The three boyfriends who chatted online appeared at the same time

After He Chao let go, he was ready to let go and leave.

But Jiang Yu looked at the two of them and didn't want to leave.

He Chao had no choice but to follow Jiang Yu to watch the two of them.

Xu Xin's old face turned red, and he asked, "Is there something dirty on my face?"

Jiang Yu turned to the strange boy, "No."

Strange boy: "..."

The four were deadlocked, and He Chao decided to take them to the White Bird Tavern.

Brother Xia was very happy that someone came to patronize them late at night, and gave them a glass of soda water each, and then sent them a fruit plate.

He Chao paid the bill unhappy, feeling that this decision was a bit of a loss.

But looking at Jiang Yu's appearance, he felt that he was not at a loss.

When Xu Xin was bullied before, he didn't want to find out the reason at all, but now he tirelessly wants to know about Xu Xin and this boy.

He seems to have changed a lot without knowing it.

At least not the way it used to be.

He Chao lowered his head and hooked his lips. After taking a sip of soda water, he looked at Jiang Yu with a smile.

Xu Xin noticed his almost overflowing eyes, and after being surprised for a while, he smiled slightly.

Seeing Xu Xin smile, the boy smiled too.

The three of them laughed like this.

Jiang Yu quit, what happened?Why didn't he get involved?Why are the three of them laughing together?

Is it my own joke?

The second monk Jiang Yuzhang was puzzled and stared blankly at He Chao, wanting him to explain.

He Chao raised his eyebrows. When he couldn't understand, he pointed the finger at the boy and asked, "Are you the one kissing Xu Xin in the photo?"

A word startled Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu suddenly realized, and looked at the boy, "Are you that person?"

The boy lowered his head, looking a little embarrassed, "Well, yes..."

Jiang Yu was puzzled, "Then why wasn't your face photographed?"

boy:"······"

Xu Xin coughed, "Then what, drink water."

The boy nodded hastily, picked up the water glass to drink.

Several people were silent for a while, Xu Xin wanted to speak the most, intermittently, without beginning or end, but at least it was the first time to confide to others after those things happened.

"He changed schools at that time. He was in the liberal arts class, so you don't know He Chao. We two were classmates in junior high school. We knew each other since we were together. I didn't know that I liked men, so I just played with him. Good. Once the two of us were arranged to read in the library, during evening self-study..."

"He kissed me, and I kissed him too, but I was also very scared. I thought I was sick, but I went to the Internet and found out that it was homosexuality, not a disease. Men can like men too. Later, we both fell in love with each other We will kiss each other wherever we go, and I don’t know what others think of me. At that time, at least I felt that we were in love with others, but it was just a man and a man.”

Having said this, Xu Xin's eyes turned red.

"What happened later, as you all know, I was secretly photographed kissing him, and then it was posted on the school wall. The school actually wanted to punish us, but they were afraid that it would become a social incident, so they asked us to drop out of school. My parents thought I was right, so they made a fuss at the school, and later the school refused to let me drop out... He transferred at that time, and I didn't know he would transfer."

"At first I really didn't think it was that serious, it was just a kiss with a man, but it didn't seem right. They always called me gay, always said I was disgusting, almost everyone had that photo of me in their hands, and said I would do that to a guy, I know I can't blame him, but... I'm just pissed, why don't you tell me? You just leave, you leave me here alone, I If you want to be scolded, you can take the college entrance examination with peace of mind, I am not the only one who did those things, why only scold me?"

Xu Xin choked up his sobs as he spoke. He originally talked about those things in the past, but later they all turned into angry words to attack the boy.

The boy's eyes were also red. He gritted his teeth and pulled Xu Xin's arm, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He Chao's expression didn't change after hearing these words.

Jiang Yu clenched her hands tightly, observing his face and eyes nervously, for fear that he would show a little bit of disgust and disgust.

He Chao didn't pay attention to Jiang Yu's appearance. He lowered his head and thought for a while, then said slowly: "You are not wrong, and neither are you. When they scold you, they don't know that you are the bravest. Those who Their most disgusting homosexuals are brave people who dare to express themselves. Even if they are intimidated, disgusted, and beaten, they dare to declare their positions, express their opinions, and dare to go out and fight for their rights. They are Homosexuality is not wrong, nor does it mean that you want to be different, but you would rather be misunderstood and insulted by everyone than hide your true self."

"That's who you are, brave and fearless."

"And when those people have been emphasizing that homosexuality is disgusting, what he is interested in is not the disgustingness of homosexuality, but his own stupid sense of superiority."

Xu Xin's hands trembled, he looked into He Chao's eyes, and He Chao's face showed the cruelty and fearlessness of a young man.

He always thought that in the vast sea, he was the only one who was thrown on the uninhabited rock, and everyone refused to be of the same sex as him.

Even the boy he likes, his parents, and Jiang Yu who helped him.

They have never really identified with themselves, they are not in the same world.

But when He Chao said those words, Xu Xin felt that the sun was shining on his head at noon in summer, and the thick fog around him dispersed. It turned out that he was not on a lonely reef, but on a flat land. on a piece of land.

Jiang Yu looked at He Chao, and for a moment, his eyes were fixed on He Chao's firm eyes.

His eyes are like torches, shining with dazzling light. Jiang Yu can barely see his ugly and cowardly self from his eyes. His barren heart is only fear and restlessness like walking on thin ice. When he was afraid, He Chao found that he liked men. , and loathe him.

So in order not to become a strange child, he has been trying to escape.

But the uneasiness of being found to be a strange person still filled his heart, he didn't dare to say, and he didn't dare to think.

