The three boyfriends who chatted online appeared at the same time

Although Jiang Yu wanted to know why Xia He asked Jiang Zhiyuan to accompany him, he did not refuse.

He told Xia He the time and place, and a smile flashed across Xia He's face.

Jiang Yu couldn't see clearly before she closed the door.

After going to bed, Jiang Yu suffered from insomnia.

There is a big difference between not wanting to sleep and being unable to sleep.

In the empty and dark room, lying stiffly on the bed, constantly putting pressure on myself, the feeling of falling asleep is very uncomfortable.

Jiang Yu turned over and took a look at the phone. It was already one o'clock.

It was only five hours before sunrise, less than six hours before the beginning, and there was hardly any time to fall asleep.

He closed his eyes again, but the tormenting sobriety made Jiang Yu irritable.

Jiang Yu sat up, and the dark blue light from the phone hit his face, making him inexplicably bleak.

It was already pitch black outside, Jiang Yu paced around the room for a few steps, and when he went back to bed, he found himself even more awake!

Jiang Yu couldn't take it anymore, so he didn't sleep at all. He took out his phone and glanced at WeChat.

Bai Shao has been persistently sending him a few messages every day, but he never clicks on, reads, or replies.

There was a wind outside, making the leaves rattle.

Jiang Yu clicked on WeChat, and the last message was sent at around [-]:[-].

Bai Shao's WeChat messages are all irrelevant things, chatting about other topics casually, only after he said those things to Bai Shao today.

Bai Shao's WeChat has turned into an apology.

Borrowing the wind from the window, Jiang Yu opened his long string of words.

Jiang Yu has always been very hard on words and sentences, as long as some causal words are added, he can hardly understand them.

But the string of words written by Bai Shao is very simple and easy to understand.

Jiang Yu remembered that Bai Shao's Chinese performance had always been good before, and his homework was especially profound and puzzling. He thought that this was Bai Shao's effort to write in words and sentences that he could understand, and it was probably not easy to write. .

"I'm sorry for saying that. I don't think I was young and inappropriate. I'm not a good person. After all, I used to like myself too much to face you and tell the truth , you said this in front of me today, I seem to know what you are going to say, I will not ask you to treat me like before, if you don’t want to talk to me, just ignore me, but Jiang Yu, you have to remember, I I have always liked you very much. I remember that in the past three years, there was not a day when I didn't miss you, I pity you and love you, and I am sorry and sorry."

The dim light couldn't hide the coldness on Jiang Yu's face, he read it over and over again, and finally turned off the phone.

What He Chao said in the tavern came to mind.

He Chao always talks about things he doesn't understand, but he knows that He Chao doesn't hate your homosexuality, and even thinks homosexuality is the bravest.

They dare to be the most authentic people.

What about yourself?

I like men, but am I the most real?

Jiang Yu got a negative answer, because he was afraid that Bai Shao would hurt him again, so he said those stinging words to him furiously.

He knew that He Chao was always guiding him to do some right things intentionally or unintentionally.

But I always escape.

For example, he always didn't want to face the matter with Bai Shao.

Even Fu Yunkai could see that something was wrong and wanted them to have a good talk, but he would only stick up his thorns and stab others.

At 37:[-] in the night, Jiang Yu sent Bai Shao a message.

Jiang Yu: I hope I can talk to you.

Originally, Jiang Yu thought that Bai Shao should have fallen asleep, but Bai Shao replied almost instantly.

Bai Shao: Good!

Bai Shao: Why haven't you slept yet? It's 01:30, you don't sleep, you have class tomorrow.

Bai Shao: Is something wrong?Where are you?

Jiang Yu: I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm at home.

Bai Shao: That's good, why didn't you sleep?

Jiang Yu didn't want to explain, so he asked him directly: Come to school early tomorrow.

Bai Shao: Hmm...

Bai Shao: I have a very important matter to deal with tomorrow

Bai Shao: It's about my family.

Jiang Yu: Then at noon

Jiang Yu felt that if he was not sure now, it would not take long before he would regret it, and let the matter with Bai Shao go, so that he would always be worried about it.

No, he is a mature person now, and he can't keep being a child!

Things need to be resolved face to face!

Bai Shao: Alright, I’ll find you at noon tomorrow

Bai Shao: Hurry up and sleep

Bai Shao: good night

He Chao didn't come to class the next day, so he took a whole day off.

The homeroom teacher Hu Yuezhi couldn't bear the pain even if he wanted to be heartbroken. It's useless to talk about He Chao, and ordinary people can't use him as a reference.

Just sleeping in class is the number one every year, and 90.00% of the nine people have been persuaded to quit.

If you ask for leave, just ask for leave.

Hu Yuezhi backed down without dignity.

After the last class in the morning, Jiang Yu slowly picked up his schoolbag, and secretly glanced at Fu Yunkai.

"Where are you going?"

Jiang Yu said cautiously, "I'm going to talk to Bai Shao."

Fu Yunkai savored this sentence carefully, talking is the main thing, and going to him is secondary.

After he finished savoring carefully, he sighed, "Come back soon."

The corners of Jiang Yu's mouth curled up, "I know."

It was noon at this time, and although the sun was not very bright, Jiang Yu still wore a brown fisherman's hat, covering most of his face.

He arrived at the school gate and was about to call Bai Shao.

Suddenly there was a sound of bicycle brakes in front of him, Jiang Yu didn't react, Bai Shao leaned close to press his eyes, smiling brightly.

