The three boyfriends who chatted online appeared at the same time

He Chao stopped in his tracks, lowered his head, and took a deep breath.

Jiang Yu walked straight over, but stopped when there were still a few meters away. He wasn't sure if he was sad, but He Chao must be sad. Although he couldn't see clearly, he still vaguely felt He Chao's emotions.

The hair on his forehead was scattered, and his face was expressionless, but the trembling shoulders made Jiang Yu feel very dazzling.

"He Nest..."

He Chao said suddenly, "Don't come here."

Jiang Yu was taken aback, "Why?"

"Now, don't come here." He Chao raised his head, his voice seemed to come from the distant sea, it was like an illusion if it was not real.

Jiang Yu heard the subdued gasping and choking in his voice, it was hoarseness when he was crying, suddenly Jiang Yu felt as if his brain was pierced by that voice, he felt something sharp pierced into him In his head, the tingling pain made him unable to breathe.

He Chao tilted his head, took a deep breath, and continued walking forward without stopping.

Jiang Yu almost didn't think about it, and quickly stepped forward and took He Chao's hand.

He Chao was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that he wanted to shake his hand away, but Jiang Yu was so stubborn and extremely strong that he didn't want to shake him away.

He pulled He Chao's wrist, blushing, "Don't be angry, if you want to kiss, it's not impossible."

Compared with Jiang Yu trying every means to explain something, He Chao's expression was even more moved by such casual words.

He Chao didn't wait for Jiang Yu to say another word, "Do you know what you mean by this sentence?"

A faint sentence, not only the voice is very soft, but the tone is also very light.

As if Jiang Yu suddenly understood something, he suddenly let go of He Chao's hand.

He Chao clenched his fist, as if he knew something, he bit his lip, "I'm sorry, I always unconsciously treat you as a normal person, thinking you are like me, but... it seems, We are different."

Jiang Yu was stunned, and the hand he withdrew was hot and painful.

He wanted to go up and hold He Chao's hand again, wanting to comfort He Chao.

"Jiang Yu, don't be too nice to me." He Chao said, walking forward suddenly.

From their acquaintance to the present, the two of them have a tacit understanding that they keep silent about their relationship. Jiang Yu knew that He Chao had crossed the line, so he also pretended to be deaf and dumb as if he didn't understand. Although he has a language barrier, he is not stupid .

He knew that He Chao liked him.

He Chao will teach himself homework, he will comfort himself, he will take himself on a bicycle, he will teach himself to pretend to be lame and deceive others, he will teach himself not to use violence...

He is good everywhere, so that Jiang Yu ignores those he wants to tilt the balance between the two of them.

He doesn't want to like anyone, doesn't want to give any affection, he wants to be good friends with He Chao and never separate, but he doesn't want to talk about a relationship that will break at any time.

Jiang Yu was too scared.

If this continues, he will like He Chao more and more, like him touching him, like him riding him in a car, like the way he looks at him... In the end, he really fell into it completely.

Jiang Yu didn't want a relationship like this, a relationship as fragile as glass, he would rather be friends, good friends forever.

When a person suffers a serious mental blow, those injuries are not at the time of the emotional outburst, nor at the time of the occurrence, but in the long, long days later, in those states that fell into a low ebb and could not get out.

Especially for someone like Jiang Yu, what he thinks is the norm, and he will never deviate from the track.

But Jiang Yu deviated from the track. He told Bai Shao that he liked him, and the result was three years of mental damage.

Although Jiang Yu said to forgive Bai Shao, the influence of Bai Shao's words did not disappear to him, but became a nightmare that he could not mention. Every time he came into contact with people, he would think of it repeatedly, Pain like drowning.

Jiang Yu clutched his chest, he knew he didn't want He Chao to leave, and he didn't want He Chao to suffer.

At this moment, Jiang Yu chose to maintain the relationship with He Chao selfishly as a low-level means to protect himself. Although selfish, it worked.

He quickly followed He Chao, and thought in step by step: "He Chao, don't be angry, I want to treat you well, I want to be with you all the time, I really like being friends with you... , I think we will be good friends for the rest of our lives."

He Chao suddenly stopped, and not far from Jiang Yu, he said in a low voice, "Jiang Yu, you can be nice to everyone, Fu Yunkai, Bai Shao, or Wang Kaiqiu, but don't be nice to everyone." Hello, I am different, our relationship... I have always misunderstood, I don't need you to do too much for me, don't let me touch and kiss you just because you want to be friends with me , I don't want you to pity me."

With that said, He Chao turned around, his red eyes hurt Jiang Yu.

The two looked at each other, knowing the meaning in each other's eyes.

After a long while, Jiang Yu suddenly backed away and looked away from He Chao, "Don't talk about He Chao, otherwise we can't be friends!"

