Ghost of Tsushima

People who have lost their memory touch the past through hearing, supplemented by smell, taste, sight, and touch, and finally restore everything that has been forgotten.

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't turn on the flashlight, and walked down the stairs from the second floor slowly under the faint moonlight.

After that, all kinds of emotions followed, and the uniqueness of love is that a person can never, never refuse his lover to come into his heart.

He stopped in front of the basement door, and when he turned his head sideways, he could still see the slightly flickering orange light of the kerosene lamp placed in the dining room.

Feeling from the heart, love from the heart.

He should have thought earlier that since the door representing the "brain" opened silently, this door has been opened to him.

The cold air of the night shivered against his skin, and Nakahara reached out to touch the wooden door of the basement, feeling the warm touch of his heartbeat.

With a light push, the basement door slowly opened in front of him.

A kerosene lamp was placed on the ground, and the fire light danced gently. The bright light tried its best to dispel the darkness in the basement.

There was a bone on the table in the center, with several layers of bedding under it, exuding a foul smell, and its original color could no longer be seen. Another bone was kneeling on the ground, with its skull leaning against the bed, with one arm Putting it on the table, the phalanx was entangled with the finger of the white bone on the table.

Zhongyuan Zhong also stood there for a long time, finally raised his footsteps and stopped by the table, reached out and gently touched the skull of the white bone on the table.

"I helped you fulfill the agreement, remember to thank me."

The tall shelf next to it was full of various wine bottles, which looked like red wine. There was an inconspicuous stool in front of the shelf, and a thick book covered with dust was placed on it.

He carefully picked up the book from the small stool, and gently brushed off the dust on it——after opening it, he discovered that it was a diary, and he knew who the owner was at a glance.

"October 10rd XXXX

I have to go up the mountain tomorrow, and someone asked me to write a letter.

September 10, XXXX

The road up the mountain is too tortuous, there are actually two roads, I took the wrong one, and it rained heavily on the way...Damn it, it rains when you say it rains, I didn’t bring an umbrella or a raincoat, so I had to hide in someone’s house It rained.

The person who kindly let me hide from the rain was Shuji Tsushima. He found me dry clothes to wear and made me hot tea. He said that he lived alone in the mountains and was very boring.

Although there are some things about him that I can't get used to, but he is really good-looking. I like his eyes very much. They are very beautiful, lonely and bright like the shining stars in the night sky.

I asked him to watch a play in the town below the mountain the day after tomorrow, and he agreed.

……

September 7, XXXX

Xiuzhi is a very interesting person. He blushed and held me a large bouquet of red camellias, hoping that I would accept his ring. His blushing was really funny.

I'm actually very embarrassed, but I'm smarter than him. Just when I was about to say something nice to make myself less embarrassed, Xiao Yuko from Xiuzhi's neighbor slapped the window and smiled at me outside. This little villain writes crookedly Yes, I know how to boo... Thanks to this little villain, I also blush, but I made an agreement with Xiu Zhi, this game is just a tie.

I love him and he knows it.

……

September 10, XXXX

Today is the first anniversary of Xiuzhi and I getting acquainted. We went to the photo studio in the town to take pictures together. Xiuzhi borrowed the camera, and we went to many other places for fun.

He said he didn't like crowded places and hoped I could move from town to live with him, and I agreed.

But I will still make trouble for him, instead of following his habit, I will turn the photo upside down and write on the back, so that every time he flips the photo according to his habit, the words will be reversed, and I will put him in a mess He always makes a mess of the room.

……

September 11, XXXX

Recently, my illness has become more serious, and we have no time to enjoy the leisure time together. Xiuzhi always takes me to many hospitals, but the doctor can't give a reasonable explanation... I don't want to go to the hospital, I want to go back to the mountain, Stay in the Tsushima hut.

Xiuzhi has been cooking for me since a few months ago. Really, it is extremely unpalatable, and it is a skill that destroys heaven and earth.Yuko has grown up, and she is no longer the troublemaker she used to be. She often comes to see me with her own snacks and teaches Shuji how to cook... Yuko secretly told me that her biological parents seemed to come to her, but She didn't want to go back to England with them, that strange environment frightened her.

Yuko is a pity little girl, she is very smart and deserves to go to a better place instead of staying in the mountains all her life.

……

September 3, XXXX

Xiuzhi took me to the hospital his friend contacted. We drove for a long time, and I was very tired.

I said I don't want to be treated anymore, and he cried for the first time.

But I still don't want to treat the disease, I just can't bear him.

……

September 7, XXXX

That idiot Xiuzhi went down the mountain to buy oranges for me today, and the oranges he bought were all sour and bitter oranges. Be tough, doesn't he know that I don't want him to cry the most, and he still makes me sad at this time.

