The three boyfriends who chatted online appeared at the same time

After experiencing the eruption in Jiangyu, Bai Shao was no longer as caring as before.

And Bai Shao didn't know what was going on, and often missed classes.

The two of them hardly ever met each other, and when they met each other occasionally, Bai Shao just smiled at Jiang Yu, as if nothing had happened.

The more this happened, the more Fu Yunkai felt that something was wrong. Looking at Jiang Yu, he always felt as if he was sorry.

It is all wrong for him to be a bad person.

Fu Yunkai thought about a lesson, and decided to tell Jiang Yu that Bai Shao helped him deal with the aftermath and deal with the person who secretly took photos.

After Jiang Yu finished listening, she let out an oh and continued reading.

Fu Yunkai: "..."

Until one night after class, Jiang Yu and He Chao were working on a problem, and Fu Yunkai panicked and squatted at the school gate to play with his mobile phone.

Bai Shao came over, he was pushing a bicycle, it looked brand new, as if he had just bought it.

Fu Yunkai looked embarrassed, he moved a little to the side, then turned his face away as if he didn't see it.

But Bai Shao walked towards him directly and stopped in front of Fu Yunkai.

Fu Yunkai panicked, stood up and turned his head to leave.

He thought that Bai Shao would be like him, that he would treat all the hurtful things he said and the things that threatened to fight as never happened, and tacitly say nothing.

At least, Fu Yunkai thought it should be so.

Because, apart from this, he couldn't think of a better way.

But Bai Shao hit a straight ball, which caught him off guard.

Fu Yunkai was irritable, "Why are you following me?"

Bai Shao looked back and saw that there was no one there, so he walked up to Fu Yunkai, and said in a warm tone, "Just finished class?"

Fu Yunkai didn't bother to talk to him, and said something casually, "What? Don't we have the same class?"

"I want to talk to you about something." Bai Shao blocked his way.

"I have nothing to tell you." Fu Yunkai waved his hand, "Get out of the way."

"Fu Yunkai."

Bai Shao suddenly called out, his voice was a little hoarse, and his expression was not very good. Fu Yunkai had seen it early in the morning, but he pretended not to notice it. He seemed to have experienced many things, and his expression was uniquely decadent and depraved.

There was some smell of disinfectant on his body, as if he had just come out of the hospital.

Fu Yunkai couldn't take his eyes off his face, even if he pointed to his nose and said that day, he was not qualified to take care of him and Jiang Yu.

Bai Shao was just a boy about his age, the boy everyone liked who always shone brightly, standing there, he had a hazy sense of Su under the light.

Fu Yunkai was angry with himself, even if he and Bai Shao got into trouble like this, he still felt that he was really damn handsome, he was born with such an eye-catching feeling, it gave people a trembling feeling from the inside out, making people feel numb, Even if you hate him, you can't deny that this person is really so dazzling.

"I'm sorry." Bai Shao's voice had a cold sense of regret, "I shouldn't have said those words that day. You were right. I'm sorry that I said those words and made you feel uncomfortable."

His words were tactful, his voice was slow and serious, and he seemed determined to apologize.

Fu Yunkai had never foreseen such a thing, he never expected that Bai Shao would apologize, although it was hazy, but Fu Yunkai felt a tinge of unease, which came from Bai Shao.

He lowered his head, regretting what he had said before.

Bai Shao put a hand on Fu Yunkai's shoulder, "I'm sorry, Fu Yunkai."

Saying that, Bai Shao turned his head to leave, his car tires rubbed against the road and made a screeching sound, then he sat on the cushion and stepped on the pedals.

"Hey!" Fu Yunkai glanced at him, "If you buy me a bottle of Coke, I will accept your apology."

Just as Bai Shao was about to step on it, he couldn't help laughing when he heard Fu Yunkai's intentionally indifferent voice behind him. He turned around and said with a smile, "Can Ice Coke work?"

Fu Yunkai stepped forward, gave him a hammer, and was still negotiating conditions, "Also, let me play basketball in the future."

Bai Shao smiled, "All right, all right, come up and buy iced Coke."

Fu Yunkai snorted, "Call Dad, I'll go up."

"I can't fall in love." Bai Shao smiled mischievously, "My car is new, you are the first one to sit in the back."

Fu Yunkai sat on it, held the handle under the seat with both hands, pushed his feet back, and pushed the bicycle far away, "Isn't the back seat of the car just for people to sit on? Who do you plan to leave for the first time?"

Holding the handlebar of the car, Bai Shao turned a corner, shook his head and said disappointedly, "It's not you anyway."

