unpleasant and eye-catching

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Xiao Xian was amused by the frightened look on his neck when he shrank his neck, recalling that there was a time before Qi Lianchu did not know what a big mistake he was, and was beaten to pieces by Qi's father with a stick. their home.

At that time, Xiao Xian wanted to follow, but his mother stopped him with a serious face, saying that it was not up to them to persuade them.Later, Qi Lianchu seemed to be alive and kicking after lying down for several days, probably because Qi's father still remembered his propriety even though he was angry.But Xiao Xian asked several times, but every time Qi Lianchu changed the subject with a playful smile.

Closer to home, this guy likes to hide his faults and discuss it later. Now Xiao Xian is more concerned about his being threatened by others: "What opportunity? Is he robbing you?"

Curled up, feeling uncomfortable, and finally lay down on the carpet, Qi Lianchu lazily raised his legs, and said in a light tone: "It's just a recommendation, if you get it, you can go directly to a good university without the college entrance examination."

"Then why don't you seem to pay attention?" Xiao Xian asked.

"I didn't plan to go to the north to study, it's too far away." Qi Lianchu twisted his waist and straightened the pillow from behind: "And I can't bear you!"

My heart trembled for some reason, Xiao Xian managed to stabilize his trembling voice: "You are so lazy, it would be good if you don't need the college entrance examination."

After waiting for a while, but there was no response, Xiao Xian leaned over while half kneeling, only to find that this guy was dozing off with his eyes closed. "Forget it." He went out and brought back a blanket, covered the other person's body, and sat aside silently.

……

Sure enough, Qi Lianchu gave up on the recommendation, saying that he wanted to experience the once-in-a-lifetime experience of the college entrance examination, and won a group of girls shouting that he was too handsome.

When he heard this guy showing off, Xiao Xian also showed a smile that he didn't realize.Then I found an opportunity to beat up the tongue-twisting sack with my buddies from the basketball team.

In the end nothing happened, bullying, of course it didn't exist anymore.

【heat】

At the end of April, for Xiao Xian who does exercise regularly, the weather is getting hotter.

Although he thinks it's nothing, he will be cared for by Xiao's mother at home. "You are very angry, give me a drink, eat less ice." Xiao's mother pulled out the popsicle in Xiao Xian's hand and stuffed it into a bowl of cold lotus seed syrup. According to her theory, Clearing the heart and nourishing the lungs is still about clearing heat and detoxifying, anyway, Xiao Xian doesn't quite understand it.

He drank the sweet liquid in the bowl in one big gulp, and was forced to eat the heartless lotus seeds. He curled his lips in bitterness, and quickly poured water to suppress the taste in his mouth.

It's not that uncomfortable anymore.

In contrast, the other guy didn’t feel any discomfort at all except for being a little lazy. He ate ice while blowing on the air conditioner, happily taking pictures of Xiao Xian on the side, but he forgot to turn off the flash, and he was severely retaliated—a pile of black photos with disheveled hair .

Usually studying at school, the frequency of Xiao Xian staring out the window in a daze has increased a lot.If he hadn't entered the review stage, the teacher in the class often asked him to study by himself, and he would easily be found inattentive.In short, he became irritable, and it was uncomfortable to change his position on the chair, and he could not affect his deskmate. This is not the guy who can make noise without any scruples.

There is less time to play on weekends, so I watch movies with Qi Lian Chuwo.This guy said he was almost an adult, secretly downloaded a lot of movies that Xiao Xian had never heard of, all about homosexuality, and changed from the occasional lantern scene before to almost all pornography now.

Xiao Xian knocked him on the head, but in the end he still didn't ask Qi Lian what was the reason for seeing this at first.In other words, he now has a little suspicion that the other party's mind is impure, which is not the reason to reduce pressure on the surface.

The most important reason was that he realized that he was also a little abnormal.

For Xiao Xian, the first wet dream was when he was 16 years old.He still remembers it very well, after all, it was the first time in his life that he didn't dare to turn on the light to wash his pants secretly, and he had just finished the physical examination during the day.

That night he had a dream, to be precise, it was a dream, the vague and sticky kind.In the dream, he was naked, hugging someone, the skin-to-skin touch made him unable to help stroking it, and the warm and pliable soft flesh rubbed against the palm of his hand.

It was the man's waist, which was very thin and could be easily held in his arms.The other party lowered his head, his body trembled slightly, and he seemed to be pursing his lips tightly but let out a few small groans.

It was very hot, it was the heat in his heart. In the dream, he couldn't see the other person's face, and he couldn't tell the difference between a man and a woman. He only knew to kiss and touch instinctively.Despite his shyness, the man opened his body in response...

When reaching the peak, Xiao Xian woke up suddenly, sweating all over his body.The quilt on his body had been kicked under the bed a long time ago. When he straightened up, he realized that his shorts were wet.

He ejaculated, and ejaculated on someone in the dream.