"Come up and take you to dinner."

Jiang Yu hesitated for a second, "Dirty, don't go up."

Bai Shao: "..."

"You ride by yourself, I walk."

Bai Shao didn't wear a school uniform today, but only wore a large white sweater and jeans, which made him look more energetic, but he has matured a lot, not as immature as when he was wearing a school uniform.

At first glance at his height, he thought he was a young man.

But when he got closer, he could still see the youthful look on Bai Shao's face.

Bai Shao pushed the cart along the edge of Jiang Yu, looked sideways at his face, it was extraordinarily white in the sun, he thought Jiang Yu probably never went out.

Jiang Yu felt that he was looking at her and walked a little further to the side.

Bai Shao immediately surrendered, "I won't peek, you come over, it's not safe."

Jiang Yu didn't move.

Bai Shao had no choice but to move towards him, and then talked in a long-winded manner.

Jiang Yu looked conflicted, as if he wanted to start a conversation, but after he finished thinking, Bai Shao had already taken him to a nearby Hong Kong-style restaurant.

Bai Shao asked for a secluded corner table, and as soon as he was seated, someone came to deliver the menu.

Most restaurants now use tablet computers to order food, and Bai Shao didn't care. He took it and took a look before reaching out to hand it to Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu's face twisted into a piece of rag, she was very disgusted, "Dirty, don't take it."

Bai Shao raised his eyebrows, as if he had thought of something, he stood up with a smile, bypassed the waiter, and sat next to Jiang Yu, saying nicely, "I'll help you, whichever dish you want, I'll order."

Jiang Yu felt that he should have asked the waiter to hold it for him just now.

Seeing that he was not moving, Bai Shao moved closer to him and said warmly, "Hurry up! Only two hours at noon!"

Jiang Yu's eyes fell on the tablet screen, he ordered two dishes at random, and then said, "Sit over here, I'll order it."

Bai Shao hummed, "It's okay, I'm too lazy to go there, anyway, if it's not crowded, I'll just sit."

Jiang Yu was silent for three seconds, "Then make room, and I'll go by myself."

The waiter was laughing uncomfortably at the side, his eyes flicked back and forth on Jiang Yu's face.

Jiang Yu felt a little uncomfortable, he lowered his head, and urged Bai Shao, "Go quickly!"

Bai Shao sighed, "Sit next to you for one more second is one second, and come over after I finish ordering."

Bai Shao, who had been ordering for 3 minutes, finally finished ordering, and moved his hips to the opposite side.

Bai Shao ordered a lot of dishes, and even ordered milk tea for Jiang Yu.

Before the meal started, Jiang Yu hesitated to speak.

Bai Shao immediately brought him some food, "Eat."

Jiang Yu's face turned pale, "Your saliva drools on your chopsticks."

Bai Shao refused to admit it, "I use serving chopsticks."

"Did you know there are 200 billion bacteria in the human mouth?"

Bai Shao pretended to be surprised, "Oh, I really don't know about this."

Jiang Yu pushed the bowl in front of him to him, took a new bowl and started to eat, while eating, he looked at Bai Shao warily, for fear that he would put the food in his bowl again.

Because it was Saturday, there were still a lot of people in the restaurant at noon, even if the two of them were far away, the surroundings were still noisy.

Bai Shao regretted not taking Jiang Yu to a restaurant with private rooms.

But Jiang Yu didn't seem to care much, and was just serious about eating.

He finished eating slowly, and looked up: "I want to tell you about us."

Jiang Yu finished speaking for a while, but Bai Shao didn't reply.

Jiang Yu was curious, glanced at him secretly, then quickly lowered his head.

I saw that his eyes were a little red, and he still maintained a forced smile on his face.

Jiang Yu didn't understand, but it wasn't easy to ask. He just said to himself: "Yesterday, what I said was intentional. It's not true, but it's true."

When Bai Shao heard this, he didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

Jiang Yu thought about how He Chao was educating them last night, took a deep breath, and said boldly: "Many homosexuals are brave people. They dare to fight for their own rights. They are not wrong or sick. They are the worst. brave."

After Bai Shao heard this, he didn't understand, "Jiang Yu, what do you want to say?"

"I want to tell you that something is wrong with me." Jiang Yu pondered for a while, "I am gay, but I feel scared because of it. If you say I am a strange person, I set a limit for myself and cannot become gay. Strange person, so I tortured myself for this, that is to say, in the past three years, it is not your problem, but I have a big problem myself. I am not brave enough, and I am afraid of becoming my true self... so It has nothing to do with you."

Bai Shao finally understood Jiang Yu's words, and he lowered his eyes, "Then what do you mean, forgive me."

Jiang Yu shook his head, "No, what you said was not wrong, but you left after that and never contacted me again. I know you have reasons, but that's your problem. I still don't want to You became my friend and left me again."

"But it won't happen this time!" Bai Shao was excited, with a rare anxiety on his face.

Jiang Yu looked at the milk tea, "But the head teacher said that your family will let you study abroad, which means we can only be friends for half a year, and then you still have to leave."

Hearing this, Bai Shao laughed instead, "Then you think I'm going to leave, so you always think I'll hurt you again?"

Pretty much for this reason.

Jiang Yu did not refute.

Bai Shao laughed, he took a breath, and said solemnly and seriously: "Jiang Yu, I assure you, I will never lose you like last time, regardless of everything, and I will never do it again I lost you, so...forgive me, okay?"