Whether it’s oranges or life, there’s nothing I can do about bitterness. He bought the oranges specially for me. No matter how bitter they are, they still taste sweet. We live together. As long as he’s still by my side, I don’t feel bitter.

It's a fool to cry over an orange.

September 9, XXXX

Today Yuko sent me a bottle of red wine. I wanted one from a long time ago and said I would save money to buy it. I didn't expect that little girl to bring it to me first.

Xiuzhi was a little angry because Yuko didn't send him a gift. I knew he was pretending to make me happy.I let him put the wine on the shelf in the living room, because I made a promise with him that I would get well soon and open the bottle with him, so I didn't put it in the basement.

Very happy today.

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September 10, XXXX

I am rarely awake recently, and Xiu Zhi always asks me where the diary is when I am in good spirits... Please, I will not show it to him, I will hide it in a very safe place, so that he will never I can't find it... After all, I wrote so many embarrassing words, he will laugh at me after reading it.

Maybe I will cry... Anyway, I will hide it well.

September 11, XXXX

I don’t know how many more days I can write in today’s diary, I am in pain and tired, maybe the time limit is approaching.

No matter how I hide Shuji, I will always find this diary, after all, we know each other so well.

So I'll just write something to say to him.

I promise you, as long as you stay in the Tsushima hut, I will come back one day and come to you.This is not to coax you, you know I am a person who never speaks big, this is a promise, and I will keep it.

Between us, you have always said love more, but I love you, and I will not be stingy when it is time to say it.

I love you.goodbye. "

On November 11, Xiuzhi's lover left the last words. There is a large blank space behind the diary, which will never be filled by the owner with vivid words.

Zhong Yuan also raised his head, holding the diary in front of his chest, and it took him a long time to force the tears back into his eyes.

"Aren't you going to say something?" His voice was choked up, and he turned his head to look in the direction of the basement door.

Xiu Zhi stood there expressionless, his figure exuding a faint white light was very clear in the dark basement.

"How did you find out?" Xiu Zhi asked calmly.

"If you are asking me how I found out that you were already standing there, I only noticed after reading the diary... As for how I found out that you have recovered your memory," Nakahara Zhong also pointed to his eyes, "Your The eyes are wrong, you can no longer distinguish me from him."

Xiu Zhi shook his head: "You are the same person, you are both in the Central Plains."

"But he is dead, he is the one who has those memories, not me," Nakahara Nakaya's eyes were flushed, and he hugged the diary in his arms tightly, "At first you said you forgot the familiar feeling, now I want to tell you You, I don't remember what it was like to be loved by you, or how fulfilling it was to be in love with you."

He slammed the diary at Xiu Zhi, his voice was hoarse.

"I don't remember those, I only know that the person who remembered all of this has long since died!"

"Do you have to tell me this?" Xiu Zhi laughed at himself, as if he had heard something ridiculous, "Obviously you..."

"Don't be arrogant," Zhong Yuan Zhong also stopped Xiu Zhi's footsteps in a cold voice, "Aren't you very clear about the matter of 'I haven't fallen in love with you yet'?"

Xiuzhi's pace stopped suddenly, and Zhongyuan had never seen him showing such a heartbroken expression, those strong emotions were displayed by him without any concealment, as fine as a net, falling on him and scraping It hurts.

"What a hard-hearted man."

Xiu Zhi said softly and took a step back: "You really surprised me, Chuya Zhongyuan."

Xiu Zhi lowered his head, Zhong Yuan couldn't see his expression, he just remained silent for a long time in the dark and narrow basement, the orange light shone on the white bones, the heat was warm but could not dispel the coldness in his bones.

"Go to reincarnation," Zhong Yuan Zhong also said softly to him after a long silence, "Go to reincarnation, this time it's you who come to me...I'll wait for you."

He pronounced Xiu Zhi's death sentence like a cold and heartless judge, and let him live out of reason.

In the silence, he heard the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground, and then, the kerosene lamp in the basement suddenly shattered out of thin air, and the kerosene ignited and finally released flames splashed onto the wooden table next to it, engulfing it in an instant. wooden table.

The bone was on fire, and it was finally going to be reduced to ashes.

Thicker black smoke poured into the basement from behind Xiuzhi, and the faintly white shadow was almost swallowed up, but Zhong Yuanzhong could see it very clearly. Xiuzhi walked towards him slowly, amidst the crackling of sparks and the wooden Standing in front of him amidst the huge roar of the collapse of the structure.

"You must wait for me, I will find you soon."

There was neither fire nor smoke in those beautiful eyes, reflecting the beautiful starlight all over the sky, it could only hold him in Zhongye alone.

Shuichi reached out and hugged him.