He Chao snorted coldly, his voice was no longer as soft as before, "You are really selfish, you have always known it, and you still play around with me, are friends more important to you? Because you have no friends, Do you have to make everyone a friend?"

Jiang Yu's eyes flickered, "He Chao, stop talking."

"Jiang Yu, you know everything!"

"He Chao!" Jiang Yu's voice became sharp.

"You know me well..."

"He Chao, shut up!"

He Chao didn't want to stop, he almost said sticky words in a cruel tone, "I like you, I want to kiss and sleep with you!"

Hearing this, Jiang Yu seemed to be stimulated by something, and muttered to himself helplessly, "No, this is too strange, too strange! Don't say you like me!"

Jiang Yu shouted with great force. In this chilly night, those dazzling thorns pierced He Chao's heart.

The pain, the pain was so unbearable for He Chao.

"Jiang Yu, I just like you, whether you understand or pretend not to understand, I just like you, very much."

What He Chao said seemed to be announcing his love, but his eyes were cold and icy. It didn't seem like he was confessing, but instead he seemed to be mocking Jiang Yu.

After speaking, He Chao turned his head and left, even ran, without looking back.

When Jiang Yu heard his footsteps, his head ached more and more. He took a deep breath, and silently said the words "deep breath".

But his breathing gradually became faster and did not slow down a bit.

He Chao's words of liking clearly defined the boundary between the two of them.

The world of teenagers is either black or white. This sentence almost declares the demise of the relationship between two people.

Jiang Yu's hand was clenched, it turned white from the force.

I don't know how long Jiang Yu stood there in a daze. His face was completely cold without any heat from the cold wind.

But my heart is even colder.

Jiang Yu moved his feet, turned his head and walked back. When he returned to the house, he saw that the phone was on.

Otherwise, tell He Chao and act as if nothing happened tonight.

However, Jiang Yu was holding the phone and looking at He Chao's WeChat. He didn't know where He Chao was now and what he would look like. Would he return to the den of the White Bird Tavern like a wounded beast?

Or, tomorrow morning as if nothing happened?

Jiang Yu put down his phone as a fluke, lay down on the bed, covered himself with the quilt, and got ready to sleep.

On such a night, the time is very difficult, and every minute and every second is like a world.

Jiang Yu couldn't sleep. He took out his phone and found that it was only 36:[-].

He opened He Chao's WeChat, paused, and typed: Sorry.

He Chao didn't reply.

Jiang Yu typed again: I'm sorry, can I pretend nothing happened tonight.

Jiang Yu: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words, I want to be good friends with you.

He Chao's silence was longer than he expected.

Jiang Yu put down his phone and suddenly sighed. He knew that He Chao would not reply to him.

Because he's always been so cool.

Jiang Yu touched the phone, he suddenly opened QQ, and then found C.

Jiang Yu: I want to talk to you.

Jiang Yu: The new classmate I told you about before is the one who always sleeps, the one who talks strange things to me in the bathroom.

Jiang Yu: I had a fight with him today, and he seems very angry, what should I do?

Jiang Yu: How can I make him not angry?

C's dialog box quickly seemed to be typing, and Jiang Yu became nervous for an instant. He held his breath, wanting to see what C would say to himself.

But soon the input of C is interrupted.

Jiang Yu bit her lip and continued typing.

As soon as he typed two words, C's message was sent.

C: Didn't you guess who I am?Jiang elm.

Jiang Yu's heart trembled, and he was so frightened that he quickly threw away the phone.

But the screen of the mobile phone is always on, and the vibration of the message reminder is also constantly vibrating.

Jiang Yu didn't touch the phone again, as if he felt ashamed when his hidden pornographic magazines were found.

He didn't dare to face it, and he didn't dare to look at it.

In the end, Jiang Yu leaned over to check C's news.

C: You looked at my game ID that day, didn't you just confirm whether I was C.

C: I want to meet with you, but you deliberately refuse, doesn't it mean that you know who I am clearly in your heart.

C: Jiang Yu, you lie to yourself and me, and who else, you won't lie to me.

Jiang Yu's hands trembled.

He Chao is so smart, he can always discover his thoughts the fastest, and use the harshest words to poke the hypocritical protective film in his heart.

But what would happen to the two of them if they didn't deceive themselves like this?

Jiang Yu didn't dare to reply to He Chao anymore, he couldn't guess all his little thoughts, all those thoughts that he thought were well hidden were pulled out by him, and he blamed himself nakedly.

But Jiang Yu didn't have the slightest stand against these accusations.

In this matter, he made a serious mistake.

What he did was to protect himself, to close himself, not wanting to be hurt in the slightest, but trying to get the warmth of others.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu felt extremely ashamed. He had indeed been deceiving himself and He Chao in this way, and it was all because of him that this situation finally happened.

Jiang Yu took a deep breath, took out his mobile phone and typed: I'm sorry, He Chao.