowered, Gu Chengming's heart was tightened for an instant and he felt pain, he suffocated, stepped forward and hugged Li Yu into his arms, and said in a low voice, "What are you talking about, just go if you want." After a while, he added, "I'll take you there when you get better."

Li Yu nodded obediently in Gu Chengming's arms, and Gu Chengming calmed down a little, his cold lips touched Li Yu's forehead, his voice was blurred in the kiss, "It will be better." It seemed to be for Li Yu, but also Tell yourself.

In the next few days, in order to allow Gu Chengming to fulfill his promise to take him to visit his father's cemetery, Li Yu has been actively cooperating with the treatment, even though there were several times when he was tortured by the disease, he almost fainted, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't even sit.But as long as he saw Gu Chengming's figure, he would force himself to smile and say, "It's okay."

Whenever Gu Chengming looked at Li Yu's pale smile at this time, he felt that a knife was piercing his heart, and he was so painful that he waved his hands out of the ward with blood dripping on his face and grimacing.

He had no way to save Li Yu, and he couldn't do anything while watching Li Yu suffer.He, Gu Chengming, has been dominating and arrogant for 29 years since he was born.But after so many years, he had finally found someone he liked, but he couldn't save him.

The doctor has issued a critical illness notice, the cancer cells have spread too much, and now we can only reduce the pain of the patient as much as possible.

With red eyes, Gu Chengming rolled up the critical illness notice in his hand, and stood in front of Li Yu's ward, not even daring to go in.

Only after living for nearly 30 years did I know what it feels like to like someone, only then did I know that life can be so vivid and beautiful, and then I realized that he is just like ordinary people, there will be a person he loves, and he will smile for him And happy for several days, but also wish to replace it because of his pain.Such flesh and blood days have just begun, but God wants to take Li Yu away from him.

How cruel to him!

If he had never owned Li Yu, the luxurious and extravagant life before could still be acceptable, but after finally seeing the dawn in the long dark night, it would only be more unbearable to face the dark night again.

Gu Chengming has been standing in front of the ward door quickly into a sculpture, until he heard the crisp cracking sound from inside the ward, his body rushed into the ward faster than his brain reacted.

Li Yu was stretching half of his body out of the hospital bed, his thin, almost shapeless fingers trembling in the air, and there were shattered glasses on the ground.

"Don't move, I'll do it!" Gu Chengming blurted out before he had time to think more.

After taking a new cup and pouring a glass of water for Li Yu to drink, Gu Chengming came back to his senses and looked at Li Yu's emaciated face tormented by illness. Slowly sliding up and down, Gu Chengming's hand holding the glass trembled uncontrollably.

Li Yu felt Gu Chengming's emotional fluctuations, raised his eyes to see Gu Chengming's tense jaw line, stretched out his hand to hold Gu Chengming's trembling hand holding the glass, "Are you tired? Didn't you have a good rest? "

Gu Chengming lowered his head to meet Li Yu's concerned eyes, suddenly an indescribable despair and fear rose from his heart, he put the cup back on the table, turned around and hugged Li Yu tightly.The body in his arms is now so thin that only a handful of bones remain, and it is excruciatingly painful to hold in his arms, but Gu Chengming doesn't mind at all, and pulls Li Yu into his arms even harder. It hurt to hug him, but he was considerate and didn't push him away.

After a while, Gu Chengming said in a low voice, "I never felt that there was retribution before. In life, you can enjoy yourself in time, and you can enjoy yourself every day. But now I always feel, I always feel that it was something bad about me in the past. I have done too much, so now I get retribution. In the past, you always said that you can’t love anymore, and you don’t have the ability to love others. At that time, I thought it would be great if you could fall in love with me, but now I don’t want to force you. I just want you to live That's good. How the hell is it going to take you to get better? If someone could tell me what to do right now, I'd do whatever it is."

Gu Chengming's voice was low and hoarse, and the heavy breath of his words drifted past Li Yu's hair.Li Yu was silent for a while, then raised his arms and hugged Gu Chengming back, responding to his affection.