Meet you, grow old slowly

In the early morning, I searched for the stars all over the school.

"Where are you, Starry Stars?" So I kept thinking in my heart, looking for every corner quickly and eagerly...

I've searched everywhere and found nothing... It's getting dark and it's going to rain.

So he stood there motionless, as if he had lost his soul.

"So here I am"

So looking back, at the other end of the aisle, there are stars, the real Zhou Fanxing.

Bean-sized raindrops began to fall from the dark sky, hit the leaves, and then fell on the faces of the two people.

They stared at each other for a long time, until the rain drenched them all.

"I'm sorry, so! I'm sorry!" Fanxing shouted in the rain.

So he wiped off the water from his face with his hands, ran towards Fanxing, and threw himself on him, the two hot bodies pressed tightly against each other, and his heart was beating wildly, this scene was something none of them had imagined .

There was a thunderstorm outside, the white sheets in the hotel were half soaked by two wet bodies, starry thin white fingers were interspersed between the wet and hard hair roots, enduring and enjoying every depth of the reunion after a long absence, the thunderstorm The sound, the sound of deep breathing, and the uncontrollable panting of the stars... The two entangled bodies are tightly integrated, and no one can separate them.

I don’t know when, the rain stopped, and the raindrops outside the balcony kept “tick-tick-tick-tick”, the sheets were wet and then dry, so my hair was dry and soft, even after being drenched by the rain. Their own unique taste, Fan Xing likes this taste, now, they don't have the energy to do anything else, they can only cuddle up to each other.

"You...won't you ask me what's going on?" Fan Xing rubbed Yu's hair, and stopped for a while.

"I don't want to now, but you have to tell me later." Then she kissed Fanxing's slightly flushed cheeks, slender neck and fair shoulders lightly.

"Then what do you want to do now?"

So he didn't answer, and kissed Fan Xing's body recklessly.Fan Xing's breathing became heavier and heavier, and his desire was provoked again. He couldn't restrain himself, because it was instinct.The kiss made Fan Xing's body gradually soften, and he was unable to control her body, so she had no strength left, but she just didn't want to stop, this feeling made the two want to stop.

At night, Fan Xing lay in Yu's arms, quietly looking at his long and thick eyelashes, so he was tired all day and a little drowsy.

Suddenly, Yu's cell phone rang.

"Hey"

"So where have you been all day?! You didn't even make a phone call!" Fu Xiaran on the other end started yelling before saying something.

"Okay, I know I was wrong" Then I knew he was concerned about him.

"Where are you now, I'll find you"

"Uh...no need, I'll be back in a while." So he glanced at Fan Xing.

"Okay, then hurry up, call if you need anything"

"Yeah" and hung up the phone.

"How about it, come back with me in a while." So he patted Fan Xing's head.

"I..." Before Fanxing finished speaking, the phone rang.

Fanxing glanced at the phone and went out, only coming back after ten minutes.

"What's the matter, is something wrong?" So Fan Xing's expression was not quite right.

"It's okay, it's just... something about the school."

"Wait! There must be something wrong with you! You won't lie, and your eyes will panic when you lie!"

Fanxing didn't answer, and didn't look up, so she held the phone in her hand and remained silent.

"So, I'm sorry." Fanxing still lowered her head.

"You can't tell me what's going on, we can face it together, I can bear anything, just... just don't just walk away." So he said, and finally choked up.

"I'm sorry, yes, I'm sorry, so!" Fan Xing's voice was a little sobbing.

"What's the matter?!" So he was very anxious.

"I'm really sorry!" Fan Xing choked up and was a little speechless.

"I'm getting married." It took a long time for Fan Xing to speak.

"So...that's why you left without saying goodbye last time?!" So my heart was filled with grief and indignation.

Fanxing didn't speak.

"Why didn't you tell me at the beginning?! Why did you watch me getting deeper and deeper before you said it?! Why did you wait until I couldn't help you?! Why?!" So his eyes were wide open. big.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Fan Xing was sorry besides being sorry.

"Then why did you come back?! Now, give me hope and make me despair!"

For all the questions, Fanxing didn't know how to answer, and there were some things he couldn't say now.

"I'm sorry, so everything is my fault, I'm sorry, but please believe me, I love you for real!"

"Really?! You're going to get married and you're telling me this? Zhou Fanxing, what do you want?! So you rarely call Fanxing by her full name.

"Many things are beyond our control..."