So much so that when he heard He Chao's words, something in Jiang Yu's heart shattered and slowly disappeared bit by bit.

The green shoot in the cement cracks gradually grew.

Jiang Yu lowered her head, her lips trembling slightly.

The atmosphere on the table became heavy, and He Chao seemed to be affected, his complexion became a little pale, he pulled away the chair, "You two talk, I'll go to the bathroom."

Jiang Yu vaguely sensed the changes in He Chao. He also stood up and followed He Chao upstairs.

He Chao walked up the narrow stairs quickly, as if he was about to step through the stairs, and ran to the upstairs room with great effort.

Jiang Yu was only one step too late before he shut the door with a slap.

He Chao locked the door, rushed into the bathroom, slapped himself hard on the face, then found a box of medicine from the bathroom cabinet, took it out and ate it.

He took a deep breath, trying to calm down his high emotions just now, but he couldn't calm down no matter what.

Jiang Yu outside was in a hurry, knocking on the door vigorously, shouting while knocking.

Before He Chao could speak, Brother Xia's voice came.

"It's okay, he has an old problem, sometimes he vomits, and his stomach is bad, probably from drinking cold soda water just now."

Brother Xia explained calmly, and patted Rain on the shoulder, "Go down and talk with your classmates, and I'll help He Chao."

Jiang Yu was worried, for a moment he forgot that Brother Xia's hand with a lot of germs had patted his shoulder, he frowned and asked, "Are you all right?"

"Can I still lie to you?" Brother Xia whistled, "It will be fine in a while, you go down first, he must be embarrassed to vomit in front of you."

Jiang Yu thought about it again, no one wants to show the bad side to outsiders.

As he thought about it, he went downstairs by himself, and when he sat down on his seat, he suddenly remembered that his shoulder was patted by Brother Xia.

Jiang Yu stood up in a jerk, dragged off his coat, and threw it into the trash can.

Xu Xin: "..."

The boy next to Xu Xin suddenly smiled, and said to Xu Xin: "Cleanliness is a disease, and it needs to be cured!"

I don't know what memories these words brought back to Xu Xin. His face turned red, and he lowered his head and muttered, "You're the only one who talks too much."

Jiang Yu looked at the atmosphere of the two of them. It didn't look like the two wanted everyone to seek revenge and quarrel to the death. Instead, there was a strange sense of intimacy?

Could it be that the two of them are improving their relationship?

Jiang Yu looked at the two of them suspiciously.

Xu Xin broke into a cold sweat when he saw him, and asked awkwardly: "Then... how is it, He Chao?"

"He..." Jiang Yu lowered his head, he looked at the soda water on the table, feeling a little bored, "It's fine, it seems like he vomited."

Xu Xin didn't expect it, and asked in surprise: "No way? Does he have a stomachache?"

"I don't know either. Brother Xia said that he is an old problem, and he will be fine in a while."

Jiang Yu finally felt why he was bored.

Because He Chao didn't show himself the way he vomited, but he could show Brother Xia.

Jiang Yu was unhappy, and he didn't want to talk anymore, so he just sulked himself, and didn't even want to hear about Xu Xin.

Xu Xin chatted with the boy next to him, and gradually his tone became much softer, unlike the previous one who wanted to eat people.

The boy was overjoyed, served tea and water, and asked him if he wanted to take him home.

Xu Xin looked at the sky outside, it seemed a bit late, and he still had class tomorrow Saturday.

Xu Xin glanced upstairs, He Chao hadn't come down yet, and he didn't know when it would be done, he thought for a while, "Let's wait for He Chao..."

"Hey~ classmate, you guys go back first!" Brother Xia came down from the stairs at some point, took a few cans of milk, walked up to them, stuffed a bottle each, and said, "He Chao vomited badly, probably I can’t greet you anymore, if it’s like this today, you two, uncle, I’ll treat you on Sunday!”

It was a pity for Xu Xin to hear this. He picked up his schoolbag, "Then uncle, please help me say thank you to He Chao."

Brother Xia agreed, "Be careful on the road, it's getting late, I'll call a car for you."

Xu Xin quickly waved his hand, "No need, my house is nearby, so there is no need to call a car."

The boy also volunteered, "Uncle, no need, I'll take him back."

Xu Xin didn't refuse or agree, he greeted Jiang Yu and left the tavern.

Jiang Yu was still sitting on the table sullenly, pinching milk.

Brother Xia was worried, this kid is not easy to deal with, he thought for a long time, but couldn't find the right words.

In the end, Jiang Yu seemed to have figured something out, said goodbye in a low voice, turned around and ran away.

Brother Xia followed, stretched his head to look outside, saw Jiang Yu trotting, and soon disappeared, he couldn't help sighing.

Harmful!Youth!

After closing the door, Brother Xia turned off the lights and went upstairs to find He Chao.

He Chao's face was pale, and he squatted in the corner, looking down at the wooden floor, as if he was about to stare at a hole.

Brother Xia asked, "Are you feeling better?"

He Chao didn't speak.

Brother Xia changed the phrase, "That kid Jiang Yu is gone."

He Chao raised his head, "When?"

"Just now."

He Chao sat up with difficulty, picked up a coat, put it on with his gloves, and was about to go out.

Brother Xia grabbed him, "Where are you going?"

He Chao didn't say anything, but found out his cell phone and called Jiang Yu.

But Jiang Yu didn't answer the phone, and He Chao called three or four times in a row, but they didn't get through.

He Chao knew that he must have done it on purpose, so he didn't call again.

He went downstairs, found his schoolbag, and left the tavern.

Brother Xia followed, stretched out his head again, and exclaimed, "Damn! You are young!"