His yellow accent was natural and smooth, and for a moment Fu Yunkai didn't realize it. When Bai Shao laughed, he understood the deep meaning of Bai Shao, and couldn't help but click his tongue: "I've already come up."

Bai Shao smiled, parked the car in front of the fried chicken shop, went into the shop with his schoolbag on his back, bought two cups of Coke and a box of fried chicken, and threw them all to Fu Yunkai.

Fu Yunkai looked at the fried chicken, and his delicate straight man's heart felt a little moved, "I didn't order fried chicken."

"For Jiang Yu." Bai Shao kicked Fu Yunkai's leg, "Go down, I'm going home."

Fu Yunkai's face twitched, "Are you brother enough to ride a horse? Send me back to the school gate!"

Bai Shao blinked, got on the bike, and headed towards the south of the city, "It's only a few minutes, you go by yourself."

Fu Yunkai gestured with the middle finger, turned around and left, and within two steps, he suddenly realized, and hurriedly turned around and shouted: "Bai Shao, you are cheating on me, your house is not going in that direction!"

Bai Shao rode his bike away without even saying hello.

Fu Yunkai returned to the school gate with the fried chicken and found that Uncle Wu's car was blinking. He hurried over and saw Jiang Yu was already in the car.

He quickly squeezed in, put the fried chicken on the seat, and said, "Eat the fried chicken."

Jiang Yu glanced at him, "You bought it?"

Fu Yunkai took a sip of Coke, paused for three seconds, "No, it's Bai Shao."

Jiang Yu let out a long cry, and smiled slyly, as if deliberately teasing Fu Yunkai.

In order to fight for breath, Fu Yunkai was bullied by Bai Shao, not wanting to be bullied by Jiang Yu, so he held back for a long time without speaking.

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After class in the evening, Bai Shao rode for ten minutes and didn't go back until 10:30.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw that the light in the living room was on, and there was the sound of water coming from the bathroom.

He angrily threw his schoolbag on the sofa and shouted, "Meng Guangfei, what are you doing here?"

Meng Guangfei came out with a smile, and explained while wiping his hands, "Come to the bathroom if it's nearby."

Bai Shao poured a glass of water, "Can't you go to the public relations toilet?"

"That's no good, it doesn't match my temperament!" Meng Guangfei sat on the sofa, opened a bottle of Coke, put his feet on the coffee table very bluntly, and asked, "Don't tell me, your house is quite nice. "

Bai Shao walked over and kicked his feet off, "It would be better if you didn't come."

Meng Guangfei's kicked foot was in pain. He touched it and said angrily, "You are completely heartless. Who the hell didn't attend class to help you move? Are you treating your brother like this?"

Bai Shao sat down and suddenly sighed.

Meng Guangfei got goosebumps from his sigh. Although he is Bai Shao's cousin, he is only one year older. The two of them played well when they were young, and grew up in the same school. They almost grew up wearing a pair of pants. of.

But Bai Shao has always been a smiling person since he was a child. Don't look at him smiling at you all the time, he is more like a good boy than anyone else, but he is not a very kind person in his heart.

No one else had the chance to experience his double-faced personality, but Meng Guangfei had experienced it quite a bit since he was a child.

When the two of them did something wrong when they were young, the adults immediately found him responsible, and didn't mention Bai Shao's fault at all, and even thought that Meng Guangfei had brought Bai Shao down.

Most of the bad things like conscience, stealth, etc. were brought up by Bai Shao.

Looking back on the past, Meng Guangfei was very sad. He was not fooled by Bai Shao, and asked, "What's wrong with you? After moving out, there are still so many things going on?"

"Have you seen my dad these days?" Bai Shao asked.

Meng Guangfei shook his head and said guiltily, "No, I'm not working in front of your father, I'm a college student, brother."

Bai Shao sneered, and threw the phone on the sofa, "Then why is he calling me?"

Meng Guangfei shivered, "I didn't say that, how did you know it was me? Maybe it was your mother!"

Bai Shao bent down, holding his head in his hands, worried and irritated.

"Your father said that you also care about you."

Hearing this, Bai Shao raised his head and glanced at Meng Guangfei.

Meng Guangfei felt even more guilty. He stood up and patted his buttocks, wanting to leave, "Then... I'm going back. Call me if you have anything to do."

He shook his head while opening the door, "How good it was before, you didn't even blush, just smiled all day long, once your father left, you seemed like a different person, my brother was heartbroken."

Bai Shao wanted to throw the unfinished bottle of Coke in Meng Guangfei's face.