"Enough!" Fan Xing hadn't finished speaking, but he was already extremely angry, "Have you ever cared about me? When I was with you, I was thinking about you and us every day. , What about you?! Just leave! Have you considered my feelings? Have you ever thought about how I will bear this alone? You know how difficult it is for me to face the loss of you, I Let myself not think about this matter and not think about you, but I can't do it!"

"I'm sorry, so, you'd better forget about me, just pretend... that I've never been there before"

"Just pretend it's never happened?!" So she couldn't believe her ears, couldn't believe that Fan Xing would say such a sentence.

"Okay, I haven't, it's good that I haven't!" So he smiled wryly.

"Sorry so"

"Enough!" and roared, "Go away! Better never show up again!"

Fanxing stood there for a while, then left, leaving a last sentence of "I'm sorry".

So he was alone in the room, grabbing the clothes on his chest, and punched heavily on the wall, tears had burst into tears.After a while, a phone call came from Su Jue.

So I glanced at the phone display, no answer.

Tired of crying, he leaned against the bed and sat on the ground.

After a long time, Fu Xiaran called.

"What's the matter? Didn't you say you'll be back soon? I accidentally forked into that road again?"

So he took the phone and didn't answer.

"Hello? So are you listening?"

"Hmm." His voice was low.

"It's not that something happened. It was fine on the phone just now. Why is it like this now?"

"It's okay, I'll go back now"

"Don't! You'd better not move now, send me your current address, and I'll go find you." Fu Xiaran felt that his mood was very wrong, and he was worried that he would come back alone, and something would happen on the road later.

In about 10 minutes, Fu Xiaran arrived at the hotel that was sent to him, and found it according to the room number. Then, the door was half-closed, and it still kept the same appearance as when Fanxing left.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Fu Xiaran wanted to flip the switch.

"Don't turn on the light!" So he didn't want him to turn on the light, because he didn't want to be seen like this.

"What's wrong?" Fu Xiaran had never seen her before, so she didn't dare to speak loudly like this.

"He's getting married"

"Who?"

"starry"

"He... came to look for you?" Although it was unbelievable, Fu Xiaran believed it when he saw the messy quilt, because he knew that he would not be interested in anyone except Fan Xing, at least so far This person has not yet appeared.

Fu Xiaran didn't know what to say, she knew that her brother was sad, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

A few minutes later, Luoyang also rushed over, and Fu Xiaran notified him in advance.

The three of them didn't want to talk, Luoyang and Fu Xiaran didn't dare to talk, and didn't know what to say, so they just sat like this all night.

Back at school, he took a month off and didn't go anywhere, just stayed in the dormitory. Luo Yi asked Fu Xiaran what was going on, but Fu Xiaran didn't say anything, he knew so he didn't I hope Luo Yi knows about this.

In the afternoon, I tidied up the bookcase and accidentally found a picture album. A photo fell out of the picture album. It was a picture of the five of them. It was taken at the entrance of the Stars Cafe on the day it opened. Standing in the middle with Fanxing, smiling, judging from the photos, it feels like these people will never be separated.So he took the photo and looked at it for a while, seeing him and Fan Xing in the past, and then threw the photo into the cardboard box.

"That's right, he should have been forgotten long ago!" Fu Xiaran and Luo Yang happened to be returning to the dormitory after class and saw them, so they threw the photos into the box.

"What are you talking about?" Luoyang was worried that Fu Xiaran's stirring up a sensitive topic would make Yu unhappy.

So he was really unhappy, and his hands rested on the bookshelf, as if he was thinking about something.

"I've held back some words for a long time, and it's time to say them today..."

"Okay, Fu Xiaran, stop talking!" Luo Yang persuaded him while watching Yu's reaction anxiously.

"Luoyang" suddenly turned to look at him.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Luo Yang was a little at a loss.

"Has Su Jue returned to China?"

"Yes"

"When did you leave?"

"Just last month"

"Why did he go back home?"

"He... didn't tell me"

"Impossible, if he doesn't tell you clearly, will you let him go back at ease?"

"I……"

"You have something to hide from us"

"I do not have!"

"Growing up together, if you lie, can we not see it?"

"That's right, Luoyang, what can't be kept from brother!"

"Oh, I just can't say these things! I do have something to hide from you, but... I can't say it!"

So he glanced at Luoyang, "Okay, I know you're in trouble, I'll ask him in person!"

"do not!"

"what happened?"

"You won't tell him if you ask him, so let's forget it."

"It seems that you know a lot!" So he and Fu Xiaran cornered Luoyang Wai.

"You guys are being unkind! Two against one! I'm your kid!"

"It should be said when I was young!"