He was also a person who had taken a physiology class, and then Xiao Xian pretended to be calm, blushing and groping in the dark to change and wash his dirty clothes.As for whether his parents would make fun of him when they saw the pieces fluttering in the wind outside the balcony the next day, that was not within the scope of consideration.

The innocent little virgin Xiao Xian, in his dream, he lost everything and gave it all to someone who couldn't see his face.

Uh, that's right, it seems that it is different from the materials he has read, Xiao Xian dreamed of the same person from the beginning to the end.Every time he finishes these dreams, he will feel a little unnatural when he stays with Qi Lianchu during the day, because the body leaning against him is very similar to the flesh in his hands in his memory.

But he didn't doubt anything, for a dull and innocent little virgin who had never been in love until now, Xiao Xian was quite ashamed to talk about this experience.Physical contact is fine on weekdays, but it's just that he sleeps with Qi Lian during the holidays, he doesn't seem to care much about it, but in fact he will be very entangled in the boundary line in the middle, and the other party rolls over and gently pushes away.

Since being pulled to watch a movie together, it has become even more difficult to control my mood.Wanting to stay away, it's not pleasing to the eye to say it like before, but it sounds like hypocrisy to myself, and the two are still sticking together.

During the two months of the countdown to the college entrance examination, Xiao Xian should have devoted himself to studying. Although he couldn't get a particularly high score, he couldn't lose face, especially if he had a top student by his side.Now, however, he was hot and restless with the approaching summer temperature and his own thoughts.

Even after drinking sugar water and chewing lotus seeds, Xiao Xian still tossed and turned at night.Drowsy, the familiar weight came to his arms again, he knew he couldn't stop, he just rubbed the other party until he could hear the pleading with crying voice and the sound of tsk tsk when kissing.Take a bite of the full earlobe, and then go down the neck to reach the heart.Xiao Xian felt that he was crazy, and he was in love with the person in his dream, and it seemed that he was still in control, which was shameless.

Opening his eyes again, he took a few deep breaths, his heart still beating rapidly "pounding" in his chest.

When approaching without leaving any gaps, he clearly touched the object between the opponent's legs, which was the same as himself, not big, but young enough.

That's the symbol of masculinity.

For the first time in his life, he was confused about his own sexuality, Xiao Xian soaked himself in cold water, his body was cold, and his heart also gradually cooled down.

Did he unknowingly have thoughts about the same sex?

In the era of information explosion, he is not unfamiliar with this aspect, and the movies he watched before can be regarded as a source of knowledge.It's just that I didn't think of myself, so I watched it cheerfully, except that I would turn my head at certain plots.

Anyone with a discerning eye knows how hard this road is.His panic, on the one hand, came from his new understanding of himself, and on the other hand, it was difficult to predict what the future would hold.

He couldn't even be sure if it was just a whim, let alone a life plan.Xiao Xian closed his eyes and tried his best to get rid of the messy thoughts in his mind.He had never imagined starting a family, and now he stood at the fork in the road, hesitating.

Even if you confess, can you still meet someone who can be with you for a lifetime?

Returning to the bed covered in moisture, seeing the alarm clock on the top of the cabinet slowly past three o'clock, Xiao Xian shook his head and decided not to think too much, it was too late, if he didn't sleep, he would be late tomorrow.

I haven't passed the college entrance examination yet, how dare I have extra thoughts.

It's just that the heat is probably going to dissipate for a while...

【Confession】

If he had to summarize the three days of the college entrance examination, Xiao Xian couldn't find the exact words.The tension passed, and there was some relaxation, mixed with a little bit of bewilderment.

It's like looking back suddenly, it turns out that I have gone so far, step by step, and crossed a hurdle in life.

Parting is imminent, whether it is with the teacher or with the classmates who have studied together for two years.As the class monitor, Xiao Xian naturally took care of the teacher appreciation banquet. Before the results were announced, everyone wanted to have a good time without any scruples.

During the banquet, everyone who had matured overnight drank a little wine, especially the boys, betting with fists and having a great time.Xiao Xian couldn't hide, but fortunately he had been to various occasions with his family, and a bottle or two of beer was nothing.It's just that at the end of the game, people from the private room next door joined in the fun. They were graduates from the same school, and there were many acquaintances among them. When everyone was full, they opened the karaoke room to sing together.

Qi Lianchu was also there, dragging Xiao Xian to snatch the mic as if he was alcoholic, and he sang well, but he made the love song impassioned, and the people on the side applauded again and again.Xiao Xian was relatively sober, he didn't intend to have a high with this group of drunken people, he abruptly dragged them back and sat in the corner of the sofa.Qi Lianchu half-closed his eyes, opened his arms and gave him a bear hug, rubbing his head against his shoulder, like a big pillow.

Xiao Xian wanted to push it away, but due to some sudden thoughts, he hugged him tightly for some reason, resting his chin on the top of his soft hair, smiling at the group of playful men and women in the flickering lights.

Taking advantage of the drunkenness, a few girls came over pushing and shoving, the leader boldly