A year ago, Bai Shao's father cheated, met a younger woman, and insisted on a divorce. Bai Shao's mother refused to agree, and after more than a year of arguing, both of them were tired, so they agreed not to divorce , I will talk about it later.

Bai Shao's mother is domineering and strong, and she is particularly shrewd in her career, and she is also very domineering and authoritarian in Bai Shao's education.

Bai Shao was almost single-handedly raised by his mother, she had extremely high demands on him and would never be satisfied.

If you are the first in the class, you will be the first in the grade, and then you will be the first in the city.

As long as she falls behind by a fraction of a cent, she will shout hysterically that everything she has is for Bai Shao and his future.

Under the influence of his mother, Bai Shao developed a habit of pleasing others, a habit that he could not get rid of.

An involuntary desire to please everyone and to show what you can do.

Under the blow of his father's cheating, his mother gradually became depressed and had no intention of restraining Bai Shao.

After leaving Jiang Yu in junior high school, he always thought about Jiang Yu's words.

He thinks he is not a good person, and he feels that he will not take the harm to Jiang Yu to heart, but he will always have nightmares every night, dreaming of Jiang Yu's frightened expression, and the appearance of himself running away.

Bai Shao hates his appearance, he knows that the more hypocritical he is, the more he pretends to be a normal person, the more abnormal he will be.

Ordinary people should like girls, ordinary people should be lively and cheerful, but ordinary people will not be like him.

The saddest time for Bai Shao at home was not when his father cheated on him and his mother controlled him like a neurotic, but when he vaguely realized that he was not an ordinary person.

He tried to get girlfriends, tried to kiss, but nothing changed, the fact that his eyes were always on men.

Finally, one afternoon, Bai Shao bought a male pornographic magazine.

Bai Shao couldn't describe his feelings at that time, mixed with strange feelings of fear, excitement and excitement, he wanted to take a look, but his morality and habits made him ashamed to open the magazine.

The picture book lay under his bed for more than a week until his mother dug it out.

Bai Shao will always remember the way his mother cursed him that day with extremely distorted and vicious words. He is the dirtiest thing and the most shameless person.

But on the contrary, Bai Shao felt an unprecedented sense of pleasure that day, it was a feeling of cold water sprayed on his face from all over his head.

Washing away his hypocrisy of more than ten years at once, he used his most indifferent tone that day to tell his mother vindictively.

"Everything about me is just pretending. If you want me to study well, I will study hard. If you want me to be lively and cheerful, I will be the most popular person. If you want me to be the best person, then... "Definitely won't be the kind of person you want."

"Yes, I'm still a homosexual, the most disgusting kind of person who only likes men, not a woman like you."

"I hate you the most. Dad wants to divorce you. I even encouraged him, you know? Every second and every minute at home makes me sick!"

Later, Bai Shao moved out.

He can reconcile with everyone and seek forgiveness from those who have been hurt, including himself.

But it was never possible to reconcile with his mother.

The house was very empty, and the street lights outside had been turned off, as if he was the only one lighting a lamp in the vast darkness.

Bai Shao leaned on the sofa and let out a long breath.

After a while, Meng Guangfei came back again.

He smelled a lot of cigarettes, and he didn't look like the rascal he was before. He sat next to Bai Shao and confessed to him, "I told your dad about this, but I didn't tell you about your quarrel with your aunt. "

Bai Shaohun didn't care, "Just tell him I'm gay, my mother thinks I'm disgusting, I think my mother is disgusting, so I moved out."

Meng Guangfei replied in a muffled voice, "Then... are you really not going home?"

Bai Shao asked back, "What family?"

Meng Guangfei's eyes turned red, "I know that Auntie is a little too much, but he is doing it for your own good, so you two won't be in trouble for the rest of your life."

Bai Shao's eyes were also red, and there was a determined and painful expression on his face, which made Meng Guangfei shiver uncontrollably.

"It's not you who study non-stop 365 days a year, it's not you who can't sleep if you don't get the first place in the exam, it's not you who can't eat if you do a wrong question, it's not you who stay up late to do the test papers with a cold and fever, and you get beaten all over when you quarrel with others. It was hurt, not you..."

Bai Shao stood up and opened the door, "If you say another word for her, Meng Guangfei, we are not brothers anymore."

Meng Guangfei quickly waved his hand, "I won't say anything, I won't say anything! You close the door!"

Bai Shao lowered his eyes, he closed the door and wanted to go back to the room.

Meng Guangfei asked again: "Then are you really gay? Didn't you lie to us?"

Hearing this, Bai Shao's eyes lit up, "Yes, it's been since childhood."

At the end, he added, "I still have someone I like very much."