"All right, all right! Let me tell you! But, you must promise not to tell Su Jue, even if one day he knows that you know, don't let him know that I let you know!"

"Okay! Why are you talking so much, tell me what you know!"

"Well, anyway, so you and Fanxing are separated, right? Then it shouldn't have much impact if I say it."

"Say it quickly!" Fu Xiaran was very impatient.

"The thing is like this, during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, two days after Fanxing's birthday, his mother came back. Fanxing decided to tell his mother about him and you, but he was opposed. Locked in the room and not allowed to go out, he couldn’t call you, and then tried to climb out of the window, but broke his leg, and his mother sent him to his father’s house in France the next day, and his passport was in his mother’s In my hands, I have never had a chance to come back.”

"And then?" Fu Xiaran asked.

"Later I heard that he still insisted on coming back. His mother enrolled him in a high school, but he didn't even go for a day and stayed at home. Later, he compromised."

"Compromise? What do you mean, compromise so quickly?" Fu Xiaran interrupted.

"It's not what you think. It's his mother who is ill. I heard from Su Jue that it was very serious. Didn't Su Jue go back to China that time, because of this?"

"That's probably serious." Fu Xiaran regretted what she said just now.

"Yeah..." Luo Yang's expression was a little serious.

"Is this what Su Jue told you?" So he asked.

"Well, that time when he suddenly said that he was going back to China, I was really anxious. I was afraid that if he... went, he wouldn't come again. He told me all this in order not to make me think too much."

"Is that all, and what else?" Fu Xiaran asked.

"I don't know anything else, and Su Jue never told me about Fan Xing again."

"Then you said he was going to get engaged, why did he come back to you?" Fu Xiaran poked him with his elbow.

"I don't know" so he lowered his head and thought about it.

"Actually, I think Fan Xing still has feelings for Ye, otherwise he wouldn't resist, it's just..."

"Just what?"

"It's just that the final compromise may have his own unspeakable secrets."

"You...do you still know what you didn't say?!" Fu Xiaran grabbed Luoyang's arm.

"I've said it, I've said everything I know!"

"Luoyang! We have been brothers for so many years, so it's not like you don't know how much you care about him, and you still don't tell everything you know at this time?!"

So he and Fu Xiaran both looked at Luoyang.

"Luoyang, tell me everything you know, it's all like this now, even if I know, it won't be a big deal." So when I spoke, I felt that I had no strength at all.

"Okay, I'll say it all!" Luoyang completely compromised this time, "Fanxing's mother is about to die, this engagement is entirely to fulfill his mother's last wish. It's not easy to bring up a child, you have to be busy with your career and take care of Fanxing, your health is not good after working alone for so many years, this time you get sick... Su Jue said... I'm afraid it won't work"

"What kind of disease is there, and there is no cure?"

"No, Su Jue said that Fanxing's mother has a deep obsession with Fanxing's father. After his death, it's like a different person. Therefore, Fanxing's growth environment should be very depressing. If it weren't for Fanxing, she might I don't want to live anymore"

"It's not that serious, is it?!"

"You don't know, back then his parents also had an unforgettable romance."

"You know this as well?!"

"Actually, I don't know the details, but I just heard from Su Jue that at that time, Fanxing's grandmother had always opposed her daughter marrying abroad, and hoped that she would stay in the country closer to home, but you know, love is such a thing , if you don’t let it go, you can’t force it, it’s not easy for two people to be happy.”

"What happened later?" Fu Xiaran was deeply involved in the love history of Fanxing's family.

"It seemed to be separated for a while, but his father still traveled thousands of miles to find his mother, and then there was Fanxing."

"You really know a lot!" What Luo Yang said has far exceeded Fu Xiaran's expectations.

"Then...you know why he..." So he wanted to ask something but stopped talking.

"Why did he come back?"

So he glanced at Luoyang, but didn't answer.

"Actually, you know this even if you think about it, so I can't let you go!"

As soon as Luo Yang said this sentence, he regretted it. What he said might make the person who had already given up his mind fall into the vortex of emotion again.

"Do you know where his family lives?" So he asked Luoyang.

"I really don't know about this"

"Then Jue Su must know."

"Hey, don't ask him. If you ask him, he is so smart that he must know what I told you. He will be unhappy."

"Then you're not afraid that we'll be unhappy?!" Fu Xiaran raised her sleeves in a fighting pose to scare Luo Yi.

"What are you talking about? It's so lively!" Luo Yi returned to the dormitory after eating, his eyes fell on Yu.

"It's nothing, it's just something missing." Fu Xiaran dealt with it casually.